Saturday, January 15, 2011

part 2 of d poz b4, plus, live ur life~~!!

i juz update my blog lik ytd late at nite n nw is d second one(go c if u haven, is still "fresh" i guess??), well, if u stay here of cuz is nite.. in other places mayb there is mornin n such.. anyway, nw, is early mornin 6am n i woke tot dat i hv skul ltr, stupid rite? is saturday n no skul, i lack of sleep n worry too much for gettin late, well, i din gt late b4 lar.. =/ currently, i tok abt d day today nw, for d day 15 jan, so is lik i ltr will re-poz some day b4 dis dat i haven poz.. den pic.. ok, turnin bek in time, rewind.. ytd nite went tuition, 7pm to 10pm, lik history n chemistry claz, omg, i was playin com untill 6.10 n i get rdy at 6.30 den dad call my hse fon n call me to cook for dinner, n oso due my h/p gt a lil prob n s/hw, is nt contactable till ltr i fix it.. n i din expect when i was packing my bag, d van hu came to fetch me there had arrived, n i was lik, so early!!! 6.45 lik dat go.. i rush down quickly.. bt my mum go lock d door, d front gate n door, so i rush from d bek door out, bt d front was lock so i rush in n open d auto-gate.. n rush out again from d bag door, runnin in circle n went out n "manually" cloz d auto-gate, lik push it, bt my dog went runnin out when i open d gate, n i juz cloz n go, n tell my family to close d bek door n find poppy(my dog if u r confused) bek.. well, my dog ran off bt dun go runnin away, gt it? =D she cum bek herself geh.. so nt so worry for her actually, n i juz went off to tuition, reach there i use my "era card" to wave on d s/thin, i duno wad is it call, lik credit card lik dat, bt dis is wave for access to open d door n etc.. so high tech tuition centre man, i always think they hv too much money to spend, so many cctv here there eviwhere, i'm lik, if toilet oso gt, gonna sue them!! well, of cuz they dun.. anyway, tuition went up early, gt space on d sofa to sit, n i went doin my history homework for tuition, is lil easy n short, bt still, lazy n forget to do.. so i bring teks buk n revision buk to refer, n find mozly d answer.. n den we go up to d claz n it was d same teacher, same student, bt oni 3 ppl do d h/w, dat include me..(i noe, laz min rite.. =D) and den d teacher nw say, he is gonna gv evi ans for us in d latihan he gv, duwan us do cuz we all dun do, bt he will ask question, n my eyes kinda wan to cloz n sleep, i din tek a nap today oso.. usually, i dun.. bt dis is reli nt gud, too late tuition.. and den ai menn sit bside me, n shashminta was infront plus her fren.. den ltr finally ended, bcum chemi, bt d teacher ytd was diff from d b4, n he say he is replacement for dat very day.. n den his action? attitude? behavior? i duno hw to say, bt is kinda weird, no, to b reliiiiiiiiiiiiiii honez, for den, i'm sori to say dis, he acts lik he is..... gay. okok! for sure no way mistake his behavior, juz i duno is he straight or nt, dat is nt reli my problem n such, even if he reli is, i dun think anythin, cuz his personality edi very.................. anyway, he say he teach for 7YEARS! no, i dun mean to reli say he is great for teachin so long n i was surprise, no, is bcuz, he even teach us wrong! no, nt teach, is BASIC.. in science since primary, when i learn it was in 10 years old.. n dis is for sure, science hv variable, dat contain 3 type, constant, manipulated n responding.. n he wrote, fixed, responsible, controlled. c d wrong part, wad responsible man he is!! lol! evi1 was laughin, ok, oni 1 he say to d teacher when d teacher say he finally understand y we laugh, he answer "sir, i didn't laugh, i very sincere wan".. nt oni dis, there is reli many other.. i reli duno hw to say.. n when he say he teach in a girl skul, for evitime he always gt into girl skul to teach, n we noe y, he duno.. his behavior so..... ehem, sure np goin teachin there, i juz thinkin hw d student even understand wad he teach(??).. ok, bla bla.. end. no, i mean end for d tuition time.. nw go turnin bek more time to mornin, ok, sleep a lil late abt 5am+ n went gettin rdy n bla bla, same as usual, 6.20am go to skul, reli ntg special in skul, in other hand, is reli dam borin, eviwhere is tokin, well, if we oso hv tokin too lar.. juz no topic, bcum borin liao.. we over there sien here there.. n den yuki cum write her novel in our place, n den since is lik ntg to do, reli, is ntg to do, no teacher teachin, n lik, i ask abt anime, since yuki seldom read manga.. n as expected, i din c her type, i din say i will nt, juz i didn't, cuz i cnt say i will n will nt, hu noes rite? bt hey, seriously, is is got, i guess is nt nw, sure in hols when there is ntg left, den oni go for back up lik those, n if dun lik, dropped it, so easy.. tok abt droppped anime, i juz dropped 1 anime ytd afternoon, same lik d manga of it 1 or 2 years bek ago, i dropped d manga of it n nw they release d anime one, i went watch, bt haven even 5 min, i dropped it.. no feelin to watch down, cuz i read b4 d manga edi, it was when it was lik dam popular n if u noe me, sure will noe i read dam lot, did i reach thousand? i guess i did, include those dropped ones n readin ones, all add up cn b more den thousand.. chapter of cuz, mayb more den million? bt too bad, many manga is lik some no names, no listed b4 in internet, so dun get to rmb them in time.. since i oso have bad memoriz.. anyway, i duwan to say d name, since is s/thin dat many ppl oso adores it, so there is ppl dislik n lik it, since i think i kinda say too bad abt, i guess i should nt juz say d name for better, since i noe many ppl bside me dun read/watch dis anyway, is kinda borin n more........u noe, educational? i duno.. i watch till lik credit part oni, off edi.. =( d startin credit where usually u watch movie oso lik dat, bt anime usually is opening song, dis anime is i duno gt anot, i haven reach there, luk lik dun hv.. anyway, skip dat part, bt today i was dam glad dat s/hw, i manage to find a person hv same likin lik me! =D well, wenn oso, oni she nw into her novels, reli gud girl, u noe, novel is better den manga, cuz manga oni cn read wif pic, n novel contain millions of word, nice word, pretty grammer?? anyway, s/thin dat is alik wif u're readin buk for improving in studies n such, dat's y, u c her chinese exam, damn gud lor.. is essay, bt u read is reli lik u're readin novels, bt is nt novel.. reli very special n nice.. =) for me, manga was my life, no manga, no me?? no, nt reli dat bad, i've been readin sooo dam lot of manga dis 2 years.. i still cnt blif i form 1 still duno wad the heck is anime, nt to say manga, n nw, i was takin so much of it, cn u blif i am an otaku from d luks of me? well, 2day wenn tell me, i dun luk lik s/1 hu luv manga or s/thin, otaku in short.. i'm a manga one.. n durin d laz skul hols for 1month plus, i have fin manga cuz there is ntg left nice for me, too much i seen, to lez to read n i went for anime, since i always put aside anime, juz watch lil lil.. n durin d hols, i went wathin finish more den 20 anime, i lazy to count, bt episode is more den thousand.. is it?? yea, if i'm nt wrong.. thousand ep of anime, each ep anime is 25min usually.. well, i in d same time wait for manga update of cuz.. n d shoujo comic lover went tek likin in fan-girl genre, bl.. =3 is s/thin u will surely DON'T accept it in d start, lik me, i dislik them n even say nt to read dat for d rez of my life, n ended up goin there.. stupid me.. =) nt oni me lik dat, for otaku, specially girls, abt 80% luv bl, include for some of them is yaoi, bt for me still bl.. yaoi is kinda.. bt i watch, juz a lil swt.. well, dis me after d zombie mode wif no life durin d hols, i have been brainwashed by d boredom n goin d wrong path i made, n ended up likin them.. haha..!! is juz fantasize it, i dun reli noe i cn accept d reality type ok?! n i'm nt reli in concern cuz i am nt reli a guy or s/thin.. no hurt.. juz dun c yuri(gl??) for sure.. dat genre is meant for guys, nt girls for sure! eventho d main character is girl plus girl......... (swt, 100% dun go watch if u're girl, i hope we will maintain dislik them.. sori for ppl hu is girl yet lik them.. mayb u guys r great to reli dare watchin it.. =]) and den, continue d part i said i found d person hu oso lik wad i prefer too.. dat is mia! i didn;t think she will have d same thought in lik, a million years! i tot she was yuki type.. d shounen one.. bt not, she oso prefer manga lik me, prefer shoujo lik me, lik fan girl bl, lik me, lik knt, specially oso read it, lik me, hv d same urge to watch d same thin i lik too.. =D wad a dam nice tok dat time... i tot i am d oni 1.. haha.. =D bt nt d oni 1 in earth, i nw reli find wad i mention b4 in d poz lik respect ppl likin n such, i mention when u hv a likin to s/thin