today sien.. ytd was lik helpin mum poz d video n pic till 2am.. it freak me out when it nid to tek 4 hrs for upladin a 3 min video.. and i was lik, wad?! bt since is done, i mean till d last video, i jz click upload n went to sleep, let it slowly run(i noe, my com din sleep, oni me.. it wont tired hor?) *ps, dun folo, specially children or adult or human bein nt alien dat use com hu understand, they nid rez!! if nt it will burn out!! and it will go *boom*-- or blackout.. so pls dun copy d girl hu write dis dat leave com awake for days w/out sleepin, so children and non-alien fren, understand..? =)* bt today was bored.. same as usual, 2molo decide to go skul.. i nid pay money i guess.. - - i am a person lik in movie hu is hutang-ing $$ from ah long, jz, i hv 3 ah long to handle 2molo.. =) bt 1 is very exp untill i dun even hv d memory of takin d $, isn't suspicious dat mayb d ahlong tuk it jor yet say i din pay bek cz ah long din gv receipt lieh..? so ah long oso nid folo bank lik dat ma? i think muz put cctv better!! if nt i reli cnt handle.. prob cum blame me.. i duwan pay those not my businez de $ yet i scared when their ship gt hole jor, i gt shoot for involvin as a culprit.. so i was lik half black-mailed by them i guess.. sad.. rite? anyway, i d/load manga as usual today, cz ntg to do.. again.. and fin wif charming junkie.. i found out dat manga was my top 10, mayb top 5 too.. it was once my fav.. cz it had ended anyway, u noe dat s/time ended thin will b forgotten from thin dat u're still chasin of.. at liz completed was finally gt rid of one in ur mind, and u jz hv to keep rmb d thin u hv to chase on.. and u'll slowly forgot hw was d feelin bek there.. it is same anywhere.. so we muz reli think bek s/time, i nt mean manga for those other, it could b thin or fren or memoriz or fud? ok, i duno wad am i sayin, moz important to me im tokin is manga btw.. anyway, kimi ni todoke(KNT) was lik i'm tryin to d/l after charming junkie, yet i was quite lazy den.. i haven even d/l chp 3!! mayb is due to d pages of each chp was lik 50++ and usually was 18-30 pages in each chp!! bt to admit, even those manga may nt b perfect in drawin, yet, their story won't chg, knt was once d bez of and oso gt to b as an anime, dat reli surprise and hapi for it dat it cn b anime, and more important, it oso bcum a movie!! i mean real-life actor and actress in de movie!! so sweet~~!! *i think i ytd poz lik say b4... hmm...* anwyay, knt was slow and sweet.. mayb some ppl dun reli lik it.. some.. bt i bet 91 people out of 100 dat read dis will b likin it, nt so much to puttin as their top 1 for all, bt a likin to it.. =] and when it cums to charming junkie, even d artwork mayb s/hw seem abit.. nt 100% perfect, yet it oso luk gud in a way.. yup.. i choose dis other den her(author) d other manga, monochrome shounen shoujo.. hoshi wa utau was lik i had d/l fin till d latez, and it was nice to me.. to me, i cn gv an award of "the best slice of life manga".. dat is d feelin i hv all along to it.. till nw din chg.. slice of life usually was borin, cz it always means borin, bt it bring out d topic yet u din d any borinez n u'll 4gt dat it contain slice of life in some way.. cz their bg of evi1 mek me feel dat d author put effort on evi1, lik her fruit basket, dat i s/how 4gt d story in d bek, bt if i din rmb wrong, i lik d story of d chicken.. am i wrong... ><" i think i will c thru down it 1 more time to c.. i noe is a guy hu is d special among d 12.. i think is chicken.. cz, even there is ntg, yet, it was sad.. i rmb dat oni.. reli nid find a time luk down, bt it hv too long way to go, 136+ chp, i lazy, n d endin, i dun reli noe wad to say.. cz to me, i duno y i hv a likin to yk more den kyou... since dat artwork is nt so great, bt i choose yuki other den kyou btw.. i duno y, i dun reli think gud abt him.. = =" bt yk lik him.. i mean d 'real yuki' my fren, dat c anime wan, i c manga of course, dun prefer anime.. she lik kyou.. =/ skip dat, bt nt reli in my concern anyway, bt d story was nice, luk out for it.. d author was great in thinkin evi1 so full heartedly.. dat is wad i c from her.. ok, special A i tot i wan to d/l for wenn, cz 1st she watch b4 d anime, n d manga was nt bad.. till d end eventho is funny n weird n funny, bt end too faz.. TT sad.. end at chp 99.. y dun 100?! haha.. bt it was a legend.. i admit special a's artwork was nt reli very gud, anime better, bt story n funniness mek d manga special.. and it brin u till d end.. bt it s/how gt licensed and nt able to read.. in another web i found was start from chp 11, bt anime inside gt oso de chp.. where did chp 1 to 10 go to?? o.O i oso add kaichou wa maid sama for her, cz it was oso bez manga too, i mean top 10 till nw.. and newspaper and web.. and d anime seem to end jor.. dat was oso 1 manga dat i c hu been choose to b anime.. bt i prefer manga, Usui luk better there.. bt if c from chp 1, they luk nt reli nice, c d bek better, d author slowly chg her drawin better, reli.. i cn c from her drawin dat is nt bad.. i mean, usui luk gud rite.. o.o bt still i lik tsukasa.. <33 duno y.. =3 (ikeyamada go's manga character)
[duno y i din poz dis post.. bt i 4gt wad to write jor, so i jz poz it anyway.. =P lol.. 4gt wad day de]
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Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
hapi for some reason.. bored in dis time
today i went to skul.. haha.. n as usual.. we din go to tapak perhimpunan due to rain, and we ltr on went to 3A claz.. den startin it was very bored.. i do my stuff, they do their stuff.. n yet d purpose i go skul still bein 4gotten ltr.. = =" so, ltr on we went to padang there, kriket n we all other hu duwan play play poker(made from jp by tj).. and play turtle or starfish or cotfish or alien.. =S ok, and s/hw angeline was always getttin d star in d front part.. and morni i gv wenn pendrive dat was fill wif manga, tho i ask her b4 wan anime mou, cz i wan put maid sama and KNT bt she say duwan, so din put, mornin she after hear jor den say wan.. gud choice(gua).. i lik manga better in maid sama.. haha.. =3 bt watchin anime hv no harm oso.. anyway, i was lukin 4ward for her reaction n comment abt d manga(s) i gv her.. wenn, tell me ar.. dun 4gt!! =D wad is ur feelin after readin all of it.. each manga de comment.. anyway, today for sure she gt ask me d "s/1" is hu lor.. okok lar.. lucky i 4gt hw pissed i am.. - -' and there's 3 thin i was hapi to day.. gv u 3 sec b4 u c d ans, wad is it?
1. wenn gv me present desu!! i was reli surprise.. *gan dong* i reli wan to pour out tears bt oni in my heart is my limit.. TT thank you wenn!!!!~~!! reli pweetie de hp strap, in capricorn sign, eventho there write virgo dat was kinda incorek.. thank you darlin wenn~~~ u're d bez!!!! >A<
2. dis is nt hapi, bt i finali gt to eat canteen fud, dat is nasi lemak + telur, actually oni hv RM1, lucky gt 2 10sen n boro wenn 1.. so we 2 eat in there for 1st time dis year~~!! tj was surprise to c we 2 in canteen too.. haha..
3. no1 found i was d killer in d end.. mwahahaha.. i duno y i was kinda hapi when i say dat.. =3 *nt dat i luv killin thin or ppl or insect or alien and c them die, dun think far away lik me.. lol* i actually pass till d end w/out gettin found, usually i suck at playin killer, mayb dis time was jz lucky... bt i wan play spy (nt siow pei yi), cz i dislik playin killer.. i usually easy die geh.. bt normally i die when im ppl oso, gt accuse when ppl oso, ntg much.. lucky nia~~!! <333
and s/thin dat mek me nt reli so much into it was tj dat was so into hatsune miku, vocaloid, kinda mek me.. yer.. i dun lik her high-pitch sound eventho her character was ok, and was damn popular.. yet, i dislik d sound.. and he even wan to mek a doll out of it, mayb is me hu think dat he was creepy from d start, even when he do d 'sayang' in face wif d fabric he buy from daiso for RM5.. dat was geli.. = =" and a fren cum by n introduce me wif a manga, i 100% noe dat author, jz duno d story of dat buk.. cz d author's artwork nt reli my taste at all.. jz i 4gt wad buk i read is it.. >< anyway, i reli sien, doin ntg.. so go youtube watch random video.. so dis is a borin day too, and i decide go skul on tues.. due yk say gt debate dat day for semi-final.. and oso d part dat she invite me go her hse, i think i cnt, i almoz 4gt abt dat invitation.. bt dat day was deepavali n ytd my mum oso gt say in dinner time,(ytd happen de case dat time oso, written in ytd poz) cal dad dat day ownself go pahang n c my granma n she brin us go play alone.. den dad say he brin us all go pahang, bt mum sure nt la.. cz she duwan go c their face(dad side ppl).. den we all say "duwan".. so i nt sure reli cn go bo.. haha.. ok, wenn, ty desu, 4 evithin.. =D <333333333333
1. wenn gv me present desu!! i was reli surprise.. *gan dong* i reli wan to pour out tears bt oni in my heart is my limit.. TT thank you wenn!!!!~~!! reli pweetie de hp strap, in capricorn sign, eventho there write virgo dat was kinda incorek.. thank you darlin wenn~~~ u're d bez!!!! >A<
2. dis is nt hapi, bt i finali gt to eat canteen fud, dat is nasi lemak + telur, actually oni hv RM1, lucky gt 2 10sen n boro wenn 1.. so we 2 eat in there for 1st time dis year~~!! tj was surprise to c we 2 in canteen too.. haha..
3. no1 found i was d killer in d end.. mwahahaha.. i duno y i was kinda hapi when i say dat.. =3 *nt dat i luv killin thin or ppl or insect or alien and c them die, dun think far away lik me.. lol* i actually pass till d end w/out gettin found, usually i suck at playin killer, mayb dis time was jz lucky... bt i wan play spy (nt siow pei yi), cz i dislik playin killer.. i usually easy die geh.. bt normally i die when im ppl oso, gt accuse when ppl oso, ntg much.. lucky nia~~!! <333
and s/thin dat mek me nt reli so much into it was tj dat was so into hatsune miku, vocaloid, kinda mek me.. yer.. i dun lik her high-pitch sound eventho her character was ok, and was damn popular.. yet, i dislik d sound.. and he even wan to mek a doll out of it, mayb is me hu think dat he was creepy from d start, even when he do d 'sayang' in face wif d fabric he buy from daiso for RM5.. dat was geli.. = =" and a fren cum by n introduce me wif a manga, i 100% noe dat author, jz duno d story of dat buk.. cz d author's artwork nt reli my taste at all.. jz i 4gt wad buk i read is it.. >< anyway, i reli sien, doin ntg.. so go youtube watch random video.. so dis is a borin day too, and i decide go skul on tues.. due yk say gt debate dat day for semi-final.. and oso d part dat she invite me go her hse, i think i cnt, i almoz 4gt abt dat invitation.. bt dat day was deepavali n ytd my mum oso gt say in dinner time,(ytd happen de case dat time oso, written in ytd poz) cal dad dat day ownself go pahang n c my granma n she brin us go play alone.. den dad say he brin us all go pahang, bt mum sure nt la.. cz she duwan go c their face(dad side ppl).. den we all say "duwan".. so i nt sure reli cn go bo.. haha.. ok, wenn, ty desu, 4 evithin.. =D <333333333333
Thursday, October 28, 2010
manga, cz it bored
today sien.. ytd was lik helpin mum poz d video n pic till 2am.. it freak me out when it nid to tek 4 hrs for upladin a 3 min video.. and i was lik, wad?! bt since is done, i mean till d last video, i jz click upload n went to sleep, let it slowly run(i noe, my com din sleep, oni me.. it wont tired hor?) *ps, dun folo, specially children or adult or human bein nt alien dat use com hu understand, they nid rez!! if nt it will burn out!! and it will go *boom*-- or blackout.. so pls dun copy d girl hu write dis dat leave com awake for days w/out sleepin, so children and non-alien fren, understand..? =)* bt today was bored.. same as usual, 2molo decide to go skul.. i nid pay money i guess.. - - i am a person lik in movie hu is hutang-ing $$ from ah long, jz, i hv 3 ah long to handle 2molo.. =) bt 1 is very exp untill i dun even hv d memory of takin d $, isn't suspicious dat mayb d ahlong tuk it jor yet say i din pay bek cz ah long din gv receipt lieh..? so ah long oso nid folo bank lik dat ma? i think muz put cctv better!! if nt i reli cnt handle.. prob cum blame me.. i duwan pay those not my businez de $ yet i scared when their ship gt hole jor, i gt shoot for involvin as a culprit.. so i was lik half black-mailed by them i guess.. sad.. rite? anyway, i d/load manga as usual today, cz ntg to do.. again.. and fin wif charming junkie.. i found out dat manga was my top 10, mayb top 5 too.. it was once my fav.. cz it had ended anyway, u noe dat s/time ended thin will b forgotten from thin dat u're still chasin of.. at liz completed was finally gt rid of one in ur mind, and u jz hv to keep rmb d thin u hv to chase on.. and u'll slowly forgot hw was d feelin bek there.. it is same anywhere.. so we muz reli think bek s/time, i nt mean manga for those other, it could b thin or fren or memoriz or fud? ok, i duno wad am i sayin, moz important to me im tokin is manga btw.. anyway, kimi ni todoke(KNT) was lik i'm tryin to d/l after charming junkie, yet i was quite lazy den.. i haven even d/l chp 3!! mayb is due to d pages of each chp was lik 50++ and usually was 18-30 pages in each chp!! bt to admit, even those manga may nt b perfect in drawin, yet, their story won't chg, knt was once d bez of and oso gt to b as an anime, dat reli surprise and hapi for it dat it cn b anime, and more important, it oso bcum a movie!! i mean real-life actor and actress in de movie!! so sweet~~!! *i think i ytd poz lik say b4... hmm...* anwyay, knt was slow and sweet.. mayb some ppl dun reli lik it.. some.. bt i bet 91 people out of 100 dat read dis will b likin it, nt so much to puttin as their top 1 for all, bt a likin to it.. =] and when it cums to charming junkie, even d artwork mayb s/hw seem abit.. nt 100% perfect, yet it oso luk gud in a way.. yup.. i choose dis other den her(author) d other manga, monochrome shounen shoujo.. hoshi wa utau was lik i had d/l fin till d latez, and it was nice to me.. to me, i cn gv an award of "the best slice of life manga".. dat is d feelin i hv all along to it.. till nw din chg.. slice of life usually was borin, cz it always means borin, bt it bring out d topic yet u din d any borinez n u'll 4gt dat it contain slice of life in some way.. cz their bg of evi1 mek me feel dat d author put effort on evi1, lik her fruit basket, dat i s/how 4gt d story in d bek, bt if i din rmb wrong, i lik d story of d chicken.. am i wrong... ><" i think i will c thru down it 1 more time to c.. i noe is a guy hu is d special among d 12.. i think is chicken.. cz, even there is ntg, yet, it was sad.. i rmb dat oni.. reli nid find a time luk down, bt it hv too long way to go, 136+ chp, i lazy, n d endin, i dun reli noe wad to say.. cz to me, i duno y i hv a likin to yk more den kyou... since dat artwork is nt so great, bt i choose yuki other den kyou btw.. i duno y, i dun reli think gud abt him.. = =" bt yk lik him.. i mean d 'real yuki' my fren, dat c anime wan, i c manga of course, dun prefer anime.. she lik kyou.. =/ skip dat, bt nt reli in my concern anyway, bt d story was nice, luk out for it.. d author was great in thinkin evi1 so full heartedly.. dat is wad i c from her.. ok, special A i tot i wan to d/l for wenn, cz 1st she watch b4 d anime, n d manga was nt bad.. till d end eventho is funny n weird n funny, bt end too faz.. TT sad.. end at chp 99.. y dun 100?! haha.. bt it was a legend.. i admit special a's artwork was nt reli very gud, anime better, bt story n funniness mek d manga special.. and it brin u till d end.. bt it s/how gt licensed and nt able to read.. in another web i found was start from chp 11, bt anime inside gt oso de chp.. where did chp 1 to 10 go to?? o.O i oso add kaichou wa maid sama for her, cz it was oso bez manga too, i mean top 10 till nw.. and newspaper and web.. and d anime seem to end jor.. dat was oso 1 manga dat i c hu been choose to b anime.. bt i prefer manga, Usui luk better there.. bt if c from chp 1, they luk nt reli nice, c d bek better, d author slowly chg her drawin better, reli.. i cn c from her drawin dat is nt bad.. i mean, usui luk gud rite.. o.o bt still i lik tsukasa.. <33 duno y.. =3 (ikeyamada go's manga character) and d laz i pt is get goal, or love, cz i reli cnt think any1.. i duwan pt short manga, so i find a longer type.. i tot puttin moe kare bt wenn d read b4, n i chg to dis.. eventho artwork was nt gud as nw, i mean pro as nw.. bt is ok to start wif, is her 1st project, wad do u expect, ppl will nt b perfect in 1st time and nt tryin.. =] and u c, she gt to b so great in her drawin and made up to b my 1st fav mangaka of all.. hahahaha.. mayb 1 day, i reli wan to visit her n hv her signature done n c her draw 4 me.. dat is one of my dream(in millions++) hope my dream cum true(hopefully) b4 she quit... hope nt.. so, till nw, ntg to do, tok abt manga, till nw, ciao~~ tata desu!!
