since after mon, i din update, even i wanted to, i juz cnt tek d time to update it.. or mayb i was too lazy.. i guess so.. is juz some lil thin happen in my eviday life.. n oso, eventho i din update, i went to my blog eviday, n i was always hopin s/1 juz wrote me s/thin in my chatbox or wadeva.. silly rite? =( i duno u guys hu said to gv my bez on my blog, i reli duno if i cn reli reach ur expectation.. i reli duno.. bt is well, makin u guys leave, is sad.. i hope u wouldn't, bt i won't force u bcuz lik dat larh.. i reli thx u guys for supportin n nw, i hope to continue dis eventho i dun reli hv d confident to write down often, due to those ppl hu share, read, view, feeds on my blog.. i, thank you.. =)
tues, i 4gt, reli 4gt wad happen dat day, cnt seem to rmb.. juz dat we hv new time table n such.. =) ltr den i tuition, bm.. and same as usual.. sien..
wed, oso same old skul day, juz if i'm nt wrong, dis day reli.. = = i gt a gift for CNY.. d chinese association thingy.. n d person juz write, from 4D.. n evi1 juz mek fun of me.. lolx.. =/ is ntg reli anyway.. yup, c oso noe is hu.. - -' i hope i no special meanin or wadeva, cuz i won't accept geh.. bt if is him, is ok, we r kinda a lil relative.. =) i mean frenz type.. my mum is his mother fren.. n he is my mother, er.. a lil lik son? i duno, i oso duwan to noe.. i hope nt.. i duwan to b a semi family wif him.. = =" eventho my mum wan, i will oppose.. no way.. ltr on tuition is physic.. mek me wan to sleep.. cnt concentrate.. =( bt still end my day..
thursday, well, dis is oso usual, no tuition for d day, sis at home as usual, n mum.. use come as usual.. bla bla..
ok, Friday.=)
friday is lik ytd, mornin go skul, i bring those books that pei wen wan to borrow from me.. she is a novel type.. so i hv reli shallow cheap chinese novel.. ntg much, i juz hv novel lik usual ppl did, juz for me, manga is still my priority for sure.. when i was in primary skul, u cn say i read novels.. when i was form 2, u cn say i read novel, 100 times more on readin manga.. =D for me, novels and storybook.. 1 of my usual story book is ghost story.. i have, bt other ones i duno put where.. n my mum hv collection on s singapore one.. bt mine is kinda broken english s/time, since d story is from ppl hu send abt their story, so is nt evi1 oso hv perfect english, n i didn;t tek d buk for wenn, i duno she read anot.. is nt fantasy, is real.. =( so s/time u cnt sleep if u read.. haha... n i juz tek my laz time(very long time) ago kind of collection on mr.midnite n mr.mystery buk.. since is well, more official a lil, i guess d grammer n such is np, n oso d word is well, d buk is meant for children, so i guess won't b hard anyway, n cn improve english if she wan to, eventho is nt reli hard at all, hop cn help her.. i lik d mystery sometime, n once tot of collectin them, bt well, no more.. =( mr.midnite i laz time alwasy use to chase after their buk, bt ltr oso no, seldom went out n seldom buy.. they were nice.. bt nw, i prefer manga, is dat gud or d small kid of myself is better..? anyway, early mornin go skul, arpund 6.40am, reach and i saw angeline.. so i ask her wan to follow me go wenn's hse anot, nid gv her d buk n oso my h/p.. scared gt spot-check.. after reach her home n pass d buks plus my h/p, wenn haven get rdy n we turn bek n return skul.. =) ltr lik usual, ntg reli in skul.. juz d table seating, well, d classroom right corner whole row no one is seating, n all d table is juz for display there.. n den teacher call to carry those table n chair dat is nt used up.. n d right side of d class room is so empty n d guy lik wan to use dat as a stage for them to dance or wadeva.. did i mention dis oredi? o_O i 4gt, nvm.. juz to say, ltr all d guy chg their place to d empty row n we are d laz seat. =| is dat gud or bad?? n ended up, d stage is juz bhind us.. = =" still equal to, noisy.. anyway, ltr on fin skul, is d fun part, me n wenn go ioi.. =D yup, we wok there.. abt 1km++? =/ first go bek wenn hse, put my buks, n tek my h/p.. den we walk to d second-hand comic n novel store, bt wenn cnt find d manga there, n den go comic track, bt juz d sell part, also dun hv d one she is lukin for, n well, we den went off to ioi! wok wok wok, n well, kinda rush, cuz i scared of my mother.. she duno wan fetch me anot.. she plan to fetch my bro to skul at 2.20 den ltr fetch my sis to duno where n take biscuit.. n well, my sis told me is 2hours.. so if i estimate d time, is around 4pm if they r nt so jam.. n ltr i hv tuition, so i nid to go bek about 6pm..
ok, so we first went there n well, eat bbq plaza.. =) yummy, actually dis is my second time eatin it, n oso wif my darling wenn.. =) i tuk pic, bt well, lazy upload, c if i gt time.. we ate clean clean.. hoho.. n den we went to popular.. actually popular is our main destination.. "popular" buk store.. we nid to find reference in our presentation, n well, we dun hv library dat is great or wadeva, so nid to c buk store oni.. hw hardworkin we are(jokin).. when we go in, din think dat i went c anime thin.. haha.. lucky wenn dun mind.. ltr den c novel, wenn's turn.. =D den ltr we oni find our book dat well, we start sit in a corner by d glass wall n copy n notes.. =) hope no1 see dat.. bt b4 dat, we met li see in d h/p store, den is in popular.. bt ltr we hv thin to do, dat is copy, n well, after copy fin, i went findin reference buk on biology, chemistry n physic.. =/ din buy, juz see.. cuz in d future i will be.. n wenn went checkin cd, den cum to me again, den c thin.. =D ok, den ltr we keep track on d time n it says dat is kinda late, so we went off n well, wait for wenn's sis hu said she is cumin n oso help to fetch me bek home.. =) den i wan go daiso, cuz i wan buy my sis n bro's b/day present, they're b/day is juz 1 week difference oni.. sis in on feb 29, so she say still gt so long time, abt few years oni my b/day lik dat when i ask her abt her b/day present.. anyway, i oso lik dat, i plan to buy 1 for myself n my lil bro, den we all a pair, no nid to fight.. haha.. =D bt duno when.. anyway, d end i bought 2 ear muffler, is dat call lik dat? for keep warm ur ear geh.. very nice.. i reli lik it.. =) buy a pink for sis, green dat is guy type for bro, i plan to buy another 1 for myself n for my lil bro.. =) hope no1 will b wearin d same as i did if i wear on.. =( paiseh.. lolx.. i am sooo afraid my sis will buy herself d same thin.. =( den i reli duno wad to do.. anyway, my bro present is so hard for me to choose, i even tek a bottle as a gift, or a ear plug, i wanted to buy d hat, bt dat style no more edi.. so din tek.. anyway, next, wenn's sis cum n we went off, ltr b4 turnin, cuz wenn's sis din tek my buk i left in wenn;s hse, we nid to turn bek n go for her hse den my hse.. bt ltr cuz wenn wan to borrow my manga, she wan to tek d chance to boroow from me when she return my buk.. so we juz turn to my hse.. ltr reach, my mum haven't cum bek n i was force to wait under d sun wif poppy(my dog) outside, difference is poppy is inside of d outside, i am out outside.. ok, broken english.. poppy is at d car porch, while i was outside d house.. anyway, wenn they all so gud din left me n go, bt i hope i din tek their time.. =( i called my mum, they say they r still in jam, n den wait wait wait, den finally my mum cum bek, n wenn they all went off.. thank you.. =) n ltr bla bla.. manatau i din go gt rdy first, i samo so lazy go c show.. = =" wad man! haizz... my sis lik dat show, well, for me, i okok oni.. =/ bt funny lar..duno wad "my sweetheart" or s/thin.. i forgot.. den i quickly rdy n eat some rice.. den so faz van cum n i go off for tuition.. tuition, i knew a form 5 student hu juz join era.. she stayed in d new place called koi kinrara.. her name, Alisa.. wow, let me think of my cousin hu share d same name n oso one manga, Arisa.. hahaha... anyway, she is funny, nice to tok to.. frenly.. n d place, koi kinrara, so nice.. lik shoppin complex from d outside u see, juz dat i hate d road when u go there.. nt reli in good condition.. untill u go to dat area, dat is diff thin, so high class.. =O oh ya, 1st is history class, n well, d class dat is appointed is bein used by some class, n we chg to a diff one.. n den sej, quite borin.. - -' bt nvm, nid learn hw to write essay, n well, for sure, nt easy.. cuz, u nid to memorize de.. i reli duno hw am i gonna survive in there.. =( den is chemi, i was lik OMG!! =O die lar.. n i was so sleepy... n den finally ended n walah, day over.. duwan say anymore..
SATURDAY!! dat is well, d bez day?? mornin bein call, as usual, play com, n den my uncle cum bek from singapore, n guess wad, he reli brin a promised new fon for me.. xperia from sony ericsson brand.. bt well, all touch screen, i dun reli prefer it, n well, kinda sot a lil.. bt i reli luv it.. =D i am sooo grateful.. n den, i oso regret tellin him my target for spm.. TT n ended up, i nid to hv 5A in SPM to hv a new thin from him.. stupid me hu say dat.. =( so den, my life, is over.. anyway, ltr on hv a ride on my uncle peugeot car.. no "roof".. =) den ltr snap some pic, n bb.. =) den ltr go visit my granma, juz me, dad n jeremy(my lil bro).. my mum teach my sis drivin, n brian(1st younger bro) play com at home.. reach there for some time in klang n den gv hamper to them.. den hv ang pau b4 chinese new year.. den ltr eat KFC they hv, n den do ntg.. i hear music on radio in my fon, jere play my other fon's game, dad play sudoku in newspaper, lik dat 1hr plus gone.. =/ den ltr, go bek home.. bt today there is oso thin dat i duno hw to say.. my sis's bf call d hse fon, n ask for me.. i was lik, hu r u? n he say mk lar.. bt her told me very shockin thin, dat is he broke up wif my sis.. n i was lik, wad?? n he sure he told dis to my sis? n he say he guess so.. juz my sis dun wan to let go.. n he call me to tek care of her.. i was lik, i duno wad to do, she so bad mood from juz nw, i mean she is angry abt me i think?? for d fon? i duno, she din say, i noe is nt gud.. n for me, i duno hw to tok to her.. >_> she juz open d door, few second, den cloz n lock.. lik dat, end.. n he call me nt to tell my parents first, juz wait for some time den oni say.. den ltr i say har? den he say i cn call my aunt.. so ended.. n den we ltr on go ioi, bt too bad full of ppl, n my mum chg destination to tesco.. den go there, eat sushi king.. bt i feel my sis is angry abt me.. i duno.. n i think she kinda duno she had broke up or s/thin.. =/ lik mk say, she din let go, bt she is nt d type dat dun let go nid commit suicide or wadeva, is angry me.. = =" i was lik, wad the heck? u wan blame is none of my business, is u 2 ppl.. when does dis kind of thin hv related to me?? anyway, juz say ltr go buy shoe, n den cheap cheap geh.. den ltr bro buy watch.. bla bla.. went buy shirt, n done.. - -' went bek, go sleep, very late jor.. dis poz i oso update ytd nite n nw actually is edi sunday.. =/
ok den, nvm those, gonna say, if u wait so long for my update, i'm sori.. i mean i cnt reli on9 for 24/7 a week.. bt i will try my bez to update.. thx for readin till here, n den, bye bye~!! =D pic next time edit here.. ttfn!
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Sunday, January 30, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
school day over n over again!!
today, skul again.. it's monday!! and den, i am lik, so frustrated, from mornin.. i mean ytd oso.. many thin happen.. ytd is d open hse in my hse.. n well, many ppl cum.. my mum told me is for dad's business thin, n it reli, laz min i c is nt.. = =" and den nvm, is juz dat manyyy ppl cum, n we lik, duwan to go out.. =( bt ltr we go eat, i call my bro to cum wif me.. n den we saw amy's fren, Tay in short.. so, i kinda lik, ok lor, he sit lik alone, n den juz ask him wan sit in d table inside anot.. he is waitin for amy(sis) to cum down.. n she is lik, upstair in her room with MK(sis bf) together.. and den eat eat, my aunt oso cum, n den we share d same table.. and my "ice kacang" from ice to water.. =( and ltr Tay ask me to call my sis, cuz she invite him, he is lik alone, understand.. n well, we gt chat a lil anime n stuff.. and den lik, i call my sis, she was lik locking inside d toilet n duwan cum out.. n MK say they had a lil fight?? n i was lik, wad happened?? = = i call her to open d door yet she start scoldin me.. =( n i tried usin d fork of s/thin to pick d lock bt no use.. =/ and den ltr i saw MK was lik so frustrated, nt in a mad way, bt more in a pressure way.. i guess he really is stressed from stayin wif my sis?? she had d bad habit lik mum.. =( and den i was lik, askin d whole story.. n MK say sis call him to buy her foundation, n den he go bt no stock, so din buy, n den he told her dun hv, she juz cloz d door n lock herself inside.. n i was lik, har? - -' n i luk at his face, i think he reli lik gonna cry, i guess i'm pityin him.. =/ well, i scared they cnt get thru n break up or s/thin, so i try sayin nt to b so serious abt d fight, dun end up lik nt a gud way lar.. n den d Tay was lik, i duno?? for me is ntg, bt i guess ltr on u will understand.. = = juz join in d conversation, bt i reli dun notice untill ltr part my sis n MK mention.. ok, den we chat n my aunt we three tok abt it, n my aunt say untill i oso cry jor.. well, my prob is my mum n MK prob is my sis.. they r d same.. =( well, i dun mean lik baby lik dat cry la.. anyway, we gt frustrated abt it s/thin, bt wad to do? =( and den ltr on d stupidest is dat i saw my sis laughin here there.. = =" juz few min ago she was in d toilet lockin up herself.. =/ weird.. n den we c show n tok abt show.. n den there is one stupid dammit movie, i reli hate it.. where d wold things are..(my opinion, sori if u lik them, cuz i dun mean to oppose u or wadeva, my personal opinion, cn choose to nt read) n dat stupid show was lik havin stupid psycho boy n went to a stupid island from wadeva d boat cum from n meetin a hideous monster.. and after d stupid show i ever watch fin, i waste my 2 hrs of life to see fin dat freakin movie.. wth, n when i tok abt dis, my aunt n uncle hu watch dis oso say d same, we were lik sayin hw stupid(bad, nt funny) n unwatchable show dis is.. n we were complainin for wastin watchin them when there is ntg nice in it.. it juz bluff u watch till d stupid end thinkin is there any possibility for gettin interesting? n wad, dis freakin show even hw a freakin award.. = =" i reli cnt understand dis world.. mayb my level is nt toward a psycho child level.. =) anyway, i dun understand psycho.. = ="
and den my sis was so curious hw bad dis may end up, n wanted to watch it, n when there is part, my sis even watch n laugh, we all lik, wth.. = = swt.. my sis is kind childish.. = =" i dun understand at all, n MK was lik, sayin d gud part is d lightin, scenary nice n stuff, other den d story n character.. - -" n well, lazly, they all missin in a moment n den MK dad cum n he went home.. we den watch Ninja dat starred by Rain.. many blood splashing out n d cut lik head n such nt reli realistic, so nt scary geh.. - -'' nt horror at all.. juz very.. yer.. bt story nice.. did i mention, when d caterer wan to go bek, we lik wan keep d leftover food, n sooooo many lar.. n well, today i oni noe, they all tek all d gud stuff, lik prawn n such, i din even gt to eat any... =( bt d satay soooo many!! scary.. 1000 lik dat.. = =" n d vege, scary.. so many, i c oso wan barf out my food i eaten.. anyway, is more den u think.. and den well, d show was lik haven fin, evi1 go bek n my mum start nagging abt us nvr help, bla bla bla.. n my sis in d bek tell me, is she wan to plan dis one, y say us?? i think well, dun care lar.. juz let it be.. - -" mum lik dat geh.. n we stop d show, start doin work.. bla bla.. oh, i almoz 4gt, d part ltr on, my aunt was lik, jokin around sayin, Tay wan chase u ar? or amy.. and i was lik, NO!! u noe y? there is a reli reli reli (?) reason for dis for NOT being possible.. u noe, he is a lil... i duno IS anot.. bt is a lil gay?? o_O well, n my aunt was lik, reli ar?? well, i kinda blif dat.. n my sis said b4 dat Tay kinda wan to chase MK.. =O n one time he saw MK wait for my sis, he told my sis say, "u tek him on weekday, weekend let me ar.." O_O well, no offense on dis kind of stuff, juz dat i hope he won;t consider to harm any1 lar.. =( n well, Tay is bein invited cuz my mum ask my sis to, cuz my mum noe him.. =/ and den ltr on, my sis say dat MK wan to thanks me, n i was blur blur, he say dat cuz of me, d Tay gt s/thin to tok n din kacau him.. b4 he very frustrated dat time, Tay was lik askin him n such, n MK duwan answer.. n i was lik.... o...kay.. = =" bt no offense la, juz is ur freedom to lik, juz think trice b4 u do s/thin.. - -'
and wenn gt remind me abt h/w n stuff, yet i laz min around 9.40+ start doin them.. till 10++ n i stop n went to bed.. 2molo b4 goin to school, i done fin d essay.. =) and well, many part i wrote is mostly about nonsense on fren other den wad d title is referrin.. i say 5 fren in 4Beta class, wenn, yk, pei yi, mia n well, unexpectedly, feline.. =) (dun ask me to let u c, after fin, i guess dis id d most horrible essay i ever wrote in my life, hw cn i gt an A for dat??! and den i juz swap it in d file n lazy to rewrite a better one.. bt compare to other essay i ever write, dat is horrible.. =( my standard for english is droppin!! NOOOOO!!!! should i oso write formal in here? mayb i cn improve? =D