special, precess s/thin special, it doesn't mean u r d oni 1.. even nt among ur nearez ppl, bt there is ppl too hv same condition u hv under dis 1 big piece of sky we luk up to.. rite? n i found nt likin condition, my sicknez condition, i met 2 nw, n they were reli great ppl.. wenn, she is nt serious, bt i hope her for d bez to b okay till d very end.. =) n oso jia en, after read her poz, mayb s/hw, she hv d same feelin i hv b4.. is a guess, cuz evi1 is diff, even hv same part, does nt mean is same.. is juz a lil part i think is same.. =) bt for me, even scared, i dun reli care.. in d end, dun laugh, i even hv my manga as my laz.. reli.. =( i brought them to d hospital u noe!! u c, i mayb bcum reli likin them since dat time.. manga, reli is my oni world dat time, wenn is s/1 hu reli mek me moved as a great fron i hv d next year i met her.. form 1 is meetin yuki, durin july i went watch anime, lil a lil lar.. n den i found d existent of manga.. and form 2, bcumin crazy for them.. haha.. i am nt d shoppin type, or lik my sis hu is pretty n popular in her skul, i lik stayin in my room alone reading manga n such.. i accept d fact i am an otaku, is ntg reli bad.. is my likin, hu dun hv? i am a lay low person.. bt add on, i kinda hv bad memoriz for shoppin out cuz d first time n d LAST time i went wif my sis to mid valley, she went go north to east n went to south n north again.. d whole shopping centre edi wok lik so many time, duno hw many kilometer i have wok.. dam big n she wok round n round, n dat time i haven went thru operation, i had hard time breathin, including eatin, i usually very hard to swallow my food down to my throat cuz it affect my lung evitime i swallow down d food n it feels lik my breathin cnt better n my lung was in pain, i mean i was sufferin.. =) or mayb my heart was oso in pain too.. is around d chest there n d pain reli cnt let me differentiate which is which.. u cn say, suffercatin in a place where is juz me.. bt i dun get any word from any1, no1 ever care to notice me for dis, n i din expect them to do dat anyway.. is nt i dun wan to worry, cuz i noe my parent dun hv d extra time to always do dat, my 2 bro dun reli care for me, n my sis mayb d nearez to me, bt s/hw, she is a far away person, hu dun understand my feelin.. bt i noe, my parents n sis reli care, my sis even cry for me when i was in d bed lik dead ppl lieh! is s/hw a bond dat i hv wif her, she once had a great fall from her stunt in cheerleading n fall from gettin flyin up, n her around her eyes went black, reli un-normal, n leg was oso too.. she told me s/hw is d ppl in there gt a lil nt hapi wif her, n when i see her luk, it reli made me cry out, it reli is nt normal for ppl have a face lik dat if dat cnt b heal.. she stayed in d house for lik more den 2 days n she force herself to go skul cuz her skul was very strict n cnt off for more den 3 days in a whole year.. stupid elite skul dat i cnt go to.. =( well, dat time my bro was oni at home playin com, he even say dat himself.. i mean 2 oso same.. anyway, duwan tok dis thin, dat is paz, next time if gt d time or rq to write, den oni do, i lazy to write long.. =( bt wad i mean for tokin soooo long nonsense is, YOU are not alone, always and never be.. even u r juz alone there, even wif other million types of condition u hv, it is s/hw u r juz d special person there in ur place, bt there will always b ppl same lik u in d same world u live in.. dat is y, i startin tot y am i d oni 1 to hv it, bt ltr i knew abt ppl hu are more worst, n i was so stupid to say dat when i still dun hv d quality to say i wad "worst", my worst is juz s/thin ppl hu have d "worst" wished for, even juz bad, they accept, n y nt me? when u think u gt d chance to live, oso hv d chance to die one day, even wif scared heart, bt smile face, n den u oni noe, they is reli ppl care.. =) even if u dun, they is always be one day in d future.. u live to meet them, live till then, till dat very time, den oni decide r u hapi or not.. oni decide, u r reli reli lucky.. bt sori to say, i cn say all dis, bt i oni cn do dis abt 50% oni.. =/ cuz my lazinez s/hw is bein irritated by some ppl.. so i dun think i am a 100% gud person or s/thin, no, i mean i am NOT, dat is y, i wan ppl lik u guys understand, live ur life, life is short, live it ur way, life is oso long, so live it beautifully, life is unseen, bt live eviday is ur last, life is precious, so dun go waste it, untill d time u regret, it was always too late.. ur way, if u lik s/thin, go for it as long is s/thin dat is nt wrong at all, is ok to cry, dun care u r a girl or guy, dis is y, ppl is reli special, so if other dun lik, does nt mean u juz cloz ur lik for them, is ok to show out, dat is d bravery u show, n is ok to speak out, dat is d word dat u let ppl understand wad ur heart reli wanted to say thru ur voice.. dat is y, except me lar, u guys r reli perfect, so y nt live more coulouful? =] for me, i was lazy in reality, sori i was dis kind of lazy person, bt i hv an aim dat i wan to repay my parents n other hu care for me in d future, well, i hope i won't chg.. =) n live my own world, my life! well, if u say to consider in malaysia, is impossible of cuz.. bt end of d world id cumin, do u blif it? till den, if it reli is, dun regret, stop wad u hesitation, if is nt s/thin bad, den go for it! =3 s/time, evithin nids a lil bravery to do.. so, determine ur heart, dat is where u belong.. the real u for hu u reli r..
hey, y am i tokin nonsense again, arghh!! my picture nid to poz in another poz edi!!!! =( anyway, add on is after skul, wok bek to my old hse n den mum din fetch me, untill 1 hour later, say my bro went close n accidentally locked from inside d room n den they use so much time to pick lock from d toilet window to open d toilet to gt thru.. n ltr eat chicken rice, den bla bla bla.. well, d bez thin dat day was d talk wif mia, i din hv dis kind of hapi feelin findin ppl hu oso agree.. b4 when i tok to yuki, i din say out cuz b4 i even say, she was sayin y do ppl even lik dat?! oso nt wad wad wad.. i dun blame her, cuz i oso felt d same before.. so i din tell her i lik them, juz in poz here, where is kinda private from reality ppl i knew, i oni gv to few ppl in reality, they r ppl i trust i guess.. =) n ppl from internet cum here, they were reli lucky to cum by, n i am reli grateful they did.. =) specially tellin me to keep it up, even nt knowing each other, diff world, bt i noe, i was glad to hv u all.. well, juz nw i say yuki was kinda, luk down into bl n such, bt well, for sure i watch shoujo n shounen oso.. anime lar, cuz she luv them, i tek out them to tok to her as well, bt of cuz she is d shounen anime type.. i oso gt watch, juz not reli into it bt noe nt lez.. =3 cuz i oso luv some of them, nt reli d fully shounen one, a lil dat shoujo too.. n shoujo, she dun watch usually, i was tokin abt KNT, kimi ni todoke la.. finally it cum out season 2 n i was nw currenlt watched their latez newly 2 episode.. =) hw nice.. n i went re-read d manga from then again!! so cute la wei!! bt due to no time n slow internet, i use 2 day to read fin.. n oso finished watchin kobato anime dat i lik half dropped? bt still ended watchin down bt nt reli sad lik i lukin forward to, din reli get moved much.. =/ mayb i dun reli into d girl, kinda nt reli, duno hw to say, bt well, is nice show, juz mayb nt reli reachin to 60% of my style, i expect more sadnez inside when ppl say is sad, bt for sure hapi endin la.. fullmoon wo sagashite is sad den dat lik more den 3 times! is juz different in new n old, artwork? anyway, i lik d part when other anime appear inside d anime kobato, it luk lik advertising to watch dat anime when u're watchin kobato.. bt i din watch, i juz read d manga, specially xxxholic manga was once i liked, reli nice, i think i read more den 160 chp plus, bt i dun seem to rmb is where.. duno gt over 200? or haven published yet? >_> anyway, seriously is nice.. bt nt reli in my fav list i currently have, i change my fav time to time, dun tell me u can eat d same thin over n over again w/out changin for a year.. if me, i will nt even laz for 3 days. bt manga is diff, is nt 3 day so faz of cuz! anyway, watchin fin kobato n readin fin knt manga till d latez chp, slow internet n oso tuition, dat is d reason y i din poz in my blog for days due to dis.. hahaha.. =D ok den, seriously, if u reli read all so far, u're reli gud at endurin i guess, n u r reli a great fren!!
thx for readin, specially those stupid nonsense i wrote when i was following d flow n ended up lik dat.. tyty n ttfn!! always my laz line.. =) ta ta for now~~!!
ps. pic, should i even nid to poz in a new poz? bt in here seem so loooooooong edi.. noe by seeing it.. anyway, duno.. =/