wad family stand for?
i din think dat today i hv a continue part after writin d tata b4.. and i went to eat my dinner.. i found out dad was actually went for my hometown to pray my granpa and c my granma, hu hv makin prob.. i guess.. she ran away from home.. dats y.. and it happen b4 in my hse when mum and her alone in hse and was lik 1 day go out n stop a random car n cal for help or s/thin.. my mum is lik nt in a gud relationship wif grandma.. and today, i eatin, mum ask gt say is she cal dad to go wan.. dad say yes, and den say bla bla.. they speak in other language other wif us.. so i cn listen abit, bt when it cum to a hard wan, i dun gt it.. and it was lik xxxxxxxx xxxxxx to me in their conversation.. eventho their tokin infront of us n when speak to us wil b in english of course.. they tok cham cham.. so i s/time dun gt wad they tok.. and dad say wad granma say, it was lik ntg went hapi anyway.. i asked wad granma say n cn rpt? i mean, i dun gt wad he say jz den in a diff language dat i gt use to hear them speak together s/time.. bt non of them even bother to answer, they r always lik dat, so in d end, i dun learn or understand anythin,, and den mum as d same lik laz time, so emotion.. she suddenly cry and say thin lik wad wad... she b4 say if grandma cum in, if quarrel, she will leave d hse n dun return anymore.. and she cry say she sacrifice to help so many n yet no1 appreciate her effort, d same line over n over again evi1time........... and seein dad oso in frustration, yet, he cnt disobey mum or even say her, cz in d hse, my mum is d Queen in cards.. and dad, was lik a.. cow in d zodiac.. since he was a cow from start, is lik d same.. so, wad family stand for? i dun gt y.. i noe mayb old ppl wan care, n i was nt reli carin anyway, and y dun gv n tek? family mz do untill lik dat mar.. haizzz.... so nw, end my line, i 2molo wan go skul.. so den, i'll end here..
wad family stand for?
i din think dat today i hv a continue part after writin d tata b4.. and i went to eat my dinner.. i found out dad was actually went for my hometown to pray my granpa and c my granma, hu hv makin prob.. i guess.. she ran away from home.. dats y.. and it happen b4 in my hse when mum and her alone in hse and was lik 1 day go out n stop a random car n cal for help or s/thin.. my mum is lik nt in a gud relationship wif grandma.. and today, i eatin, mum ask gt say is she cal dad to go wan.. dad say yes, and den say bla bla.. they speak in other language other wif us.. so i cn listen abit, bt when it cum to a hard wan, i dun gt it.. and it was lik xxxxxxxx xxxxxx to me in their conversation.. eventho their tokin infront of us n when speak to us wil b in english of course.. they tok cham cham.. so i s/time dun gt wad they tok.. and dad say wad granma say, it was lik ntg went hapi anyway.. i asked wad granma say n cn rpt? i mean, i dun gt wad he say jz den in a diff language dat i gt use to hear them speak together s/time.. bt non of them even bother to answer, they r always lik dat, so in d end, i dun learn or understand anythin,, and den mum as d same lik laz time, so emotion.. she suddenly cry and say thin lik wad wad... she b4 say if grandma cum in, if quarrel, she will leave d hse n dun return anymore.. and she cry say she sacrifice to help so many n yet no1 appreciate her effort, d same line over n over again evi1time........... and seein dad oso in frustration, yet, he cnt disobey mum or even say her, cz in d hse, my mum is d Queen in cards.. and dad, was lik a.. cow in d zodiac.. since he was a cow from start, is lik d same.. so, wad family stand for? i dun gt y.. i noe mayb old ppl wan care, n i was nt reli carin anyway, and y dun gv n tek? family mz do untill lik dat mar.. haizzz.... so nw, end my line, i 2molo wan go skul.. so den, i'll end here..
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
it was a borin day as usual
i dun wan to rpt again, is borin k.. anyway, i hv ntg to write.. jz whole day reading manga + download manga for wenn.. and i almoz forgotten abt hoshi wa utau was once my top 10 manga..(ok, for manga, i dun reli hv a top 10 liz, cz i dun reli rmb wad i read, u c) bt is jz a 'bi li', lik it feel lik my top 10 to me.. =) ok, jz lik SDSK was my top 3!! n yeah, it is.. so as Toshi dosetsu!! ok, nt sure is feel sure in top 5.. lik arisa in top 10.. ok.. n i was lik readin those manga dat wasn't short at all, and tried d/l for wenn, is oso s/thin dat i cn do to paz my days of dis boredom.. - -' i've been doin ntg whole day n findin thin to do, reli, i hv no life at all.. i've been readin wantin to 100 chp or more to add up and i jz noe eat sleep blah blah.. = =" dun u noe, i dun reli kinda lik dis life at all.. arghh... i gt assignment from mum to do my sis performence thin, cook, help d hse work, n mum+bro was lik cumin home at 5pm, where they go was jusco w/out me.. lol... ok, i seriously dun hv anythin to say............. i think i was nt puttin effort in my blog dat is manga maniac lik me too lazy to even care abt it.. and, er.. fri goin to skul, wenn oso.. she finally update, she sing nt bad ar..!! and er.. she chg cursor wif d web i used in d other wan dat laz time i dun reli find any dat suit my likin to my dis blog.. oni d wan dat oni cn b seen in int explorer.. dat is frustratin.. bt i reli dun choi for years abt d whole blog thin even bg or dat.. plain old self, i was lazy ok!! samo gt wad thin to write.. wenn, i reli duno wad to write jor........... TT er....... ah, i poz d pic 4 sis de n i den realize i duwan use my fb acc, so use mum de.. n when i wan to upload a 2-3min long video, it tuk me 2hrs++ to fin, n nw was jz d 1st video from it.. and i still hv left abt 1hr to suffer on waitin.. i'm sleepy.. hmm... since few days ago, i was lik checkin on glee, cz i am still lukin forward on britney spears appearence in glee.. and when i found out, it cum out dat was brittani vs britney.. and she was gettin solo even she was nt a main lead.. it was lik, wow.. ok.. i din reli expect dat she will appear to b d 1 dat was in solo too.. and if u noe, glee oso tuk in asian Philippine.. and when i found out dat she was actually great, i mean too great dat cn beat over rachel.. other den luk, mab, u noe asian lar.. i kinda think i'm tokin bad of myself.. haha.. anyway, d bez part of her, dat name Charice and sunshine in glee, was lik erm.. cn put out various singer voices.. and d bez was JUSTIN BIEBER voice, i'm tellin u, damn alike.. lady gaga, yup.. my sis say she tot is lady gaga singin in telephone in glee version wif rachel in d start.. (bt i din reli notice.) lukin 4ward for next session of glee.. after fin wif charming junkie, i think KNT wad ok too.. hmm.. bt i oso found out KNT had movie!! dat was so nice to hear, yet, duno where to watch.. movie!! is it short enuf to put.. i wonder... bt too bad was license in mangafox or even onemanga.. lucky gt another web(i think) cn c gua......... if nt, i reli wan to crack my head in my mind.. = =|| and anime, haiz.. let me rmb to brin pendrive for wenn, pendrive for yuki, eventho she gv me de anime i din c fin, i kinda stuck in d part dat i duno wan to c down anot.. it was wantin to pull out d whole nail from a machine de scene.. do i hv to luk it pull off by it.. s/hw, i dun dare to watch jor.. bt she gt d/l for me jigoku shoujo s1 dat actually i request from my sis.. cz i jz gv her s3 other den startin.. her bf was lik, "y start from here de?!" de reaction... so i ask yk to help me d/l, yet so long n finally nw she pt a few ep in it.. bt i nid to b grateful for her helpin me.. anyway, hw was d fee goin, i wonder.. = =
Monday, October 25, 2010
boooooorinnnnnnnnnng~~~~
today, i hv a regret, dat was goin to skul today.. second thought, mayb nt so bad at all.. =/ actually goin to skul mornin, i reli was under high tension abt d fee.. it reli was dam.. = = den ltr on kriket, i din play, nor even wenn, pei yi, angeline, or shir jin.. so i cum today was useless.. i tot it hv a meanin n s/1 makin me cum.. o.o bt ended up drama was oni our class so high abt it, no other class join in.. = = it was kinda, lol? i duno.. bt is better dat way, i dun reli wan to go, bt duno.. and den haha.. seem lik wenn very down, tokin very down words to my point of view yet she say she was in a gud mood.. i reli cnt c dat, sori.. cz i cnt c which part u're smilin? o_O bt i was told dat is wrong, sad.. TT bt is oso cz yk harsh word abt d c2p drama thin.. evi1 unhapi? lol.. it was damn borin.. i dun reli wan to say.. n unhapi day all along.. n den afterward the rain and cloady sky of mine turn bright again after tok wif wenn(ok, nt tok, mozly relate to singing).. reli nw, i 4gt wad mood i hv mornin i guess, mozly, so i duno hw to write.. bt mornin, i tot writing it down n poz here ltr de word bt too lazy, den nw, mood gone, duno hw to start.. so, all i noe is havin fun wif wenn.. haha.. ps, wenn, u r gud, dun say cnt, is boleh!!!!! cz my self is nt gud at all, i noe, oni 'ma ma dei', ntg much.. =] ok, 2molo, i duwan go skul, i reli wan to 4gt d fee somewhere far far away from my lil mind.. - -'
den, after skul, my mum was lik, wantin to c a piano(2nd hand of course) from a fren dat doesn't wan it n sell it in a cheap price, i think.. den ltr she brin me go n c, it was lik, nt d usual piano i seen.. o_o it was lower n was made up of wood kind of meaterial other den d usual black white we see outside.. n d brand, i duno.. it was said to b german geh brand.. and some note, gt prob pressin it.. bt is ok for other mozly.. and yk was dat time askin me abt manga dat she was in ioi so i ask her abt dat piano n she was lik, sayin dat is ok.. jz if wan learn further ahead oni buy a better wan.. i think my mum wan to let my bro learn if she reli buy it i guess.. - -' i duno hw to descibe dat piano.. german-ish? haha.. nt more to modern.. and ltr mum go c hse, so i was in car, cold...... n w8t w8t w8t... ok, i was bored.. whole day.. cumin bek home, i wan to sleep.. - - so till nw here, tata~~!!
den, after skul, my mum was lik, wantin to c a piano(2nd hand of course) from a fren dat doesn't wan it n sell it in a cheap price, i think.. den ltr she brin me go n c, it was lik, nt d usual piano i seen.. o_o it was lower n was made up of wood kind of meaterial other den d usual black white we see outside.. n d brand, i duno.. it was said to b german geh brand.. and some note, gt prob pressin it.. bt is ok for other mozly.. and yk was dat time askin me abt manga dat she was in ioi so i ask her abt dat piano n she was lik, sayin dat is ok.. jz if wan learn further ahead oni buy a better wan.. i think my mum wan to let my bro learn if she reli buy it i guess.. - -' i duno hw to descibe dat piano.. german-ish? haha.. nt more to modern.. and ltr mum go c hse, so i was in car, cold...... n w8t w8t w8t... ok, i was bored.. whole day.. cumin bek home, i wan to sleep.. - - so till nw here, tata~~!!
puttin d blame on me.. should i even pt dat song?!