and i went asking my dad for a mask, since my chemistry teacher request on us to bring them, and i know my mum had forgotten abt it since i d day i told her on friday.. =( and den i so scared n sms wenn.. bt i duno she gt c anot.. =( den ltr on i go down stair to get ready for breakfast.. and my bro was lik, from 5.45 went bath untill 6.15.. in there for 30min lik ntg at all.. my auntie dat fetch us go skul cum at 6.20 n he is lik naked along d way.. no shame!! =( he think he is still a baby.. =/ and was lik let my auntie wait for sooo long for him to cum out.. n den as usual, go skul.. mornin sien, i saw tj and li see there edi.. and we tok a lil, n i was so frustrated abt d chemistry dat teacher wanted us to do d experimant thin.. TT and den d next thin was, our nails.. my nails, kinda long.. so li see brought her nail cutter to skul n well, we tek turn cuttin our nail.. i tot of planin nt to cut them n wan to polish my nail during CNY.. bt cnt, if gt caught my skul, more worst, u nid cut untill more deeper den normal.. = =" so i scared i oso cut, bt d cutter is kinda blunt, bt ltr on li see help me on my nails.. i dun hv nice nails n such, juz a normal student nail.. =( anyway,after cuttin it, i suffer from my nail paint since den.. i think i cut too deep? TT add mt class as usual was fast bt ok, chemi got experimant, bt mozly let other "ppl" do, n i was force to record the table.. - -' they oni lik ownself wan do s dun part or wadeva, stupid job we all do.. = = or s/thin?? i din wan to do anythin.. =( yupp, i am nt reli workin together, cuz i dun lik dat group.. = =" anyway, mornin wenn seems lik bad mood, i think she is mad at me.. =( i so worry dat she is angry at me yet nvr say.. TT bt ltr wenn ok liao, i guess yuki let her cheer up.. =) hope wenn eviday oso hapi hapi.. anyway, i wan end dis, so is lik oso gt new timetable n such.. and den ltr go bek, i decide nt to go co-curiculum.... cuz i noe my mum purposely cum n fetch me for ntg den.. =( so i scared she scold me, so i din say anythin n let ehr fetch.. i cum out very late liao, n den lucky they ltr on halfway cum, d sun sooo hot.. n my dad today tek lift off, n den ltr we eat lunch together at home, eatin d stupid leftover food ytd.. u noe is dam lot!! =( i cnt even digest nicely after seeing it.. i wan to vomit.. bt still eat, n den tok tok tok wif my sis.. den suddenly say abt anime jor.. n oso funny thin.. and den ltr go suggest her lik a page in fb, den i go bek my room n play com.. after time around 6pm, i gt rdy for my tuition on 7pm.. durin 6.45, van cum n i jump up inside n den tuition was add mt first.. when i go, i saw ajeeta infront, she dun hv d card yet so she cnt juz wave n access.. she press d bell many time yet no one answer.. bt ltr we all go to d main floor, full jor, d seat.. n we went up, since our class is up there.. n there gt chair, wif accent manga.. soo long time ago type of manga, i c d artwork oso no eyes to c.. = =" dat is irritating n horrifyin.. den we tok tok n another person oso, bt there oso cctv.. no privacy.. bt we tok abt skul stuff, n den other ppl cn drop add mt in skul or samo hv better stream.. =/ nt lik ours.. cheh.. dat guy he tuk add mt in tuition, dropped add mt in skul, cuz he duwan to tek in skul.. = =" anyway, class start, went in.. den add mt.. arghh, finally fin chp 2!! =D it was an easy class, b4 one was a lil complicated.. den when bio class, i forgot there is h/w for doin essay or s/thin.. n i was lik, totally 4gt.. - -' n den lucky teacher no ask, teach untill i cnt stand, wan to sleep, bt understand, gt try on to listen, juz very hard to NOT feel sleepy.. n i was sooo hungry, din eat dinner yet.. =( i drink water, a lil bottle i bring.. den fin, went bek, tired lik hell.. n den go bek sure go eat.. n my family haven eat oso, dat time is 10.30pm.. except for my bro hu lik, dun care geh.. n den eat some delicious butter cookies, reli nice.. n den go n use com a lil update dis blog, bt cnt write finish, 11.30++ i went to bed.. next mornin i was re-editing dis post and den still, cnt finish in time, n i wrote halfway n left to skul.. rushin.. =(
PART 2, 2nd day of skul, i mean d 2nd day in d weekday.. =(
ok, dis cuz i re edit here, so time nw is 4.50pm n is Jan 25 nw.. ok, gonna say, today went skul, ntg much, alone again.. evi mornin same.. =) too early= nt reli gud.. and den ltr tj, angeline n li see cum abt d same time.. den we chat a lil, wenn oso cum, wenn always sit very far.. =( and i was sittin in d corner geh, gt wall to lay on.. anyway, bla bla.. ltr is chinese class, n well, bored? juz do my add mt yesterday's work.. =/ and den mia was bside tokin wif her fren n d liew yan jun, duno hw to say him, mia say he is s/hw stalkin him or s/thin, always d same wif her.. tuition or wadeva, very close geh.. hahax.. he actually sit in front of mia, bt mia chase him in a side.. haha.. so he sit infront of me, n well, he kinda busybody hear mia's chat wif her fren.. = =" n he ask me nonsense n such, duno wad to say.. den mia was doin her account's work n yan jun is doin his biology work.. 2 oso copy wan.. so den, mia ask to exchange wif yan jun, n they exchg helpin each other, she write his n he write hers.. d account one, reli very much.. O_O d note, i duno hw to say, looong.. n after fin juz 1 of d abt 6 page of notes, he say he gt no reason to live on edi.. =/ bt ltr bc over, n well, ntg much.. bio dat time, mia call me n tell me abt yuki, she cnt stand her anymore, n well, cn c yuki emo.. =( n den we lik, duno wad to do.. haiz.. i duno wad happen to them till d very end.. i reli duno wad happen.. they were lik nt gettin gud.. no any better.. n well, d bio class, suck cuz our place let ppl sit.. =( me n wenn bein forced to sit in d bek row cuz no place edi.. b4 our place let ppl sit, i dun reli blame them cuz d guys sit d wrong place first.. =/ bt wan to sit in my original place.. =( bt nvm.. chemi oso no gud.. and den add mt is ok, i prefer goin up to lab den in class, i reli cnt c... too short? is nt i cnt d cuz blur, is too many head blokin n such.. i duno wad to say.. = =" i oso dun mean is their wrong, juz dis place ruin my future for add mt.. = =" haizz... oso nvm.. n ltr d big prob is yuki, emo in a corner, mia mad in another place.. - -' after when mt, i was bein called by mia to go tok wif yuki, n dat time teacher is givin us d exercise on paper.. i went bringin it to yuki's place n start askin wad is wrong wif her.. n mia she went to codie there, i guess when u tok abt counselling, is to luk for PRS.. hahax.. anyway, i went askin her n tok to her, nt chat.. n she start cryin.. she thinkin all those negative thin n such.. etc......... emo... = =" well, after dat she is ok a lil, n mia cum by n saw she cry n sure, duno wad to say jor.. and den yuki ok jor, end.. i use 2 period to tok to her n end up, teacher call us to pass up dat dam exercise, i haven even do fin a page.. - -' and d yan jun lik busybody cum stick inside d situation, mia call him go away, well, he didn't.. i guess mia reli hv 2 gud fren, yuki n yan jun.. hahax.. evi1 has bad part, is hw u see it.. part of u is nt perfect, evi1 too.. bt if i say all wad i say to her, i guess 1 post will end up reli reli long.. = =" mayb next time.. kinda lazy to tok crap nw.. =( and well, is ok, end, fin.. n her thin is over, we end skul, went bek, mum no cum.. wad is my emoticon? "sad face", u noe, "=(".. nt in my face showin it, i mean lik u hv emoticon kind, n dat.. anyway, is nt reli hapi lar.. juz okok, went bek, halfway, pass by mrs tan hse n she in dat very sec juz cum bek n saw me, so went n fetch me to my old hse.. i wait for my mum outside n lucky, she went to check for mail bt she din c me, n i was callin her, n she say, "y u today so early wan?!?!? i tot u ltr 1.45pm?! brian say is 1.45pm, y u so early wan?" n i was lik, = =".. and den go in car, she say fetch brian fin n den go buy seafood.. cost wround 300++.. for CNY geh.. gonna hv shark fin soup n such.. =) juz nt buy lar.. we dun go out in 1st day to eat nw.. all hse de.. den ltr went home, eat rice, help my sis n cleanin d freezer.. den tok tok tok.. let her listen to song n such.. bla bla.. went up use com till nw..i duno did i forgot enythin today to mention out, except d part for d nonsense wif d conversation, no more edi.. so den, ltr i gt tuition, dammit, is BM today.. so gonna go, i hv to go sleep, bt i think no time.. =( nvm, should i do my h/w? which h/w i hv ar? o_O
anyway, thx for readin, b4 b4 cny yuki say she n wenn will cum to my hse, duno true anot, my hse ntg de.. haha.. =D bt den, gonna b CNY, do u celebrate it? =) k den, bye bye, i mean ttfn~~!!
and den my sis was so curious hw bad dis may end up, n wanted to watch it, n when there is part, my sis even watch n laugh, we all lik, wth.. = = swt.. my sis is kind childish.. = =" i dun understand at all, n MK was lik, sayin d gud part is d lightin, scenary nice n stuff, other den d story n character.. - -" n well, lazly, they all missin in a moment n den MK dad cum n he went home.. we den watch Ninja dat starred by Rain.. many blood splashing out n d cut lik head n such nt reli realistic, so nt scary geh.. - -'' nt horror at all.. juz very.. yer.. bt story nice.. did i mention, when d caterer wan to go bek, we lik wan keep d leftover food, n sooooo many lar.. n well, today i oni noe, they all tek all d gud stuff, lik prawn n such, i din even gt to eat any... =( bt d satay soooo many!! scary.. 1000 lik dat.. = =" n d vege, scary.. so many, i c oso wan barf out my food i eaten.. anyway, is more den u think.. and den well, d show was lik haven fin, evi1 go bek n my mum start nagging abt us nvr help, bla bla bla.. n my sis in d bek tell me, is she wan to plan dis one, y say us?? i think well, dun care lar.. juz let it be.. - -" mum lik dat geh.. n we stop d show, start doin work.. bla bla.. oh, i almoz 4gt, d part ltr on, my aunt was lik, jokin around sayin, Tay wan chase u ar? or amy.. and i was lik, NO!! u noe y? there is a reli reli reli (?) reason for dis for NOT being possible.. u noe, he is a lil... i duno IS anot.. bt is a lil gay?? o_O well, n my aunt was lik, reli ar?? well, i kinda blif dat.. n my sis said b4 dat Tay kinda wan to chase MK.. =O n one time he saw MK wait for my sis, he told my sis say, "u tek him on weekday, weekend let me ar.." O_O well, no offense on dis kind of stuff, juz dat i hope he won;t consider to harm any1 lar.. =( n well, Tay is bein invited cuz my mum ask my sis to, cuz my mum noe him.. =/ and den ltr on, my sis say dat MK wan to thanks me, n i was blur blur, he say dat cuz of me, d Tay gt s/thin to tok n din kacau him.. b4 he very frustrated dat time, Tay was lik askin him n such, n MK duwan answer.. n i was lik.... o...kay.. = =" bt no offense la, juz is ur freedom to lik, juz think trice b4 u do s/thin.. - -'
and wenn gt remind me abt h/w n stuff, yet i laz min around 9.40+ start doin them.. till 10++ n i stop n went to bed.. 2molo b4 goin to school, i done fin d essay.. =) and well, many part i wrote is mostly about nonsense on fren other den wad d title is referrin.. i say 5 fren in 4Beta class, wenn, yk, pei yi, mia n well, unexpectedly, feline.. =) (dun ask me to let u c, after fin, i guess dis id d most horrible essay i ever wrote in my life, hw cn i gt an A for dat??! and den i juz swap it in d file n lazy to rewrite a better one.. bt compare to other essay i ever write, dat is horrible.. =( my standard for english is droppin!! NOOOOO!!!! should i oso write formal in here? mayb i cn improve? =D
and i went asking my dad for a mask, since my chemistry teacher request on us to bring them, and i know my mum had forgotten abt it since i d day i told her on friday.. =( and den i so scared n sms wenn.. bt i duno she gt c anot.. =( den ltr on i go down stair to get ready for breakfast.. and my bro was lik, from 5.45 went bath untill 6.15.. in there for 30min lik ntg at all.. my auntie dat fetch us go skul cum at 6.20 n he is lik naked along d way.. no shame!! =( he think he is still a baby.. =/ and was lik let my auntie wait for sooo long for him to cum out.. n den as usual, go skul.. mornin sien, i saw tj and li see there edi.. and we tok a lil, n i was so frustrated abt d chemistry dat teacher wanted us to do d experimant thin.. TT and den d next thin was, our nails.. my nails, kinda long.. so li see brought her nail cutter to skul n well, we tek turn cuttin our nail.. i tot of planin nt to cut them n wan to polish my nail during CNY.. bt cnt, if gt caught my skul, more worst, u nid cut untill more deeper den normal.. = =" so i scared i oso cut, bt d cutter is kinda blunt, bt ltr on li see help me on my nails.. i dun hv nice nails n such, juz a normal student nail.. =( anyway,after cuttin it, i suffer from my nail paint since den.. i think i cut too deep? TT add mt class as usual was fast bt ok, chemi got experimant, bt mozly let other "ppl" do, n i was force to record the table.. - -' they oni lik ownself wan do s dun part or wadeva, stupid job we all do.. = = or s/thin?? i din wan to do anythin.. =( yupp, i am nt reli workin together, cuz i dun lik dat group.. = =" anyway, mornin wenn seems lik bad mood, i think she is mad at me.. =( i so worry dat she is angry at me yet nvr say.. TT bt ltr wenn ok liao, i guess yuki let her cheer up.. =) hope wenn eviday oso hapi hapi.. anyway, i wan end dis, so is lik oso gt new timetable n such.. and den ltr go bek, i decide nt to go co-curiculum.... cuz i noe my mum purposely cum n fetch me for ntg den.. =( so i scared she scold me, so i din say anythin n let ehr fetch.. i cum out very late liao, n den lucky they ltr on halfway cum, d sun sooo hot.. n my dad today tek lift off, n den ltr we eat lunch together at home, eatin d stupid leftover food ytd.. u noe is dam lot!! =( i cnt even digest nicely after seeing it.. i wan to vomit.. bt still eat, n den tok tok tok wif my sis.. den suddenly say abt anime jor.. n oso funny thin.. and den ltr go suggest her lik a page in fb, den i go bek my room n play com.. after time around 6pm, i gt rdy for my tuition on 7pm.. durin 6.45, van cum n i jump up inside n den tuition was add mt first.. when i go, i saw ajeeta infront, she dun hv d card yet so she cnt juz wave n access.. she press d bell many time yet no one answer.. bt ltr we all go to d main floor, full jor, d seat.. n we went up, since our class is up there.. n there gt chair, wif accent manga.. soo long time ago type of manga, i c d artwork oso no eyes to c.. = =" dat is irritating n horrifyin.. den we tok tok n another person oso, bt there oso cctv.. no privacy.. bt we tok abt skul stuff, n den other ppl cn drop add mt in skul or samo hv better stream.. =/ nt lik ours.. cheh.. dat guy he tuk add mt in tuition, dropped add mt in skul, cuz he duwan to tek in skul.. = =" anyway, class start, went in.. den add mt.. arghh, finally fin chp 2!! =D it was an easy class, b4 one was a lil complicated.. den when bio class, i forgot there is h/w for doin essay or s/thin.. n i was lik, totally 4gt.. - -' n den lucky teacher no ask, teach untill i cnt stand, wan to sleep, bt understand, gt try on to listen, juz very hard to NOT feel sleepy.. n i was sooo hungry, din eat dinner yet.. =( i drink water, a lil bottle i bring.. den fin, went bek, tired lik hell.. n den go bek sure go eat.. n my family haven eat oso, dat time is 10.30pm.. except for my bro hu lik, dun care geh.. n den eat some delicious butter cookies, reli nice.. n den go n use com a lil update dis blog, bt cnt write finish, 11.30++ i went to bed.. next mornin i was re-editing dis post and den still, cnt finish in time, n i wrote halfway n left to skul.. rushin.. =(
PART 2, 2nd day of skul, i mean d 2nd day in d weekday.. =(
ok, dis cuz i re edit here, so time nw is 4.50pm n is Jan 25 nw.. ok, gonna say, today went skul, ntg much, alone again.. evi mornin same.. =) too early= nt reli gud.. and den ltr tj, angeline n li see cum abt d same time.. den we chat a lil, wenn oso cum, wenn always sit very far.. =( and i was sittin in d corner geh, gt wall to lay on.. anyway, bla bla.. ltr is chinese class, n well, bored? juz do my add mt yesterday's work.. =/ and den mia was bside tokin wif her fren n d liew yan jun, duno hw to say him, mia say he is s/hw stalkin him or s/thin, always d same wif her.. tuition or wadeva, very close geh.. hahax.. he actually sit in front of mia, bt mia chase him in a side.. haha.. so he sit infront of me, n well, he kinda busybody hear mia's chat wif her fren.. = =" n he ask me nonsense n such, duno wad to say.. den mia was doin her account's work n yan jun is doin his biology work.. 2 oso copy wan.. so den, mia ask to exchange wif yan jun, n they exchg helpin each other, she write his n he write hers.. d account one, reli very much.. O_O d note, i duno hw to say, looong.. n after fin juz 1 of d abt 6 page of notes, he say he gt no reason to live on edi.. =/ bt ltr bc over, n well, ntg much.. bio dat time, mia call me n tell me abt yuki, she cnt stand her anymore, n well, cn c yuki emo.. =( n den we lik, duno wad to do.. haiz.. i duno wad happen to them till d very end.. i reli duno wad happen.. they were lik nt gettin gud.. no any better.. n well, d bio class, suck cuz our place let ppl sit.. =( me n wenn bein forced to sit in d bek row cuz no place edi.. b4 our place let ppl sit, i dun reli blame them cuz d guys sit d wrong place first.. =/ bt wan to sit in my original place.. =( bt nvm.. chemi oso no gud.. and den add mt is ok, i prefer goin up to lab den in class, i reli cnt c... too short? is nt i cnt d cuz blur, is too many head blokin n such.. i duno wad to say.. = =" i oso dun mean is their wrong, juz dis place ruin my future for add mt.. = =" haizz... oso nvm.. n ltr d big prob is yuki, emo in a corner, mia mad in another place.. - -' after when mt, i was bein called by mia to go tok wif yuki, n dat time teacher is givin us d exercise on paper.. i went bringin it to yuki's place n start askin wad is wrong wif her.. n mia she went to codie there, i guess when u tok abt counselling, is to luk for PRS.. hahax.. anyway, i went askin her n tok to her, nt chat.. n she start cryin.. she thinkin all those negative thin n such.. etc......... emo... = =" well, after dat she is ok a lil, n mia cum by n saw she cry n sure, duno wad to say jor.. and den yuki ok jor, end.. i use 2 period to tok to her n end up, teacher call us to pass up dat dam exercise, i haven even do fin a page.. - -' and d yan jun lik busybody cum stick inside d situation, mia call him go away, well, he didn't.. i guess mia reli hv 2 gud fren, yuki n yan jun.. hahax.. evi1 has bad part, is hw u see it.. part of u is nt perfect, evi1 too.. bt if i say all wad i say to her, i guess 1 post will end up reli reli long.. = =" mayb next time.. kinda lazy to tok crap nw.. =( and well, is ok, end, fin.. n her thin is over, we end skul, went bek, mum no cum.. wad is my emoticon? "sad face", u noe, "=(".. nt in my face showin it, i mean lik u hv emoticon kind, n dat.. anyway, is nt reli hapi lar.. juz okok, went bek, halfway, pass by mrs tan hse n she in dat very sec juz cum bek n saw me, so went n fetch me to my old hse.. i wait for my mum outside n lucky, she went to check for mail bt she din c me, n i was callin her, n she say, "y u today so early wan?!?!? i tot u ltr 1.45pm?! brian say is 1.45pm, y u so early wan?" n i was lik, = =".. and den go in car, she say fetch brian fin n den go buy seafood.. cost wround 300++.. for CNY geh.. gonna hv shark fin soup n such.. =) juz nt buy lar.. we dun go out in 1st day to eat nw.. all hse de.. den ltr went home, eat rice, help my sis n cleanin d freezer.. den tok tok tok.. let her listen to song n such.. bla bla.. went up use com till nw..i duno did i forgot enythin today to mention out, except d part for d nonsense wif d conversation, no more edi.. so den, ltr i gt tuition, dammit, is BM today.. so gonna go, i hv to go sleep, bt i think no time.. =( nvm, should i do my h/w? which h/w i hv ar? o_O
anyway, thx for readin, b4 b4 cny yuki say she n wenn will cum to my hse, duno true anot, my hse ntg de.. haha.. =D bt den, gonna b CNY, do u celebrate it? =) k den, bye bye, i mean ttfn~~!!