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

re-poz/ re-edtin/ continue

[pls noe dat dis is s/hw few days bek poz.. original date, 12 jan.. bt today was 14 jan.. i din gt d chance to poz after writin so long dat very day cuz no time(i guess) n i saved in draft bt still cnt find time to continue.. n now, i hv to poz 3 days poz to replace wad i din write.. sori.. dis one is gonna b originak from start, so i juz say ytd mean d day b4 12 jan.. bt d real deal is dat i currenlt is 14 jan n continue editing writin dis poz..]

(original title: , bt u c, i chg my mind nw, btw dis is d 14 jan me here.. i say wan poz bt nw i poz in d other new poz usin my mum's cam, so is clear, no "mong cha cha"(i think so).. so dis poz mayb nt reli corek all d way.. haha.. =D )

my meanin of "mong cha cha" is an alternative word for "blur blur".. =) well, since y i write lik dat? cuz, d foto is reli blur...... untill..... oni 2mega pixel u noe.. is 2 x 10(power of 6) dat is 2000000pixel dat is reli hell lez of d quality!! =( cnt expect much, big sigh for me.. i use my fon mar.. my mum's camera pic ltr on i oni continue uploadin it, i was too lazy to b doin uploadin stuff.. so nw was juz fon wan 1st.. mayb next time i tek again wif my mum wan, cuz her was 14mega pixel.. better.. =/ well, ok dis is juz ltr part, i haven start wif d skul life diary thin..
bla bla bla, ytd is borin oso, ntg else to do, juz dat no peace n quiet.. nw i noe my mum is so cruel, to me.. for sure nt to my lil bro, jeremy specially.. he's my parent's "big baby".. = =" so old edi samo baby untill when.. anyway, my com was safe, if nt i will nt b writin here again, n well, juz dat ytd i hv tuition for lik 7pm to 10pm, arghh, lack of sleep!! den for sure i tek a short nap, bt den, get over it, my mum even call me wake up by some stupid jokes(actually is nt a joke, she is in bad mood, "emotionalistic".. (mim-made it myself, no such word exist in dictionary, dun go write dis word in essay, if nt dun blame me for gettin a cross.. =( eventho mozly ppl sure noe wad does it mean anyway.. =/ even if is juz made up thin or word, simple..) anyway, i wonder hw is she gonna maintain her blood pressure or s/thin?? to say it truly, she reli no day will no bad mood, if gt oso dad gv us pressure dat actually oso cum from mum.. =( she is queen, we r... ntg. u noe, she juz barged into my room n well, i was awake from dam heavy teks book of mine being thrown on me, n d time left still got 1 hour!! i set alarm n such, nid so cruel mou?? = =" lucky no tek my com, if nt, i reli cnt live stayin in d same hse, seein ur face, always thinkin dat i am uselez n bla bla bla, end. =( i am nt reli complainin actually, is s/thin lik wantin to express my feelin? o_O i duno, i juz seem to c d keyboard, type type type, lik dat, folo d flow.. bt i'm nt scoldin my mum lar, juz cnt stand her "emotional-istic" s/time.. tak boleh tahan!  lucky my buk is nt thrown so badly, bcuz i am their cushion. =( n i was lik, blur blur washin up n gt rdy, n d next thin she was in d door there sayin if still din wake, next is gonna splash water on me.. i'm lik, wtf! well, juz expression, i tend to nt say out, specially to her, is gonna b suicide man.. =/ no other word cn reli descibe hw i reli feel la.. =( bt over is over, cnt cry over spilled milk? well, dun suit here, bt hey, i dun reli keep hatred so bad, unlez for special other thin.. =/ anyway, yt tuition is er, bm.. i cn say, nt reli reli reli reli great bt nt bad.. =) bt i duno is he reli corek? cuz when he start givin us do d openin for d essay, i was gettin praise by d teacher for writin "very good, excellent, good", juz nid add "sebenarnya" n all corek for d paragraph.. n i was lik, har?? thx him bt confused, no way i'm gonna tek much hope on those word.. i am nt capable into bm.. well, got a stupid C for dat sub in all of d 8 subjek i tuk.. mek my eyes oso duno wan to c anot.. gt a, b n 1 c.. = =" bt met ai menn again there, sat wif her, she was lik takin my still left lez den 10% of battery, reli low on battery fon of mine n well, c foto n er theme.. luv her fon, reli nice n pretty.. =) n ltr another chinese girl sit bside bside me, n i oso saw she hv d same fon n colour of d fon dat ai menn have.. wow.. d 2ppl bside me is havin same h/p.. and den d teacher samo say wan replace b4 claz to sat of s/thin at 11.30 to 1pm.. =/ ok, go bek, 8.50+, went watchin show, help mum print thin n such.. n den end day..
today oso borin day.. bla bla bla.. our claz bcum so noisy.. my bek is nt yk anymore, is d guys, reli noisy reli.. n right oso some.. in front, well, mainly is when my front student, ke xin she hv her fren sit over or tok tok tok, well, kinda??!!?? duno wad to say, i gt no comment, i dun mean any offense.. =( n stupid moral.. i think up 2 major thin in negara for keadilan, bt duno hw to write in bm, juz hv d idea in head, i duno hw.. =( i am nt gud at bm or wad.. y she dun gv bi lieh?! =[ well, borin borin.. n 1 thin i left d skul wif well, paiseh lorh! i went scriblin my stupid drawin n duno hu sit in my place, n samo is guy lieh.. = =" duno wad to say.... paiseh mean lik embarrass.. haha.. bt nvm la.. cnt chg d fact he sit edi.. so many ppl takin account, and pei wen is taking too.. i was bein encouraged by my uncle n aunt to tek onto account, bt i guess i dun think i can handle, n samo, i think d tez is when u tek, u nid to tek up a year.. for acc, i duno is 1 or 2 year, cuz when we ask d teacher, she did nt reli 100% say is abt d skul tez if i recall bek my memoriz, she juz say if u duwan tek, u juz dun chuz in spm, bt din say form 5(bt probably cn choose), bt form 4 i duno.. i am nt an elite student hu is gud at bm oso.. if it's in english, i sure will go i guess.. lik college oso english.. anyway, mum no fetch me bek after skul, n half way, saw a dropped book belt thingy on d road n pik up n return to d person hu drop dat was walkin in front, den in front samo, pei wen sis croz by n oso gv me a short lift to my old hse.. =3 u noe, u reli cnt blif hw bad is d sunlight!! so hot la wei!! n den i hv ntg to do in d hse, juz sit n w8t, den gt so many dried leaves, went sweepin d floor.. for ntg lar, i am bored, ntg to do.. bt reli alot of leaves man!! gonna sweep lik few min oso cnt fin.. =/ ltr wait lik abt 50min, den my mum cum.. well, i din complain anythin, juz smile n ahaha.. lik dis.. n she today was totally another face n was nt reli in bad mood, she cn even help on sweepin d dried leaves.. = ="