so long i din on9, i mean poz, i eviday still gt come.. jz lazy to write, cz d oni buddy of mine who share wif me in blog rare chance to on9 (gua).. wenn, dun ba.. but wad i nw pissed off s/hw is dat b4 pei yun tok abt d b/day party fee dat was meant for pei yi n yuen yen.. bt it turn out, i was gettin d blame on, plus tj dat got scolded from pei yun harshly.. yet, evi1 was nt hapi, yeah, and dat was on fri, i din go skul, they end up argue, dat is a certain s/1 dat say, and say dat i and pei yun lik same gang lik dat, even nvr say out load, yet i noe wad dat mean in d words dat said we're lik d bad guy u c in movie, mekin ppl breakin their relationship, n yet i wasn't there.. it was unfair to say dat, eventho i noe pei yun is too.. er.. over doin thin, din think twice actually, bt the fact i despises is dat certain s/1 mekin me feel lik scoldin shit crap out of it other den thinkin abt pei yun.. at liz she dun treat me lik dat dat mek me wanna dam scoldin crap.. (okay, i think i tok much crap here, so dun bother if u dun wanna, skip dis part if u wan to) tokin so nicely which dun even noe hw u mek ppl pissed off sayin it to person, is it hw u wan it for us to b d bad guy n u r so dam gud for puttin urself in dat u're actually nt even inside the scene anyway!! u're nt even related n u so dam busybody thinkin u're lik so gud to b true.. i dun even wan to tok to u dat time n wanted to shut ur mouth up dat instant.. bt still i din do it, n i hate myself hu was still smilin answerin ur dam conversation lik im admittin d crime myself.. could i deny? if i do, i bet u will nt blif i will do dat in front of ur face.. i cnt stand ur attitude.. dis prob is nt oni d case, when u start tokin to me lik i'm a slave to u, tokin so big to me, it was lik jz for d first few second n i reli cnt stand it.. hu r u to me?! tokin lik dat, u think evi1 wil folo wad u wan, even i do dat in reality, jz cuz i dun wanna hurt other, yet, u're hurtin ppl feelin n u jz dun understand... if dis kept goin on, i reli nid to cut u down for some stupid ties i hv for u anyway.. callin me lik u're the king hu demand me to obey ur words?! wad shit crap is dat?! u wanna piece of me?? i reli wan to throw my fon to d floor n step in million time(nt so many, if do i think i won't b fin it on 1 day) when if u do cal!! or mayb scold u in d face, i duno if i wil use violence.. i dun think so, i din do dat even once in my life.. o_O other den family when we're kids.. if u continue makin me piss off.. D=<
okay, nonsense done, all i wan to say is oso too bad after readin wenn's poz, i reli dun gt to c baby v for once in my life.. haizz.... hope it will b hapi in its animal paradise.. anyway, today monday, i reli dun wanna go skul, bt thinkin if i din go, sure gt prob me gettin d blame on b4 i even say.. so i think i go better.. i feel nt lik goin still.. feel lik im obeyin dat wad crap was told.. - -' i'm nt cumin next day, if cn, i dun feel lik goin eviday to see their face.. mek my heart reli hard to bare them.. specially certain s/1 bt i won' say hu anyway.. it was still my freedom to decide.. i scolded those thin i dun reli lik doin those thin sayin them in d bek.. reli, jz dis is my oni feelin, oni blog here available to noe.. its d limit.. i dun say anyway outside here.. =) so all was jz my feelin bt nt mainly tokin bad bhind ppl, pls dun mistaken.. ppl s/time cn b gud too, bt some nt, and nt could oso meant nt always.. forever? eternity? = =
okay, nonsense done, all i wan to say is oso too bad after readin wenn's poz, i reli dun gt to c baby v for once in my life.. haizz.... hope it will b hapi in its animal paradise.. anyway, today monday, i reli dun wanna go skul, bt thinkin if i din go, sure gt prob me gettin d blame on b4 i even say.. so i think i go better.. i feel nt lik goin still.. feel lik im obeyin dat wad crap was told.. - -' i'm nt cumin next day, if cn, i dun feel lik goin eviday to see their face.. mek my heart reli hard to bare them.. specially certain s/1 bt i won' say hu anyway.. it was still my freedom to decide.. i scolded those thin i dun reli lik doin those thin sayin them in d bek.. reli, jz dis is my oni feelin, oni blog here available to noe.. its d limit.. i dun say anyway outside here.. =) so all was jz my feelin bt nt mainly tokin bad bhind ppl, pls dun mistaken.. ppl s/time cn b gud too, bt some nt, and nt could oso meant nt always.. forever? eternity? = =
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
borin day
omg, i was jz watchin higurashi n i was damn freakin terrify to even continue, nt to say scared bt... .....= = so i jz pause n pt my heart in other thin.. my heart was lik pump faster den normal... reli scared the hand will break is d person continue to lock d door dat d girl hand was trap in between.. so many blood lik watchin happy tree fren, oni dis is human!! arghh.. duno wad to say.. okok, skip topic.. anyway, today i din go skul, reli, skul nw was borin man!! wad for?? even teacher calin us to go, i was bored.. normal ppl will choose nt to.. ytd was lik.. sien.. and yuki was lik whole day emo.. duno wad she thinkin as usual.. wenn fianlly come.. hoho.. and den mornin futsal comp we were force to do exercise.. n we cnt even c d front man!!!! so gt do no do, no big deal.. den we mz sit on d grass, gt abit relief dat i was wearin pjk shirt other den uni.. = = d floor is wet, i mean grass.. nt so wet la.. den ltr is d sun makin ppl irritate... den ltr pei yun offer me wif a board game.. and den end up adrian and kingston playin.. d endin suck, cz i dun think is available move for doin dat.. is oni left pei yun side a king.. lol.. actually check mate jor, jz they wan continue for fun, eatin all d leftover.. so even i win, i dun think is me playin.. haha.. den brin manga to ask wenn help me return CT.. ty~~!! and den erm.. lik ntg edi leh.. no, i rmb jor.. i went bek mum no fetch me.. so i tot she was late as always.. bt no.. den i go bek old hse, manatau d lock spoil edi, i cnt go in.. sad. i trap outside d hse, bt inside d gate la.. den i w8t for mum, bt she din cum.. and guess wad, i was sittin in d floor bside d door w8t for her and when she cum, is lik after 1 HOUR liao.. i was waitin outside for 1 hour and my stomach was growling.. damn hungry.. TT i oni hv snack n some sweet plus a very suspicious lukin jelly.. and feelin nt well whole day.. i mean from mon i dun feel well jor, tues oso, today oso.. bt today better.. anyway, i suddenly feel my life is so empty, no life at all.. - - is it too free makin me find manga nw cnt fill up my emptinez... i wonder.. i today was called to help mum do her check list.. and send to her mail.. den, er..... reli hv ntg to do.. seriously.. will i even find s.thin to do?! anyway, mayb ltr on i plan to tok wif my sis abt streamin thin, i jz dun hv d decision to go on which is better.. s/how mayb knwing one's future is actually better, at liz hv an aim or s/thin.. too bad i missed dat chance.. haiz... anyway, c first.. i noe our skul grade is bad.. too low i mean.. bt in a second thought, it may b a gud thin dat i dun hv to worry to go in which sc claz anyway.. no way im goin to katerin im tellin u!!!!!
Monday, October 18, 2010
lazy nia...
today i din go to skul.. yup, i ponteng.. cz i duwan go.. ntg there!! haiz... ok, ytd after noon oso 1 thin, my mum suddenly cal me down n den say wan join dancin.. i'm lik wad?! no way for sure.. she say my sis nt enuf ppl join.. n cn earn cash.. bt i reli dun wan to go.. so den she cal me find fren oso.. den i tel her my fren will nt join de, bt mayb yk.. den she start sayin me n scold say my sis gt prob u dun even wan to care, fren duwan i cn do wad?! is their freedom to choose, wad's wrong wif her..!! den she start sayin n den say if next time i ask for help, she'll jz say no or watever, say me untill lik very no heart, nvr even help sis den say cnt.. den i go bek my rum, den she again sot jor.. reli!! say wan rampas my fon, if nt rampas my whole room or com or evithin.. = = den she lik ltr on go jor, i din gv her, i jz lay down in d floor bside my bed, so when u in d door there cnt c me, bt still cn see if u wok in.. den i jz sms wenn, n ask yk.. jz lik i expected, wenn sure duwan.. same feelin, bt i noe yk sure wan geh.. den reli she say cn, bt i dun think she cn reli b cz her mum if nt is prac place.. so mayb no1 will go anyway.. so den, my mum always d same wan.. i cn hear they all gt prob wif d com n printin n bla bla.. bt i dun choi them.. den mum cum in n cal me to help, lik demand, n lik ntg happen b4.. = = reli annoyin.. so i cnt deny her, so jz help.. bla bla bla.. den i ply com sambil fix d prob.. den cn jor.. blabla... skip~~ ok, mum dad duno go where den cum bek jor she hot temper liao.. den my dad kacau ppl to go n cal my mum hu lock her rum door.. den blah blah, we go out n makan, eat 'yong tau fu'.. n den fin~~ bt den i sms wif wenn abt 2molo skul, startin yk gt cal me ask 2molo assembly hw, i lik wad? den she say nid wear uni anot, den i realize yea hor.. den we 2 oso duno, i ask her to ask mia, bt she say mia duwan to go so no nid to fan dis prob.. den yk say she wear uni wif tie go, den chg to pjk shirt.. i was lik so ma fan!! den i dun reli wan to go, bt still wan to go is cz i wan to cont play d monopoly, they all fri cal me to play n say mon cum, bt i duno i will cum anyway.. haha.. den ltr sms wenn lil by lil, i myself oso think no go better, tok so many realize i reli dun go bez, so i din go, reli, haha... den i 11am oni reli go down eat breakfaz, den help my mum n i ply com wif manga.. ok, den ltr got wenn's sms dat she din go oso.. =) gud choice!! bt 2molo we all gt go, i mean MUST.. so no choice.. =/ anyway, 2molo i think i wear pjk shirt gua, c 1st, cz duno ltr teacher say we must wear... ><'' anyway, jz play d whole day.. - - pmr fin reli ntg to do jor.. haha.. nid find s/thin, if nt manga oso let me read fin jor.. = = bt today i help mum load her fon n cam foto, i gt some of my picture in it, no face de oso gt, dat is oni my BONES~~!! wan see? neh, i think duwan la.. nobody will wan to see dat.. rite? haha.. =D
Sunday, October 17, 2010
scary? zZz...
nw was paz midnite, so i say is 16.10.10 den.. is my mum b/day, as d same wif my poz b4.. ntg much actually, whole day playin com... mornin wake up at 2am cz too hot n makin me on9 in midnite.. hoho.. blog moz of all today, bt nt dis.. and manga.. ok, my aunt from mum side cum to my hse to celebrate, we lunch it cake, dinner eat satay, supper eat cake(2 types) whole day eat 3 cake.. haha, bt i din wat many, i dun reli dun hv a sweet tooth anyway, i cnt stand sweet too much.. so i din makan fin den gv dad eat.. actually b4 cake, when we eat satay, we play iq tez.. and d ppl outside watch thai ghost movie.. and den ltr we fin our iq game, i was dam sleepy edi, no cake cum out yet, so go out n folo c d ghost show.. n dat show is 5-in-1, so when v were startin to watch, it is the num 4 movie dat wantin to end jor.. - -' nt gud endin de.. tok abt car seller, d car all is second hand from accident dat die lots of ppl.. end up her son she kill by on d engine w/out noe dat his son is in d engine there, gt burn die jor.. and d 5th story was lik very za dao in d start.. is lik d girl tokin to a ghost lik dat to forgv her in tears, den ltr 'CUT!', is actually they tek ghost movie.. damn crazy.. n d director cal her to pt more emotion in it, den she act untill very kua zhang, and d c2p thin is d director say very gud.. ==' den when in the powder rum, was lik shock when u c d reflection there's a ghost, bt actually is d actress for d ghost, reli scary.. and den d 'ghost' feel very sick, bt d director say cnt rez, and d other guy, 1 of it name A, ask to let her tek a rez, bt denied.. den ltr when they tek, they off d light in there n hv d effect on crawlin out from d dark knid of scene, manatau, no1 cum out, n open light, she fainted jor.. so A send her to hospital.. and den d director bein force to chg story in d end due to her admission to hosp.. den u noe wad, i started to sleep, eventho d movie reli freakin ppl out, bt i was sleepin den.. too tired.. and u noe i was sleepy untill i cnt even blink my eyes for sec when all i heard was screamin from evi1, damn laod cn move the whole hse.. n i was still sleepin.. den after dat fin d show, they blow cake, bt i too sleepy to wake up n go there.. so i jz sing(no sound) when im layin down in d sofa.. den they reli wan to piss me off, they even take the noisy bell n cal me wake up, so my sis cal me n i better wake up den hearin dat sound.. den makan cake gt 3, bt we eat d blueberi somehw luk lik cheesecake as base de cake.. halfway cnt fin gv dad.. 1 cake nvr touch, devide to 3 n aunt tuk bek hom each.. den i was told abt dat ghost story.. it was very za dao in d end..
(d part of d story start here, so u cn choose to skip dis)
d A in hosp there lik i said he send 'ghost' there, den when d director wan chg story, n was very annoyed dat all cz d 'ghost' chges, nid to chg his story.. den ltr the 'ghost' turn up n say she still cn tek, she cum bek from d hosp to wan to cont tek fin 1st.. den they start act.. bt den A in hosp go ask d doctor of d 'ghost' condition, and he was still in there, he gt d news dat she was dead.. den he cal d director n evi1 heard so all ran away, oni left 5 ppl there.. dat was d actress(d start de), 'ghost', director, and 2 more guy.. den ltr they so scared bt den director said mz tek fin if nt d ghost cnt fin her laz wish.. so they jz tek.. bla bla bla.. and many scary effect... i skip cz i din see, jz hear them say.. and den ltr on fin jor, ev1 quickly drive d car n ran.. d guys all in a guy and so scared, bt d ghost folo them in d bek.. the actress oso hv her own car lar.. den d guy side there d ghost chase their car n they quickly ran from her.. or drive.. den ltr they saw A appear, bt in a very frighten way, his head was bleedin and all blodd over him, n they saw that his car b4 had an accident dat is hiz car was being completely smashed by a big lorry to a sideboard and u cn c noway it'll live down dat type.. so they all saw A is ghost oso dam scared, i duno wad they do lar.. i noe den ltr they saw d bek d ghost din folo them jor, so they quickly wind up d window n close d door, manatau suddenly she appear leanin on d window.. and she called out, send me to d hosp now.. and actually they hv a call from hosp dat d 'ghost'was missin n ran away jor.. and i tell u, evi1 in there nvr die, no ghost in dis show at all.. d girl mek up was too gud la.. haha.. y? cz she actually ran away from hosp cz she wan to tek fin d film, so she secretly ran away... and for d A, he startin bang d sideboard, so he started bleedin n mcc wokin, cnt see straight, den a lorry cz saw him n den laz min break n swift to d side n bang him car, so he dat cum out from his car din die, bt d lori accident is his fault.. den ltr d guy side there de car no oil, so they go patrol there.. d girl actress leh, she was very sleepy, so she pt a song bt i tell u, is a lullaby, and c2p thin is d lyrics is 'dun sleep, dun sleep'.. = = den ltr she too sleepy and nvr drive staightall time.. den ltr d 'ghost' in patrol there saw a car, and din think much cz d light flashes on them, mayb it will turn or s/thin to plus oil, bt slowly till d laz second, d car din stop, n d car was d actress wan, and them evi1 face expression is horryfyin b4 their death cums, bt den end jor.. lol...
(d part of d story start here, so u cn choose to skip dis)
d A in hosp there lik i said he send 'ghost' there, den when d director wan chg story, n was very annoyed dat all cz d 'ghost' chges, nid to chg his story.. den ltr the 'ghost' turn up n say she still cn tek, she cum bek from d hosp to wan to cont tek fin 1st.. den they start act.. bt den A in hosp go ask d doctor of d 'ghost' condition, and he was still in there, he gt d news dat she was dead.. den he cal d director n evi1 heard so all ran away, oni left 5 ppl there.. dat was d actress(d start de), 'ghost', director, and 2 more guy.. den ltr they so scared bt den director said mz tek fin if nt d ghost cnt fin her laz wish.. so they jz tek.. bla bla bla.. and many scary effect... i skip cz i din see, jz hear them say.. and den ltr on fin jor, ev1 quickly drive d car n ran.. d guys all in a guy and so scared, bt d ghost folo them in d bek.. the actress oso hv her own car lar.. den d guy side there d ghost chase their car n they quickly ran from her.. or drive.. den ltr they saw A appear, bt in a very frighten way, his head was bleedin and all blodd over him, n they saw that his car b4 had an accident dat is hiz car was being completely smashed by a big lorry to a sideboard and u cn c noway it'll live down dat type.. so they all saw A is ghost oso dam scared, i duno wad they do lar.. i noe den ltr they saw d bek d ghost din folo them jor, so they quickly wind up d window n close d door, manatau suddenly she appear leanin on d window.. and she called out, send me to d hosp now.. and actually they hv a call from hosp dat d 'ghost'was missin n ran away jor.. and i tell u, evi1 in there nvr die, no ghost in dis show at all.. d girl mek up was too gud la.. haha.. y? cz she actually ran away from hosp cz she wan to tek fin d film, so she secretly ran away... and for d A, he startin bang d sideboard, so he started bleedin n mcc wokin, cnt see straight, den a lorry cz saw him n den laz min break n swift to d side n bang him car, so he dat cum out from his car din die, bt d lori accident is his fault.. den ltr d guy side there de car no oil, so they go patrol there.. d girl actress leh, she was very sleepy, so she pt a song bt i tell u, is a lullaby, and c2p thin is d lyrics is 'dun sleep, dun sleep'.. = = den ltr she too sleepy and nvr drive staightall time.. den ltr d 'ghost' in patrol there saw a car, and din think much cz d light flashes on them, mayb it will turn or s/thin to plus oil, bt slowly till d laz second, d car din stop, n d car was d actress wan, and them evi1 face expression is horryfyin b4 their death cums, bt den end jor.. lol...