Saturday, January 22, 2011
bursting anger day
well, today is a day, dat is cal, "SATURDAY".. n we,...... nid to go to d freakin skul.. = =" for.... replacement.. CNY thingy... chinese new year lar har.. juz dat today, lucky i was havin feelin today is gonna hv bad thin happen, n, it reli did.. SPOT CHECK.. bt they spot check oso so lil ppl oni.. no ppl cum wan... = = bt our class gt many, nt so much, bt more den half.. mozly cum for add-mt i guess? =) ok, d stupid spot check is when mornin gather, they juz check check check, we all leave our bag in there n went sit in d bag watchin them.. n i was lik, pei wen hv pen drive, n i gt nail cutter?? ok, is weird i noe, juz dat cuz lazy no time n i scared wan check so brin in case.. bt actually they juz check wad u brin bt nt ur nail.. =/ n tj was lik willin to help.. n i actually put my nail cutter in my pencilbox in d laz min, n den after hearin tj say, i went bek n help pei wen tek her pendrive oso.. n paz to tj to keep.. n he hold a buk, he kept there.. and i think we're lucky cuz d prefect dat handle d class is younger den us n kinda blur?? so i juz told her i tek my pencil, wan do h/w, n den she ask me, "d teacher cal us to put d bag infront rite?" n i was lik, huh?? - -' i am nt a prefect larh, dummy, i mean blurry.. or wadeva.. u tek my freakin bag away from me.. >_>" bt is cool, i dun mean anythin.. anyway, we were juz watchin lik wad they check, bla bla.. lucky i din brin fon or cd, i gt confiscated b4.. =/ nt cd, h/p i mean.. bt d manga is safe n sound dat time.. dis time i din reli bring anythin wrong, juz nail cutter dat i duno cn brin anot, juz in case.. and tj keep d pendrive within d ring of d buk.. n i was lik, lol.. = =" n den he keep my nailcutter in d pocket.. =) nt safe la.. bt u ever hear b4, the mos dangerous place is d safest place ever?! =P n so he oso bring his wad lil model knife or s/thin, hard to hide.. is nt s/thin dat can kill ppl lar, is juz d shape dat tek from anime/game/manga kind.. anyway, is lik he keep in s/where safe, nt where u r thinkin ar.. (i duwan to say here cuz i scared gt any prefect here followin me? u will nt noe, juz dat is a place evi1 cn do, bt oni for small thin, nt hide in d part where u cnt see lar, nt there, dat is silly, is a secret.. bt if u reli wan to noe, cn ask me.. =] ) is nt s/thin dirty or wadeva, no ar.. evi1 oso got wan, n oso easy to keep, even when u r juz INFRONT d prefect oso i guess ntg actually.. if u wan to keep lik other ppl, they keep in inside pants pocket, or even worst, underwear n such.. dat is reli noticible.. = =" bcuz we r in publib n u cnt reli 100% do dat evitime w/out ppl seeing u mek big movement.. haha.. anyway, is lik they check our pocket n such, lucky is cullyn check girl, n wenn's comb no confiscate, cuz d teacher dun gv them brin d sharp end comb.. scared student tek them as a weapon n kill d teacher?? i duno.. =D n den when for boys, tj was lik so silly lar, he tek d buk lik so noticeable, n den d prefect stop him n ask him to check d buk.. = = n i was lik OMG, infront of d teacher in dat moment.. = =" i think i cnt do bad stuff, i reli cnt stand when i gt shock.. =( i mean u cn c s/thin is wrong.. anyway, they even see d pages.. n i was lik, omg omg omg omg.. wenn's 16GB pen drive.. my few hours energy to load them~~!! =( and den when fin, we all sit in d side lik evi1 n guess wad, evi1 went safe n ntg reli gt confiscated.. hw nice.. =P
tok abt skul time, less teacher cumin in class, lez student, there is oso classes where no1 even cum.. kua zhang.. and d part we finally reach add math class.. n we go up, 4D class oso wan join in, dat is cullyn n tj they all.. =/ and we go upstair to d physic lab, since evitime we go to lab other den in class.. n den as usual, lik usual class, juz add some other student inside.. =) fg(x) or gf(x) thin.. kinda noe wad is goin on nw.. n even prefect lik brandon goh hu is 5A went teachin us a lil, well, i understand dat part, cuz my question is nt there.. anyway, went knowing me n mia, same add math tuition teacher!! =D is lik, wad d hell, d same n yea, she told me he is founder of ERA man!! i was lik, omg, he is kinda weird type bt he teach gud.. n well, he always wan ppl ask him "WHY".. =X bt my claz gt ppl hu hv sense of humor, so they ask.. haha.. i lik d ERA tuition in my place, fren(newly met in era, bt bcum fren) n gud teacher.. gud environment? gud security? well, it hv air-con bt cold.. it hv cctv bt eviwhere oso hv lik stalkin ppl oni.. n u nid access card n wave on d detector outside n inside d door to go in.. high tech enuf for an ERA.. n nw they hv 11 ERA.. =/ dis place is gonna b full of them when time turn around.. bt ytd, went tuition for chemi, OMG, i was dam sleepy, i cnt concentrate bt understand a lil, n i was thinkin, chemi is NOT fun.. =( if u lik, is ur choice la, means u r sure better den me.. i am reli duno hw to say, i prefer seein add-mt den chemi, juz depend.. bt when it cum harder, is more unexpected when i gt bored of them one day?? =/ ok, study is reli necessary, so u gotta b gud on dat, dun folo me so lazy lik worm oni.. =( anyway, juz gonna say, today, bored mayb? bt i dun reli feel sooo bored, cuz i hv add mt h/w from laz week i din do, n today one is lik double n i haven touch them.. so i doin them.. =) n den wenn throat pain.. luk lik reli sien.. n sad? =( hope she is ok.. bt ltr b4 goin bek, she luk fine to me, hapi edi.. wif yuki tokin since after recess, gud mood bek? =) tokin abt stuff i reli duno n din hear, i was doin h/w, so weird i am reli doin them.. n i din reli concern much anyway, is reli weird today.. i guess d h/w thin reli brin up d mind to nt thinkin stupid thin.. haha.. juz ltr on a bunch of them went doin thin on white board, i doin h/w, n d bek, all d guy reli noisy.. = = nt 1 or 2, is a bunch, around 7?? anyway, juz to say, i am reli hapi i hv dis feelin, nt to b lik, givin temper of s/thin.. =) nw, i reli see d diff when i use to.. hoho.. usually when ppl dun bother u, u will lik, no mood liao.. usual, bt today i am A ok.. haha.. h/w reli is s/thin, specially add mt i noe.. =) if other subject, is makin thin worse.. haha.. bt i dun mind, juz i think bek i din even concern anyway, usual will juz think oni.. ppl is lik dat, evi1 do rite? =) i oso hv bad side, nt to say other.. i am hapi wenn is hapi after dat, bt i reli dun understand they were writin chinese thingy.. anyway, mia cum tok to me, i guess she is left out? n i was juz accompany her.. =) since i am kinda busy doin h/w alone anyway, n well, d topic juz cum lik "high" n we chat lik untill when tj cum, mia shoo him away.. haha.. bt at liz i learn dat evitime, evi1 is nt perfect, we muz always luk in d bright side, i for mia, i hope she is hapi for nw n den.. is ok to b mad n scold s/time, share it out, juz cuz i cn understand, d frustrated feelin we hv for s/1.. =) we both r reli same, oso scold bad word in blog, mayb? or juz me so rude enuf to do dat.. =( ok, bt i cn say, i am reli hapi, for sure knowing u guys, as a fren, lik laz time post, is important, if alone, sure evi1 mozly dun lik, bt evi1 nid space n privacy too.. in dis skul, thank you wenn, for bein my beztez fren.. juz s/time sad or mad, u cn scold or say me, dun keep ur anger.. reli, if me, eviday keep specially anger, i cn tell u 1 day i guess high blood pressure is gonna cum to me.. =( n thx mia, for havin same thought n den.. =) u were a reli great fren, for her, n i lik tokin to u, since u too lik thin other dun usually n juz hate it.. ty.. n yuki, i duno hw to say u.. i am glad u r my fren, yet, dis is nt d fren i ask for.. i wan a sincere one, nt s/1 makin me as a back-up or s/thin.. b more considerate n such.. when do u ever gonna learn? bt i am grateful u were there, juz d type dat i cn share.. anime n manga.. =) is juz ppl i randomly wan to say today.. cuz i juz think of them.. =) well, u din 4gt u guys, lik mayb jia en, cuz i noe mayb u r readin dis.. paiseh, i duno much abt u.. ><" bt i reli ty for readin my poz evitime.. =) n oso cindy(yann) for followin my blog, n as wenn's bez fren.. =) is oso a fren to me.. n tj, 1 thin, when do i reli get d GLEE.. =/ no, bt eventho u hv bad condition, dun gv up, i noe u r nt readin dis, cuz is scary if u reli is, bt i hope u won't think negative lik suicide n such, lik nw, you is u, dun worry for future, u cn chg them if u cn.. =) cullyn, pei yi, angeline n such...... u were great fren, reli is.. dun 4gt me.. hahax..
n nw, u hu is infront of dis com, well, readin dis, ty too.. =P u r my secret follower n i luf u guys.. haha.. i keep goin on wif nonsense post lik fren thin larh.. i think bcuz i hear mia's frustration n it juz kinda gt my mind.. =) so fren is important.. juz c if u reli noe hw to appreciate, n oso if u dun, they dun.. even if they r d one hu don't, it's ok, cuz pls blif, 1 day in d future, u will meet a better one.. is wad ur life is goin on nw n den for.. =)
so, i realize i hv many "=)" dis emotion.. ok, gonna end here.. bye den, 2molo is gonna b a big day, for dad's business open hse party.. =( y am i sad, i mean i hate troublesome thin.. haiz.. = =" wad a lazy person i am..
thx 4 readin, ttfn..!
tok abt skul time, less teacher cumin in class, lez student, there is oso classes where no1 even cum.. kua zhang.. and d part we finally reach add math class.. n we go up, 4D class oso wan join in, dat is cullyn n tj they all.. =/ and we go upstair to d physic lab, since evitime we go to lab other den in class.. n den as usual, lik usual class, juz add some other student inside.. =) fg(x) or gf(x) thin.. kinda noe wad is goin on nw.. n even prefect lik brandon goh hu is 5A went teachin us a lil, well, i understand dat part, cuz my question is nt there.. anyway, went knowing me n mia, same add math tuition teacher!! =D is lik, wad d hell, d same n yea, she told me he is founder of ERA man!! i was lik, omg, he is kinda weird type bt he teach gud.. n well, he always wan ppl ask him "WHY".. =X bt my claz gt ppl hu hv sense of humor, so they ask.. haha.. i lik d ERA tuition in my place, fren(newly met in era, bt bcum fren) n gud teacher.. gud environment? gud security? well, it hv air-con bt cold.. it hv cctv bt eviwhere oso hv lik stalkin ppl oni.. n u nid access card n wave on d detector outside n inside d door to go in.. high tech enuf for an ERA.. n nw they hv 11 ERA.. =/ dis place is gonna b full of them when time turn around.. bt ytd, went tuition for chemi, OMG, i was dam sleepy, i cnt concentrate bt understand a lil, n i was thinkin, chemi is NOT fun.. =( if u lik, is ur choice la, means u r sure better den me.. i am reli duno hw to say, i prefer seein add-mt den chemi, juz depend.. bt when it cum harder, is more unexpected when i gt bored of them one day?? =/ ok, study is reli necessary, so u gotta b gud on dat, dun folo me so lazy lik worm oni.. =( anyway, juz gonna say, today, bored mayb? bt i dun reli feel sooo bored, cuz i hv add mt h/w from laz week i din do, n today one is lik double n i haven touch them.. so i doin them.. =) n den wenn throat pain.. luk lik reli sien.. n sad? =( hope she is ok.. bt ltr b4 goin bek, she luk fine to me, hapi edi.. wif yuki tokin since after recess, gud mood bek? =) tokin abt stuff i reli duno n din hear, i was doin h/w, so weird i am reli doin them.. n i din reli concern much anyway, is reli weird today.. i guess d h/w thin reli brin up d mind to nt thinkin stupid thin.. haha.. juz ltr on a bunch of them went doin thin on white board, i doin h/w, n d bek, all d guy reli noisy.. = = nt 1 or 2, is a bunch, around 7?? anyway, juz to say, i am reli hapi i hv dis feelin, nt to b lik, givin temper of s/thin.. =) nw, i reli see d diff when i use to.. hoho.. usually when ppl dun bother u, u will lik, no mood liao.. usual, bt today i am A ok.. haha.. h/w reli is s/thin, specially add mt i noe.. =) if other subject, is makin thin worse.. haha.. bt i dun mind, juz i think bek i din even concern anyway, usual will juz think oni.. ppl is lik dat, evi1 do rite? =) i oso hv bad side, nt to say other.. i am hapi wenn is hapi after dat, bt i reli dun understand they were writin chinese thingy.. anyway, mia cum tok to me, i guess she is left out? n i was juz accompany her.. =) since i am kinda busy doin h/w alone anyway, n well, d topic juz cum lik "high" n we chat lik untill when tj cum, mia shoo him away.. haha.. bt at liz i learn dat evitime, evi1 is nt perfect, we muz always luk in d bright side, i for mia, i hope she is hapi for nw n den.. is ok to b mad n scold s/time, share it out, juz cuz i cn understand, d frustrated feelin we hv for s/1.. =) we both r reli same, oso scold bad word in blog, mayb? or juz me so rude enuf to do dat.. =( ok, bt i cn say, i am reli hapi, for sure knowing u guys, as a fren, lik laz time post, is important, if alone, sure evi1 mozly dun lik, bt evi1 nid space n privacy too.. in dis skul, thank you wenn, for bein my beztez fren.. juz s/time sad or mad, u cn scold or say me, dun keep ur anger.. reli, if me, eviday keep specially anger, i cn tell u 1 day i guess high blood pressure is gonna cum to me.. =( n thx mia, for havin same thought n den.. =) u were a reli great fren, for her, n i lik tokin to u, since u too lik thin other dun usually n juz hate it.. ty.. n yuki, i duno hw to say u.. i am glad u r my fren, yet, dis is nt d fren i ask for.. i wan a sincere one, nt s/1 makin me as a back-up or s/thin.. b more considerate n such.. when do u ever gonna learn? bt i am grateful u were there, juz d type dat i cn share.. anime n manga.. =) is juz ppl i randomly wan to say today.. cuz i juz think of them.. =) well, u din 4gt u guys, lik mayb jia en, cuz i noe mayb u r readin dis.. paiseh, i duno much abt u.. ><" bt i reli ty for readin my poz evitime.. =) n oso cindy(yann) for followin my blog, n as wenn's bez fren.. =) is oso a fren to me.. n tj, 1 thin, when do i reli get d GLEE.. =/ no, bt eventho u hv bad condition, dun gv up, i noe u r nt readin dis, cuz is scary if u reli is, bt i hope u won't think negative lik suicide n such, lik nw, you is u, dun worry for future, u cn chg them if u cn.. =) cullyn, pei yi, angeline n such...... u were great fren, reli is.. dun 4gt me.. hahax..
n nw, u hu is infront of dis com, well, readin dis, ty too.. =P u r my secret follower n i luf u guys.. haha.. i keep goin on wif nonsense post lik fren thin larh.. i think bcuz i hear mia's frustration n it juz kinda gt my mind.. =) so fren is important.. juz c if u reli noe hw to appreciate, n oso if u dun, they dun.. even if they r d one hu don't, it's ok, cuz pls blif, 1 day in d future, u will meet a better one.. is wad ur life is goin on nw n den for.. =)
so, i realize i hv many "=)" dis emotion.. ok, gonna end here.. bye den, 2molo is gonna b a big day, for dad's business open hse party.. =( y am i sad, i mean i hate troublesome thin.. haiz.. = =" wad a lazy person i am..
thx 4 readin, ttfn..!
Friday, January 21, 2011
21 Jan, a day i guess i will nvr forget
well, is ntg reli special, juz dat is one of my dearez primary fren, cindy's b/day.. =) she is a perfect person, n i lik her alot, juz dat when we say we will go to catholic high school together, since our sis were in d same skul, n we din tot dat we were both nt in it, n yet oso nt in d same skul anymore.. i was sad den any1, nt oni her, even my other 2 bez fren was nt in d same place anymore, we went diff place, in a diff corner goin wif our life in a diff path, i always blif we were always together.. yea, i was still young dat time, i am nt an open person, i mean lik i am kinda "shy"?? bt i promised myself b4 i will nt 4gt them, specially my bez fren.. even we're apart, n yea, we dun tok much nw, juz 1 year ONCE?? or mayb twice? bt i wish we cn turn bek time s/hw.. i reli missed those day, dat is truly d bez memory i ever had.. i hv reli great fren, n yet, i duno hw to appreciate when i was lik very very young den.. abt std 1? or 2? bt she was reli one of my bez fren yet i juz am nt a great fren for her.. for me, i admit, i am stupid, lousy person.. horrible i guess.. =( dat is reli sad man! i am regrettin evi1day, is juz lik i lose s/1, even the person dun mind anymore, we were lik stranger, bt it juz hurt when ppl do dat, i reli wanted her to scold me for once, for makin her sad b4, even if we're soooo small dat time, i duno she rmb anot, bt i noe it sure made her sad? well, she hv fren oso, we r diff class, bt even if is MY thinkin, i am sori.. all i wan to tell her dis.. her=JL.. u were once reli reli reli my bez fren.. n nw oso, in my memory.. =)
and for d bez fren in primary, for sure, cindy.. and den there is chermaine and grace.. they were d bez ppl hu dun mind hu i am n wad i was.. chermaine, lik a sunshine, i reli adore her much.. u nvr knew hw nice she is, she always is s/1 in d bek for me.. cindy was kinda popular, n mayb i was a lil left out s/time, bt well, i used to b alone evi1time.. =) dat is y when i came to secondary, is weird to c s/1 lik yuki.. dat, is diff story.. bt well, for me dat evitime, i use to b alone, nt dat i want to, is juz normal i guess.. bt when it was lonely, chermaine was juz lik a bright sun dat was always wif me.. eventho she knew for me, i mean evibody know my fav first list was cindy, bt treatin me lik a great fren for no reason is her.. n dat is some one i love.. =) as a fren.. reli reli bez fren.. she was usually alone oso, well, mozly ppl are?? bt well, i am glad she was wif me.. d bez fren i have.. well, she experience wif a fren reli nt so gud personality, so when we meet, is juz dat she was my sun.. =) and grace, she was once our moniter's bez fren, yet moniter(claz president) was kinda more fren gang, n den left her alone sometime.. n for me, i knew she was reli treatin moniter a bez fren, bt i always cum to care for her n oso chermaine together, since those 2 were reli great fren.. =) there is oso vivian, she is gud.. =) oso treat me as a bez fren for hu i am, even i was treatin cindy as my first, they dun reli mind, i was hapi for dat.. for them, is hu i lik there, i dun reli hv a pressure on takin care which fren more or lez.. i hate troublesome thin, n i nid some space.. n they knew i wanted it, yet was great to me.. they dun mind if i reli was juz havin cindy, all of them were great, n dis was reli d special fren i love.. and well, bunch more, juz dat... i din 4gt, we juz s/hw lose contact? fren, s/time is nt forever, so dat's y i reli miss them, i duno do they..?