i forgotten wad happen in dis day ltr, bt i noe tuition on 8.30pm, physic claz.. n i was lik waitin for d van to cum fetch me n he was late, mum call n they say forgotten.. wad the.. bt nt d uncle fault, they din tell him, so he duno, n i dat day oni pay samo, n get d era card to wave d "s/thin" lik a credit card lik dat den oni can paz thru d troublesome door n cctv lukin at d position there.. i can tell u, there is so many cctv there, duno is too rich or too bored?? d card i oso gt tek, ltr poz wif d other.. anyway, chemi was lik, i duno hw to say, eye oso wan cloz edi, is nt bored or wadeva lik skul dat kind, is juz dat, all d board was graph! graph! graph!! here n there n i din sleep from mornin 5am.. no nap, same lik d day b4.. so tirin.. n evi1 was lik, "sigh~~!!" n eyes tryin to mek it wild~~ open.. n well, 4 formula to rmb n walah, i noe we're dead.. =) dun reli understand d concept on hw to "use" d formula when there is somethin per somthin square, area.. and mek it to square?? i duno hw to explain wad we're tryin to say.. bt physic, for skul, doom man!! no teacher, no substitude or wadeva, february is gonna cum wif a tez together, n guess wad, "we're all gonna die!!" well, is lik movie's talk, haha, well, i dun reli think so lar, many ppl so pro in their study, sure ok for them lor.. nt lik me, oni get 5A wof 1 C along.. worse lar.. =(
dis day is oso wed, so i have house practice n well, i ditched it, dis is d second time.. 1st, no reason goin there, 2nd, i am lazy, 3rd, my mum dun fetch me if i go to dis thin..4th, i cnt do sport, wad for?? ok, i cn wif limit, juz an excuse, bt for sure, i duwan to do equals i cnt do.. =) juz a letter in front n walah, bye bye.. =D special priority lor.. bt still, juz for d lil mark, i nid to suffer cumin as a QM.. =( i duno my suffer is d sun or my mum.. anyway, at liz better den doin sport.. juz for d marks, gonna do it? bt well, i dun even wan to stay in malaysia, duno should i reli put effort anyway?? - -" i hv to say, no matter if still cnt wok oso muz cum, this is wad they think, haizz... they cut den cut lar, my pjk marks for d 2 years laz time is fail or juz paz marks.. all teacher pity me gv me marks.. juz bcuz i cnt tek d tez of pjk n such..
today lunch was.. mac donald.. again.... n tuition cum bek wif my bro, we was lock outside d home bt inside my house area.. n i sat on d wing wait for their return from tesco..

well, end here, dis is nt complete anyway, part 1 end for .... cumin for part 2, or mayb foto? depend..
ok, i 2molo oni poz my other one. nid time.. goin to sleep, thx for readin, ttfn~~!!

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

d day seem to hv chg bt pressure.. neh..

today ntg much to say, juz dat d main thin happen in d skul is class chg, nt me larh.. and moral, gonna mati.. ><" anyway, ytd was lik, gettin trap lik mouse? duno, cnt use com openly, haha.. bt i still use it anyway, secretly.. n den ytd nite go for tuition n well, add-mt was lik, lolx? d teacher is diff n reli.. weird.. den ltr 7.45 lik dat d laz time original teacher came.. bt we still revisionin d same old topic on chp 2.. and den bio was lik, forgot forgot.. haha.. all name n function.. today is gonna b bm, haiz.. n ytd fin class, dun hv car to go bek, mum call me folo d van, bt i ask d teacher b4 leave n she say cnt.. ><" bt d uncle reli gud, when i w8t my dad cum, he ask me wan to folo oso.. reli is very gud person.. =) bt dad samo complain say y dun u wok home n such, few km oni mar.. n dat time is lik 10.30pm, he expect me to wok alone in d dark cross d busy road n such, wif looooong distance n up down d hill?!? wad kind of father is dat! =( if wok untill dat time i reach, edi 12am jor, gt time to sleep meh??
today mornin mia gv me a present, n den we ltr mornin gather thingy dat time, we form 4 student stay bek, n well, as expected, is d decide which class we're going for sure.. n den i as usual, in d same old class.. =) 4B, bt pei wen, pei yi chg to 4A.. cuz they gt full A.. n oso manyyyyyyy 3A student wans go to 4A, lik almoz 90% man! bt oni a girl from 4A, which she laz time is 3A cum to 4B, n was reli lonely, bt ltr bcum fren wif hong shen teng.. so faz bcum lik frenz? anyway, d stupid thin dis day is d moral which, we nid to do presentation, n well, we did nt do of cuz.. =) bt due to changes in class dat many student change, it bcum dat we re-arrange d moral n some ppl team wif another, some is individual, depends.. n well, we do "keadilan" topic, it means fair.. nt d white white fair fair skin, i mean lik fair n square.. =) bt oso stupid cuz nid present n d first hu present was kingston, individually went in front n tok, n ended wif teachers complaint of nt reli gud.. = =" wad man! dat teacher samo call us to memorize like all 36 moral thing n is so.. wth!! u noe, is reli hard, i oso no eyes see liao.. cn i even stay in dis class?? gt ppl chg class, bt oso pei yi n pei wen gt chg bek to 4B of cuz, shen teng oso bt i duno wad she reli thinkin, cuz i kinda find her.... *whisper* weird;.. i duno lar, is lik she went 4A n chg to 4B n den she say cuz moral she wan chg bek to 4A, den say when other den moral den cum bek to 4B, n den say she wan to change to sub-science class.. =/ den ltr she wif fren wif d girl, chia wen n den lik no chg liao?? i duno?? O_O" n well, i duwan to b doin d stupid secretory job, n d secretory is tan chee liang, i duno wad to say.. = =" d moral teacher call him do thin n he say he quit d job n ltr yuki is vice treasurer n den ltr she wan b secretory bt d claz teacher is reli more puttin high poz/main poz to d guys n d vie are girls.. = = i dun think he will gv, n oso our claz lik mek fun of him bt nt in front of d actual real person lar.. den actually tot dat d acc tek no nid to tek exam den we will choose to tek, den it say cnt, den ltr we were stuck on decision till d teacher call some student from sub sc to return d buk, they say d acc text book muz buy ourself, so we decide dat very second we choose not to take it.. =) and when moral class, suddenly got ppl say got lik educational talk or s/thin n d teacher was lik, unhhapi?? bt den nt even 1 min we tek our chair wan to go to d place, they say cancelled edi, turn bek n continue d presentation.. we nid to use our money to fotostat those stupid brochures or s/thin for d whole class.. waste moeny.. =( she go black, no green, no kind heart moral lik she admit so herself.. anyway, i lazy to write more, i nid to bring back d thin dat i nid to poz d pic.. ytd mornin pei wen gv me a big nice cute cuddling plushy n 2 wishing bottle.. =3 i luv it.. <33 n i oso scared get cught when they spot check cuz i think my nail is long dat time, nt reli long, juz 4gt cut since lez week of it.. bt lucky to check.. =D ok, ltr gt tuition, duno mum hw.. is she gonna let me go anyway? i dun care lar.. >_>" sleep.. reli tired d whole day.. = ="
thx for readin, thinkin dis is reli ntg interezting n such, so thx for reading till here abt my blabing nonsense.. =) k den, end here.. thx 4 resin, ttfn~ =P