GRRR~~!!
10.40am, sun, 17.10.2010
10.40am, sun, 17.10.2010
2day mornin, wake up, gt rdy, den go down find makanan.. den saw cake den tek n eat.. so den important is dat newspaper tokin abt d malay subj 4 sc n mt.. = = they reli de kong hor.. - -' if u c d news, u'll gt it.. bt for is, is very damn lucky cz we're d laz year dat use bi teks in f4.. i dun think here cn write down d liz.. bt f4 for 1996 start wif lesson in bm,bi in teks.. so if teacher bm, den u cham lur.. dis remain evi ltr year in f4 till year 2012 de f1, dat is using COMPLETELY bm in sc and mt.. in primary they din chg much, jz 2012 d4 will start in bm, bi lesson, no more bc all... and 2011 de d1 will start for d 1st group dat start from bm till d end..(secondary oso).. so we're d lucky wans.. lol... bt dis makin ppl confusion is makin ppl pissed.. if malaysian nid to use bm for these 2 main sub dat was needin around d world, y nid chges for dis.. as for b1, it is important to keep in dat state due to ppl lik scientiz n other will nid to use acientifik words in bi to even communicate wif others around the world such as us etc.. they who were higher standard den we do, uses d international language.. if malaysia is makin dis move, y care abt our education in here wantin to improve anyway, all u cn do was study in d kolej or uni in dis country dat other side of d world keeps on improvin n havin better educations den we do dat cn mek a person to b a better n efficient to d society dat may cn all dis ppl to improve d country, n there it is, bi is important..!! eventho bm is our malaysia main subj, so wad?! it is edi a main in skul to tek n yet, u guys still doesn't had a thinkin for student and a further future for d country.. and 1malaysia should b continue evitime n day n dis mek it worsen when u cut off other language lik bc, tamil in d subj while jz oni appears malay language.. may i speak out dat does it consist anythin dat related to dat theme dat made other races had hope on for.. ppl hope for same level, even if malay was d main n ppl accepted, so y nid to bother? is lik kickin out other races n care for ones.. am i suppose to say it shouldn't b like dis to mek malaysia a better place.. and more ppl in our country dat hv d potential to mek miracle happen in our country will oso b lose n chase to other better places den here dat is full of thin dat it dun reli pt other races much.. and they should not be puttin malay in d front while them doesn't hv d potential to b 1st.. dis mek them think is ok to nt do anythin n bein 1st, lik skul, many sk had malays dat pt them w/out folowin their grades.. dis mek nt oni d class grade went down, it oso made them think there's no lose for workin hard while is ok n gt better in d end.. if dis goes on, d malay will nt hv d intelligence to keep movin d country front bt a burden to slow down d progress on it.. as a main leader n ruler, they mz show as a role modal to other races for them b one hu will may b a future leader for us, has a potential in evi1 of them.. and wif dat, it will appear dis country to hv a attraction to made ppl to cum to help out on makin here better improve.. and there's always needin a step down to make a smile to be, so y dun ppl in malaysia think further ahead in time dat sharin a same hand isn't easy bt if u do, it is oso a key to sucess.. =]
(all above was all regarding to me, felicia's opinion.. if any chances dat u think it was nt gud for ur eyes, pls dun read it anyway, i din expect s/1 hu wasn't thinkin ahead n do s/thin to oppose n misunderstand..)
(all above was all regarding to me, felicia's opinion.. if any chances dat u think it was nt gud for ur eyes, pls dun read it anyway, i din expect s/1 hu wasn't thinkin ahead n do s/thin to oppose n misunderstand..)
Saturday, October 16, 2010
nt today, bt the day b4 nw..
today is sat, and ytd was fri, and i lazy to write n update my blog.. so dis poz actually ntg much, jz tokin abt ytd, cz nw is abt 2am n i cnt sleep due to the damn heat dat makin me nt wantin to sleep anyway.. n jz c fin manga, yer, y so slow update wan.. haiz.. n i continue wad i nid to update ytd dat is in myanimelist.net, n found mangaupdates.com dat reli help me(nt readin de, jz info oni.. =]）bt i realize dat so many manga i din gt to read yet, nt so many lar, bt is lik dun gt to read cz no1 in internet gt scan.. haiz.. anyway, nt tokin abt dis, i 4gt thurs afternoon, when i am makan-ing(?), my mum suddenl shout when she was washing d cloths wantin to tek out from d wahin machine to dry them.. i tell u, u won't guess wad it is, dam freakin horrifying.. is lik abt 10cm big n more accurate is more den 20cm.. i was lik wad happen!! den my mum tuk up dat 'thin' n reli do freak ppl out n shock to noe, hw dat lil big guy get into d machine, it was lik so dam high for him to gt inside.. o_O ok, it's a big rat n his dead face, er.. u dun c his eye blink, jz starin there, his posture edi harden n keep the way he was, lik a human plant lik dat.. bt oni it's dead.. den mum tuk dat corpse out n throw dustbin, n clear it away.. oh ya, i rmb, i'm nt eatin, i'm cukin.. for my mum, bro n myself de 份. hoho..
ok, ytd, fri, mornin i was still mcc should i go to skul, n i haven made my decision untill d mornin..(ps, mayb mon os lik dat, so i nt reli sure hw to reply u.. ><) anyway, dat nite b4, i had a called from yk when i wan to zZz, she ask me sat i free anot n wan sleep over ma, n u noe wad, my fon reli irritate me, i cnt even hear clearly wat was she sayin n all.. all i cn heard is very small voice.. n den i was surprise hw she noe my hse fon num, bt she say i cal her b4, n she heard from s/1 dat my fon gt rampas.. den i wan zzz, so i jz say i will ask mayb 2molo, manatau, abt 10 min ltr, again another call, n i was lik dis time goin to use downstair de fon, so i went down n it was yk again, n oso d fon no chg, hard to hear, wad is d prob anyway!?! n she wan comfirmation, i was lik har? so faz? bt i cnt wan sure.. n den i say i will comfirm wif her tomolo anyway, n bb.. bt today was my mum b/day, so i dun think i will go anyway.. (ps, to mum, happy birthday!! eventho i noe u surely 100% wil nt c dis, cz i noe i'll b dead if u noe my blog anyhow, bt hapi b/day, dun so hot-tempered n emotion evitime..) ok, i mornin wake up lik usual bt ytd is lik actually early, yet i sleep bek, den when i was called by my dad, it was late, 6am?? i nt reli sure d time, cz i stil blur blur, all i rmb is 6am, bt i duno is dat time i c my clock or reli de time.. cz my clock faz abt 25min.. hohoho... bt i duno, mayb is reli de time 6am(gua) n i c so late jor, den i reject goin to skul, easy as a pie.. den i sleep, n wake at duno wad time, nvr c d time, n lay down on my bed n find s/thin to do, n i read manga, den fin jor i wake up, c d time is 10am jor.. den gt rdy n go down, so takut mum will kill me mou.. den i go n tek my shirt that went for ion n pt it aside n makan noodle dad made in d mornin.. den i gt rdy for skul, cz 12pm sharp mz c ismawi.. den 11.45am my mum say de time dat we nid to go, manatau mum gt fren cum n tok tok tok.. time run out anyway.. --' n den d laz finally n i went to skul, b4 gt go blog.. nvr update, no time.. den i was scared d guard dun let me in w/out parent, cz mum duwan go.. den i jz cross over n den lucky he is blur geh.. when i cross, he was lik wan to cal me, den i wok bek n ask wad, den i cnt listen to him clearly, den i ask nid me wif my parents? den duno wad he say, den i say i go find ismawi, n i say blh? duno wad he ans me i jz went in, dun bother.. haha.. den i go pejabat gt few ppl edi there jor.. bt hor, ismawi nvr ask my name when is my turn, lik other ppl b4 me he oso gt ask.. is dat a gud thin or a bad thin? i wonder.. surely nt gud at all!! lol.. den i go to 3beta, n den far away i saw dylan saw me n lik say me 'nw oni cum ar?!' lik dat, den cullyn n pei yi was lik surprise, cn c they very bored lar.. n they say they whole day very bored.. wow, reli very lez ppl cum.. o.o is lik oni malay(nt all) gt cum, other is oni dylan, daniel, pei yi n cullyn in claz.. + 2 kh teacher.. tokin.. den i told them i cum to tek my fon.. den daniel went to pejabat wif dylan to tek his uno bek.. den we start tokin(ntg to do) den we still left abt 15min-- oni.. so we ply uno, daniel wan dat was new i tel u.. haha.. bt very unlucky, d card lik nvr shuffle lik dat.. all colour together geh.. i was so unlucky dat cullyn ask for yelo, i tuk so many n it cum out d same colour.. n for d whole time, i din c any red at all.. my card is more den 25.. duno hw many.. hand oso cnt pt nicely to c.. den ltr end jor, i mean skul.. den we oso stop playin, den pei yi duno gt go to skul at mon mar, bt i duno, so d key i still din tek bek, bt pei yi i noe she half duwan cum, bt i think i made her tek d key let her nid to cum(+ her futsal thin dat she was force to join), n for yuki she nid cum eviday, since she wanted to join so many.. - -' n mon gt drama prac, i dun wan to go, anyway, i was jz a 'calefe', bt we all requested to chg d title since dat was nt s/thin normal we'll do.. anyway, so i'm nt sure am i goin to skul yet, till dat day, so c 1st la.. i reli lazy.. nt to say tue i more duwan to even think to go, bt duno nid to go cn dun go? haha.. whole day nt in claz on tue n thurs, we'll b trap whole day.. from b4 recess is bein force to go padang, reli nid to go there, cnt even go canteen, n ltr is ceramah, duno will sit in d foil there n hear them tok for HOURS till end skul..! anyway, after skul, i was bein told to cum on mon by dylan they all since they wanted to play monopoly, is it bcz he very gud luk dat time n me unlucky dat they think is better? ==" bt better den ntg to do n no1 to play wif.. dat time reli bad luck when i play monopoly wif dylan, daniel, pei yi an tj.. den i say mayb i won't cum, den they were lik say go my hse n find, n i bet they will nt noe where am i, den they ask other person n dat person say duno.. haha.. anyway, c first la, bt i reli hv to say sori to pei yi, she was too gud jor.. i think passin her d key was a burden to her.. makin her cnt cum n hw.. i'll try to pay bek her kindnez somehw(mayb gua).. in heart(?) lol... n ltr we c d jadual for d week, is all so nt wad i wanted anyway, luk lik we're in jail lik dat.. == den go bek home.. bla bla.. use com, manga..... den sleep(cnt sleep anyway, cz i nt usually a person hu tek nap) n wake up, com, manga... all update, find to update, bla bla.. anyway, whole day tired n hot anyway nw.. y my rum no air-con, reli sad... TT i'm a cnt stand hot de person, cold is better.. haiz..so is lik dat, my day, after eat supper n my mum end up nvr fetch my sis due to jam.. haha.. so cum bek.. dad b4 samo ask me nake cake, bt lazy me rejected, i noe is bad bt i regret sayin nt nt for doin it.. =) cz i reli duwan to bake!! >=[ so end here.. n wenn baby v very cute.. nice~~ haha..
ok, ytd, fri, mornin i was still mcc should i go to skul, n i haven made my decision untill d mornin..(ps, mayb mon os lik dat, so i nt reli sure hw to reply u.. ><) anyway, dat nite b4, i had a called from yk when i wan to zZz, she ask me sat i free anot n wan sleep over ma, n u noe wad, my fon reli irritate me, i cnt even hear clearly wat was she sayin n all.. all i cn heard is very small voice.. n den i was surprise hw she noe my hse fon num, bt she say i cal her b4, n she heard from s/1 dat my fon gt rampas.. den i wan zzz, so i jz say i will ask mayb 2molo, manatau, abt 10 min ltr, again another call, n i was lik dis time goin to use downstair de fon, so i went down n it was yk again, n oso d fon no chg, hard to hear, wad is d prob anyway!?! n she wan comfirmation, i was lik har? so faz? bt i cnt wan sure.. n den i say i will comfirm wif her tomolo anyway, n bb.. bt today was my mum b/day, so i dun think i will go anyway.. (ps, to mum, happy birthday!! eventho i noe u surely 100% wil nt c dis, cz i noe i'll b dead if u noe my blog anyhow, bt hapi b/day, dun so hot-tempered n emotion evitime..) ok, i mornin wake up lik usual bt ytd is lik actually early, yet i sleep bek, den when i was called by my dad, it was late, 6am?? i nt reli sure d time, cz i stil blur blur, all i rmb is 6am, bt i duno is dat time i c my clock or reli de time.. cz my clock faz abt 25min.. hohoho... bt i duno, mayb is reli de time 6am(gua) n i c so late jor, den i reject goin to skul, easy as a pie.. den i sleep, n wake at duno wad time, nvr c d time, n lay down on my bed n find s/thin to do, n i read manga, den fin jor i wake up, c d time is 10am jor.. den gt rdy n go down, so takut mum will kill me mou.. den i go n tek my shirt that went for ion n pt it aside n makan noodle dad made in d mornin.. den i gt rdy for skul, cz 12pm sharp mz c ismawi.. den 11.45am my mum say de time dat we nid to go, manatau mum gt fren cum n tok tok tok.. time run out anyway.. --' n den d laz finally n i went to skul, b4 gt go blog.. nvr update, no time.. den i was scared d guard dun let me in w/out parent, cz mum duwan go.. den i jz cross over n den lucky he is blur geh.. when i cross, he was lik wan to cal me, den i wok bek n ask wad, den i cnt listen to him clearly, den i ask nid me wif my parents? den duno wad he say, den i say i go find ismawi, n i say blh? duno wad he ans me i jz went in, dun bother.. haha.. den i go pejabat gt few ppl edi there jor.. bt hor, ismawi nvr ask my name when is my turn, lik other ppl b4 me he oso gt ask.. is dat a gud thin or a bad thin? i wonder.. surely nt gud at all!! lol.. den i go to 3beta, n den far away i saw dylan saw me n lik say me 'nw oni cum ar?!' lik dat, den cullyn n pei yi was lik surprise, cn c they very bored lar.. n they say they whole day very bored.. wow, reli very lez ppl cum.. o.o is lik oni malay(nt all) gt cum, other is oni dylan, daniel, pei yi n cullyn in claz.. + 2 kh teacher.. tokin.. den i told them i cum to tek my fon.. den daniel went to pejabat wif dylan to tek his uno bek.. den we start tokin(ntg to do) den we still left abt 15min-- oni.. so we ply uno, daniel wan dat was new i tel u.. haha.. bt very unlucky, d card lik nvr shuffle lik dat.. all colour together geh.. i was so unlucky dat cullyn ask for yelo, i tuk so many n it cum out d same colour.. n for d whole time, i din c any red at all.. my card is more den 25.. duno hw many.. hand oso cnt pt nicely to c.. den ltr end jor, i mean skul.. den we oso stop playin, den pei yi duno gt go to skul at mon mar, bt i duno, so d key i still din tek bek, bt pei yi i noe she half duwan cum, bt i think i made her tek d key let her nid to cum(+ her futsal thin dat she was force to join), n for yuki she nid cum eviday, since she wanted to join so many.. - -' n mon gt drama prac, i dun wan to go, anyway, i was jz a 'calefe', bt we all requested to chg d title since dat was nt s/thin normal we'll do.. anyway, so i'm nt sure am i goin to skul yet, till dat day, so c 1st la.. i reli lazy.. nt to say tue i more duwan to even think to go, bt duno nid to go cn dun go? haha.. whole day nt in claz on tue n thurs, we'll b trap whole day.. from b4 recess is bein force to go padang, reli nid to go there, cnt even go canteen, n ltr is ceramah, duno will sit in d foil there n hear them tok for HOURS till end skul..! anyway, after skul, i was bein told to cum on mon by dylan they all since they wanted to play monopoly, is it bcz he very gud luk dat time n me unlucky dat they think is better? ==" bt better den ntg to do n no1 to play wif.. dat time reli bad luck when i play monopoly wif dylan, daniel, pei yi an tj.. den i say mayb i won't cum, den they were lik say go my hse n find, n i bet they will nt noe where am i, den they ask other person n dat person say duno.. haha.. anyway, c first la, bt i reli hv to say sori to pei yi, she was too gud jor.. i think passin her d key was a burden to her.. makin her cnt cum n hw.. i'll try to pay bek her kindnez somehw(mayb gua).. in heart(?) lol... n ltr we c d jadual for d week, is all so nt wad i wanted anyway, luk lik we're in jail lik dat.. == den go bek home.. bla bla.. use com, manga..... den sleep(cnt sleep anyway, cz i nt usually a person hu tek nap) n wake up, com, manga... all update, find to update, bla bla.. anyway, whole day tired n hot anyway nw.. y my rum no air-con, reli sad... TT i'm a cnt stand hot de person, cold is better.. haiz..so is lik dat, my day, after eat supper n my mum end up nvr fetch my sis due to jam.. haha.. so cum bek.. dad b4 samo ask me nake cake, bt lazy me rejected, i noe is bad bt i regret sayin nt nt for doin it.. =) cz i reli duwan to bake!! >=[ so end here.. n wenn baby v very cute.. nice~~ haha..