and when i was secondary, is sad in my expression, i guess is d worst year of my life dat very time, i dun y i s/hw feel lik dying.. well, eventho i am depress by d fact no fren in my new skul n so on, they is oni 7 student from my primary skul in there, n one of them, is a bully hu sit bside wif grace b4 n bully her.. very bad!! jk, bt reli, is nt nice at all, n say wad, d god juz grant him goin to A class n yet d whole form no.1 b4.. = =" he is totally, i cnt blif it.. i reli cnt blif i am goin to d same skul as him, i mean i hate dat very skul from d first glance.. dis skul, was nt even in my head.. all i wanted was goin for catholic, yet i failed to gt it.. n all i wanted was wif my dear frenz, yet all was scattered in diff skul, and all i wanted is juz some peaceful life, yet d god juz din gv me a rest, it juz came out from dat very time, dec 31 2007, d laz day on 2007, i went to gov hosp n i found out for d first time, me myself lik in a stupid drama scene callin me dat i hv a worst case scenario, bla bla bla for havin a serious case on my spinal cord dat i must hv a surgery dat time.. yes, i juz cnt blif god treat me lik dat.. sori god, i cnt blame u.. for me, i was juz 12 n i dun mean to hv any chance or even wish to gt recovery from that.. n d next day, of cuz is 2008, new skul, stupid skul actually.. (sori for u guys hu love my skul, i dun mean to burst ur bubbles, juz dat is my opinion).. is a stupid year for me, for me to get a serious sick dat for sure, no miracle to recover 100%, i mean, i was bein decide for surgery, yet my mum oppose, it juz was hard to decide, even for me, i tot it was ntg reli serious dat i hv to juz go 1st time, n 1st time tellin me doin dat? u gv me a shock dat i am 12 n u expect me to decide for operate? is dat a jock? truly, i juz luk ntg much, all i noe for sure, mum;s nagging.. all other ppl say was, parents hu dun luk out for their child n such.. i, dun hv parents hu care alot for me for 1 week 7 day.. bt i noe they were great.. juz, i dun hv much care? untill it was truly goin to d worse n when u c it, it;s too late? dis sick is s/thin d person cnt c for themself, is in d bek.. n evi1 juz say wad they wan, mum n dad, dr n nurse, aunt n uncle.. n all i do, was nt for myself to hear them scold or nag thin in my ear, juz a lil space.. bt, they dun understand.. =/ is dat care? i wonder??
and when i went form 1, i was in 1G.. well, i cn say dis, i din laz in there for 2 day.. =/ and my mum told me dat she request myself to b in d ground floor.. n ok, i duno wad to say.. and den it is class 1T den.. n yea, i met nice fren, well, dat class many indian, so i hv some indian fren, n chinese too.. is lik 1 malaysia.. is s/where i guess i understand evi1 mayb nice, nt by appearence n races, since i was in a chinese primary skul, bt there was an indian fren there, speak chinese oso.. =) it was s/how, knowin khanisha.. bt sadly, is lik when is finally spring, it juz came by a storm n den, i cnt stay there anymore.. i was bein call by prefect b4, n nw is teacher? n when d time i stay there for weeks in 1T, it juz s/hw stupid skul chg class here there, i nid chg again.. n i beg my mum juz let me b, n she was lik dun care.. i noe, u cn say is for my own gud?? i duno y, i reli hate myself in dat very time, i even try wantin to kill myself then.. yer... y i so "dark" wan ar?? o_O mayb of cuz, i use my brain oso, i dun juz kill myself for no reason, if i RELI do, i kinda wan to do it in a more makin them regret type.. wad a cruel girl i am.. =( i juz think silly dat time, hey, i was juz paz my b/day man, is still a 12 year old inside me.. =( i cn say, i reli cried for days for this issue, n wad my mum gv, ntg.. well, i dun ran out from hse or s/thin, i use my brain n think of cuz, i cnt work for myself, i cnt even gt money, where d hell i am gonna stay.. if i reli do dat, am i crazy? o.o i guess ppl hu do dat is crazy.. my opinion, if u reli do dat, sori.. and suicide, is dat reli necessary?? u die, u duno go where.. die, where is ur feelin gonna b? die, juz a word, wan die muz die "gt meanin" one.. =) mayb lik hero save ppl den die, dat is d bez!! bt hu d heck will b appearin as dat role anyway? ok, juz to say, being force to go 1B, seriously, over there oni cn see, malay.. - -' no offense, reli, juz dat dis class, is d "mix" class.. semi clever ppl add nt clever malay here.. u cn say, they dun care much for d study n such, i duno they r human or monkey, except for one malay hu is diff from other.. dat is er, vice moniter?? anyway, i dun mean "u" hu was readin dis if u r malay n etc, is them in my claz, diff ppl.. =) if u guys read till here, dun care u r havin wad skin colour, u were a great person.. =3 and there i met zhi mei, pei yun n well, yuki......... yuki, 1st impression, tok too much, 2nd, sayin so much, i dun even understand a single word(actually she is tokin abt anime, n for me, i duno wth is dat, n she juz keep on blab here n there, i dun hv time to even ask her wad is it.. o_O) well, anime n manga was a totally stranger to me, for my skul, nobody see, watch, noe abt it.. if gt, veryyyyy lez.. in our skul, was more, normal, lik in trend nt in otaku kind.. lik we folo d in-music, or mayb hip hop n such.. more towards trend n nowadays.. =/ anime, i duno wad is dat.. n den when ltr i noe, she was well, from yak chee, diff skul, n well, there many otaku.. young one.. - -' i hv no comment reli.. i hv no interez in dat kind of thin.. n i was hearin her blab n din ask her wad is it for half a year.. reli, serious, i hear her tok, bt i din watch or wadeva, i dun even noe wad is it dat she was sayin untill one day i was so bored n listen to wad she say n ask her, wad is anime..? crazy rite? i was lik hearin her tokin for so long nt knowing wad she was referring to.. hahahaha.. silly person lik me.. lolx.. well, recall bek, i was reli kinda.. stupid? o_O yea, i hate troublesome thin, i am nt interested bt i juz duwan burst her bubbles, it's ok for her if she was hapi to do dat, juz too much, i duno wad to say..... n den ltr on i oni knew abt her, was kinda.. i reli hv no comment, emo here n there, nt physically type, bt lik sayin hw terrible her condition were.. i mean, very negative when she was a fine normal girl.. n for me, i mean, INFRONT of me, i reli hv no comment on wad she is sayin, is she even tryin to compete hu is in a worst state? bt sometime, i reli admire her, for her to hv a mother dat care for her, juz sometime is over protective, bt is better den nt.. =) dis is d place i admire ppl hu hv caring parents.. such as yuki's mum, or even feline's mum.. =) in truth, i reli admire them, bt yuki juz oni noe hw to say hw worst she is, nt sayin her personality, is sayin her condition.. lik she more worst den my case, i s/time reli gt annoy from dat, bt wad to do, she reli negative, thinkin negative bt nt in d criminal way.. lucky i hv my brain wif me.. if nt i reli am goin to kill myself for stayin too long wif her, she say b4 suicide n such, i duno wad to say.. i was lik, is all yak chee student so abnormal lik her?? o_O reli, lik seein a diff species... (bt well, of cuz nt lar..) and den many day pass, even 1 year knowing her, i noe she is gud, bt s/time, is hate for her personality.. i dun mean i dislik her or anythin, juz d action she made la.. kinda know wad is she thinkin, wad she act... n d worst quarrel we ever had, i duno bt i still rmb well, i wrote lik a msg n send to her in crunchyroll.com, cuz dat time is reli popular on goin there for otaku..(nw is so cold, i duno hw long i hv nt been there edi, all nid $ n nw lez entertainment) and we on9 for eviday, so is better den sendin via hotmail.. bt i wrote so long, i guess lik my usual post, nt sooooo long bt not reli short, n u nid to scroll down.. n d next day i saw her, is nt reli very bad, bt d answer she gv me for d msg was, "oh, i c lik very long so i din c edi".. n i was lik, i gt no mood to quarrel down wif her, i juz smile n juz paz.. duwan to say anythin.. cuz i finally noe wad person she is n hw she treated our "frenship".. = =" u noe, if is in s/where i myself am dat time, i reli am goin to shout bad word n throw thins n burst my anger(in my mind).. i dun do dat in reality.. mayb nw, i cn shout in blog, phew, lez stress i guess?? bt well, i juz act ntg happen, den ntg happen.. lez tok, lez fight, i lazy to even bother, she is a "fren" which juz say dat we r "bez fren" bt reality, i duno when is d very time she treat me lik dat, gt, bt is dat even "true"? i more n more duwan to even noe more abt her.. n yet, no1 is s/1 was there for me lik i use to hv.. =( bein alone again, no big deal, 1 big deal is i cnt stand her if she juz continue wad she lik.. n well, i oso folo wad i lik, i treat her as a bez fren, bt well, s/hw, time cnt chg my mind, my primary frenz were still more den her frenship i hv.. bt she is a fren, i admit, a gud one, juz weird?? o_O bt gud.. =) and well, july start watchin anime, n end of dat, i end up goin in manga n manatau, d surgery juz came by.. did i ever mention wad is yuki doin when i was sufferin in surgery pain? i dun blame her, juz i duno is she reli concerned anyway? she was in, disneyland, well, i din say i mad at her for goin there, dat's silly.. juz dun lik when she tok abt it when she forgot dat was d time i had to pass my student day in d stupid hospital.. wif d terrible medicine, yuck.. is she even sensitive to understand dat? she was lik tokin lik she was hapi n dun bother wad i wan to say.. n when i say my prob, she juz pass it down n say wad she wan.. n when it come to her prob, she nid to say untill very over reacted kind, n i cn do is listen, seriously, i start goin wad i wan n wan i duwan.. mayb cuz of her? i reject when i duwan to hear, wan means wan, duwan den say no.. easy n simple.. i hate doin thin i dislik.. juz other den some dat cnt prevent.. i duno wad to say.. = =" bt still remain a fren anyway.. =) she is gud, juz weird.. bt gud...... anyway, form 2 ar, i cn say, dis year was ok, cuz in another half year, i knew pei wen.. =) a person hu hv mozly, well, nt reli all lar, bt mozly d same likin i process.. =) we knew each other, mainly, sori bt is abt yuki's bad point.. wenn, agree? =D no, we dun mean to gossip bhind her bek, bt is discussin d oni person/fren we cn rely in dat class bt she juz simply ditched us 2 hu duno each other n went for other ppl.. well, if is a girl guy relationship, i guess is kinda lik a playboy.. bt dis is frenship la.. so we hv many thin in common, n well, pei wen oso miss her form 1 fren.. =) i understand dat.. so mozly dat time is pei wen n her fren, yuki s/time, duno go where tok liao, n i was s/time alone, well, no big deal anyway, bt hu luv lonely anyway? o_O no1 does lar.. bt i juz dun mek a big fuss lik yuki for bein alone, hw many dozen time i had heard her over-reacted loneliness prob.. is dat even wantin ppl attention or juz simply wantin ppl to b bside u n den u ditched them off when u hv other fren.. = =" i was lik, wth, dun even tell me dat.. u were d person hu should blame first, other den sayin other ppl hu made u "lonely".. arghh!! y am i sayin bad stuff anyway, she is GUD!! juz dat is weird, i duno hw many times i rpt dis, bt i s/hw when i say abt her, is weird stuff abt her.. = = i am reli sori, bt i reli treat her as my fren, eventho many thin happen, bt a fren is always a fren.. =) well form 3 is ok, i sit wif pei wen, thins go better.. n juz a second ago, i was thinkin hu yuki sit wif.. - -' i reli cnt rmb untill i try to recall d girls in our class laz year.. i think i'm old, i keep forgettin stuff.. TT it haven even been 3 months n i almoz forgotten.. well, 1 year reli passed dam faz.. >_>" i still cn rmb d time we met angeline, shir jin n yuen yen.. wad a year.. i reli think i am kinda havin sick for forgettin thin.. is dis even normal for a 16 year old girl hu juz passed her b/day few week ago? anyway, i knew pei wen better n we bcum, sis?? =) well, she is understandin den yuki, juz d fact i scared of her is when she is mad.. reli scary.. ><" dark aura cum from her, instict tell me, dun go near her lik dat.. well, for sure, ppl nid space, i noe dat as well.. muz gv her space, air to breath, enen.. bt is better if she scold out, let her anger out, lez scarier.. n better, lez stress.. =) bt well, space, important.. =) abt hw many cm?? o.o bt wenn very gud wan, she dun usually angry, lose temper many time.. nt lik me, bad attitude n oso no gud moral value on me.. hahax.. anyway, juz gonna say, i luv my fren.. hope they luv me too, eventho they hv bad time n side, bt i oso as well, so is actually, evi1 is d same, juz see hw u luk at..
form 4, noe feline, fren a.. wad is her name again?? ><" sori, nid gv me time to rmb ar.. oh, hong shen teng, well gv me abt 15 sec to rmb dat.. well, feline, frenly nice n such.. juz is sad, i duno wad to tok to her in reality.. =( scared i tok too much, she duno wad i tokin?? or mayb cnt gt or no common at all?? o_O bt i hope we cn gt use to dat.. =) for me, i admire her lor.. =] after operation, i hv open minded a lil.. =) i knew nt me hu was sufferin from case lik dis, n many was more worst, lik cancer or etc.. bt i juz hate d time BEFORE operation, is reli cruelity, i went to many places, lik chinese 'msg', is nt msg at all, is a DAMN PAIN pressin on bone n clik clak here n there kind of msg.. suffer much.. nt oni dat, oso stupid kinetic wad d heck place,do u think dis will juz miracle-ly heal from walkin n such, wad a stupid thin to made up juz for money, n my parents, i duno wad d heck r they thinkin.. they were for my own gud? at liz use a lil logic, dat CNT b, i was wastin my time on them.. money oso.. is lik, i rather go operate dat time den goin there wastin my time.. = =" stupid places.. (sori if it offense u, bt i juz say if u do dis job, pls b aware dat when u wan earn money, pls dun earn lik dis, u r equal to killin s/body from sayin dat n when is too late, u cnt fix, u r d person dat i cn even think to blame.. dun bcuz of money, u nid to kill s/1 lik dis).. n den, duno wan say wad nw.. i reli wan to end dis soon, is too long..
today, i noe angeline wear baju kurung, n den i forgot mozly of d h/w, i think i gt forgetful sickness or s/thin, and den fin skul i wait for mum abt 30min oni cum n den she cal me to transfer skul to d nearby one, n den, wan to hv a luk lik open hse but nt, cuz dis is oni for my father's boss n company one, so is kinda nt fren n family thin.. juz business.. and den, er.. i dun wad to say.. juz say cindy reply my sms n she din 4gt me, reli very touchin.. s/hw, is s/thin i reli hapi abt..
today, pei wen gt tok abt, wad is d thin dat gv u happiness, is nt kinda meanin lik feelin happy lik dat, is happiness dat gv u a very complete feelin.. and well, she say she was eatin.. haha.. n her sis is sleep.. for me, mayb u will say is manga.. i consider dat as well.. bt mayb my happiness juz lies on a simple care, dat is somethin i cn say, my happiness.. =) n wenn, u gv me b4, evi1 do, juz see hw much does it reli is.. and d moz i wan, mayb, i guess is my parent.. =] bt i din expect them to do dat.. is troublesome if is tooooo over.. so den, gonna end here, i ty evi1 for readin my memory post.. is all abt fren.. there is oso fren lik cullyn, tj, pei yi and many many more.. juz dat, they are oso important, bt, evi1 hv frens, near or far, bt importance to me were fren i cherish.. all dis years, ty.. n oso, even if u r nt a fren in reality of mine, u were one too juz under d same sky.. =)
ty for readin, ttfn, sori for d nonsense.. =) my memory is precious, so i wan to rmb them, juz sori if i cnt rmb some of it, i gt prob of rmb thin.. =( bt i will always cherish them.. thank you.. ♥♥♥
and for d bez fren in primary, for sure, cindy.. and den there is chermaine and grace.. they were d bez ppl hu dun mind hu i am n wad i was.. chermaine, lik a sunshine, i reli adore her much.. u nvr knew hw nice she is, she always is s/1 in d bek for me.. cindy was kinda popular, n mayb i was a lil left out s/time, bt well, i used to b alone evi1time.. =) dat is y when i came to secondary, is weird to c s/1 lik yuki.. dat, is diff story.. bt well, for me dat evitime, i use to b alone, nt dat i want to, is juz normal i guess.. bt when it was lonely, chermaine was juz lik a bright sun dat was always wif me.. eventho she knew for me, i mean evibody know my fav first list was cindy, bt treatin me lik a great fren for no reason is her.. n dat is some one i love.. =) as a fren.. reli reli bez fren.. she was usually alone oso, well, mozly ppl are?? bt well, i am glad she was wif me.. d bez fren i have.. well, she experience wif a fren reli nt so gud personality, so when we meet, is juz dat she was my sun.. =) and grace, she was once our moniter's bez fren, yet moniter(claz president) was kinda more fren gang, n den left her alone sometime.. n for me, i knew she was reli treatin moniter a bez fren, bt i always cum to care for her n oso chermaine together, since those 2 were reli great fren.. =) there is oso vivian, she is gud.. =) oso treat me as a bez fren for hu i am, even i was treatin cindy as my first, they dun reli mind, i was hapi for dat.. for them, is hu i lik there, i dun reli hv a pressure on takin care which fren more or lez.. i hate troublesome thin, n i nid some space.. n they knew i wanted it, yet was great to me.. they dun mind if i reli was juz havin cindy, all of them were great, n dis was reli d special fren i love.. and well, bunch more, juz dat... i din 4gt, we juz s/hw lose contact? fren, s/time is nt forever, so dat's y i reli miss them, i duno do they..?
and when i was secondary, is sad in my expression, i guess is d worst year of my life dat very time, i dun y i s/hw feel lik dying.. well, eventho i am depress by d fact no fren in my new skul n so on, they is oni 7 student from my primary skul in there, n one of them, is a bully hu sit bside wif grace b4 n bully her.. very bad!! jk, bt reli, is nt nice at all, n say wad, d god juz grant him goin to A class n yet d whole form no.1 b4.. = =" he is totally, i cnt blif it.. i reli cnt blif i am goin to d same skul as him, i mean i hate dat very skul from d first glance.. dis skul, was nt even in my head.. all i wanted was goin for catholic, yet i failed to gt it.. n all i wanted was wif my dear frenz, yet all was scattered in diff skul, and all i wanted is juz some peaceful life, yet d god juz din gv me a rest, it juz came out from dat very time, dec 31 2007, d laz day on 2007, i went to gov hosp n i found out for d first time, me myself lik in a stupid drama scene callin me dat i hv a worst case scenario, bla bla bla for havin a serious case on my spinal cord dat i must hv a surgery dat time.. yes, i juz cnt blif god treat me lik dat.. sori god, i cnt blame u.. for me, i was juz 12 n i dun mean to hv any chance or even wish to gt recovery from that.. n d next day, of cuz is 2008, new skul, stupid skul actually.. (sori for u guys hu love my skul, i dun mean to burst ur bubbles, juz dat is my opinion).. is a stupid year for me, for me to get a serious sick dat for sure, no miracle to recover 100%, i mean, i was bein decide for surgery, yet my mum oppose, it juz was hard to decide, even for me, i tot it was ntg reli serious dat i hv to juz go 1st time, n 1st time tellin me doin dat? u gv me a shock dat i am 12 n u expect me to decide for operate? is dat a jock? truly, i juz luk ntg much, all i noe for sure, mum;s nagging.. all other ppl say was, parents hu dun luk out for their child n such.. i, dun hv parents hu care alot for me for 1 week 7 day.. bt i noe they were great.. juz, i dun hv much care? untill it was truly goin to d worse n when u c it, it;s too late? dis sick is s/thin d person cnt c for themself, is in d bek.. n evi1 juz say wad they wan, mum n dad, dr n nurse, aunt n uncle.. n all i do, was nt for myself to hear them scold or nag thin in my ear, juz a lil space.. bt, they dun understand.. =/ is dat care? i wonder??