Monday, January 10, 2011

i was gettin blamin nw

juz cum bek from skul, n well, kinda felt dat my mum was in a bad mood aura.. i should nt hv tok to her anyway.. it reli mek thins worst.. = =" bt no matter wad, i hv no comment.. she wan to tek my com away, fine, i am nt reli takin d word seriously.. so i dun think i hv time to do anythin wif my com for a moment.. and well, i was bein scold for spedin n nt helpin n such.. i noe i am lik dat, evi part, nt oni fee n such, i understand.. if u reli duwan me to go for tuition, i dun reli matter anyway, is ur choice.. i dun even hv d confident to stay in dat kinda elite place for me, is nt a gud thin.. n wad u gv was nt reli supportive bside for my 2 bro, is always different, y do u always think lik dat? i am NOT clever n such, i cnt survive in those place dat i cnt even stand for lik, all i tot is givin u ur expectation anyway.. y dun u even nid to care? dis is always ur action to me.. u think u hv confident on me gettin A for lik evi subject so easy?? u think is so easy to even get 5A in pmr for me? is nt wad i reli think anyway, is always u hu wan me to get at liz 5, n after i hv, u juz say u tot i gt 6.. i noe u were a great mum, for evi moment i always wan to think dat.. bt when s/time u r too emotional, even if is wad u say, we cnt disagree, u noe, u reli hurt ppl.. i noe u sure din c dis word i say, i am juz gonna say silently anyway.. u lik goin ur way, folo u think.. always lik dat.. i duwan to tok anymore, i juz wan to put my emotion let out a lil.. =) i'm ok, juz sori i cnt reli help wenn.. i duno my com is gonna live or die.. hu noes? if possible, i oni poz other poz.. bt if nt, i reli no eyes to c.. sure gt big prob geh..
thx 4 readin anyway, no mood reli.. nt mad lar..  is disappoint, i duno y.. =] kay, will think of a way to put my anger in a side of cuz, i dun lik havin fights, is a reli bad idea if d opponent was mum anyway.. no tuition life, fine wif me, i dun care anyway..(actually i do, juz act lik ntg.. shh) if she wan dat, i dun mind, let her b.. i dun reli wan her to waste uselez money on thins she dun willin to spent on, except for my 2 bro.. >_>" kk, end here.. bb.. (i duno should i put dis poz ttfn, nt sure is she goin to kill my com) ><"

ps.wenn, sori ar.. i will write is possible d former letter for u.. bt nt sure.. i din write it b4.. bt if reli s/thin happen to me, i dun think i cn help u 100%.. i will try.. =) thx for ur gift, i will poz it abt dat other day wif d others too. =]

Sunday, January 9, 2011

sweet 16

yup, ytd was my 16th birthday.. and d first hu ever wish me was yeo pei yun in fb d day b4 my b/day n darling wenn durin abt 12am to wish me in sms.. n well, my sis, dad, wenn, eric wished me in sms.. and abt 70 ppl wished me in facebook, but well, none in blog.. kinda sad.. =( well, is ok anyway, cuz i put my blog as partly secret from ppl i knew, unlez u're lucky enuf to cum here, dat is reli awesome anyway.. =D
since i think is gonna b loooong poz, i juz guess.. i nt very sure bt gt a feelin.. let's start wif d day b4 my b/day den.. cn skip to d next paragraph if u wan.. dat was friday and i was same old skul day, n well, 1 thin i rmb is they r gonna hv spot-check next week, means 2molo.. n i nid to do work for d pose in class as d vice secretory.. i reli hate dis job.. and i nid to use my $ to fotostat those class list myself, n i reli wan to redeem my money from d claz fee, juz dat we still dun hv any till nw.. bt as usual, ltr on use com when cum bek home.. n dat nite gt tuition from 7 to 10pm, lucky sat gt no skul.. bt still gt tuition.. bt around 7pm, i was waitin for my mum yet she din cum bek home yet from fetchin my 2 bro.. and i was kinda late edi.. den my dad cum bek n i rush him to fetch me.. he was lik sooooooo slow.. and den when i reach, it was 7.15pm in my watch.. and i went up, i saw shashminta, n she was lik finally u cum.. n i ask am i late, it is over 15 min.. n she say she oso juz cum.. n den i saw in d door corner a chinese girl, bt reli familiar.. n i ask, is she ai menn dat i once knew.. n she was, u are? n she cnt recognize me, mayb i dun luk so alik wif pic? well, i noe, i'm nt pretty anyway.. den we hv sejarah claz first.. and i choose a corner far away from air con.. n it was d small room same lik d time we use for physic.. and den ai menn sit bside me.. shashminta was infront.. wif her fren.. and den we start d claz n den d teacher was fun, bt 1 thin is nid to bring teks book, n i din bring, cuz evi teacher till then oso din call us bring teks book.. den i share wif ai menn since she gt bring.. and ltr on chg claz to chemistry, n ai menn went bek, since she is nt sc class, n i sit bside shashminta, n ltr shun cum, i cn tell u, chemi, hard man! i mean sc subject all so damn hard lar wei!! i'm lik har har har?? cn say d moz student was A student.. - -' and den well, finally it ended n i met up wif my bro hu oso went for tuition dat day, bt for him, his claz always start from 8 till 10 pm.. so we went bek 2gether, well, there is a van which fetch d student bek, n i am nt reli officially d student there, juz trial, so i ask d uncle did d teacher inform him dat i cn oso tek a lift wif my bro together.. n well, he was kind enuf to approve.. =) and in d car, veryy hot, no air-con, u muz use natural air.. open d window, bt oso "manual" wan, lik stuck edi, so hard to open, n i call my bro to open n we exchg place.. n in d car, is lik my bro was tokin hw gud is d uncle n where he fetch n bla bla bla.. cn c my bro reli hv ntg to do.. haha.. den finally reach our home n i kinda still playin com anyway.. eventho is lik dam tired.. den ps n wala, sleep.. set alarm for 2molo cuz nid prepare my lil party n tuition..