Thursday, October 14, 2010
FACK!!!!!!!! dat's all i wan to say.. (no 'u' word very gud jor)
warnin: there are contain of bad words n pls dun read if u think is bad for ur eyes.. children under 10 pls dun consider readin it due to is better u stay d way u r..
today actually i duwan go skul, bt cz me holdin d damn fukin key makin me goin to dat dam skul i pt hatred on today..!! u wan ask me y?? is damn stupid shit i'm going there today!! is more worst den wad u think i've gone thru....... ==" start from ytd, i was still thinkin should i go to skul, cz today was told to b basketball n futsal practice dat we were told evi1 nid go there.. n duno day evi1 gt us or cz d participent.. and cz i hv d key, oni me, so i 100% nid to go w/out tokin bek.. so, for wenn, she din cum ytd, n plan to cum today, bt ltr no cum.. n yuki, ytd say will cum eviday, n yet, laz min say duwan cum for dis wik.. dat pt aside, nt very important, n den i was lik ytd, readin manga n blogin, n ltr on sms.. s/how ltr on i was one side ask abt skul, n 1 side ask bein chase from my 'ah long' for $$.. n ltr i ZzZ jor.. so next mornin, as usual these days, i woke up late, abt 5.40am n was lik i cn still sit there blank my mind for 5 min wastin d time.. = = den i saw dat 2 sms i nid to reply, after makan, we sat on my auntie car dat drive me to skul, n i start replyin wenn, n yuki.. as i tot, no reply anyway, so early hu will reply?! lol... so i went to skul, again, lik prisoner, being lock in d tapak perhimpunan there mornin.. == n b4 goin there, cindy cum to skul, zhi mei n 'xiu qi' oso for return d buk, n cindy paz me a manga dat she wanted to paz to wenn, so she paz to me.. (d manga reli fit her more due to is lik her cute-ness kind of taste.. lik her.. =]) n i din read much cz we hv to go kumpul jor.. after again as usual, they cal form 3 to stay bhind, bla bla bla.. i din care much... den they cal ppl dat wan return buk go return nw, bt bag dun bring away, n student hu left d beg aside mz quickly tek on it n kumpul wif evi1.. lik wan to go s/where, lik d padang for whole day issit? =] ping pong, i guess from ytd was right, bt is oni half n it was d second part, d 1st part is started nt goin to padang, it was prefect kumpul infront n i was.. OMG!! fuk man!! they suddenly spot-check n we're lik, all stunned n realize it was all a trap from d start!! damn dat kappa!!(if u noe, it was oso called as monk for s/1) all was a trick n we all din realize at all!!!!!!!! n all i cn think abt was my dam fon dat i regret bringin it..!! and they spilt d student n start spot check n i was lik, omg omg omg!! n i ask pei yi hw, she was lik duno wad to do, bt she gt try to help me, n i was reli thx for her yet i couldn't escape... d prefect was checkin d girls infront of pei yi... i was so damn in fright n u noe, cindy manga was oso a pain.. i was lik, omg, i hv cindy manga, den wad to do if it was tuk, should i even hw to pay double d price for missin it jz cz s/1 paz to me, n i was so frighted for my fon n dat manga(i oso gt brin mine), n yet i duno wad to do, i din brin any file or big buk, jz notes n exercise buk... n a storybuk novel in my hand wif d manga.. no time to keep, n my fon was lik in my pocket dat i was so damn fukin goin to be dead meat or chop anyway!! i was lik damn scared where to put my fon n keep on worryin for my fon n mangas.. n pei yi gt suggest me to pt in d buk bt i dun think it'll work cz it cn b seen if i do dat.. n den i saw d prect checkin priyanka pencilbox w/out openin it n i was givin my lil hope to put in my pencilbox rather den in pocket dat it'll sure 100% b caught.. n i was so damn fuckin stupid for takin dat damn fon, ok, nt damn, 'precious' fon k? n nw my mud was nt gud bt i duno y i still cn laugh n play block n monopoly.. continue, it was den after pei yi, is me den.. u wouldn't understand my feelin dat whole time.. even after dat!! dat whole day was d moz bad luck day for me ever...!!!!!!!(gua) even readin untill nw, u will surely guess i paz her anot.. dat lil prefect(i cnt scold her, cz i noe she luk lik an innocent small child rather den d devil other prefect dat i cnt pt blame on her luks... == dun say anythin, i was jz in my own world anyway, so u dun nid to understand.. ==) and she was lik, found my fon... = = should i even rpt dat anyway, she tuk away my fon n i was lik try to beg her for nt takin it.. ><" it was lik a joke, god dammit, damn the fuckin perso who wated to put d stupid spot-check and set a damn trap for us!!n there's when, my fon gt 'fon-napped' away wif d head prefect meng fai listin my name... ==" n our class lik anna they all brin uno nvr gt rampas, they kept in their shirt for chg, and TJ oso, he was lik bringin camera n fon n he hid under his shirt dat oso for chg de.. and he brin blocks dat u 100% cnt hide bt nvr gt rampas cz lik nvm.. n daniel rampas his uno card... A class many gt camera(gud wan samo) n fons... n my fin was taken away jor.. i was lik close my fon b4 givin her bt forgt to tek my memory card n sim out!! damn fuckin shit!! (ps. pls dun read anymore if u reli think is bad for ur eyes to read d bad words down i wrote..) n den i ask hw to tek bek n find hu.. ltr on, second part is evi1 go to padang.. all form 3... = = and where gt mood to play..!! damn fack CB.. curse u~~!!!!!(nt u) we all was force to go there n alot nvr go to d padang, jz stand at d corridor, n we're, lik hell we'll go there!! we jz sat at d side n play blocks, even d teacher oso cum see n even play.. = =" and den after sien jor, we den ask IQ question.. lik dat we over our time... and is recess, den go bek class(no inside) n den makan, tok, den again kumpul as usual in d foil merah(i duno wad is d name jor) den is chess time bt i bet we're nt playin dat.. n den finally go bek claz, n i play monopoly wif pei yi, tj, daniel n dylan... u noe.. is it me or d god oso wan play wif me.. i was from d start goin to jail 2 times!! and yet so cham, oni hv 2 properties, n dylan was lik so dam lot i tellin u.. oAO i noe i'm losin anyway.. is jz very cham.. == d whole day so unlucky.. durin recess i wif pei yun's teman go to d fon there n i cal my mum to redeem me dam fon they rampas... i noe my mum will not so hapi geh... hopin she's in gud mood anyway.. when i tell her, she's lik 'u think i gt so free time to go there ar?!' and i say nvm, u cn after skul cum oso cn.. den she ltr say see her mood or s/thin, den off d line jor.. evitime she cal me to tek fon to skul, i was always deny her n duwan to tek, bt after pmr tek den rampas.. == who'll noe dat anyway..!? even yue wey save her 2 fon, she gt rampas her fon accessory, dat she forgotten she hv it wif her.. den ltr i told her my fon gt rampas n i dat time plyin block, i den turn my head tok n pt a piece poz, den no more... she den say huh? rampas fon samo cn laugh.. is nt laugh or hapi, is i too lazy to even bother my damn c2p fon is get rampas so dam fricking bo song abt it jor..!! =] anyway, d first thin i worry is oso cindy, so after spot check, i go find her n ask abt her manga, n she said her 2 manga was bein rampas away, nt sure they cn gv bek anot.. n cz save nt to let d manga rampas, i sacrificed my fon for dat.. d prefect was ltr found my fon n i beg her, she deny n ask meng fai.. den ltr on, she skip me jor.. so d manga i pt wif d story novel buk in d side or my hand was lik nt bein discover.. so is lik half cham, bt save my money to pay for ntg i dun even wan to pay for.. i mean ask for..!! bek to topic, den when play monopoly, still left 5 min, i was bein called cz my mum cum.. n we went to d pejabat.. go there we saw d seat gt a mother and a primary daughter(indian) and we sat down.. so mum tok abit wif her, bt she gt a bit blur abt hearin ppl tokin... and den her case is d son no go skul for long time den gt amaran letter(ltr go bek car my mum say dat d son gt sick nvr go skul oso gt amaran, topic dun ask.. haha, i 4gt) and den they ask wad u wan, den say 'tunggu'.. manatau, w8t so long still left 3 min den skul end jor.. den i tek my bag up, n d key i early paz to pei yi jor.. den ltr w8t until s/1 cum, den ltr my mum let d mother go 1st, den ltr i met d girl i met in CT b4, nt sure her name bt she dun hv her parent to tek bek her thin, i think she duno, n den she go jor.. den ltr ismawi cum, i tell u u'll gt a shock of ur life(kua zhang) when u see his face.. nt scary scary, bt scary when he laugh n smile dat we dun see for a million years.. reli gt two face when he was wif parents den wif student.. = =" anyway, he was lik tok tok tok wif mum n ltr bla bla bla... laugh laugh.. = =" den ltr mum cal me go they, den ask me my fon de brand, etc... den my mum samo ask cn no go skul, bla bla bla de thin..... bt conclusion, i still HAVEN"T gt bek my fon.. god dammit... n i nid to suffer(duno) goin to skul tomolo to meet him... = =" haizz.... duno wenn or yuki will cum mar... -.-' same thin as 2day n we're goin to play no matter wad they say.. mwahahahaha.. still ^$%^##%&$^*!%$&^$%&^*@%&$&@^%(&...!!!! *toot...* =)
PS- dun even dare callin my fon, or sms my fon dis whole time.. i'm nt wif it.. it's bein fon-napped as i said...