and when i went form 1, i was in 1G.. well, i cn say dis, i din laz in there for 2 day.. =/ and my mum told me dat she request myself to b in d ground floor.. n ok, i duno wad to say.. and den it is class 1T den.. n yea, i met nice fren, well, dat class many indian, so i hv some indian fren, n chinese too.. is lik 1 malaysia.. is s/where i guess i understand evi1 mayb nice, nt by appearence n races, since i was in a chinese primary skul, bt there was an indian fren there, speak chinese oso.. =) it was s/how, knowin khanisha.. bt sadly, is lik when is finally spring, it juz came by a storm n den, i cnt stay there anymore.. i was bein call by prefect b4, n nw is teacher? n when d time i stay there for weeks in 1T, it juz s/hw stupid skul chg class here there, i nid chg again.. n i beg my mum juz let me b, n she was lik dun care.. i noe, u cn say is for my own gud?? i duno y, i reli hate myself in dat very time, i even try wantin to kill myself then.. yer... y i so "dark" wan ar?? o_O mayb of cuz, i use my brain oso, i dun juz kill myself for no reason, if i RELI do, i kinda wan to do it in a more makin them regret type.. wad a cruel girl i am.. =( i juz think silly dat time, hey, i was juz paz my b/day man, is still a 12 year old inside me.. =( i cn say, i reli cried for days for this issue, n wad my mum gv, ntg.. well, i dun ran out from hse or s/thin, i use my brain n think of cuz, i cnt work for myself, i cnt even gt money, where d hell i am gonna stay.. if i reli do dat, am i crazy? o.o i guess ppl hu do dat is crazy.. my opinion, if u reli do dat, sori.. and suicide, is dat reli necessary?? u die, u duno go where.. die, where is ur feelin gonna b? die, juz a word, wan die muz die "gt meanin" one.. =) mayb lik hero save ppl den die, dat is d bez!! bt hu d heck will b appearin as dat role anyway? ok, juz to say, being force to go 1B, seriously, over there oni cn see, malay.. - -' no offense, reli, juz dat dis class, is d "mix" class.. semi clever ppl add nt clever malay here.. u cn say, they dun care much for d study n such, i duno they r human or monkey, except for one malay hu is diff from other.. dat is er, vice moniter?? anyway, i dun mean "u" hu was readin dis if u r malay n etc, is them in my claz, diff ppl.. =) if u guys read till here, dun care u r havin wad skin colour, u were a great person.. =3 and there i met zhi mei, pei yun n well, yuki......... yuki, 1st impression, tok too much, 2nd, sayin so much, i dun even understand a single word(actually she is tokin abt anime, n for me, i duno wth is dat, n she juz keep on blab here n there, i dun hv time to even ask her wad is it.. o_O) well, anime n manga was a totally stranger to me, for my skul, nobody see, watch, noe abt it.. if gt, veryyyyy lez.. in our skul, was more, normal, lik in trend nt in otaku kind.. lik we folo d in-music, or mayb hip hop n such.. more towards trend n nowadays.. =/ anime, i duno wad is dat.. n den when ltr i noe, she was well, from yak chee, diff skul, n well, there many otaku.. young one.. - -' i hv no comment reli.. i hv no interez in dat kind of thin.. n i was hearin her blab n din ask her wad is it for half a year.. reli, serious, i hear her tok, bt i din watch or wadeva, i dun even noe wad is it dat she was sayin untill one day i was so bored n listen to wad she say n ask her, wad is anime..? crazy rite? i was lik hearin her tokin for so long nt knowing wad she was referring to.. hahahaha.. silly person lik me.. lolx.. well, recall bek, i was reli kinda.. stupid? o_O yea, i hate troublesome thin, i am nt interested bt i juz duwan burst her bubbles, it's ok for her if she was hapi to do dat, juz too much, i duno wad to say..... n den ltr on i oni knew abt her, was kinda.. i reli hv no comment, emo here n there, nt physically type, bt lik sayin hw terrible her condition were.. i mean, very negative when she was a fine normal girl.. n for me, i mean, INFRONT of me, i reli hv no comment on wad she is sayin, is she even tryin to compete hu is in a worst state? bt sometime, i reli admire her, for her to hv a mother dat care for her, juz sometime is over protective, bt is better den nt.. =) dis is d place i admire ppl hu hv caring parents.. such as yuki's mum, or even feline's mum.. =) in truth, i reli admire them, bt yuki juz oni noe hw to say hw worst she is, nt sayin her personality, is sayin her condition.. lik she more worst den my case, i s/time reli gt annoy from dat, bt wad to do, she reli negative, thinkin negative bt nt in d criminal way.. lucky i hv my brain wif me.. if nt i reli am goin to kill myself for stayin too long wif her, she say b4 suicide n such, i duno wad to say.. i was lik, is all yak chee student so abnormal lik her?? o_O reli, lik seein a diff species... (bt well, of cuz nt lar..) and den many day pass, even 1 year knowing her, i noe she is gud, bt s/time, is hate for her personality.. i dun mean i dislik her or anythin, juz d action she made la.. kinda know wad is she thinkin, wad she act... n d worst quarrel we ever had, i duno bt i still rmb well, i wrote lik a msg n send to her in crunchyroll.com, cuz dat time is reli popular on goin there for otaku..(nw is so cold, i duno hw long i hv nt been there edi, all nid $ n nw lez entertainment) and we on9 for eviday, so is better den sendin via hotmail.. bt i wrote so long, i guess lik my usual post, nt sooooo long bt not reli short, n u nid to scroll down.. n d next day i saw her, is nt reli very bad, bt d answer she gv me for d msg was, "oh, i c lik very long so i din c edi".. n i was lik, i gt no mood to quarrel down wif her, i juz smile n juz paz.. duwan to say anythin.. cuz i finally noe wad person she is n hw she treated our "frenship".. = =" u noe, if is in s/where i myself am dat time, i reli am goin to shout bad word n throw thins n burst my anger(in my mind).. i dun do dat in reality.. mayb nw, i cn shout in blog, phew, lez stress i guess?? bt well, i juz act ntg happen, den ntg happen.. lez tok, lez fight, i lazy to even bother, she is a "fren" which juz say dat we r "bez fren" bt reality, i duno when is d very time she treat me lik dat, gt, bt is dat even "true"? i more n more duwan to even noe more abt her.. n yet, no1 is s/1 was there for me lik i use to hv.. =( bein alone again, no big deal, 1 big deal is i cnt stand her if she juz continue wad she lik.. n well, i oso folo wad i lik, i treat her as a bez fren, bt well, s/hw, time cnt chg my mind, my primary frenz were still more den her frenship i hv.. bt she is a fren, i admit, a gud one, juz weird?? o_O bt gud.. =) and well, july start watchin anime, n end of dat, i end up goin in manga n manatau, d surgery juz came by.. did i ever mention wad is yuki doin when i was sufferin in surgery pain? i dun blame her, juz i duno is she reli concerned anyway? she was in, disneyland, well, i din say i mad at her for goin there, dat's silly.. juz dun lik when she tok abt it when she forgot dat was d time i had to pass my student day in d stupid hospital.. wif d terrible medicine, yuck.. is she even sensitive to understand dat? she was lik tokin lik she was hapi n dun bother wad i wan to say.. n when i say my prob, she juz pass it down n say wad she wan.. n when it come to her prob, she nid to say untill very over reacted kind, n i cn do is listen, seriously, i start goin wad i wan n wan i duwan.. mayb cuz of her? i reject when i duwan to hear, wan means wan, duwan den say no.. easy n simple.. i hate doin thin i dislik.. juz other den some dat cnt prevent.. i duno wad to say.. = =" bt still remain a fren anyway.. =) she is gud, juz weird.. bt gud...... anyway, form 2 ar, i cn say, dis year was ok, cuz in another half year, i knew pei wen.. =) a person hu hv mozly, well, nt reli all lar, bt mozly d same likin i process.. =) we knew each other, mainly, sori bt is abt yuki's bad point.. wenn, agree? =D no, we dun mean to gossip bhind her bek, bt is discussin d oni person/fren we cn rely in dat class bt she juz simply ditched us 2 hu duno each other n went for other ppl.. well, if is a girl guy relationship, i guess is kinda lik a playboy.. bt dis is frenship la.. so we hv many thin in common, n well, pei wen oso miss her form 1 fren.. =) i understand dat.. so mozly dat time is pei wen n her fren, yuki s/time, duno go where tok liao, n i was s/time alone, well, no big deal anyway, bt hu luv lonely anyway? o_O no1 does lar.. bt i juz dun mek a big fuss lik yuki for bein alone, hw many dozen time i had heard her over-reacted loneliness prob.. is dat even wantin ppl attention or juz simply wantin ppl to b bside u n den u ditched them off when u hv other fren.. = =" i was lik, wth, dun even tell me dat.. u were d person hu should blame first, other den sayin other ppl hu made u "lonely".. arghh!! y am i sayin bad stuff anyway, she is GUD!! juz dat is weird, i duno hw many times i rpt dis, bt i s/hw when i say abt her, is weird stuff abt her.. = = i am reli sori, bt i reli treat her as my fren, eventho many thin happen, bt a fren is always a fren.. =) well form 3 is ok, i sit wif pei wen, thins go better.. n juz a second ago, i was thinkin hu yuki sit wif.. - -' i reli cnt rmb untill i try to recall d girls in our class laz year.. i think i'm old, i keep forgettin stuff.. TT it haven even been 3 months n i almoz forgotten.. well, 1 year reli passed dam faz.. >_>" i still cn rmb d time we met angeline, shir jin n yuen yen.. wad a year.. i reli think i am kinda havin sick for forgettin thin.. is dis even normal for a 16 year old girl hu juz passed her b/day few week ago? anyway, i knew pei wen better n we bcum, sis?? =) well, she is understandin den yuki, juz d fact i scared of her is when she is mad.. reli scary.. ><" dark aura cum from her, instict tell me, dun go near her lik dat.. well, for sure, ppl nid space, i noe dat as well.. muz gv her space, air to breath, enen.. bt is better if she scold out, let her anger out, lez scarier.. n better, lez stress.. =) bt well, space, important.. =) abt hw many cm?? o.o bt wenn very gud wan, she dun usually angry, lose temper many time.. nt lik me, bad attitude n oso no gud moral value on me.. hahax.. anyway, juz gonna say, i luv my fren.. hope they luv me too, eventho they hv bad time n side, bt i oso as well, so is actually, evi1 is d same, juz see hw u luk at..
form 4, noe feline, fren a.. wad is her name again?? ><" sori, nid gv me time to rmb ar.. oh, hong shen teng, well gv me abt 15 sec to rmb dat.. well, feline, frenly nice n such.. juz is sad, i duno wad to tok to her in reality.. =( scared i tok too much, she duno wad i tokin?? or mayb cnt gt or no common at all?? o_O bt i hope we cn gt use to dat.. =) for me, i admire her lor.. =] after operation, i hv open minded a lil.. =) i knew nt me hu was sufferin from case lik dis, n many was more worst, lik cancer or etc.. bt i juz hate d time BEFORE operation, is reli cruelity, i went to many places, lik chinese 'msg', is nt msg at all, is a DAMN PAIN pressin on bone n clik clak here n there kind of msg.. suffer much.. nt oni dat, oso stupid kinetic wad d heck place,do u think dis will juz miracle-ly heal from walkin n such, wad a stupid thin to made up juz for money, n my parents, i duno wad d heck r they thinkin.. they were for my own gud? at liz use a lil logic, dat CNT b, i was wastin my time on them.. money oso.. is lik, i rather go operate dat time den goin there wastin my time.. = =" stupid places.. (sori if it offense u, bt i juz say if u do dis job, pls b aware dat when u wan earn money, pls dun earn lik dis, u r equal to killin s/body from sayin dat n when is too late, u cnt fix, u r d person dat i cn even think to blame.. dun bcuz of money, u nid to kill s/1 lik dis).. n den, duno wan say wad nw.. i reli wan to end dis soon, is too long..
today, i noe angeline wear baju kurung, n den i forgot mozly of d h/w, i think i gt forgetful sickness or s/thin, and den fin skul i wait for mum abt 30min oni cum n den she cal me to transfer skul to d nearby one, n den, wan to hv a luk lik open hse but nt, cuz dis is oni for my father's boss n company one, so is kinda nt fren n family thin.. juz business.. and den, er.. i dun wad to say.. juz say cindy reply my sms n she din 4gt me, reli very touchin.. s/hw, is s/thin i reli hapi abt..
today, pei wen gt tok abt, wad is d thin dat gv u happiness, is nt kinda meanin lik feelin happy lik dat, is happiness dat gv u a very complete feelin.. and well, she say she was eatin.. haha.. n her sis is sleep.. for me, mayb u will say is manga.. i consider dat as well.. bt mayb my happiness juz lies on a simple care, dat is somethin i cn say, my happiness.. =) n wenn, u gv me b4, evi1 do, juz see hw much does it reli is.. and d moz i wan, mayb, i guess is my parent.. =] bt i din expect them to do dat.. is troublesome if is tooooo over.. so den, gonna end here, i ty evi1 for readin my memory post.. is all abt fren.. there is oso fren lik cullyn, tj, pei yi and many many more.. juz dat, they are oso important, bt, evi1 hv frens, near or far, bt importance to me were fren i cherish.. all dis years, ty.. n oso, even if u r nt a fren in reality of mine, u were one too juz under d same sky.. =)
ty for readin, ttfn, sori for d nonsense.. =) my memory is precious, so i wan to rmb them, juz sori if i cnt rmb some of it, i gt prob of rmb thin.. =( bt i will always cherish them.. thank you.. ♥♥♥
Thursday, January 20, 2011
pass few days, my 101th poz..
ytd nite post my 100th poz, did u c? =)
ok, let's start wif 2 days ago, i hav forgotten wad reli happen dat day.. bt there's 1 thin for sure, i made a major decision on my subject taking.. i dropped my chinese subject.. for me, a not so clever person, hu tek bio,chemi, physic n yea, stupid bm cuz i suck at it, english n etc.. n to prepare for next year's major major major examination.. =/ and i have bad result in chinese always.. is either C or B lik dat, no improvement, no future for an A, is kinda wastin my time to learn it since i am not a clever person or LOVE chinese or wadeva, u cn scold me "chinese ppl muz take chinese language", etc, cuz i admit, i am a "banana".. u noe wad "banana" mean?? dat is chinese hu tok english, dat is y.. =) i appreciate chinese alot, but i dun love them nor hate it.. is juz for me to maintain a B or C next time, is reli hard for me.. it may turn our a fail n i reli cnt accept it.. my potential is nt reli into chinese.. or mayb i dun even hv any of those.. i am lucky i noe hw to read chinese, d major thin abt learnin them is dat i cn watch faz updated anime in chinese web, or even bunch of new updated manga dat is oso in chinese, or even buy new release manga in chinese dat is cheaper den other.. u noe, english translation manga cost 4 times d cost of d chinese one.. cruel man!! =( is lucky i noe chinese bt i totally suck at it, so cnt force me to juz gt an A in lik a split second or s/thin, if nt i oso want.. >_>" ok, den ltr part i reli forgot wad happen anyway.. juz skip them..
nw to ytd part, since i nw rmb, ltr i forgotten.. = =" ytd skul, well, since i dropped chinese, is dam bored.. - -' reli, very very sienzzz.. n den i was lik sit in yuki's place n write write write thin, n den there was lik d A class ppl cum wad.. and d crazy thin is dat d guy bek there is lik tokin 18+ thin, n porn here n there, actually i duno wad the heck is happenin bt when d MKK(a student from a claz, nt reli very sure hw to spell d name, so i juz short form it) juz stand up n start scoldin them b "clean" n stop tokin abt porn stuff, n well, they even say out so many word "kok", dat is ltr on s/1 add on d "scientific" name of "kok" is er.. (guy's part).. and den they were lik tokin crap i am nt reli interested in it bt reli noisy.. n when MKK start givin his reason for y he nid to b so sensitive to dos topic n scoldin them, he blurt out sayin "i hear dis thin edi very sien(bored) edi.. u all tok tok tok, cnt tok s/thin "clean" meh?? muz tok porn n dis stuff.. i c oso sien edi.. (or s/thin lik dat).." den d ppl juz tuk his word n ask, "u see so many B4 edi?" n den MKK add-on, i duno is mad or juz dun wan to lose, he say somethin lik "i cn even draw "it"(d guy's part) perfect for u.. (s/thin lik dat)" n evi1 one was lik, zzz.. = =" i duno wad to say, n all mia tell me is, dis is hw 3A class n 3K class combined each other, get use to it".. i was lik, huh?! n den i seriously was damn bored, n i write sien edi, n i juz start drawin, bt d place i draw, reli, is on yuki's table.. = =" since i am sittin over there, n well, i drew her fav character, juz in a more shoujo type kind of pretty boy.. =/ too bad i cnt copy in my buk, cnt draw d exact same thin again.. =( n mia call me to draw for her too, after seein wad i did to yuki's table, n i draw for hers, to me is nt reli satisfied.. n den ltr on d MKK was lik findin mia to tok n suddenly i duno wad reli was up to them bt he juz sing korean song to mia.. i noe, is normal to them, not reli normal to me.. as expected, 3K claz was lik frenly n open minded n 1 big family kind, s/1 told me lik dat.. 3B, kinda disciplined type.. except some lik me.. =) well, i dun reli hv gud impression on him when i was form 1 from hearin "s/1" sayin his bad word in d bek, reli, after hearin, i gt no comment.. n i dun even dare to go front n tok to him, nt dat cuz d bad word for all, oso cuz...... >_>" better dun say, bt nw chg liao lar, i dun reli wan to c ppl by appearence, bt their personality.. i am tryin so.. bcuz i noe i always act stupid for it.. u noe, even if there are indians, i probably have knew 10+ fren lik them.. =) so appearance dun matter actually, frens cn cum easily, juz c urself hw u acted to them.. evi1 is my buds, except ppl hu dun reli lik me(i duno hu, sure there is i guess) or ppl hu pissed me off or ppl hu er.. do bad crime.. dat is nt reli my fren.. =) so den, juz to say, i am kinda tokin crap nw.. ok, skip to next..
bla bla bla, and when d time where there r no teacher, juz replacement? i duno.. never teach la, juz sit there.. den suddenly a prefect juz went in n call onto me.. i was lik freakin shocked when it was encik.shokeri hu call upon me.. i was lik wad?! n is d stupid letter endin myself here.. n i went up alone to d office, n den he was lik tokin to pn.puspa.. n i dun dare to interrupt.. n den he saw me n call me in, den he first thin ask me, "why did u giv me dis letter? wad is d reason for u to do dis? wad do u wan from me?" n i was lik, huh? n i reply him dat he said that if any "sick" ppl juz gv d dr letter for him.. n no more.. i din say i am gonna skip or s/thin, bt i reli skipped till nw.. reason ltr.. n den he was lik tokin tokin tokin, blurtin out words n such.. n sooo long, his conclusion was, "if u r human, den u MUST come" s/thin lik dat.. =) i mean IS lik dat, juz he din say human or such.. n i juz nod nod, den went off.. = =" i am lik, wth, do u even nid to call me up for dis?! well, i wanted to go, really, i was lik wantin to go juz my mum.. = =" when my mum fetch me while sendin my bro, i was lik tellin her i nid to stay back for dat day.. n den she juz change her face.. start angry n say lik so ma fan n such.. for me, she dun reli care i gt sick anot, dat is nt d problem.. even if i dun, she oso will oppose me going, for her reason, was she duwan to fetch n send me to skul.. i noe it from d beginning she was lik dis anyway.. n den after hearin en.shokeri nagging, i juz tot i should b going n tell her, bt she juz as usual, furious for sendin me here n there.. well, is nt reli so annoyin, i juz go for it, if i cn dun go, i will choose so.. since i dun intend to go university, but to college.. wad for takin much co-curriculum marks n was ntg gud for me.. n den she satrt scoldin sayin gv d letter anot, n i knew dat was juz an excuse for nt goin, bt is denied.. cuz EVERY student nid to go, even if u cnt sport, or wadeva, if u r nt a human, den oni dun go.. =( n i even planned to tek up st.john club, bt after seein wad my mum gv for her "support", i guess wad i do is juz ntg anyway, i am gonna get scold by teacher if no go, or scold by her if i go.. n wad she tell me ltr, is kinda sad to hear, i mean nt reli, juz depend.. dat is i hv no insurance for my sick, and i am gonna die w/out insurance anytime for dis stupid sick.. all cuz my parents juz dun reli concerned much of me n kinda nt aware of my insurance for my sick thin.. n end up lik dis.. d laz, i am d person hu is sufferin, nt them.. i noe they work hard and all, they oso nt intend to do lik dat.. bt compare to my bro, i was lez bein concerned of n yet d person hu hv dis damn freakin sick dat juz i suffer in them, they dun even understand hw i feel.. =( so, if anythin happen to me, i reli am goin to die lik dat, ntg.. haizz.. wad a life.. i am totally depressin.. arghh!!