k, den is d next day, my b/day.. reli tired n den see my fon, 4 msg n is 3 person wishin me.. and den i get rdy for my tuition ltr on 10am.. and my party was in 1pm.. went on9 in fb, blog, etc.. den went update status and thx for those ppl hu wished me.. =) and den i went off to tuition.. today is modern maths.. n commence or s.thin, i duno wad is dat, bt i din tek.. den ltr went there early n saw ajeeta.. =D she was early, n oni cn c her in 3 days.. den shashminta n other cum n we start d lesson, well, to say, maths is easy, he din teach d significant number bt we start wif addition/subtraction/multiply/devision.. i dun mean d 1+1 and such.. dat is way damn easy.. i mean is dat topic, nt d simple number la.. anyway, is easy i noe u will say too.. juz add n minus n devide.. juz diff is nt a simple number.. bt still, d claz is d same as d first class n it hv 2 air-con.. i wear jacket oso cold untill cnt stand jor.. and d ppl ask d teacher to close, he saw d guy back there was shiverin after he close.. hahax.. anyway, it ended faz n i went home, bt i get rdy 1hr earlier d, juz wait for my mum.. =)  and den ltr on play chess to paz time, wif my lil bro, jeremy hu force me to play wif him, n he kinda cheat the game.. bt well, i ended so faz for him wif a checkMATE w/out any of my officer bein dead.. mwahaha.. juz a queen n a castle n walah.. well, nt a gud idea to cheat ppl, it mek d wrong move.. haha.. anyway, den it's time n we're lik goin.. and den well, bla bla bla.. n till halfway i 4gt to brin er, serviettes.. and den my mum turn bek n i went tekin it.. den we rush to d pizza hut first, my mum went in n ask d ppl but they dun gv us eat there.. and well, b4 mum call edi dun approve, so we tot if we went there ask personally more better, but they oso dun gv.. anyway, so we chg to a nearby one, domino pizza.. and we go les toast n buy cake first, actually my mum tot dat ltr at nite wif my family party will hv another cake, but well, d bill for d pizza was kinda.. off.. so din buy edi.. n at first lik dat so we juz buy a small one.. but surely, i choose choc cake.. and den i was callin here n there to let them noe i chg d place.. and den i went to domino n my mum ask them, den they gv n we juz went inside n i see d menu.. it gv d set package or s/thin, u won't blif hw expensive dat is.. =( i guess my b/day present from mum is to threat my fren.. n ltr i let my sis say/scold/somethin.. cuz i spent my mum whole lot of money.. well, cuz normally is lik ppl gv d money for their own n share together the pay for d main person(birthday person i mean), dat oni d cake we use ours since is i choose n is edi very exp for one.. and den in my case, i pay evi1's share plus mine n d cake n stuff.. adding up it's lik 285 plus u noe.. cn say i spent 300 a day.. well, mayb for some ppl is ntg, but is alot to me.. =( n my sis say y din ask them to pay a lil for their part, n nt usually d all.. hw stupid am i? >< bt i noe wif my fren, i dun think they will lik wan to cum if i reli suddenly chg lik dat, i mean i think they will nt cum to support me wif dis kind of thin.. mayb other den wenn lar, she very gud de, i guess even no1 wan celebrate she oso will wish me.. =) bt i noe she oso cnt afford much, i dun lik forcin ppl.. and d sad thin i ever had in dis day was i din gt to see her in my party.. =[ u noe, nt mad, but sad.. bcuz d true fren din cum, reli i guess i oni blif her dat she was true, bt well, except sometime we respect each other space.. =) dat is oso wad i lik abt her.. bt well, sadly she duwan to cum, i mean cnt cum.. =( bt well, mornin tuition i have wish from ajeeta in tuition n den oso tj, pei yi, mia, yuki, shir jin n angeline oso.. my mum paz d camera to brian to tek pic but he juz play wif it by takin silly picture of jeremy eatin d chicken.. is reli stupid.. and tj's bro was lik so funny, reli.. he cn reli communicate wif other so easily, n reli silly.. haha.. n tj was lik wan to exchg brother, cuz my bro very silent.. well, ppl juz dun lik havin wad they hold.. same goes for me.. =D bt i'm glad s/time.. =) s/time.... i guess.. anyway, it start wif  7 pizza, and other dishes.. all times 2.. sooo many.. and 5 drinks.. d big bottle.. and we oni lik around 11 ppl, my mum ltr went off d shoppin.. we eat n they reli eat a hell lot of food, haha.. all it's left is juz 1 pizza n d garlic bread or s/thin.. den d cake.. d cake picture, i think i ltr on oni post those picture.. i dun hv my mum cam nw.. and den d cake hv ribbon, n after they sing, well, n i made a wish, i was always wishing d same old wish since i am lik very young.. same words.. same wish.. haha.. duno r u guys same as mine? hahax.. is s/thin dat does nt relate to time dat flies by, bt a wish dat won't hv a proper start, still a wish i may hv as d whole time.. anyway, there is ribbon n fake flower n it, n well, cnt cut of cuz.. and den we start take d ribbon off, they even say cn eat anot, of cuz cnt.. n den is d paper flower, n tj say can eat, n i eat d center flower dat is d pink one.. n it taste nt nice.. =[ reli, dun try dat is u dun lik.. anyway, den d cake is so small, is juz enuf for evi1.. =) and den fin, they start takin d camera n c d picture in it.. reli is lik u open into ppl's privacy.. = =" and den, after finish, is open present.. n den is tj's present, well, d wrapper is nice, bt reli "fragile", so easy den tear n spoil.. n he say is expensive oso.. n oso there is a looong card n nt in hapi b/day, bt is a "gud job" card.. he say cnt find hapi b/day card, bt thx to them, dat is oso mia hu write oso draw a pic into it too, i get to hv a biiig card in my life.. =) and d present was a bag, hard cover bag.. i duno hw to say d style bt is reli nice.. except d fact i duno wad to do wif it, i was thinkin wad am i gonna do wif dat when i first hv a luk on it.. n he oso forgot to bring glee cd for me.. and den cullyn one was sweet wrappin, she say is her mum wrap for her.. n her present was lik a treasure box or s/thin, reli nice, antique.. and den shir jin was a mug n a lil note wif a cute lil clip.. reli nice.. and den angeline one was a elephant shape tape.. d tape pic was all colourful n such.. a lil "cute" lik dat.. wad to use wif it? o.o anyway, n pei yi's one was d cutez among it.. i duno y, bt except d function of it.. is a coin box shape lik a bear.. cute bt i dun use d coin box since i edi hv a official from d bank wan.. well, picture lik i say, ltr on.. and den after dat, we parted n we went fetch my sis n munkeat(sis bf) from college.. n den ltr on i receive a present from my sis, at first i duno wad happen y she suddenly call me to choose either one of d hairband.. one was black wif ribbon on it n another was red wif heart shape picture n d design is unique.. bt i dun fit red n i lik black, so i choose d black one.. well, is my gift from my sis.. =) and den ltr on go bek, i went usin com com com.. den ltr on at nite, my aunt cum n she gv me a present, dat is oso from my 2nd aunt oso together.. a black bag.. hand bag.. =) simple n nice lar.. haha.. i anythin oso ok, cuz she gv me see other bag dat she was choosin too.. well, oher oso nice.. bt i'm ok wif anythin.. ^^ anyway, den ltr we hv steamboat outside my hse.. =) n i eat tom yam.. haha.. is in my hse garden.. n b4 dat, i was discussin abt pure sc n art class.. my uncle advice me to nt tek up pure sc if i reli hv no interez on goin to b any job in those.. n is reli hard n wastin time for d future, specially collge n uni.. is all full time n nt part time n will use damn lot of money to juz study.. =( i duno should i tek up anot.. n den ltr steamboat, other den d part d kids were playin fire as always.. burnin s/thin or wadeva.. in a corner.. n den ltr on they open d ghost show n see, the child's eye.. is lik d 2nd or 3rd time i watch it over again, duno wad to say, oni cn say d bgm damn load, n wif usin d home stereo, is more worst dat even d cupboard was shaking, n ur heartbeat will gt affect too.. i was upstair playin d com, fb, n then my heart was lik duno y nt usual.. cnt see or hear bt cn feel.. d invisible vibration.. n den ltr on they went bek.. d moz silly topic i ever hear was my sis say her bf's teacher say he study so high n wad he is doin is juz 1 aim, hw to mek a banana tree GLOW.. =) dat is silly, n second, even if possible, wad is so gud abt it?? no use at all, juz glow oni.. = =" they should find s/thin useful other den wantin a banana tree glow.. and den after dat, they went home ltr.. n dis is where we end my day.. =)
my sweet 16, mayb is nt reli absolute nice n perfect but i guess is reli d bez in my 16 years.. specially d part dat my fren specially wish me in midnite.. n oso exact 70 ppl in facebook wished me hapi b/day.. =) i am nt a gud person or wadeva bt i was reli hapi abt wad dis day happen.. n specially, i reli thx my parents! =) even i duno hw to say to them a thx in real life, bt i noe, i was reli hapi n reli was grateful for dis day they were here for me.. =) bt afternoon is my dad nt in gt work lar, juz nite he oni cn join d steamboat.. oh, n mum mornin gave me a "gift" dat is a big shirt wif girl on it.. well, is black.. bt i'm ok wif it, cuz d big present she gave me was d party.. =) thx mum, n dad..! lurf u guys, u r awesome..!! n oso, playin com here n there, fb ytd, n kinda hv some tokin wif jia en.. =) mayb we cn b frenz.. i wonder.. cuz i ask her abt her operation, well, reli d corek as wad i guess.. scoliosis.. bt dat is a diff topic, i reli duwan to write any longer.. and den, today was borin of cuz, wake at 12pm, den com, eat, sleep.. ntg much, parent went feng shui talks.. n for a day.. n den ltr bla bla bla.. nw here.. gt c some anime n movie.. reli borin n tomolo is skul.. nid gt rdy, seriously, i haven done any homework, i think i'm gonna b dead for a moment.. =( hope 2molo rain in d mornin.. =D
thx for readin, i reli cnt 24/7 update d blog bt i will try my bez to keep up.. so, thx u guys hu support me.. n well, gonna end here.. ttfn!! =]