wenn, when u're cumin anyway?? o_O yuki i duno her, today lik gt thin wan her to cum to skul 2molo anyway bt mayb she mayb nt cum oso, i dun reli duno... if u c my worst-day-of-my-life poz of today, jz noe dat i dun hv my fon wif me k?? =]
today actually i duwan go skul, bt cz me holdin d damn fukin key makin me goin to dat dam skul i pt hatred on today..!! u wan ask me y?? is damn stupid shit i'm going there today!! is more worst den wad u think i've gone thru....... ==" start from ytd, i was still thinkin should i go to skul, cz today was told to b basketball n futsal practice dat we were told evi1 nid go there.. n duno day evi1 gt us or cz d participent.. and cz i hv d key, oni me, so i 100% nid to go w/out tokin bek.. so, for wenn, she din cum ytd, n plan to cum today, bt ltr no cum.. n yuki, ytd say will cum eviday, n yet, laz min say duwan cum for dis wik.. dat pt aside, nt very important, n den i was lik ytd, readin manga n blogin, n ltr on sms.. s/how ltr on i was one side ask abt skul, n 1 side ask bein chase from my 'ah long' for $$.. n ltr i ZzZ jor.. so next mornin, as usual these days, i woke up late, abt 5.40am n was lik i cn still sit there blank my mind for 5 min wastin d time.. = = den i saw dat 2 sms i nid to reply, after makan, we sat on my auntie car dat drive me to skul, n i start replyin wenn, n yuki.. as i tot, no reply anyway, so early hu will reply?! lol... so i went to skul, again, lik prisoner, being lock in d tapak perhimpunan there mornin.. == n b4 goin there, cindy cum to skul, zhi mei n 'xiu qi' oso for return d buk, n cindy paz me a manga dat she wanted to paz to wenn, so she paz to me.. (d manga reli fit her more due to is lik her cute-ness kind of taste.. lik her.. =]) n i din read much cz we hv to go kumpul jor.. after again as usual, they cal form 3 to stay bhind, bla bla bla.. i din care much... den they cal ppl dat wan return buk go return nw, bt bag dun bring away, n student hu left d beg aside mz quickly tek on it n kumpul wif evi1.. lik wan to go s/where, lik d padang for whole day issit? =] ping pong, i guess from ytd was right, bt is oni half n it was d second part, d 1st part is started nt goin to padang, it was prefect kumpul infront n i was.. OMG!! fuk man!! they suddenly spot-check n we're lik, all stunned n realize it was all a trap from d start!! damn dat kappa!!(if u noe, it was oso called as monk for s/1) all was a trick n we all din realize at all!!!!!!!! n all i cn think abt was my dam fon dat i regret bringin it..!! and they spilt d student n start spot check n i was lik, omg omg omg!! n i ask pei yi hw, she was lik duno wad to do, bt she gt try to help me, n i was reli thx for her yet i couldn't escape... d prefect was checkin d girls infront of pei yi... i was so damn in fright n u noe, cindy manga was oso a pain.. i was lik, omg, i hv cindy manga, den wad to do if it was tuk, should i even hw to pay double d price for missin it jz cz s/1 paz to me, n i was so frighted for my fon n dat manga(i oso gt brin mine), n yet i duno wad to do, i din brin any file or big buk, jz notes n exercise buk... n a storybuk novel in my hand wif d manga.. no time to keep, n my fon was lik in my pocket dat i was so damn fukin goin to be dead meat or chop anyway!! i was lik damn scared where to put my fon n keep on worryin for my fon n mangas.. n pei yi gt suggest me to pt in d buk bt i dun think it'll work cz it cn b seen if i do dat.. n den i saw d prect checkin priyanka pencilbox w/out openin it n i was givin my lil hope to put in my pencilbox rather den in pocket dat it'll sure 100% b caught.. n i was so damn fuckin stupid for takin dat damn fon, ok, nt damn, 'precious' fon k? n nw my mud was nt gud bt i duno y i still cn laugh n play block n monopoly.. continue, it was den after pei yi, is me den.. u wouldn't understand my feelin dat whole time.. even after dat!! dat whole day was d moz bad luck day for me ever...!!!!!!!(gua) even readin untill nw, u will surely guess i paz her anot.. dat lil prefect(i cnt scold her, cz i noe she luk lik an innocent small child rather den d devil other prefect dat i cnt pt blame on her luks... == dun say anythin, i was jz in my own world anyway, so u dun nid to understand.. ==) and she was lik, found my fon... = = should i even rpt dat anyway, she tuk away my fon n i was lik try to beg her for nt takin it.. ><" it was lik a joke, god dammit, damn the fuckin perso who wated to put d stupid spot-check and set a damn trap for us!!n there's when, my fon gt 'fon-napped' away wif d head prefect meng fai listin my name... ==" n our class lik anna they all brin uno nvr gt rampas, they kept in their shirt for chg, and TJ oso, he was lik bringin camera n fon n he hid under his shirt dat oso for chg de.. and he brin blocks dat u 100% cnt hide bt nvr gt rampas cz lik nvm.. n daniel rampas his uno card... A class many gt camera(gud wan samo) n fons... n my fin was taken away jor.. i was lik close my fon b4 givin her bt forgt to tek my memory card n sim out!! damn fuckin shit!! (ps. pls dun read anymore if u reli think is bad for ur eyes to read d bad words down i wrote..) n den i ask hw to tek bek n find hu.. ltr on, second part is evi1 go to padang.. all form 3... = = and where gt mood to play..!! damn fack CB.. curse u~~!!!!!(nt u) we all was force to go there n alot nvr go to d padang, jz stand at d corridor, n we're, lik hell we'll go there!! we jz sat at d side n play blocks, even d teacher oso cum see n even play.. = =" and den after sien jor, we den ask IQ question.. lik dat we over our time... and is recess, den go bek class(no inside) n den makan, tok, den again kumpul as usual in d foil merah(i duno wad is d name jor) den is chess time bt i bet we're nt playin dat.. n den finally go bek claz, n i play monopoly wif pei yi, tj, daniel n dylan... u noe.. is it me or d god oso wan play wif me.. i was from d start goin to jail 2 times!! and yet so cham, oni hv 2 properties, n dylan was lik so dam lot i tellin u.. oAO i noe i'm losin anyway.. is jz very cham.. == d whole day so unlucky.. durin recess i wif pei yun's teman go to d fon there n i cal my mum to redeem me dam fon they rampas... i noe my mum will not so hapi geh... hopin she's in gud mood anyway.. when i tell her, she's lik 'u think i gt so free time to go there ar?!' and i say nvm, u cn after skul cum oso cn.. den she ltr say see her mood or s/thin, den off d line jor.. evitime she cal me to tek fon to skul, i was always deny her n duwan to tek, bt after pmr tek den rampas.. == who'll noe dat anyway..!? even yue wey save her 2 fon, she gt rampas her fon accessory, dat she forgotten she hv it wif her.. den ltr i told her my fon gt rampas n i dat time plyin block, i den turn my head tok n pt a piece poz, den no more... she den say huh? rampas fon samo cn laugh.. is nt laugh or hapi, is i too lazy to even bother my damn c2p fon is get rampas so dam fricking bo song abt it jor..!! =] anyway, d first thin i worry is oso cindy, so after spot check, i go find her n ask abt her manga, n she said her 2 manga was bein rampas away, nt sure they cn gv bek anot.. n cz save nt to let d manga rampas, i sacrificed my fon for dat.. d prefect was ltr found my fon n i beg her, she deny n ask meng fai.. den ltr on, she skip me jor.. so d manga i pt wif d story novel buk in d side or my hand was lik nt bein discover.. so is lik half cham, bt save my money to pay for ntg i dun even wan to pay for.. i mean ask for..!! bek to topic, den when play monopoly, still left 5 min, i was bein called cz my mum cum.. n we went to d pejabat.. go there we saw d seat gt a mother and a primary daughter(indian) and we sat down.. so mum tok abit wif her, bt she gt a bit blur abt hearin ppl tokin... and den her case is d son no go skul for long time den gt amaran letter(ltr go bek car my mum say dat d son gt sick nvr go skul oso gt amaran, topic dun ask.. haha, i 4gt) and den they ask wad u wan, den say 'tunggu'.. manatau, w8t so long still left 3 min den skul end jor.. den i tek my bag up, n d key i early paz to pei yi jor.. den ltr w8t until s/1 cum, den ltr my mum let d mother go 1st, den ltr i met d girl i met in CT b4, nt sure her name bt she dun hv her parent to tek bek her thin, i think she duno, n den she go jor.. den ltr ismawi cum, i tell u u'll gt a shock of ur life(kua zhang) when u see his face.. nt scary scary, bt scary when he laugh n smile dat we dun see for a million years.. reli gt two face when he was wif parents den wif student.. = =" anyway, he was lik tok tok tok wif mum n ltr bla bla bla... laugh laugh.. = =" den ltr mum cal me go they, den ask me my fon de brand, etc... den my mum samo ask cn no go skul, bla bla bla de thin..... bt conclusion, i still HAVEN"T gt bek my fon.. god dammit... n i nid to suffer(duno) goin to skul tomolo to meet him... = =" haizz.... duno wenn or yuki will cum mar... -.-' same thin as 2day n we're goin to play no matter wad they say.. mwahahahaha.. still ^$%^##%&$^*!%$&^$%&^*@%&$&@^%(&...!!!! *toot...* =)
PS- dun even dare callin my fon, or sms my fon dis whole time.. i'm nt wif it.. it's bein fon-napped as i said...
wenn, when u're cumin anyway?? o_O yuki i duno her, today lik gt thin wan her to cum to skul 2molo anyway bt mayb she mayb nt cum oso, i dun reli duno... if u c my worst-day-of-my-life poz of today, jz noe dat i dun hv my fon wif me k?? =]
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
the skul life i had after PMR..
today was lik.. ==" from mornin den nid to stay bek for d program for us... bla bla bla... gt futsal, basketball, kricket, dancin, drama, syarahan, etc... i gt no interez anyway.. =/ bt i cn hear yuki so high abt dat.. she even wan to join FUTSAL!?! is dat a gud or a weird thin to say? o.O anyway, it doesn't matter to me anyway... bt d teacher wan us to paz up d c2p form and it is a MUST to tek representative from class.. ==' den we oso bein told dat we'll start streamin edi.. so i duno is a gud thin we'll b ponteng skul? o.O bt yuki say she'll go eviday.. i lazy...==" and den d drama they say d whole class join, bt i din think is gud cz nvr ask ppl permission.. and u noe wad they wan to act??! Phineas and Ferb(disney channel cartoon) n yuki was lik so high plus tj and aliff they all discuss in aliff side there.. and i wif angeline, yy, shir jin, pei yi, cullyn.. talkin lik.. ntg to tok jor.. so bored... den ltr we play mafia game... we're lik playin n evitime it was lik d group was so dam geng to recognize d killer.. haha.. anyway, den ltr gt interrupt n it slowly ppl go UNO side there jor.. den we oso join UNO there, bt haven end den ring and sj=kul end jor.. haha.. =) i still left a card.. ><" bt ytd nite, my mum n dad was lik fighting... and i duno suddenly my mum cry sayin wad she din ask for anything to b grand or s/thin to celebrate, den ehem.. den dad was lik cal me to fix d prob, i dun even noe wad happen! den i cal my sis, she's lik sleepin n lik bo song tokin to me, den i say she lik oo, em, eh, ah.. = =" den after skul i makan wif bro n mum n brian say he vomit in midnite 3am n was lik so 'e xin' and den dad was oso sleepin ouside his rum(my mum lock d door jor) wif my bro.. = = and nw, i duno wan to do wad... >_>|| i duwan to go skul lieh.... specially 2molo... = = bt lik nid to go.. haiz.. oh yea, n today a big bag of teks buk dat nid to return to skul.. and from mornin, angeline n pei yi help me rub the teks lik untill cn even swt.. haiz... rub untill d end.. haha... =D anyway, my table oso 1 thin... = = duno which damn person dat so c2p nvr use brain go tek my precious table and tear off d wrapper.. damn dat guy!! D=< bt ltr on i tek my pmr time de table, and we found wenn's table dat dylan tuk, n chg for her, chair oso.. =) anyway, 2molo is futasal n basketball practice anyway... yuki wan join kriket, futsal, drama, and dancing.. = = i nvr choi it so much anyway.. she's lik so high there wif aliff n tj they all, we girls are in a corner talkin.. hahaha.. =D even airplane oso tok, even wad class oso.. haha.. and oso, they even tok abt jamuan bt nov we start form 4 lesson jor, so i dun think we cn do end of dis year........ n d jamuan yuki say is HALLOWEEN PARTY.. - -" gt so free n $$ to use mar, our class fee oni still left less den RM10 and cz a c2p teacher mek missin our kk buk n use our class fee abt RM100 to pay bek.. damn dat teacher oso!!!!! duno wad teacher is dat!!!! her mek missin den use our $$.. grrrr!!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
really end jor.. pmr.. haha.. bbq!
today was finally d laz day of PMR!! yeah~~!! =P bt dun tok to me studies jor.. 2day bc i reli duno, swt.... = =|| too hard for me... anyway, after skul, me, wenn, n cindy go down 'celebrate' end of PMR n relax~~ =D we go wenn hse after skul n den go 2 CT den.. after buy n they rent manga, we go down to IOI mall eat BBQ plaza... dat was my 1st time eatin it ne... very nice.. =D bt 1 thin, too much VEGE!!!! OAO 2 BIG bowl of dat vege, n we ate fin... =D n i was so afraid my mum noe-in where i am, jz say wenn n cindy wan go 'buk store c buk' dat time, sori use ur name.. TT and den when we go makan, there r pork, chic, sotong, broccoli, vege, vege, carrot, corn, tomato(green colour wan), fish, noodles, noodle kind of fish ball......etc... =] wow, they reli bring me to a nice place to eat ne.. =P and btw, they even say dat taiwan is makin jigoku shoujo oso, bt i gt a feelin nt reli gud de, same as jp de drama, cz real ppl cnt present the part of jigoku shoujo, oni anime(original), even d manga sucks.....(reli, i'm reli nt kiddin... i'm serious!! O_O too shoujo-ish for jigoku shoujo.. = ='') oni anime cn present the character of her.. if u gt watch u'll noe jor.. -.- anyway, y am i tokin abt jigoku shoujo anyway.. o.o ltr on, i went to CT in IOI n i met s/1, duno wad's d name, bt noe her.. she's lik oso choosin there n i was surprise cz she doesn't luk lik she'll read manga or s/thin.. i went i went to choose manga(usually i nid to tek time to scan evi buk) n den sambil chat wif her.. =) bt important is i got ARISA!!!!! vol 4, after internet de update.. hahahaha... n dat time it was d laz buk.. hohohoho... n other buk, anyway, ltr on payin d buk, i rush to d restoran to meet up wif cindy n wenn.. due to their sms n cal.. =) n i was so rush n quickly ran down d escalator n on d way till d shop, so tired.. haha... den pay $$, ltr den i n cindy go bek jor... ltr on i was walkin wif cindy, when cross d bridge, there's a beggar sittin there, n suddenly when cindy cross over, he was lik cal her 'xiao mei', beg for money.. n was lik gt a fright... haha.. den when cross d road, in d bank there, there' was lik a car dun care we gt cross or nt, lik wan to bang jor.. = ='' den ltr wok wok, den cindy met her fren(a group of guy) on d way n she say hi.. =) den ltr on, we saw d 'bling bling' car, den when wan cross over d road, it was lik so scary to cross, reli cnt put ur eyes away from cindy ne, haha.. mz see her tightly, reli bu fang xin her.. haha.. =D oso her cute side oso lar.. hahaha.. den ltr wok till d CT kenari, we part our ways, bt still bu fang xin her goin alone.. deb ltr wok bek, i met 'xiu qi', cindy n zhi mei fren.. bt mum say she will cum in a while bt dam long i waited.. den i read s manga.. arisa 1st of course.. bt doesn't mek me any hapi anyway, jz lalala... new girl cum out.. n i kinda dislik d guy anyway... = = (bt from start d charcter there does nt nid my concern, all i c was arisa n sis), den d 'bu gu yi qie de ai' end jor, end untill very li pu... = = den ltr on mum came n i was lik swt... bt b4 dat i found dat i lost my key, n went i came bek home, as thought, i was being scolded for missin it.. i dunno where i lost it, either skul, wenn hse, or even place dat i pass by... damn it!! arghhhh!!!! y nid to missin ne... haizz........ TT i hope cn find.... TT continue, i hv ntg to say anymore, even pmr end, i still dun hv a burden being put down... mayb i still hv d pressure dat my mum gv n it doesn't make any diff from d start till it end.. haiz... nw all i cn wish is 5A..... TT
7.49pm
i go watch out d (si sheng shao nv), bt is actually nt jigoku shoujo at all.. boring den d anime, nt to say, it is NOT d same at all.. i mean, is not jigoku shoujo, is other story.. =/ n i dislik d song... - -' cnt say as a song to me............... i see half of ep 1 n i duno should i even c d bek? ><>
i go watch out d (si sheng shao nv), bt is actually nt jigoku shoujo at all.. boring den d anime, nt to say, it is NOT d same at all.. i mean, is not jigoku shoujo, is other story.. =/ n i dislik d song... - -' cnt say as a song to me............... i see half of ep 1 n i duno should i even c d bek? ><>
(stupid blog delete my poz, i duwan to edit jor)
pic i tuk in BBQ Plaza
yumyummy~~ (c d vege in d side)
rdy to eat(vege in side colour white le..)
add more~~!!!
hw many times we had to eat d vege? haha
wenn n cindy~~!! (sori tek u all.. nice~~ =D)
Monday, October 11, 2010
PMR ends... yay!! neh, nt me anyway...
today was end of pmr, bt nt for me, cz i still hv BC dat i regrettin to tek on.. ><" eventho i wish for thin to happen, bt once, i understand, reality is s/thin ppl dun do, bt see wif the fact dat always had a reason bhind.. anyway, nt gud, today mt, hope for A for sure!! kh i hope A, bt i dun think so, bt if kh no A i reli cnt gt 5A jor........ ><" today was lik goin bek old hse two time n is lik deja vu, dam, haha.. i cum bek d tenent was lik over there, den they go jor, bt still gt some inside lieft, den after kh exam, i went bek home again, mum nvr fetch me for 2 times 2day.. = =' n when i cum bek, again d same tenant over there, n for awhile they oso go jor... haha.. den cum bek i 1st thin go check my c2p textbuk n hope to gt 15 buk, bt missin 1 jor.... - -|| i sure noe de.. bt i duno wad buk is dat oni noe is sc de(nt teks), n i try callin wenn abt d buk n price, bt she lik busy no pik up...?