anyway, i juz gv up goin to skul since she was scoldin me, n den my sis was bek, i dun even hv d energy to smile bek to her.. = =" i was lik, wth, even once, u dun act supportive enuf for me.. all she do is pressurin me, juz seein me study n such, n wad my bro do was playin n they juz.. i duwan to say, i am nt jealous, dun mistuk it, i am nt satisfied for y she always scold me.. n my bro was always nt bein d one.. ok, is nt lik i wan them to b scolded, juz i reli dun get d heck dat is my bro so young dat they still remain ur "baby" untill nw? and i juz duwan to listen, i juz gv up goin, if teacher gonna scold me, i reli duno wad to do.. - -' i am scrificin for her, hw she even noe it for lik once anyway? anyway, there is no excuse for nt cumin to d activity, even if u blind or wadeva, juz cum, sit, wait, do ntg, untill it end.. stupid skul.. he even say dat d letter was told to b when i was form1, and den he say, even if u gv wan was 2011 doin them or bla bla bla, he say still MUST come, tokin so much crap.. is my freedom to choose where i wan to b, if i get 0%, den wad?! i dun care!? bt i reli hate seein ur face again, so i wan to go as for takin my marks, juz so, my mum dun approve.. support n such.. i din say i duwan go.. haiiiizzzz.......
till d end, nvr go, i slept lik few hours, n den tuition.. ytd nite was physic.. n d teacher, (sori)suck.. i am reli sori sayin dis, she should nt b teachin there.. n well, she told us she is an engineer, nt teacher, juz home tutor.. n we all were lik, wating our 1 hour n half on dis class..- -' she juz tek exercise copy down n bla bla... no diff wif skul, juz worse den skul.. even wippin d white board os luk lik wastin time, slow n no energy.. she even gv us do graph thingy when we dun hv one.. n d syllable in d exercise we dun understand n haven learn.. she juz gv d stupid ans n hw do u expect we noe?! bt d teacher is nt fierce, so she's gud.. =) sori for critisizin, bt i am juz tellin my opinion.. dat teacher is frenly? anyway, end d day, ytd dinner was hamburger btw.. lolx.. =/
end here.. i duno wad to do today.. too lazy to watch anime or manga.. c 1st.. ok den, sori tokin abt nonsense for so long, gonna end here.. thx for readin, ttfn~ =]
ok, let's start wif 2 days ago, i hav forgotten wad reli happen dat day.. bt there's 1 thin for sure, i made a major decision on my subject taking.. i dropped my chinese subject.. for me, a not so clever person, hu tek bio,chemi, physic n yea, stupid bm cuz i suck at it, english n etc.. n to prepare for next year's major major major examination.. =/ and i have bad result in chinese always.. is either C or B lik dat, no improvement, no future for an A, is kinda wastin my time to learn it since i am not a clever person or LOVE chinese or wadeva, u cn scold me "chinese ppl muz take chinese language", etc, cuz i admit, i am a "banana".. u noe wad "banana" mean?? dat is chinese hu tok english, dat is y.. =) i appreciate chinese alot, but i dun love them nor hate it.. is juz for me to maintain a B or C next time, is reli hard for me.. it may turn our a fail n i reli cnt accept it.. my potential is nt reli into chinese.. or mayb i dun even hv any of those.. i am lucky i noe hw to read chinese, d major thin abt learnin them is dat i cn watch faz updated anime in chinese web, or even bunch of new updated manga dat is oso in chinese, or even buy new release manga in chinese dat is cheaper den other.. u noe, english translation manga cost 4 times d cost of d chinese one.. cruel man!! =( is lucky i noe chinese bt i totally suck at it, so cnt force me to juz gt an A in lik a split second or s/thin, if nt i oso want.. >_>" ok, den ltr part i reli forgot wad happen anyway.. juz skip them..
nw to ytd part, since i nw rmb, ltr i forgotten.. = =" ytd skul, well, since i dropped chinese, is dam bored.. - -' reli, very very sienzzz.. n den i was lik sit in yuki's place n write write write thin, n den there was lik d A class ppl cum wad.. and d crazy thin is dat d guy bek there is lik tokin 18+ thin, n porn here n there, actually i duno wad the heck is happenin bt when d MKK(a student from a claz, nt reli very sure hw to spell d name, so i juz short form it) juz stand up n start scoldin them b "clean" n stop tokin abt porn stuff, n well, they even say out so many word "kok", dat is ltr on s/1 add on d "scientific" name of "kok" is er.. (guy's part).. and den they were lik tokin crap i am nt reli interested in it bt reli noisy.. n when MKK start givin his reason for y he nid to b so sensitive to dos topic n scoldin them, he blurt out sayin "i hear dis thin edi very sien(bored) edi.. u all tok tok tok, cnt tok s/thin "clean" meh?? muz tok porn n dis stuff.. i c oso sien edi.. (or s/thin lik dat).." den d ppl juz tuk his word n ask, "u see so many B4 edi?" n den MKK add-on, i duno is mad or juz dun wan to lose, he say somethin lik "i cn even draw "it"(d guy's part) perfect for u.. (s/thin lik dat)" n evi1 one was lik, zzz.. = =" i duno wad to say, n all mia tell me is, dis is hw 3A class n 3K class combined each other, get use to it".. i was lik, huh?! n den i seriously was damn bored, n i write sien edi, n i juz start drawin, bt d place i draw, reli, is on yuki's table.. = =" since i am sittin over there, n well, i drew her fav character, juz in a more shoujo type kind of pretty boy.. =/ too bad i cnt copy in my buk, cnt draw d exact same thin again.. =( n mia call me to draw for her too, after seein wad i did to yuki's table, n i draw for hers, to me is nt reli satisfied.. n den ltr on d MKK was lik findin mia to tok n suddenly i duno wad reli was up to them bt he juz sing korean song to mia.. i noe, is normal to them, not reli normal to me.. as expected, 3K claz was lik frenly n open minded n 1 big family kind, s/1 told me lik dat.. 3B, kinda disciplined type.. except some lik me.. =) well, i dun reli hv gud impression on him when i was form 1 from hearin "s/1" sayin his bad word in d bek, reli, after hearin, i gt no comment.. n i dun even dare to go front n tok to him, nt dat cuz d bad word for all, oso cuz...... >_>" better dun say, bt nw chg liao lar, i dun reli wan to c ppl by appearence, bt their personality.. i am tryin so.. bcuz i noe i always act stupid for it.. u noe, even if there are indians, i probably have knew 10+ fren lik them.. =) so appearance dun matter actually, frens cn cum easily, juz c urself hw u acted to them.. evi1 is my buds, except ppl hu dun reli lik me(i duno hu, sure there is i guess) or ppl hu pissed me off or ppl hu er.. do bad crime.. dat is nt reli my fren.. =) so den, juz to say, i am kinda tokin crap nw.. ok, skip to next..
bla bla bla, and when d time where there r no teacher, juz replacement? i duno.. never teach la, juz sit there.. den suddenly a prefect juz went in n call onto me.. i was lik freakin shocked when it was encik.shokeri hu call upon me.. i was lik wad?! n is d stupid letter endin myself here.. n i went up alone to d office, n den he was lik tokin to pn.puspa.. n i dun dare to interrupt.. n den he saw me n call me in, den he first thin ask me, "why did u giv me dis letter? wad is d reason for u to do dis? wad do u wan from me?" n i was lik, huh? n i reply him dat he said that if any "sick" ppl juz gv d dr letter for him.. n no more.. i din say i am gonna skip or s/thin, bt i reli skipped till nw.. reason ltr.. n den he was lik tokin tokin tokin, blurtin out words n such.. n sooo long, his conclusion was, "if u r human, den u MUST come" s/thin lik dat.. =) i mean IS lik dat, juz he din say human or such.. n i juz nod nod, den went off.. = =" i am lik, wth, do u even nid to call me up for dis?! well, i wanted to go, really, i was lik wantin to go juz my mum.. = =" when my mum fetch me while sendin my bro, i was lik tellin her i nid to stay back for dat day.. n den she juz change her face.. start angry n say lik so ma fan n such.. for me, she dun reli care i gt sick anot, dat is nt d problem.. even if i dun, she oso will oppose me going, for her reason, was she duwan to fetch n send me to skul.. i noe it from d beginning she was lik dis anyway.. n den after hearin en.shokeri nagging, i juz tot i should b going n tell her, bt she juz as usual, furious for sendin me here n there.. well, is nt reli so annoyin, i juz go for it, if i cn dun go, i will choose so.. since i dun intend to go university, but to college.. wad for takin much co-curriculum marks n was ntg gud for me.. n den she satrt scoldin sayin gv d letter anot, n i knew dat was juz an excuse for nt goin, bt is denied.. cuz EVERY student nid to go, even if u cnt sport, or wadeva, if u r nt a human, den oni dun go.. =( n i even planned to tek up st.john club, bt after seein wad my mum gv for her "support", i guess wad i do is juz ntg anyway, i am gonna get scold by teacher if no go, or scold by her if i go.. n wad she tell me ltr, is kinda sad to hear, i mean nt reli, juz depend.. dat is i hv no insurance for my sick, and i am gonna die w/out insurance anytime for dis stupid sick.. all cuz my parents juz dun reli concerned much of me n kinda nt aware of my insurance for my sick thin.. n end up lik dis.. d laz, i am d person hu is sufferin, nt them.. i noe they work hard and all, they oso nt intend to do lik dat.. bt compare to my bro, i was lez bein concerned of n yet d person hu hv dis damn freakin sick dat juz i suffer in them, they dun even understand hw i feel.. =( so, if anythin happen to me, i reli am goin to die lik dat, ntg.. haizz.. wad a life.. i am totally depressin.. arghh!!
anyway, i juz gv up goin to skul since she was scoldin me, n den my sis was bek, i dun even hv d energy to smile bek to her.. = =" i was lik, wth, even once, u dun act supportive enuf for me.. all she do is pressurin me, juz seein me study n such, n wad my bro do was playin n they juz.. i duwan to say, i am nt jealous, dun mistuk it, i am nt satisfied for y she always scold me.. n my bro was always nt bein d one.. ok, is nt lik i wan them to b scolded, juz i reli dun get d heck dat is my bro so young dat they still remain ur "baby" untill nw? and i juz duwan to listen, i juz gv up goin, if teacher gonna scold me, i reli duno wad to do.. - -' i am scrificin for her, hw she even noe it for lik once anyway? anyway, there is no excuse for nt cumin to d activity, even if u blind or wadeva, juz cum, sit, wait, do ntg, untill it end.. stupid skul.. he even say dat d letter was told to b when i was form1, and den he say, even if u gv wan was 2011 doin them or bla bla bla, he say still MUST come, tokin so much crap.. is my freedom to choose where i wan to b, if i get 0%, den wad?! i dun care!? bt i reli hate seein ur face again, so i wan to go as for takin my marks, juz so, my mum dun approve.. support n such.. i din say i duwan go.. haiiiizzzz.......
till d end, nvr go, i slept lik few hours, n den tuition.. ytd nite was physic.. n d teacher, (sori)suck.. i am reli sori sayin dis, she should nt b teachin there.. n well, she told us she is an engineer, nt teacher, juz home tutor.. n we all were lik, wating our 1 hour n half on dis class..- -' she juz tek exercise copy down n bla bla... no diff wif skul, juz worse den skul.. even wippin d white board os luk lik wastin time, slow n no energy.. she even gv us do graph thingy when we dun hv one.. n d syllable in d exercise we dun understand n haven learn.. she juz gv d stupid ans n hw do u expect we noe?! bt d teacher is nt fierce, so she's gud.. =) sori for critisizin, bt i am juz tellin my opinion.. dat teacher is frenly? anyway, end d day, ytd dinner was hamburger btw.. lolx.. =/
end here.. i duno wad to do today.. too lazy to watch anime or manga.. c 1st.. ok den, sori tokin abt nonsense for so long, gonna end here.. thx for readin, ttfn~ =]
my 100th post!!
it's true, dis is d hundred post in my blog.. woohoo..!! ok, i kinda too over reacted or s/thin, is juz dat for me, is a lot..! =) n since i cum dis far, havin many ppl's support, even if it's juz a follow, feeds, comments, leavin msg, it reli gv me much hapinez in truth.. =) i am nt reli a.. socialize person.. so, dis blog actually i gav to ppl hu i trusted, or even ppl hu is LUCKY enuf to cum by!! =D so, is kinda keep it secret from reality i guess, actually, no offense lar, i s/time write bad thin bhind their bek here, i mean when i am gettin pissed off or s/thin, i dun reli write s/thin dat scold s/1 for no reason.. =/ so mayb is bez dat way, gonna get killed by "them" if they reli find out wad i wrote.. haha! juz to say, dis 100 post, many thins happen, or is it? anyway, mainly i wan say thanks to wenn, cindy, feline for following me.. i noe is less n such bt is ok, lez is better, n moz important is dat many of u guys r mozly nt from blogger/blogspot, u keep up wif my blog via feeds.. n dat is oso s/thin lik secret supporter? =) n i am reli hapi for u guys to reli cum all dis way for me, eventho i noe is borin to c my nonsense, or even my life dat s/hw u guys dun understand hu is hu, where is where, wad.. i'm sori bt i'm gonna say dat, remainin as my "secret supporter" till den, thank you..! =) n i wish to keep in touch wif u guys, juz dat, problem wif my country's server? or some "thin", i duno, i cnt access to d web of wad u guys gave.. n i hope if u r reli out there, speak out, i'm sure i will listen, except if i din on9, or open for days, or some prob.. etc.. bt thank you very much, to my frenz, no family, bt supporter lik u.. =) actually, dis 100th poz is s/thin i duno wad topic to write on, n i juz put as a "thanks" post.. bt u noe, is ok if u think is borin, or mayb u dun agree my thought or wadeva, u cn juz say out ur opinion n such, hu noe, mayb u're rite? =) bt i hate ppl bein rude n criticizin for no reason in here.. no offense, bt if reli do, juz hope u think it over b4 u write anythin, cuz it may nt b me hu r unhapi, mayb some passer-by mayb d person u're sayin of? i duno.. =( bt well, mozly is my blog, i guess d moz wrong one is me den, cuz i am d person hu is rude.... n critisizin ppl?? ........... omg, i am?!?
anyway, gonna re-poz my blog post for ytd, din get to write.. arghh!! ok den, another poz cumin soon, juz so u noe, bt i duno when will it b "produce".. =/ u noe, i am lazy.. n sleepy, n nt energetic.. bla bla bla.. =( sad.. i am sayin thins dat made myself depressed, haiz.. gud for ntg? ><" anyway, thanks again, thx for readin, ttfn~~!! =P
anyway, gonna re-poz my blog post for ytd, din get to write.. arghh!! ok den, another poz cumin soon, juz so u noe, bt i duno when will it b "produce".. =/ u noe, i am lazy.. n sleepy, n nt energetic.. bla bla bla.. =( sad.. i am sayin thins dat made myself depressed, haiz.. gud for ntg? ><" anyway, thanks again, thx for readin, ttfn~~!! =P
Monday, January 17, 2011
nonsense i write wif my daily life
today ntg special actually.. juz some random thin happen, n yeah, one thin i nid to say, is dat i 4gt to bring my pencilbox to skul today.. wad is so special abt it, no, actually, is nt me, is "we".. ltr on pei wen oso din bring her pencilbox to skul, dat is d funny part i ever tot of, mayb nt funny 4 u guys, bt well, somehow is so coincidence dat we teo person din bring in d same day n we sit together, so is nt reli convenient cuz cnt borrow stationary from each other since we two hv ntg on hand.. n i din do my add math h/w, actually, i forgot it even exist.. so mornin, is lik sooooo early, i was lik 6.40am in skul, lez ppl.. n i w8t for s/1 to cum by n say hi or s/thin to me.. n after abt 15 min, angeline came n ltr she lend me her pen, n stationary set, bt in d laz, after skul, i think she 4gt to ask from me bek.. =/ so faz missin in person.. well, today 1 thin for sure, add math teacher, mr.lee teach so faz la wei.. he juz tok tok tok, ok lar, cn understand bt s/hw, lil too faz? bt well, i duno i hv d eyes to even to luk at it anymore, juz dat noe, bt duno wan to c? OMG!! i nw rmb dat 2molo is d dam hell moral!! sori i am nt a polite person, n d reaction nw i current havin is in shocked n panicked nw.. argh!! i cnt blif i juz forgot dat untill dis very second.. gonna b dead!! well, i nid to hurry up n end dis, think of d stupid moral, sleep mayb? i duno, ltr i gt tuition n is add math!! bio.. arghh!! sleepless nite, y i hate mon.. =( and d math teacher is lik, i duno hw to say, duno hw to teach!! gv me a break! i dun mean to criticize u or scold u wad wad, juz dat i cnt stand dat u r teachin us in dat kind of speed n even way.. i cn tell u, why do u even bother to tek up d lil small detail anyway?? is edi d 3rd week n u still stuck us in d chp 1, i'm like, "OMG!! WTH!!".. hw do i even survive from takin ur lesson?! i dun mean u r a bad teacher or so, i suggez u to teach lower form first if u r nt prepared to teach form 4, is better.. why!?!?! y it hv to b u!?!?!?! my math result is gonna gt a B!! n i am gonna b dead den!! is nt my way of livin for gettin a B man!! u r way too nt fit teachin mt.. i do nt oppose u dat i am lazy, dat is d truth, bt wad the, u seriously cnt teach.. is better if u work in a office.. ok, my unsatisfactory of it is on-hold here.. =( HAIZZ!!