Thursday, January 6, 2011

so tired.. ><"

juz finished the class list and print out d "original".. 2molo nid fotostat a copy for d class n let them copy for teacher.. i was doin it for lik few hours.. n finally done!! well, today ntg much, juz same wake up early mornin.. cnt wake up, i sleep bek so many time.. today morning raining, gud part was we canceled our morning gather, bad was cold, we samo sit lik between 2 fan.. haha.. nvr wear baju kurung today.. long sleeve mayb warm abit.. anyway, today was lik, evi1 is callin us to use d big blue note book.. why they dun juz use d exercise?? u noe, d mass of diiference is more den triple!! so heavy!! n is abt 10 book of that!! same weight as few heavy text book.. arghh!! normally juz use 2, n dis year chg to abt 10.. damn heavy, my hand oso pain.. samo d text book so many.. ><" y skul nid bring so many heavy buk, reli cn heavy untill i duno hw to say.. = =" if evi1 in d future, i think all was gonna use ipad or s/thin edi.. no more book! recycle!! reduce!! reuse? go green!! so heavy!! >_>" today laz class was history, n d other class went back early, duno y.. n den we were wantin to go bek, n d teacher was lik, samo wan to gv us thin to copy in d laz min.. = =" n den finally finish school, we went go book store but close, out to break, juz close 15 min ago.. n 2.20pm will b bek.. n den we go back, bt my mum din fetch me today, so i wok bek to my old hse.. n den after finally reach, n go in, bt i cnt open d inside padlock, gt prob.. n i wait in d car porch there.. untill from 1.45pm end, wait till 2.20pm, n finally she came, n den eat mac donald she "tek away" when they, my mum n bro eat lunch there.. n den i ask my mum i nid to buy buk, n go bek to skul.. den i go to skul n buy, lucky gt ppl.. den i buy 5, but i think again n cuz gv her 20, n d coz of each is 2.60.. total for 5 is 13.. n left 7, so i think n i tek out my 60 cent n buy another 1 incase future same thin happen, i reli lazy to buy.. is d third time buyin dis kind of buk.. n nw, today gt no tuition.. n still left 2 days to my b/day, mornin invited some frenz.. haha.. anyway, reli tired after staring at d list n edit for lik so long, wan to sleep, bt still haven play com yet.. ><" anyway, today i gt ntg much to say.. juz random day i have..
thx for readin den, ttfn~~!!
2 days to go!! my b/day.. =3

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

my tuition life..

(dis is second post today) juz cum bek from tuition, physic.. nt bad oso.. =) d teacher n ppl r nice.. knew some frenz i guess, i am wanting to try rmb their name, shashinta, shun, haji(or aji).. they reli r nice ppl.. bt my mum n dad lazy to care to fetch me, wan me to folo my bro, brian bek home wif d van, n yet i was nt joinin yet, jus trial nw.. ><" n dat time i went down n i cnt even c my bro.. nt to even say a single car.. = =" n i went callin them dozen time, duno wad r they doin.. >=( n den she say folo my bro, bt den he go jor, cuz his class end early, mine end late.. n i w8t for her to fin there n close d tuition centre, cuz she say she will fetch me.. well, i haven reli go into physic, juz introduction.. haha.. nt lik add-mt go far away liao.. n ytd i missed d bm class, they said d teacher even came on d end time.. lik 8.30 end, he oni come at 8.30, ended up nvr gone.. lucky i din go.. haha.. =D 2molo cn rez liao.. ><" friday is chemistry, hope is a gud teacher too.. well, to say d truth, till nw the class i hv, d teacher was wuite good.. seriously, if u compare to school(i guess other den Mr.Lee mayb.. mayb), is better.. bt d time reli mek me blur.. i cnt focus 100% cuz is reli mekin ppl sleepy for sure.. =/ lucky is nt reliiiii borin.. well, haji name was called as "anythin can", cuz when teacher ask any short form for her name, she ans lik dat n ended up callin lik dat.. =P n den d room was d other one, better den b4, cuz it oni hv 1 aircon n i sit in d corner, furthest row from it.. =) n i even wear jacket n jean.. haha..
ok, juz nw i was lik anime here n there, manga update, checking anime/manga.. =) update blog of cuz, n guessing dat hotmail thingy they start to tek move, n nw left fb n ps.. =) den is sleep! 2molo nid early wake up plus do class list, reli tired i even forget it.. mum call me to do her agreement thin, n i am hopin i won't forget anythin.. ><" i reli cnt rmb much nw, fbfbfbfb.. b4 i 4gt.. haiz... i samo nid to schedule time on my b/day cuz i oso hv tuition dat day.. >_> n mum juz say "lunch time", hw i noe d time?! n d place, i guess if ppl nt convinient, mayb pizza hut in kenari, cuz kenari i cnt think anymore place dat is nt reli open air.. n they gud, no nid to clean up n such.. =) ok, decide lik dis 1st, any oppose den chg, reli small lil party oni.. juz invite lik less den 6ppl, haha.. =)
3 days to go, my birthday!! mwhahahaha
thx for readin here, again for today.. anyway, ttfn den.. =P