bt anyway, 2molo bc, hopein for B~~~~ i noe wenn n yuki sure wan A de lor... bt they geng, so sure boleh!! wenn boleh!! yuki boleh!! i, tak tau boleh mou!! hahaha.. cnt b wan la.. = =||
i check my older poz n see gt lz time simply write de poem or er... duno wad to cal.. my creation... haha... =]
24 sep 2010, fri
if one's step back is one's forgiveness,
a good man is s/one hu stands on one's shadow,
a life will b meaningless w/out livin,
n d responsibility to luk after the plant of our family....
a good man is s/one hu stands on one's shadow,
a life will b meaningless w/out livin,
n d responsibility to luk after the plant of our family....
sep 17 2010, fri
if u ever turn around,
ever c d past,
ever c d place,
dat will always last,
bt what u learn,
is nt the fact u're there,
bt the precious pieces of memory dat u've shared..
sep 16 2010,thurs
somehow i wonder, will i ever fall,
will i be tripped by s/1 when i walk,
will i rise up to c their face,
or should i kept inside n nt to say?
bt for my bein, i always use to b,
hopin my fren n family will undersand me,
s/how i cn noe wad they're thinkin,
bt in my sky is still nt a bit of changing..
i would hv say yes or no,
bt s/time after sayin dat i may b hurtin u,
should i say another word again,
'i'm sori' is d word for dat nw n den..
will i be tripped by s/1 when i walk,
will i rise up to c their face,
or should i kept inside n nt to say?
bt for my bein, i always use to b,
hopin my fren n family will undersand me,
s/how i cn noe wad they're thinkin,
bt in my sky is still nt a bit of changing..
i would hv say yes or no,
bt s/time after sayin dat i may b hurtin u,
should i say another word again,
'i'm sori' is d word for dat nw n den..
sep 5 2010, sun
jz lik a sayin, 'time wait for no man', a blink of an eye would chg a day till to b ytd, without hessitation, it would nt turn bek, or stay..
ppl chg and may gone away,
bt life still go on untill it end s/day,
a word u say may jz b ntg n forgotten,
only d hurted person will remain u to b unforgiven..
and den time cums by, its dawn then,
still i'm waitin, to chg bek again,
bt den i wonder, wad stupid question,
for me to regret, nt turnin bek to heaven..
ppl chg and may gone away,
bt life still go on untill it end s/day,
a word u say may jz b ntg n forgotten,
only d hurted person will remain u to b unforgiven..
and den time cums by, its dawn then,
still i'm waitin, to chg bek again,
bt den i wonder, wad stupid question,
for me to regret, nt turnin bek to heaven..
october 8 2010, fri
yet another mz b rise again n again,
leavin all bhind was jz piece of d pain,
s thin we missed n loz wil nt b rmb,
yet i try hard to tek d pieces 2geher,
could u hear my song n words?
would u understand a single phase?
when ppl say think out of d box,
is lik judgin d flower was sad it wiltered..
bt they're speechlez, lik s/1 u noe,
hvin thorns on it's stem blow,
u wouldn't noe it was hapi nor sad,
it could b hatred it ends n forgotten in d laz...
leavin all bhind was jz piece of d pain,
s thin we missed n loz wil nt b rmb,
yet i try hard to tek d pieces 2geher,
could u hear my song n words?
would u understand a single phase?
when ppl say think out of d box,
is lik judgin d flower was sad it wiltered..
bt they're speechlez, lik s/1 u noe,
hvin thorns on it's stem blow,
u wouldn't noe it was hapi nor sad,
it could b hatred it ends n forgotten in d laz...
oct 10 2010, sun
i'll b searching,
the rainbow behind my mind,
i'll b following,
the step my fate listed,
my game to start,
is to be on my life,
the miracle i believe,
is a part of motivation of mine.
and u, ur courage,
are always been seen in my heart,
always forever,
i'll acknowledge that lil faith u pt on me,
n i'll try my bez wif my might to forfill the dream..
the rainbow behind my mind,
i'll b following,
the step my fate listed,
my game to start,
is to be on my life,
the miracle i believe,
is a part of motivation of mine.
and u, ur courage,
are always been seen in my heart,
always forever,
i'll acknowledge that lil faith u pt on me,
n i'll try my bez wif my might to forfill the dream..
all above was dis year de(some oni) i wrote, bt all is nt proper wan, jz simply write... =P thanks wenn for ur comment of all my creation on d chat box.. =D once again, ty~~
Sunday, October 10, 2010
fine.. ya rite..
today was a fine day, fine nite, fine mood... lik dat's real!! blek!!=P so nt!! haha.. okok, a lil joke.. today mornin i dun hv tt bt mum wan me to hv on 2pm till 4, yet she is busy for her seminar from mornin till late to nite, so she rq my aunt hu was stayin in bdr kinrara to fetch me, yet!! i duno wad d time is d tt.. dat is my mum fix, nt anyone, so teacher ownself oso dunno, but how many N time i cal dat guy he din even pik up my fon, i was lik nid to put down my aunt's invitation to her hse.. n lazly there's no tt at all.. i mean it was gud bt nt at all, mum wan us to do hse work, n i was lik so lazy to c, n my c2p bro, specially brian eat fin my 'oat crunch'.. ><" and he accuse jeremy n i cn hear jeremy askin wad is dat, n brian hittin him, n cal him to say 'is me'.. ==|| reli swt.............. din belajar even tomolo exam will be continue anyway... haizzz........ >_>|| i'm reli no use...... TT anyway, hopin cn gt 5A at liz.. ><||
i'll b searching,
the rainbow behind my mind,
i'll b following,
the step my fate listed,
my game to start,
is to be on my life,
the miracle i believe,
is a part of motivation of mine.
and u, ur courage,
are always been seen in my heart,
always forever,
i'll acknowledge that lil faith u pt on me,
n i'll try my bez wif my might to forfill the dream..
the rainbow behind my mind,
i'll b following,
the step my fate listed,
my game to start,
is to be on my life,
the miracle i believe,
is a part of motivation of mine.
and u, ur courage,
are always been seen in my heart,
always forever,
i'll acknowledge that lil faith u pt on me,
n i'll try my bez wif my might to forfill the dream..
Saturday, October 9, 2010
haizz...i'm bored....
i was really making myself more n more a someone i cannot even understand myself.. confusion really making the end of someone focus... for me as a someone that usually keep following in a same path but in my mind, it was all side that i was stuck in the center and my steps had pause from then.. boredom is something that will make people confuses for an aim, and depression, will make a person confident discourage, and backing down, it was a feeling that shed people's wonder to making forward to the back of their mind, and all they see was black and white.. may them cover our eyes, our life, but human feeling is stronger that we may think, i believe, that those will change the facts.. i will try to go for the belief, than for the doubt i bet.. so, i hope, wish, and dream, that all the belief i put on, is keeping their own path to continue the path.. and when one's gave up, is the end for everything.. so, believe, and putting on our role, till the end, in everyone, is a main nor just a side walker, playing each part, is something important to have the faith.. and you'll believe, there're sure someone who is fated to meet you under the same sky we look up to.. there is sure to be, if you do.. that's why, i'll get myself straight to do and forward to the other side of the land to meet, even there meant for sadness to sacrifice before hand, enduring them till the end, and you'll get to see the end of rainbow..
ok, back to topic, i'm reli bored k.. - -' and no nid to understand wad i reli write if dun understand anyway, cz i myself oso nt sure.. haha.. nvr think den write jor... ><" ok, den i was lik today being called to wake up at 6am++ jz becz mum nt free n nid tt.. arghh!! and ltr go tt centre, teacher cal us go down n makan, he lazy go so paz me RM50 to buy, den i go down wif brian n the mini mini market was lik so dam.. smelly.. ><" i cnt stand the smell in there for long.. den the endlot was a chinese fud stall, when i was findin fud to eat, there's an auntie askin me wad i wan, and i ask her gt 'char kuih teow' anot, she was lik gt, n ask me wan or duwan dis dat, i tuk all except 'xi ham', and she was kind anyway.. =) bt my bro wan buy sweet there, bt i duwan go in ay first, cz there gt a weird person lukin at us when we're standin there.. = = very suspicious........... bt my bro reli fan, so go by oso very obvious he was lukin at us, even luk bek.. = = i quickly go bek to dat auntie there, n was coz rm4, and we went bek n i paz bek d rez rm56 to teacher(my bro sweet was paid by himself) n i went to eat, bt the kuih teow gt abit thick.. bt i cnt fin anyway, den bla bla, soooo long oni cn go bek, bt still thanks to wenn's mum to fetch me, n her sis n wenn too.. =) thankss~~!! ^^ bt den makan my sis cuk geh thing, den ltr her fren cum, i ply com untill nw, ntg much.... see ltr nite gt anythin dat make my mood chg, sure will edit dis poz de.. hahaha.. so mayb there's changes anyway(gua), bt mayb nt.. haha.. hope nt cz mean bad mud mozly.. >_>|| i'm lik dat de, nt si wen lik wenn~~ =/ haha.. ok anyway~~ till here.. =)
ok, back to topic, i'm reli bored k.. - -' and no nid to understand wad i reli write if dun understand anyway, cz i myself oso nt sure.. haha.. nvr think den write jor... ><" ok, den i was lik today being called to wake up at 6am++ jz becz mum nt free n nid tt.. arghh!! and ltr go tt centre, teacher cal us go down n makan, he lazy go so paz me RM50 to buy, den i go down wif brian n the mini mini market was lik so dam.. smelly.. ><" i cnt stand the smell in there for long.. den the endlot was a chinese fud stall, when i was findin fud to eat, there's an auntie askin me wad i wan, and i ask her gt 'char kuih teow' anot, she was lik gt, n ask me wan or duwan dis dat, i tuk all except 'xi ham', and she was kind anyway.. =) bt my bro wan buy sweet there, bt i duwan go in ay first, cz there gt a weird person lukin at us when we're standin there.. = = very suspicious........... bt my bro reli fan, so go by oso very obvious he was lukin at us, even luk bek.. = = i quickly go bek to dat auntie there, n was coz rm4, and we went bek n i paz bek d rez rm56 to teacher(my bro sweet was paid by himself) n i went to eat, bt the kuih teow gt abit thick.. bt i cnt fin anyway, den bla bla, soooo long oni cn go bek, bt still thanks to wenn's mum to fetch me, n her sis n wenn too.. =) thankss~~!! ^^ bt den makan my sis cuk geh thing, den ltr her fren cum, i ply com untill nw, ntg much.... see ltr nite gt anythin dat make my mood chg, sure will edit dis poz de.. hahaha.. so mayb there's changes anyway(gua), bt mayb nt.. haha.. hope nt cz mean bad mud mozly.. >_>|| i'm lik dat de, nt si wen lik wenn~~ =/ haha.. ok anyway~~ till here.. =)
Friday, October 8, 2010
F*..!! %#&*^%&^%
is nt lik i wan to say lik dat, bt is jz nw i reli after readin d sms n missed calls, i s/hw manage to had another reply of wenn's sms dat i was halfway writin my reply and my veins broke in a sudden and there's is where my sleepyness is covered wif a word rage in my head.. dat is totally pissed off!! when today, a free day after sufferin d pmr i had for 3 days, tuk a break n today was lik whole day com in a way, bt i kinda had the feelin of dissatisfication on me.. y? i kinda had a feelin will i jz over my days lik dat after my pmr? i dun gt it y anyway... i read so many manga today n yet, still nt satisfied? is nt dat i think is nt enuf time or whatover to gt on d com, bt is lik i kinda felt.. bored n causes me think dat way, n thinkin further ahead dat will i paz all dis days lik dis?? dam, y am i nt thinkin straight? i think i reli had my brain washed n even went to read fans' novel dat is in bl.. i dun gt y myself still watch it till d end from d start.. n yet, i din feel it was watin to puke................ nw i wan.. bcuz lukin at myself, i think i noe y, mayb... bt s/how, evitime, evi year n second, ppl hv their dream dat r their likin dun they, to satisfied themself, keepin up to society, chat, playin or even hang out.. bt till dis year, it was harsh to me to gt force nt to use internet n i was lik bein addicted to fb and manga lik dam over.. is lik hw ppl use to describe takin drugs huh.. i was so disappointed in d games i miss out in fb, or even manga n even write down d update liz eviday if i had a lil chance to use it.. bt slowly, mayb d situation chg s/how, i let go of internet alot.. does it matter dat i hv to use or not? s/hw i kinda understand myself suddenly appearin bek to my blog to write, was it bcz, dat? uhh... bt still my feelin for manga will nt chg anyway, jz i think there's nt much for me to cont readin dat suit my likin, it was lik so many i've read yet, nw is so empty.. i doesn't hv d same feelin anymore? or is it, between d 9 months, i had slowly forgotten? n even d reason y i jz keep on goin on it, is to find a world from suffocatin... haha..... no way i'll gv up on manga, nw i think abt it, i wrote too much c2p thin anyway... d main reason i woke up from my sleepin devil is bcz d 's/1' hu broke d circulation in my blood veins dat it was jz goin to burst.. =) it is nt a joke.. my mum was very busy for these few days n i was bein called to go at 7am for sure, it means i will b wakin up at 6.30 for no reason..!! n yet, u noe wad time we'll start d c2p tt?? it was 9.30am!!!!! and a tt duration time is oni 2hr, and we mz w8t for 2.30hrs oni start!? it pissed me off, dun u think so!! i admit, i will b hot tempered, it cz i cnt stand it!! bt reality i won't show dat anyway~~ =) duno y mayb writin in blog for free to scold, haha... ... bt u noe, when i ltr gt d second sms, i piss of n edit d 1st sms n reply, b4 it end, it was lik '2.30hrs wan die!!' =A=|| n ltr after seein again, edit away cz i think is overboard... haha, i will nt easily send lik dat to s/1 w/out thinkin.. always read ahead b4 sendin mozly,n edit.. so if is my 100% feelin de hua, wouldn't b easy.. haha.. anyway, sayin die is nt gud manners to my dear wenn to see anyway~~(pls dun think i'm a bian tai or anythin.. haha.. jk) haha, mzly oso wil think further ahead, bt is in my own way.. =O anyway, i'll tell mum abt dis matter 2molo, nw, i'll head bek to sleep..
yet another mz b rise again n again,
leavin all bhind was jz piece of d pain,
s thin we missed n loz wil nt b rmb,
yet i try hard to tek d pieces 2geher,
could u hear my song n words?
would u understand a single phase?
when ppl say think out of d box,
is lik judgin d flower was sad it wiltered..
bt they're speechlez, lik s/1 u noe,
hvin thorns on it's stem blow,
u wouldn't noe it was hapi nor sad,
it could b hatred it ends n forgotten in d laz...
yet another mz b rise again n again,
leavin all bhind was jz piece of d pain,
s thin we missed n loz wil nt b rmb,
yet i try hard to tek d pieces 2geher,
could u hear my song n words?
would u understand a single phase?
when ppl say think out of d box,
is lik judgin d flower was sad it wiltered..
bt they're speechlez, lik s/1 u noe,
hvin thorns on it's stem blow,
u wouldn't noe it was hapi nor sad,
it could b hatred it ends n forgotten in d laz...