anyway, i dun wan to tok much abt it, i 4gt was i wan to write.. bt well, juz nw i made myself a peach and orange flavored ice blended.. hot day.. n ar.. in skul tok to mia, yk, mozly abt anime.. bt mia gt manga n well, fan girl thingy.. yuki told me she watch d majin tantei nougami neuro dat i suggez mia n her to watch for gud! damn nice i tell u, i luv d neuro sadist face man!! well, i prefer manga one, nice.. =) and mia was mainly tokin abt bl n yaoi stuff, reli funny, for sure if u do c them, u will get d heck wad v think abt.. seriously, i dun mean i LOVE or anythin.. juz dat dun mind watchin them, i am open minded for sure, juz dun over reacted.. reli, is lik wad is d big deal? is juz fantasy wad.. even if is reli real in reality, we should respect wad they lik wad, u cnt juz criticize them when u dun even noe wad they r facin hardship in where u dun even think of.. from d society n such.. bt well, mozly, is juz fantasy, dun mek a big deal lik wad d heck ppl lik watchin them or wadeva.. i dun mind u say dat, cuz i once oso felt dat way, sayin hw i hate it n such, well, i hv diff thinkin nw, juz when "s/thin" i cnt stand came, i juz use my hand n cover my eyes, lik dat, i noe, i am juz a lil beginner to accept them n start likin bl juz nt long ago.. all dis thin juz chg within lik d skul hols abt 1 month n my long dislike for them juz chg thinkin in a split second, wad a miracle.. =/ actually, laz time i dun like to eat raw salmon in sushi, i mean i even think i will nt lik them, den nw, eat them lik more den 3 in evi time i go.. seriously, ppl cn chg within 1 sec oso, juz depend.. =/ so, i cnt criticize salmon, cuz i luv them.. many ppl luv them.. same as those fan girl thin for bl n yaoi, i dun wan to ppl to critisize salmon either, same.. =) ok, mayb salmon as example is kinda, weird? but for sure, i was a SHOUJO genre kind as my top priority, juz depend, do u noe, bl is meant for shoujo? dat is y is even consider in it, mozly nt was ecchi, hentai or even yuri type, specially yuri, very lez girl c, gt is gt, juz veryyy lez.. guy lik yuri, girl lik yaoi, normal actually.. =/ juz i prefer bl lar.. nt so deep.. but i oso watch shoujo and shounen.. shounen was meant for more in anime, since there r bunch of anime was in shounen type where there r adventure n such, some shounen oso cn cal a lil shoujo inside.. n for shoujo, mozly is from shoujo manga, dat 95% from wad i read among d thousand(?) of manga i ever touch.. usually, shoujo manga do nt use as anime, juz a few, gt oni pic drama or ova.. bcuz shoujo manga is kinda a stand out in manga dat is to say, drawing.. for shounen, if u c detail, they dun hv d shoujo type of style in drawing n d "mirrors", or even shoujo bg.. reli, is totally diff dat shoujo manga is meant for manga actually, y do u even say is shoujo manga den? i was totally into them, n seriously, they are totally diff.. more romance, sweet, comedy, short? end faster? i duno? nice? anyway, is ok to try new stuff, in d hols juz 1 month plus, i watch finish lik abt 20anime, include season 1 n till d latez, or end.. n d bez i ever see r bunch, n i found my fav on code geass, kyou kara maou, majin tantei nougami neuro and more!! if u reli read till dis part of my poz, i guess u cn stand wad i say abt anime n manga.. =) so, w/out tellin much, i am oso keepin update on my list lik always i mention b4 updatin it evitime, is in MAL(my anime list)
ANIME: http://myanimelist.net/animelist/cute_yumi
MANGA: http://myanimelist.net/mangalist/cute_yumi
dis two is my list, well, if u have one, ADD ME as a fren there.. =) well, i noe ppl dun reli add ppl much in MAL, they juz update their personal list in lik internet oni.. is nt reli fren makin site.. laz time crunchyroll, dat is an otaku site where u cn watch anime, group n such, wad a nice memory, yet, haiz.. d anime juz.. nid $$ nwadays, n lez anime, many licensed edi.. cnt watch.. so for me as a group leader in a group call "avatar made for you" or s/thin, reli, i am an irresponsible leader.. i dun do d work, cuz i duno yet i gv my mods to do.. =( they r so gud din tell me i suck at it! eventho i create dis super ntg group, n one day those 2 person, yu-chan n yumiko-chan, similar name actually for us 3 in coincidence, n my super ntg-ness group juz turn out to b so many ppl join in n request.. n well, d laz theme i ever rmb since i left, nt d group, d crunchyroll site was 2 years ago n well, d theme was kaichou wa maid sama(manga of cuz, dat time is reli top, n for sure, juz few chp cumin out 2 years ago, no anime news).. haizz.. nw, is dead once again..
and for manga reading, i always choose mangafox, oso hv acc there n well, bookmark hell lot of it, eventho i stop usin internet for abt lik 1year s/thin in form3, means from early 14 years old till ltr 15 years old, i was force to nt gettin play wif internet cuz shift hse n well, new hse area dat haven hv fon line lik for months man!! hw hard i nid to put down all my vege and plant in FB for it.. n nw, thx to dat, i dun gt addicted to fb lik laz time anymore.. is a gud thin too, n oso bad.. =/ seriously, fb ruin ur life.. hey, dun sue me if i say this, is nt it ruin dat it kill u ok? is juz dat if u r reli addicted to it so much, it is gonna b very hard to let go if u cnt control.. anyway, d link for english translation manga link:
www.mangafox.com(i always use, no other, if gt very less, i open eviday)
www.onemanga.com(oso popular among manga reader, juz i dun use dis usually)
[there is oso chinese website where s/time they hv where english one don't.. n fazter update for some.. juz so, chinese have ALOT, so juz google in chinese of d manga name n u cn see more den 30 place u cn find.. i duno it gt hw many, 100+?]
anyway, gonna end here, i tot i will write short poz, bt end up bein all nonsense.. wait, i4gt to mention juz nw bt goin bek home, after mum go bank, we went to tesco n well, mum call me to post 2 letter for her.. den ltr we saw gt sell clothes n den, we go n buy.. well, bought a long jeans n oso 1 vest blouse.. =) nw i hv 2 set of clothes.. my sis hv 4 set plus x(there is more she told me), mum have 2(juz nw she bought)+1(jusco b4)+1(market)+x(more she bought w/out i reli noe).. they so many clothes.. i so kesian.. =( i wan buy d one-piece when i go market there bt too bad, it cn c d bek, low kind.. is normal bt i cnt wear those type.. sad.. got scar so cham, bt moz cham is my hunch lor.. =/ if i oso low curve will nt c so easily, juz scar, den ok.. bt cham one is mine is two curve, samo up one is d main one.. causin.. i duwan to tok, no eyes to see.. = =" second, me hw many degree, alomoz wan er.. heaven? anyway, y am i havin so serious case, mek me cnt heal lik untill lez den 10%, gonna cry jor.. i noe i muz appreciate dat is d bez edi, bt i reli s/time dun lik when wad i lik cnt hv.. =( haiz.. nwadays, cn i even consider myself as an o.k.u.? better nt curse myself.. - -' i am nt fit bcuz of dis stupid sicknez, wth.. cnt blame any1... haiz.. well, i noe i am nt fit from d start, lik bone oni.. i hate it oso.. bt i hope i am a hapi go lucky one, cuz i duwan myself to say this cryin on d floor for ntg will happen in d end.. >_>" reality is cruel huh.. =/ i reli hv no comment on sayin d god anymore.. do they reli exist anyway? i even wonder? so no ppl to blame, juz myself, ntg else more, big dam sigh lar.. (juz let me b, i am nt a polite person ar.. dun consider me as s/1 lik dat.. open minded.. well, scoldin may nt b counted as open minded.. i duno, anyway, i juz gotta end dis here.. reli.. i tot i gonna use lez time on com n hey, no time to sleep for ltr my tuition!! =( all worries on my mind.. damn u, er.. s/thin..! i juz wanna let out my stress.. =/ is ok if u say me nt polite or wadeva, i agree to dat, haha.. =D juz nw mek some "poem" lik dat n well, juz save it, duno when to poz, bt hey, laz time i poz bunch of it lik in dis blog.. juz some time ago, i mean nt near or very far.. i duno hw long i din do them edi.. n i made 3 juz in one shot juz nw.. =3 okok, end here.. sleep sleep.. (or mayb nt)
bye bye, thx for readin, cum again? or er, do enjoy my nonsense, sori for dat too.. k den, ty, n ttfn!! =D finally i end.. phew~~ =/
anyway, i dun wan to tok much abt it, i 4gt was i wan to write.. bt well, juz nw i made myself a peach and orange flavored ice blended.. hot day.. n ar.. in skul tok to mia, yk, mozly abt anime.. bt mia gt manga n well, fan girl thingy.. yuki told me she watch d majin tantei nougami neuro dat i suggez mia n her to watch for gud! damn nice i tell u, i luv d neuro sadist face man!! well, i prefer manga one, nice.. =) and mia was mainly tokin abt bl n yaoi stuff, reli funny, for sure if u do c them, u will get d heck wad v think abt.. seriously, i dun mean i LOVE or anythin.. juz dat dun mind watchin them, i am open minded for sure, juz dun over reacted.. reli, is lik wad is d big deal? is juz fantasy wad.. even if is reli real in reality, we should respect wad they lik wad, u cnt juz criticize them when u dun even noe wad they r facin hardship in where u dun even think of.. from d society n such.. bt well, mozly, is juz fantasy, dun mek a big deal lik wad d heck ppl lik watchin them or wadeva.. i dun mind u say dat, cuz i once oso felt dat way, sayin hw i hate it n such, well, i hv diff thinkin nw, juz when "s/thin" i cnt stand came, i juz use my hand n cover my eyes, lik dat, i noe, i am juz a lil beginner to accept them n start likin bl juz nt long ago.. all dis thin juz chg within lik d skul hols abt 1 month n my long dislike for them juz chg thinkin in a split second, wad a miracle.. =/ actually, laz time i dun like to eat raw salmon in sushi, i mean i even think i will nt lik them, den nw, eat them lik more den 3 in evi time i go.. seriously, ppl cn chg within 1 sec oso, juz depend.. =/ so, i cnt criticize salmon, cuz i luv them.. many ppl luv them.. same as those fan girl thin for bl n yaoi, i dun wan to ppl to critisize salmon either, same.. =) ok, mayb salmon as example is kinda, weird? but for sure, i was a SHOUJO genre kind as my top priority, juz depend, do u noe, bl is meant for shoujo? dat is y is even consider in it, mozly nt was ecchi, hentai or even yuri type, specially yuri, very lez girl c, gt is gt, juz veryyy lez.. guy lik yuri, girl lik yaoi, normal actually.. =/ juz i prefer bl lar.. nt so deep.. but i oso watch shoujo and shounen.. shounen was meant for more in anime, since there r bunch of anime was in shounen type where there r adventure n such, some shounen oso cn cal a lil shoujo inside.. n for shoujo, mozly is from shoujo manga, dat 95% from wad i read among d thousand(?) of manga i ever touch.. usually, shoujo manga do nt use as anime, juz a few, gt oni pic drama or ova.. bcuz shoujo manga is kinda a stand out in manga dat is to say, drawing.. for shounen, if u c detail, they dun hv d shoujo type of style in drawing n d "mirrors", or even shoujo bg.. reli, is totally diff dat shoujo manga is meant for manga actually, y do u even say is shoujo manga den? i was totally into them, n seriously, they are totally diff.. more romance, sweet, comedy, short? end faster? i duno? nice? anyway, is ok to try new stuff, in d hols juz 1 month plus, i watch finish lik abt 20anime, include season 1 n till d latez, or end.. n d bez i ever see r bunch, n i found my fav on code geass, kyou kara maou, majin tantei nougami neuro and more!! if u reli read till dis part of my poz, i guess u cn stand wad i say abt anime n manga.. =) so, w/out tellin much, i am oso keepin update on my list lik always i mention b4 updatin it evitime, is in MAL(my anime list)
ANIME: http://myanimelist.net/animelist/cute_yumi
MANGA: http://myanimelist.net/mangalist/cute_yumi
dis two is my list, well, if u have one, ADD ME as a fren there.. =) well, i noe ppl dun reli add ppl much in MAL, they juz update their personal list in lik internet oni.. is nt reli fren makin site.. laz time crunchyroll, dat is an otaku site where u cn watch anime, group n such, wad a nice memory, yet, haiz.. d anime juz.. nid $$ nwadays, n lez anime, many licensed edi.. cnt watch.. so for me as a group leader in a group call "avatar made for you" or s/thin, reli, i am an irresponsible leader.. i dun do d work, cuz i duno yet i gv my mods to do.. =( they r so gud din tell me i suck at it! eventho i create dis super ntg group, n one day those 2 person, yu-chan n yumiko-chan, similar name actually for us 3 in coincidence, n my super ntg-ness group juz turn out to b so many ppl join in n request.. n well, d laz theme i ever rmb since i left, nt d group, d crunchyroll site was 2 years ago n well, d theme was kaichou wa maid sama(manga of cuz, dat time is reli top, n for sure, juz few chp cumin out 2 years ago, no anime news).. haizz.. nw, is dead once again..
and for manga reading, i always choose mangafox, oso hv acc there n well, bookmark hell lot of it, eventho i stop usin internet for abt lik 1year s/thin in form3, means from early 14 years old till ltr 15 years old, i was force to nt gettin play wif internet cuz shift hse n well, new hse area dat haven hv fon line lik for months man!! hw hard i nid to put down all my vege and plant in FB for it.. n nw, thx to dat, i dun gt addicted to fb lik laz time anymore.. is a gud thin too, n oso bad.. =/ seriously, fb ruin ur life.. hey, dun sue me if i say this, is nt it ruin dat it kill u ok? is juz dat if u r reli addicted to it so much, it is gonna b very hard to let go if u cnt control.. anyway, d link for english translation manga link:
www.mangafox.com(i always use, no other, if gt very less, i open eviday)
www.onemanga.com(oso popular among manga reader, juz i dun use dis usually)
[there is oso chinese website where s/time they hv where english one don't.. n fazter update for some.. juz so, chinese have ALOT, so juz google in chinese of d manga name n u cn see more den 30 place u cn find.. i duno it gt hw many, 100+?]
anyway, gonna end here, i tot i will write short poz, bt end up bein all nonsense.. wait, i4gt to mention juz nw bt goin bek home, after mum go bank, we went to tesco n well, mum call me to post 2 letter for her.. den ltr we saw gt sell clothes n den, we go n buy.. well, bought a long jeans n oso 1 vest blouse.. =) nw i hv 2 set of clothes.. my sis hv 4 set plus x(there is more she told me), mum have 2(juz nw she bought)+1(jusco b4)+1(market)+x(more she bought w/out i reli noe).. they so many clothes.. i so kesian.. =( i wan buy d one-piece when i go market there bt too bad, it cn c d bek, low kind.. is normal bt i cnt wear those type.. sad.. got scar so cham, bt moz cham is my hunch lor.. =/ if i oso low curve will nt c so easily, juz scar, den ok.. bt cham one is mine is two curve, samo up one is d main one.. causin.. i duwan to tok, no eyes to see.. = =" second, me hw many degree, alomoz wan er.. heaven? anyway, y am i havin so serious case, mek me cnt heal lik untill lez den 10%, gonna cry jor.. i noe i muz appreciate dat is d bez edi, bt i reli s/time dun lik when wad i lik cnt hv.. =( haiz.. nwadays, cn i even consider myself as an o.k.u.? better nt curse myself.. - -' i am nt fit bcuz of dis stupid sicknez, wth.. cnt blame any1... haiz.. well, i noe i am nt fit from d start, lik bone oni.. i hate it oso.. bt i hope i am a hapi go lucky one, cuz i duwan myself to say this cryin on d floor for ntg will happen in d end.. >_>" reality is cruel huh.. =/ i reli hv no comment on sayin d god anymore.. do they reli exist anyway? i even wonder? so no ppl to blame, juz myself, ntg else more, big dam sigh lar.. (juz let me b, i am nt a polite person ar.. dun consider me as s/1 lik dat.. open minded.. well, scoldin may nt b counted as open minded.. i duno, anyway, i juz gotta end dis here.. reli.. i tot i gonna use lez time on com n hey, no time to sleep for ltr my tuition!! =( all worries on my mind.. damn u, er.. s/thin..! i juz wanna let out my stress.. =/ is ok if u say me nt polite or wadeva, i agree to dat, haha.. =D juz nw mek some "poem" lik dat n well, juz save it, duno when to poz, bt hey, laz time i poz bunch of it lik in dis blog.. juz some time ago, i mean nt near or very far.. i duno hw long i din do them edi.. n i made 3 juz in one shot juz nw.. =3 okok, end here.. sleep sleep.. (or mayb nt)
bye bye, thx for readin, cum again? or er, do enjoy my nonsense, sori for dat too.. k den, ty, n ttfn!! =D finally i end.. phew~~ =/
Sunday, January 16, 2011
juz random me
well, i had finally updated my blog lik ytd for "replacement" i delay poztin on those day i din reli poz in blog.. =( i was kinda into s/thin n no time to poz, i am reli sori if i let any1 down or wadeva, i was truly honez to u dat i am a lazy person wif a lazy attitude dat hv no gud part of me, dat is wad i think of myself.. =/ eventho i wan to b gud n nice n frenly n pretty lik evi1 say, bt i kinda s/hw oni think myself in a reality way? i duno.. i dun seem to hv d same agreement to them on me for so gud part, it means kind of them bt is it truth to me? o_O nono, i dun mean i dun blif u guys dat r kind enuf to say gud thins abt me lik frenly n such, bt juz me myself dun think it dat way, cuz i am nt so seein myself in gud part or so.. =( if is truth, even it may b harsh, or hurt of cuz, s/time i prefer takin them other den praise, cuz i duno is to blif or nt, specially d gud part dat i myself din even noe i hv it, is impossible for me to process it.. lik pretty or clever or even kind? dat is s/hw, alot ppl prettier den me say dat, ppl dat r smart den me say dat, ppl dat r kind den me sayin dat.. reli, those r reli gud hearted ppl, i duno nid to b hapi or break my heart, juz dat for sure i'm grateful too.. oni blif is another thin.. bcuz many ppl around me, was reli nice.. they were so kind to say i am, pretty enuf to say i am, frenly enuf to say i am, and reli, they r better den me to say i am.. u understand? means they were nicer den me yet they say i am nice, smarter den me yet still say i am.. dis ppl reli r great hearted, s/hw, i'm glad to hv them.. =) no matter is juz met or fren, is same.. stranger lik any1 mayb one day b my fren, hu noes? =]
anyway, nonsense in d side, gonna say tomolo skul again!! =( nt a gud news.. i haven do my h/w, to say it precisely, i dun rmb wad h/w i have.. =/ well, u noe hw lazy i am, abt study, when i am in form 2, i break my personal record of not doin my h/w at home for lik untill july or s/thin.. is lik 7 months man!! n dat h/w is s/hw, project we need to do, n i was laz min of cuz, laz min at nite doin d project dat is oso so-called h/w at home.. ahh.. wad memories.. i reli din touch any h/w at home eviday, oni do in skul, laz min? hahaha... dis is d person i am when i am form 2, 14 years old.. wad bad habit i process onto.. =[ well, form 3 was diff a lil, start tuition, lil work hard(nt reli), n yeah, no1 blif i got fail before in my science in form 2 when i got d highest mark in class for d oni person gettin 90% n above for science on d first test at form 3.. dat, is miracle man!! truly, mayb u should blif dat coin will drop from sky 1 day.. haha.. =D well, actually is throw a coin from d roof n c u lucky enuf to even gettin hit by it.. =3 i juz watch a movie juz nw, haven fin den my sis bb edi, cuz d movie is in a format dat is nt supported wif media player.. so c in her laptop bt she wan go bek to her colledge.. so c halfway, movie the "knowing".. reli nice, s/hw, there is 2 thin in basic thin around us, determinism or randomness? dis is reli s/thin great they cn think abt.. for determinism, is edi fix or s/1 was had to put there n they were lik dat since, or randomness which is juz coincidence n luck to appear so.. for me, mayb i am randomness, is wad my life seem to be.. bt evi1 has no determinism life u live on, it oni cn b determine by u urself n nt other to fix evi path u tek.. =] well, mayb my explaination is a bit prob i guess, cuz i am nt a prof or s/thin, i duno well much abt this thin bt all i say was wad i think, in d current me.. =) is d earth even a determinism lik evi buk listed as or randomness? n u duno 1 day it will b unstable n go boom juz lik dat for d coincidence u seek.. =/ well, dat is end of d world, i mean earth den.. =|
bek to my daily life, after poz, i duno wad i do edi, i noe is borin n i find thins to do, fb, manga, anime, update list n such.. omg!! i reli forgot wad i done on sat!!?! i dun even rmb wad i ate ytd nite?!!! today was sun n i juz happen to forgotten wad i do ytd, omg, i think i reli nid to c a doctor.. ok, i 4gt wad i do actually, juz noe i fin knt manga latez chp n anime s2? or even other anime? or mayb i mention dat b4.. i forgot.. ok, i skip ytd, i nw still rmb wad i do today, ok, mornin, wake up, dad call me go down n well, my mum was wantin me to put up a swallow bird n some coin thingy on d fake orange plant in d garden.. nt d plastic fake, is actually real tree, real orange juz fake on where d orange was being tied onto d branch of d lil tree.. =/ sori, din think of takin pic of it.. evi1 put their bird n money/coin thingy hang onto them n left juz me.. my mum say mek a wish when put up, as usual, i always hv d same wish.. =) and den we go eat "bak-kut-teh", i duno wad is it called in english, bt is s/thin reli delicious.. =3 except dat malay cnt eat for sure if they very "culturistic", anyway, eat so full, more den a bowl n my sis as usual, eat sooooo slow.. =( den ltr go morning market, main thin is to buy shirt.. n first buy a purse(nt reli a purse, more li a pouch.. den ltr my sis buy a 1 piece, den another 1 piece, den another 1 piece, den another one piece n another jacket.. all one-piece clothes.. =/ n i buy a jacket, a vest n a short pant, n a one-piece dat is pair wif sis, nt same colour of cuz, i tek black.. =3 nw i think abt it, mozly when new year, we buy clothing, among them were mozly 1 of it was a pair on we 2 sis.. =) our bond.. haha.. n my sis even told me say she b4 wan buy me a dress on my b/day. bt scared i dun wear, well, i noe i am not lady-lik, even she say her bf says dat.. yar, i agreed, n he should hv said dat infront of me..! >_>|| gt prob say them, dun say in d bek.. =( anyway, d laz she buy a head band, well, d dress i lik it when she mention n if it is black, i lik it den.. =) juz dat she say is bright pink or green.. is either being a lady-finger or pink chili.. =/ n den bla bla.. ltr my mum wan go buy fountain.. den we go to d shop n c bunch of fountain n 1 of them is dolphin one.. veryyyyy big n well, usually, u dun c ppl put in their hse, is possible in aquarium park.. it is over reacting if u reli put it in ur hse.. o_O den so borin, mum dun even listen to our suggestion, n den we sit on d swing n play "i spy".. n all d "i spy" is me all along asking question, ntg better to do.. =D den finally bek, use com, n aunt cum, lalala... skip many part n here we are.. n i rmb wad i was doin ytd, i was sleepin after usin com halfway n halfdead in d way n slept from afternoon till nite.. wad a lifeless day i have.. =/ i wasted few hours doin ntg.. n 2molo hv skul, i duno did i reli get rdy for 2molo.. =( i samo gt tuition, n d QM thin, they din even say is when, i duno when n i am gonna b dead if my mum duno when i even end, n d skul dun even allowed to bring fon, wad inconvenience to contact my mum to fetch me, if mek her wait, i sure get scold.. haizz.. samo i dun hv time to sleep, tuition till 10pm.. anyway, today i was watching few anime, ytd lil few manga updates.. n den today mozly spend time on editing n updating my anime list.. =/ haven do fin, gt 200+ i guess.. n i duno when oni cn fin.. =( n d moz lez fren dat i use nt seldomly, is dat MAL.. i oni hv 2 fren there while i update n go there nt reli long at all.. if other acc, i gt more den 500++ fren.. dis is cruel, i guess evi1 is juz viewin bt no addin.. =/ i tend to hv a nice tok wif feline(jia en) which is s/hw in my blog chat box abt anime.. i tot she was lik shoppin lik normal pretty girl lik her.. well, it turn up she oso lik anime.. =) n specially shoujo too.. well, shoujo is my first priority for manga.. =P and it oso let me think os wenn hu was nt in contek in blog for days, hope she sees this.. =( well, 2molo cn c her, bt juz thinkin wad happen.. and oso thx for u guys, lik valerie too hu cum visit my blog.. tq very much, leave more comment to me, reli sori i cnt gt contek from ur web add.. =( my site is nt accessible.. anyway, manga n anime i leave for d next time, so nw, i end my poz here, gonna say bb den, 2molo hv skul, duno when oni cn update.. kk, tq for readin~~!! ttfn!!