respect your dislikes, ppl's likes

juz random thin wan to tok abt.. ytd was rainin or thuder or s/thin.. n den i have tuition on 7pm.. and i din sleep at all.. went use com n read manga.. den ltr when i gt rdy waitin for mum, she was outside edi, fetch my bro, brian from skul n jeremy form tuition.. n i waited from 15 min earlier to 30 min late.. between dat time, i wait downstair doin ntg, den  ltr on tv n watch movie, n saw a singaporean soup opera, "with you".. is nt bad, bt juz see a lil den mum cum bek n bro nid go tuition, n cuz i late, den i din go at all, and i miss a BM class.. wow, d subject i hate.. and den eat dinner, den use com.. check d hotmail matter, den i go find s/thin to do.. well, i went watchin a anime dat well, i dun reli wan to say.. cuz no1 in my real life fren ever gonna c dat.. bt well, i knew alot of otaku in d other skul lik dat kind of genre more den normal.. =/ all i can say is, human cannot judge any decision for d future, but to luk bek in d paz u chg.. if dun understand nvm.. is reli s/thin i can say, dun say b4 u even try, nt bad thins lik criminal ar, dat sure is exception, bt b4 u try or do or even understand anythin nw, dun judge n mek decision b4 u even done it b4, cuz hu noes u reli hope/done it in d future.. sooo, cnt reli blif wad i ever say b4 dat i say "surely will nt" or "surely will" in d future in all d paz times i said.. bcuz ppl reli chg minds when they pass with time.. =) example lik laz time, i went eat sushi n i dislik raw salmon, n well, i guess i said surely will nt eat it, n den u c nw, i even eat more den 2 plate at liz evitime i go there n eat nw..
well, ppl lik n dislik, i nw reli cn say, cnt judge n say them.. bcuz i oso hv lik n dislik too.. dat's y i was feelin kinda bad dat when i was young to think dat others dislik was nt reli gud at all.. bt to think it over, y is there "like" in evithin, cuz ppl like dat, even is juz 1 person, is d same if i lik s/thin too, mayb 1 day u cn chg ur opinion too, if u think abt it, ppl r reli foolish to luk down on thins dat was rarely being lik, bt if there is 1 person at liz to lik it, it was being lik.. =) if i am d 1 person, i guess i will understand dat likin a thin dat ppl hate, will understand to noe to respect ppl's likin.. =) so i guess i should say, if any1 lik a job, i dun mean to hate it actually, bt if i dislik d job, i din mean i do nt respect their job, bt is actually in d opposite, they were d ppl hu were great to hv a lik dat is different from others.. a lik on ppl hu dun tek, no1 will ever noe dat s/thin ppl dun do, they choose to.. dun u think they were the greats in d mental? even if is s/thin i dislik, i respect them, nt to say in d part of d job greatnez n payment of my dilikin, bt in d person them self.. i learn dat s.time dislik does nt mean hate, bt d diff from evi1 mek them reli great, cuz they suffer from criticize on the likin bt still will nt fall bek lik dat, n folo wad they wanted, w/out lyin them self n w/out tryin to hide from ppl even evi1 oppose them.. ppl should think lik dis, hw great r they? do u ever think like dis b4? bt even i hv dislik on likin too bt i respect them.. ppl should think more further ahead w/out stoppin in d side juz view d outside.. hu knew u will lik d inside as well? many thins in dis whole world, u cn lik or dun lik.. billion of it.. so, if u do hv an extraordinary liking soo different from others, hu noe ppl hu lik them too in secret lik u will juz be bside u? even u ever try ur bez on goin for it, even many opposition, dun gv up on them, ur likin is ur dream's sprout, n dreams is s/thin u hv to fofil from d bottom of ur heart, n if u gv up, is just lyin urself, ur life.. =) so dun mind share out, or with ppl hu hv d same liks wif u.. cuz dat may reli help u, or may b glad to hv them hu understand wad was lik for sharing thin u were d oni1 evitime.. =)
bt well, after my nonsense, i noe, i'm sori if i blab so much of it.. = =" i went over a sudden n jump to jobs n such.. lolx.. today was a lame day as always.. juz d 1st week of skul.. mornin i go skul no1 eviwhere, n i go to d class, bt i juz open d fan, bt i left d light off, cuz d teacher will check n i was scared get caught, or mayb nt.. anyway, i went wan to sleep bcuz still left abt 40 min till we reli gather.. n i was tryin to sleep cuz i dun reli hv nice sleep ever since d skul days, n reli tight schedule, well, i oso wan use com mar.. =( if i no com, den no time to use edi.. >< n stupid co curriculum n such.. arghhhh!!!!!! more no time, bt i dun care, cuz my mark for them sure very low, so hw hard i do oso ntg wan.. so i anythin, simply, dun care.. = =" anyway, today got the "house" gathering.. house nt mean d place dat we stay, is actually group dat was being put in skul by using colour.. n i was d yellow house.. n we were so cramp in d so small lil space dat was full of ppl.. lucky i never take any position, so lazy, n our head teacher is Mr Lee.. lik dat i guess mayb if i go, den i cn choose to nt do sport.. hahaha... =D anyway, when ended, i went find yk cuz i paz my teks book to let her help me hold.. cuz veryyyyyy heavy.. ><" i reli appreciate wad she done.. =) and den i 4gt to buy buk, so i turn bek i went to d buk store, n den i saw my bro n well, late for d hse gathering, he is oso my yellow hse, n i call him to help me buy d buk, i went write his name.. n den ltr went goin bek home finally.. =P ltr got class on 8.30pm today.. physic.. =) i hope d teacher there is better den d skul one.. d skul one reli is unbearable.. n today our class teacher, he teach us math, i can say it straightforwardly, it reli is veryyyyyyyy bad.. seriously.. he should nt teach form 4, he should start from low form if he reli duno or nervous or s/thin.. d chp is veryy easy n he was lik, i duno hw to say, i mean no energy to say him.. well, i dislik him teachin bt i pity him oso.. cuz my fren ltr say he lik drop tears.. =( gt a lil guilty, eventho i dun think anythin is wrong.. we din say out he is nt gud, juz dat even nt knowing, he is oredi lik dat.. i duno wad to say.. =(
anyway, gud news, mayb to me, new anime is out.. n guess wad, KNT season 2!!!!!!!!! =D january new anime, kimi ni todoke is finally starting! bt i dun reli hv d urge to watch it down so much cuz i edi read d manga a looong time ago, n i guess is reli folo d plot all along wif lez diff.. d new guy is gonna mek an appearance n they cn finally b together!! i guess.. =/ i duno where it will bein made till which part.. bt dis sweet slow romance is a hit anyway, hu dislik it? =) n other new anime gonna b out too, i reli hope gt Code Geass R3, bt is juz a hope, no evidence reli happen.. TT if u noe, cn tell me? haha.. Starry Sky is nw airing, reli damn nice artwork!! n d voice actor all so damn nice one!! >w< d 12 horoscope wif 11 min anime, n d first was my horoscope, lucky, bt d voice actor was lik unbelievable when i say d other character he act.. =) if u lik shoujo, horoscope, cute guys, damn nice artwork dat cn b rival wif hakuoki or vk, reverse harem(many cute guys wif 1 girl), famous nice voice actor, or mayb moz, romance.. *w*
ok den, hotmail thingy no reply from them yet, bt gonna w8t.. n den i gt ntg to say, juz wan to sleep or watch anime untill my time is up.. =/ ok den, thx for readin, i noe if is borin.. >< anyway, gonna end here.. ttfn!!

3 more days to go till my BIRTHDAY!! =]