Thursday, October 7, 2010
i wan to......... ZzZz
too tired to tok nw.. i reli wan to go sleep no matter wad.. my eyes are lik to tired to even luk at my science paper today!! is lik 1hr and 30min n i wan lik, front easy middle hard, back easy, den sleep 4 awhile.. den i blur blur see d time still left 30 min n i still left so many question in blank.. ><" i quickly pt any answer inside d paper to let me rez.. the day b4 ytd i was studyin geo and i noe, i ply com, yaya.. bt den i sleep as normal, bt wake up, nt normal time at all.. i was lik woke on 2am n i saw i had my geo latihan do halfway ahead n i will b doin geo paper soon, so i wanted to sleep yet i kinda hv a feelin god wanted me to wake at dis time to do fin, so, i force myself wakin up and start doin from 2pm n i wan lik done at 5.30am.. n i still left 30 min so i read manga.. =P bt oso gt find tips in internet lar, oni some c2p no use, nid 100++ $$ to buy.. n i again read my sejarah ytd(start from evenin tuition, bt halfway blur ahead), den go bek home to tired, bt still takin d buk, sit infront of d tv so i won't feel sleepy, n i ended up mozly watchin n doin bt still sleep halfway(it was late to me dat time, 9pm) n i lik b4 sleep, try doin it n den i ZZZ jor.. so mornin i woke up at 12am++, yet, i'm too sleepy to think abt it and slept bek n ended up wakin up at 2am again, n i woke up, i had miss d 2hours for sleepin n i kinda regret it, u noe i haven read fin my form 1 and form 3, and my form 2 i din touch at all... i try to read fin d form 3 bt it keep makin me sleepy after all.. u noe, sejarah la... ><><"" so nw should i sleep or read my manga? =/ hahahahaha.. cn rez 3 more days, n den d bc i nw regret takin it... ==
i reli HATE blogger rite nw, dis poz is the THIRD TIME i repoz becz wad html prob.. so many time i poz oso gt lik dat, mek me nid to rewrite again n again the part it go erase de part.. so long i oso lazy to write jor.. i rpt the 3rd time in one of the thin, i say wenn sure cn gt better result in sc paper 2, so high marks...etc etc(all gud de) n nt lik me.. =) end.. i better go away from here as soon as possible.. dis blog reli mek me feng diao s/time..
i reli HATE blogger rite nw, dis poz is the THIRD TIME i repoz becz wad html prob.. so many time i poz oso gt lik dat, mek me nid to rewrite again n again the part it go erase de part.. so long i oso lazy to write jor.. i rpt the 3rd time in one of the thin, i say wenn sure cn gt better result in sc paper 2, so high marks...etc etc(all gud de) n nt lik me.. =) end.. i better go away from here as soon as possible.. dis blog reli mek me feng diao s/time..
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
panic!! PMR.. start!!
yea.. PMR starts today.. i was lik so panic since ytd.. bt i duno y i still cn on fb n play ps... = =" n den i study geo till form 3 i stop, i cont wif my form 1 bab 1 to 3 sejarah.. mornin cum i was lik readin my bm, since is bm tez today... 2molo is geo and bi.. damn~!! ><|| my geo suck... bt wenn geng, A student in geo n sejarah... anyway, today bm dun even hv any blank appear in the question!! and wth, so hard.. the paper 1 i gt no mata to tengok jor... jz see 1st few question de answer i wrong more den half jor, u say lieh? den ltr paper 2 was lik... - - duno wad to say..
section A- kepentingan sukan dalam meningkatkan kecemerlangan murid
section A(ii) 1.bergandin bahu(b4 paz tez paper ask b4 same question, i oso answer same ans)
section B-Kesan kegiatan pembalakan secara tidak terkawal
section C-2.ibu bapa merupakan insan yg disayangi(bukti)
section D-PS nilai-kasih sayang(3 contoh)
my fren after tez show me his 'tip' buk, gt the section b and d punya answer... lol! me n cullyn was lik 'wad?', n i even listen to my devil teacher advice to read surat tidak rasmi abt pelancongan yet it was lik nt surat n is harder de question.. i gt think abt writin dat(no.4) bt i duno hw to write so i jz folo wif d no.2.. and the novel i oni cn think of 2 contoh, 1 father, one mother, another i simply write is d daughter.. n when b4 end de 5 min, i was so scared i cnt make it in time n luckily finsih jor.. phew~~ pei yi oso say she jz fin in time, n cullyn she say even d teacher say stop, she's still writin anyway.. n den while waitin, there's a teacher(nt reli my claz punya) edi end jor n den sooooo many teache kumpul in my claz, den ltr she cross over b4 i paz up n she suddenly cal me n say, nid to write the soalan in front! i was lik, huh? nid to write meh?!? den i say, how? she was lik pointin to d instruction there.. den i lik.. o...kay.. d ins oni say write d soalan bt nvr say in where, i tot is inside cz there gt.. = ="" so v paz up.. den when mum fetch me, my mum ask to boro $$ from bro, he tuk out a wallet dat was spongebob pic full wif cash inside anyway.. so d wallet was former jeremy wan, den i sau y he tuk, he was lik scoldin me jor.. = =|| i duno is i think or he reli tuk my lil bro $$ away anyway.. even buyin d PS2 oso mozly tek from jeremy's $$........ = = i duwan to care anyway.. lalalalala... bt d fact i wan to say, teacher siew's teachin is nt reli gud at all... u noe y?? cz he say graf n bar hor.. my devil teacher(sabrina) say cnt cum out lik dat, if nt the grade will b lower.. n i was lik nt followin his way, due to i dun reli think is effective for me.. ><|| my teacher say cnt write lik dat, n i oso think so.. he jz copy n folo wad d buk say! it was lik chg format jor oso duno.. = =|| dun care jor.. BM pt aside, here cum BI n yet, GEO!!!!!! >=O den next day more worst, SCIENCE & SEJARAH ar!!!!!!!!! >< pls i beg u, 5A at liz...!!!! OAO
section A- kepentingan sukan dalam meningkatkan kecemerlangan murid
section A(ii) 1.bergandin bahu(b4 paz tez paper ask b4 same question, i oso answer same ans)
section B-Kesan kegiatan pembalakan secara tidak terkawal
section C-2.ibu bapa merupakan insan yg disayangi(bukti)
section D-PS nilai-kasih sayang(3 contoh)
my fren after tez show me his 'tip' buk, gt the section b and d punya answer... lol! me n cullyn was lik 'wad?', n i even listen to my devil teacher advice to read surat tidak rasmi abt pelancongan yet it was lik nt surat n is harder de question.. i gt think abt writin dat(no.4) bt i duno hw to write so i jz folo wif d no.2.. and the novel i oni cn think of 2 contoh, 1 father, one mother, another i simply write is d daughter.. n when b4 end de 5 min, i was so scared i cnt make it in time n luckily finsih jor.. phew~~ pei yi oso say she jz fin in time, n cullyn she say even d teacher say stop, she's still writin anyway.. n den while waitin, there's a teacher(nt reli my claz punya) edi end jor n den sooooo many teache kumpul in my claz, den ltr she cross over b4 i paz up n she suddenly cal me n say, nid to write the soalan in front! i was lik, huh? nid to write meh?!? den i say, how? she was lik pointin to d instruction there.. den i lik.. o...kay.. d ins oni say write d soalan bt nvr say in where, i tot is inside cz there gt.. = ="" so v paz up.. den when mum fetch me, my mum ask to boro $$ from bro, he tuk out a wallet dat was spongebob pic full wif cash inside anyway.. so d wallet was former jeremy wan, den i sau y he tuk, he was lik scoldin me jor.. = =|| i duno is i think or he reli tuk my lil bro $$ away anyway.. even buyin d PS2 oso mozly tek from jeremy's $$........ = = i duwan to care anyway.. lalalalala... bt d fact i wan to say, teacher siew's teachin is nt reli gud at all... u noe y?? cz he say graf n bar hor.. my devil teacher(sabrina) say cnt cum out lik dat, if nt the grade will b lower.. n i was lik nt followin his way, due to i dun reli think is effective for me.. ><|| my teacher say cnt write lik dat, n i oso think so.. he jz copy n folo wad d buk say! it was lik chg format jor oso duno.. = =|| dun care jor.. BM pt aside, here cum BI n yet, GEO!!!!!! >=O den next day more worst, SCIENCE & SEJARAH ar!!!!!!!!! >< pls i beg u, 5A at liz...!!!! OAO
Monday, October 4, 2010
yea.. 2molo is PMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow is PMR jor~~!! TT i wan to cry~~ ><"""" y so faz?! yea, dats rite, time w8t 4 no man...... ><><<><"" hopin miracle will happen.. o.o (sori, i'm reli nt a clever person at all -_-||) bt after hearin s/1 sayin english was damn hard to get A, i was lik, OMG!!!!! >=O dis reli suck... >_>|| anyway, wish me luck, eventho i noe i am tokin to myself anyway.. i nis to gt 5A to my mum expectation... >< is i nvr gt, i was lik(dead meat-ball) haha.. >< nt funny.. anyway, today no tt due to wenn cnt go centre n teacher cnt go my old hse, den cnt jor, bt still i hv d laz claz wif my devil teacher, finali d end yet still nid to keep contact ltr... = =|| to noe my result.. anyway, i was lik forgettin my c2p sejarah, i nid to pt aside my kh, bc and mt awhile, hopin my bi AAAAAAA!!!!! sc too!!!! sejarah duno boleh tak?? o.o bm pls~~~~~~!!!!! geo if cn oso pls boleh A???!!!! TT i reli duno which wan to forfill to my goal anyway... ><><><><><|||||||||| bt yet, hahaha... i lose confident.. >_>|| PMR!!! i'm gonna 4gt u 4eva in my mind after finish wif u!! hahahahaha~~!! (crazy jor... ><)
tomorrow is PMR jor~~!! TT i wan to cry~~ ><"""" y so faz?! yea, dats rite, time w8t 4 no man...... ><><<><"" hopin miracle will happen.. o.o (sori, i'm reli nt a clever person at all -_-||) bt after hearin s/1 sayin english was damn hard to get A, i was lik, OMG!!!!! >=O dis reli suck... >_>|| anyway, wish me luck, eventho i noe i am tokin to myself anyway.. i nis to gt 5A to my mum expectation... >< is i nvr gt, i was lik(dead meat-ball) haha.. >< nt funny.. anyway, today no tt due to wenn cnt go centre n teacher cnt go my old hse, den cnt jor, bt still i hv d laz claz wif my devil teacher, finali d end yet still nid to keep contact ltr... = =|| to noe my result.. anyway, i was lik forgettin my c2p sejarah, i nid to pt aside my kh, bc and mt awhile, hopin my bi AAAAAAA!!!!! sc too!!!! sejarah duno boleh tak?? o.o bm pls~~~~~~!!!!! geo if cn oso pls boleh A???!!!! TT i reli duno which wan to forfill to my goal anyway... ><><><><><|||||||||| bt yet, hahaha... i lose confident.. >_>|| PMR!!! i'm gonna 4gt u 4eva in my mind after finish wif u!! hahahahaha~~!! (crazy jor... ><)
Sunday, October 3, 2010
haiz...i gt no medicine to cure myself...
lazy... i'm always dat.. i oni noe hw to say abt myself, yet c2p, i din do anythin.. lol... ok anyway, i even lazy go blog ytd due to too tired from watchin tv.. haha... (wan pmr still c tv..==) and den ytd gt tt, bt den jz b4 de 30min, my mum cal us to go neighbour hse to makan malay fud, i was lik huh?? den reach there oni noe is goin there to eat malay fud, i lik duwan, wan go bek bt too late jor... den ltr makan fin, i cal my mum to hurry, yet u noe wad she's doin, takin pic wif d malay ppl... i was lik, cum on, i late jor larh~~!! den go tt.. and duh, i'm sure late larh, if nt.. = = mum b4 i go down paz me rm50 for d teacher n fren hu tek blenk 4 us, n i oppose her decision, i say rm10 better den rm50 lo.. my dad say"gimme gimme~~!!" dat ltr my mum bad tempered again and cal me to gv bek, i dun care ba... = =|| den after dat tt, i den go bek for my devil tt, haiz... i wan to sleep jor, she late for 45 min.. when tt d time i oso lik sleepy........ after finally, tt over, n den aunt cum n sleep over, so makan, c tv, c tv, c tv, untill tired till sleep jor... den when i cum up, i noe i haven write my blog(4 fun), bt den i still very tired, go sleep jor.. n today was d same, oni early jor.. nw 10am tt, too dam early for me, n ltr afternoon gt devil tt, i haven do her two set of paper 2.. arghh!! gettin rdy evithin.. haizzzzzzzzzz... c ltr i gt edit dis [poz abt today ma... ><"" pressure yet lazy me~~
Friday, October 1, 2010
dun ask.. PMR!! so nt my stuff...
no way.. to day was lik october jor!!! i din even gt to read my buk.. anyhow, i was lik today hv my devil bm teacher teachin me eventho nt sure wad time she will cum 2molo.. today was lik, er... ntg.. jz tel slip, do geo, play a round, tok tok tok, n i dun even rmb wad i do... bt was lik d mz c2p thin is goin to d bengkel for sooooo dam long time for ntg.. i tell u, NTG at all... and den we move the tables for pmr n yet, i dun lik d surroundin(gua), left side is malay ppl, cn he c my ans anyway?? o.o haiz.. i duwan to PMR yet!!!!!!! ok desu.. i was lik fin my tt after 6.3o free~~~~~!! n den h/w, pt aside, midnite, omg n rushin doin it, always d same story line.. haha.. ok, hope i cn reli, i mean REALLY gt 5A in PMR... so god, pls help... ><"" 5 den cukup jor~~~ TT
edit(9.10pm)
wenn, u wan the fon price, they're all i pt in my liz too, n d w995 was the one i say was RM1999(=RM2000+tax), n the C905 was $450(=around RM1575) and the laz least function de was w705 dat was around RM800(nt reli sure is it 2nd hand price or original).. anyway, the bez still end wif w995 anyway, dat was lik cz u alot of $$.. =) and den d walkman fon gt shake control thingy, luk lik cn easily spoil anytime....... ><" i duno larh...... bt d oni 2 cam dat is 8.1mega pixel is w995 n c905, n d w705 is 3.2mp dat is still better den my fon rite nw anyway.. hahahaha... ok lar.. u choose ba.. =] sony ericsson fon, haizz... gv me think of my mum callin me to hv 5a AT LIZ in PMR.. >_>|| i'm nt dat geng... ><"""
edit(9.10pm)
U RELI GT ON MY NERVE!!
dat's rite, there's a certain s/one i nw understand he was s/one hu reli always gt on my nerve s/hw.. and for wad we pay for, is a c2p ans in return... yet, evitime, yes!! evitime, no matter wad the blank he uses to trick us cum, it end up is ntg!! ntg i tell u!!!!! better b off deal after 2 weeks!! i'm off leavin anyway!! so u treat us lik wad?! u think i'm c2p anyway?! for hw many months we pay for d fee, is dat all u gt to say when i say i cnt cum?! if 1 day reli made me very very mad, u'll regret anyway.. anyway, i'm goin, for my sc sake, nt any other!! damn and curse u...(jk) ok, bt it reli made me mad for wad he told to wenn.. and wad i wanted to say is ,is dat wad he gt for all these month payin him n d excuse of nt givin is a c2p reason blamin on me for nt cumin n when i turn up it was a ntg at all..?! hw many time rpt the same thin over n over again, my head oso dun blif jor, u even cn wei xie samo.. hai wo hai bu gou issit?! i'm here to burst my lava from my active volcano in my head abt dis incident, jz let it b.. damn!! (children dun folo desu.. =X)
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