anyway, nonsense in d side, gonna say tomolo skul again!! =( nt a gud news.. i haven do my h/w, to say it precisely, i dun rmb wad h/w i have.. =/ well, u noe hw lazy i am, abt study, when i am in form 2, i break my personal record of not doin my h/w at home for lik untill july or s/thin.. is lik 7 months man!! n dat h/w is s/hw, project we need to do, n i was laz min of cuz, laz min at nite doin d project dat is oso so-called h/w at home.. ahh.. wad memories.. i reli din touch any h/w at home eviday, oni do in skul, laz min? hahaha... dis is d person i am when i am form 2, 14 years old.. wad bad habit i process onto.. =[ well, form 3 was diff a lil, start tuition, lil work hard(nt reli), n yeah, no1 blif i got fail before in my science in form 2 when i got d highest mark in class for d oni person gettin 90% n above for science on d first test at form 3.. dat, is miracle man!! truly, mayb u should blif dat coin will drop from sky 1 day.. haha.. =D well, actually is throw a coin from d roof n c u lucky enuf to even gettin hit by it.. =3 i juz watch a movie juz nw, haven fin den my sis bb edi, cuz d movie is in a format dat is nt supported wif media player.. so c in her laptop bt she wan go bek to her colledge.. so c halfway, movie the "knowing".. reli nice, s/hw, there is 2 thin in basic thin around us, determinism or randomness? dis is reli s/thin great they cn think abt.. for determinism, is edi fix or s/1 was had to put there n they were lik dat since, or randomness which is juz coincidence n luck to appear so.. for me, mayb i am randomness, is wad my life seem to be.. bt evi1 has no determinism life u live on, it oni cn b determine by u urself n nt other to fix evi path u tek.. =] well, mayb my explaination is a bit prob i guess, cuz i am nt a prof or s/thin, i duno well much abt this thin bt all i say was wad i think, in d current me.. =) is d earth even a determinism lik evi buk listed as or randomness? n u duno 1 day it will b unstable n go boom juz lik dat for d coincidence u seek.. =/ well, dat is end of d world, i mean earth den.. =|
bek to my daily life, after poz, i duno wad i do edi, i noe is borin n i find thins to do, fb, manga, anime, update list n such.. omg!! i reli forgot wad i done on sat!!?! i dun even rmb wad i ate ytd nite?!!! today was sun n i juz happen to forgotten wad i do ytd, omg, i think i reli nid to c a doctor.. ok, i 4gt wad i do actually, juz noe i fin knt manga latez chp n anime s2? or even other anime? or mayb i mention dat b4.. i forgot.. ok, i skip ytd, i nw still rmb wad i do today, ok, mornin, wake up, dad call me go down n well, my mum was wantin me to put up a swallow bird n some coin thingy on d fake orange plant in d garden.. nt d plastic fake, is actually real tree, real orange juz fake on where d orange was being tied onto d branch of d lil tree.. =/ sori, din think of takin pic of it.. evi1 put their bird n money/coin thingy hang onto them n left juz me.. my mum say mek a wish when put up, as usual, i always hv d same wish.. =) and den we go eat "bak-kut-teh", i duno wad is it called in english, bt is s/thin reli delicious.. =3 except dat malay cnt eat for sure if they very "culturistic", anyway, eat so full, more den a bowl n my sis as usual, eat sooooo slow.. =( den ltr go morning market, main thin is to buy shirt.. n first buy a purse(nt reli a purse, more li a pouch.. den ltr my sis buy a 1 piece, den another 1 piece, den another 1 piece, den another one piece n another jacket.. all one-piece clothes.. =/ n i buy a jacket, a vest n a short pant, n a one-piece dat is pair wif sis, nt same colour of cuz, i tek black.. =3 nw i think abt it, mozly when new year, we buy clothing, among them were mozly 1 of it was a pair on we 2 sis.. =) our bond.. haha.. n my sis even told me say she b4 wan buy me a dress on my b/day. bt scared i dun wear, well, i noe i am not lady-lik, even she say her bf says dat.. yar, i agreed, n he should hv said dat infront of me..! >_>|| gt prob say them, dun say in d bek.. =( anyway, d laz she buy a head band, well, d dress i lik it when she mention n if it is black, i lik it den.. =) juz dat she say is bright pink or green.. is either being a lady-finger or pink chili.. =/ n den bla bla.. ltr my mum wan go buy fountain.. den we go to d shop n c bunch of fountain n 1 of them is dolphin one.. veryyyyy big n well, usually, u dun c ppl put in their hse, is possible in aquarium park.. it is over reacting if u reli put it in ur hse.. o_O den so borin, mum dun even listen to our suggestion, n den we sit on d swing n play "i spy".. n all d "i spy" is me all along asking question, ntg better to do.. =D den finally bek, use com, n aunt cum, lalala... skip many part n here we are.. n i rmb wad i was doin ytd, i was sleepin after usin com halfway n halfdead in d way n slept from afternoon till nite.. wad a lifeless day i have.. =/ i wasted few hours doin ntg.. n 2molo hv skul, i duno did i reli get rdy for 2molo.. =( i samo gt tuition, n d QM thin, they din even say is when, i duno when n i am gonna b dead if my mum duno when i even end, n d skul dun even allowed to bring fon, wad inconvenience to contact my mum to fetch me, if mek her wait, i sure get scold.. haizz.. samo i dun hv time to sleep, tuition till 10pm.. anyway, today i was watching few anime, ytd lil few manga updates.. n den today mozly spend time on editing n updating my anime list.. =/ haven do fin, gt 200+ i guess.. n i duno when oni cn fin.. =( n d moz lez fren dat i use nt seldomly, is dat MAL.. i oni hv 2 fren there while i update n go there nt reli long at all.. if other acc, i gt more den 500++ fren.. dis is cruel, i guess evi1 is juz viewin bt no addin.. =/ i tend to hv a nice tok wif feline(jia en) which is s/hw in my blog chat box abt anime.. i tot she was lik shoppin lik normal pretty girl lik her.. well, it turn up she oso lik anime.. =) n specially shoujo too.. well, shoujo is my first priority for manga.. =P and it oso let me think os wenn hu was nt in contek in blog for days, hope she sees this.. =( well, 2molo cn c her, bt juz thinkin wad happen.. and oso thx for u guys, lik valerie too hu cum visit my blog.. tq very much, leave more comment to me, reli sori i cnt gt contek from ur web add.. =( my site is nt accessible.. anyway, manga n anime i leave for d next time, so nw, i end my poz here, gonna say bb den, 2molo hv skul, duno when oni cn update.. kk, tq for readin~~!! ttfn!!
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ok, after d 2 post in blog dat i poz b4 dis, nw as i said in there, finally poz picture.. tek time.. anyway, start wif d present i receive on my b/day.. =) mozly, thanks for evi1.. =D nw den, scroll down~~ [click on d picture if u want to see it bigger, bt if u dun wan to away from dis blog page, right click n open in new tab/window]
now, i get kinda bored, so i went takin nonsense stuff, cn skip if u wan, juz random of my daily life, lik to share wif u guys..
and den y life oso for sure contain manga as well, u noe hw i lik them, bt did u see them? anyway, juz to show wad i lik.. =) i oso hv other various likin too, juz dis is bez in d current me i have.. =)
and dis is juz random pic in my life again, when my mum went to buy pot n such.. =) lik takin random pic, even d sky, bt well, i noe is borin to juz c pic lik dat, n tek time to upload since my internet line was kinda slow.. well, cn consider it as my alternative likin i guess.. it s/hw is s/thin i hv interez on doin them.. =) well, i noe, seein sky is borin, dun mention it, bt i duno y, i juz seem to tek a likin tuk pic of thins, except myself, cuz i am nt d type wif pretty figure, dun fit into pic much.. lolx.. =/ bt mayb one day, i wan to buy a great camera n went vacation wif it.. =3 well, juz 1 of my ordinary dream.. i noe i gt no potential on it anyway, juz for fun.. =D
ok, end of d picture poz, leavin bhind my lil burden.. ok, end here, thx for reading, n hope u enjoy, ttfn!! =P
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| Bag from TJ's present |
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| inside- i put other gifts from frenz as well, save space to carry =) |
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| very unique chest box, present from cullyn wif a card |
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| a mug and wishes from shir jin.. =D |
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| d mug in another.. angle.. =] |
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| a looong card dat was gift by tj n mia? is a "gud job" card other den a "b/day" card.. |
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| wad is inside d card, words by tj n drawin by mia.. |
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| tape n elephant shaped tape thingy(?) from angeline.. =) |
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| i duno y, i lik dis wrappin paper, is told to me dat is expensive n "fragile", gt reflection |
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| u cn see it, from siow pei yi.. =D cute bear coin box.. |
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| well, dat is d card's 1st page, cute drawin |
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| d card inside, well, wishes n such, very nice |
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| from dear cindy, d present b4 |
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| and after, is a very cute foto album, hw should i use it? o.o nowadays no use foto, bt well, i luv it.. =3 |
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| from mia, wishes from her.. =P |
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| n d "lek bek" page i turn over to.. =) |
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| d present inside, seriously, i cn c is buy from daiso wif d tag on it, bt i luv d pouch, tq |
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| duno y, wanted to tek dis wif HQ.. luv d pattern seriously.. =D |
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| present from mum in d mornin, a baggy shirt.. =) well, d second gift was cash coz more den 280 in d bill.. =/ |
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| present from my 2 aunt, a hand bag, plain n nice, bt i use it as my tuition bag nw.. =/ |
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| tok abt tuition, my card to paz d ERA security thingy.. 1016, ok lar.. |
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| d rule in d bek, i nw put in d pouch mia gift me.. wif my fon.. |
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| my sis present for me.. a head band, too bad i'm nt pretty enuf to fit it.. =/ |
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| and den, pei wen's present!! 2 wishin bottle, i reli lik it very much, dis was my pmr gift from her tho.. <33 |
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| laz for d bez? my darling wenn hu gv me dis cuddling cute bear/dog doll.. she even present wif d pmr gift eventho is ok nt to.. reli very kind bez fren dat i lurf.. =] |
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| for fun, puttin together.. |
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| and yeah, i always forget dis, cuz too small.. dis is d 1st gift i receive in 2011 from yuki.. nt d bg, i mean d h/p strap.. =) |
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| u c, i put my fon, n s strap on my fon, n i nw even put my tuition access card.. =) |
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| dis, is reli long time ago, i wanted to put, dis is a christmas gift from uncle nicky n family, n add up wif other, there are oso hv playin violin n such, juz dis is mine lar.. when i open is dis lil fellow angel.. |
now, i get kinda bored, so i went takin nonsense stuff, cn skip if u wan, juz random of my daily life, lik to share wif u guys..
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| duno y?? put it for fun i guess.. my beloved com.. <33 |
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| let u see hw messy my studies were.. =( |
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| can u even see those title? well, i din tek d english teks n etc on d top.. |
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| ahh, nw u c it, plus physic.. english, physic, bm, sport, chemi, bio, civic, moral, history, add mt, chinese... etc? |
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| if i ever gonna say, dis worth more den 5kg, are student dis day train to being muscle man? see hw much buk we hv to bring eviday?? n guess wad, our country dun provide locker!! arghhh!!!! my sicknez i cn even blame them as well~~!! well, juz jk, cnt expect all those thin from dis country.. haizz.. =( |
and den y life oso for sure contain manga as well, u noe hw i lik them, bt did u see them? anyway, juz to show wad i lik.. =) i oso hv other various likin too, juz dis is bez in d current me i have.. =)
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| if any1 is doubtful of me for bein an manga otaku, think again! i dun intend to hide, is superb nice.. juz depend wad henre r u readin of cuz, there is bunch dat i dun c either.. well, inside million of manga.. =) -1st layer |
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| d second layer from bottom.. =) no more extra space for me to put anymore.. |
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| 3rd layer from bottom, dis is little.. add on, more den 4 hundreds of manga juz here.. |
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| see from top.. =) if u think is nt big, is actually d size of a small-medium foto frame, in english version comic, is a lil bigger den all dis, i mainly have them in variety as chinese translation n cheaper, english ones r nt reli in variety here n coz more den triple of each 1 buk lik d pic dat was traslate in chinese.. =) |
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| of cuz, i hv anime as well.. =) juz lil, cuz i'm nt reli much into them b4, i was a manga luver, bt anime mozly watch on9.. =) pic- kuroshisuji ova(consider as a "gift" from yuri), ouran high school host club, special a(S.A), school rumble(present from bro long time ago) n ginban kaleidoscope(nt reli consider mine) |
And for sure, i almoz forgot to poz d party.. n d cake as well.. see blow was d cake i hv dis year.. a lil cake lar.. =)  |
| forgot to mention, my cake for my birthday, pic tek by me, i cn even help them advertise man!! so pretty.. ok, i was jk, is juz normal pic dat evi1 cn even easily snap.. =/ |
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| d cake after.. =( cruelty.. it was d laz of it b4 it was gone for within second.. btw, mia tuk over d cam from here till ltr on.. |
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| s/hw, is b4 mia tuk over d cam for dis.. pic- yuki, mia |
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| pic- mia, tj's bro, n tj wif his very over the normal ppl shirt hw wore when d weather is hot lik hell.. there is no seasons in my country, is hot weather oni.. n wif another layer, i seriously cnt blif did he even noe hw to differentiate d weather wif his skin? =/ bt he say he is fine wif it even wokin distance under d sun lik dat, bt inside was very cold lar.. =/ |
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| there is cullyn, angeline, shir jin n pei yi(bek?).. =) hw it is luks lik.. |
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| wad r they lukin?? cake? i bet cullyn is thinkin of s/thin.. |
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| cake time~~ =) see, told u d cake was a blast, it reli is gud, too bad is small.. =( |
and dis is juz random pic in my life again, when my mum went to buy pot n such.. =) lik takin random pic, even d sky, bt well, i noe is borin to juz c pic lik dat, n tek time to upload since my internet line was kinda slow.. well, cn consider it as my alternative likin i guess.. it s/hw is s/thin i hv interez on doin them.. =) well, i noe, seein sky is borin, dun mention it, bt i duno y, i juz seem to tek a likin tuk pic of thins, except myself, cuz i am nt d type wif pretty figure, dun fit into pic much.. lolx.. =/ bt mayb one day, i wan to buy a great camera n went vacation wif it.. =3 well, juz 1 of my ordinary dream.. i noe i gt no potential on it anyway, juz for fun.. =D
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| went see pot, my mum wan buy for her garden |
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| juz random plant i take.. |
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| d moz normal pic i tek on d place |
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| dis lil cute flower.. |
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| dis blue one, duno wad name is pretty, juz hard to tek care of, u cn see them in d pic i tuk b4 b4 dis, d place i tuk n in d center there u cn find blue blue wan.. dat is where i tuk pic of them.. cn u spot them?? =) |
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| dis is d plant i was surprised of to get it from here for juz cash 18 lik dat.. =) pitcher plant! said to b dat it helps on curing diabetes u noe.. =] |
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| dis plant very special, leaf are red n luk lik flower too.. =D |
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