history, life, beca...? melaka...

(19.9.2010)
nw is another one of hols trip.. dat is a historical place in our country- malaka.. =/ bt i won't tell u d history, i am tellin d nw~~dat is oso abt me btw.. lolx.. n there v go abt my story.. haha..

jz few days ago, my mum said v book a 3-day-2-nite on vac in melaka on a friday(3.9.10) till sun, bt den my mum cancel d sunday wan so it chg to 2-day-1-nite trip.. due to sun is d day my bm teacher 1st time cumin to my hse(nw hse) n teach me devil liked classes.. end up so stressed... eviday.. ><><><>_> den we go bek d n pass by d pool.. my lil bro, jeremy den jz chg himself to his swimsuit n went for a swim.. my dad stay bhind n teman him.. the rez of us jz go bek, my mum n brian ltr on chg some cloths n went for d pool.. bt i insist on stayin n read some of my sj, bt den pt aside n do my another stuff.. haha.. den ltr on we check out and den go for the boatcruise n walk also.. when we're on d road there, very jam i tell u.. jam untill... haiz... so we park in a place very far.. so we walk there.. and then we walk the jonker street, is oso lik 'petaling street' in sel, jz on diff places oni, n oso there no sell 'fan ban huo' la.. there's sell souveneirs n stuff... =/ we wok untill~~~~~ i oso cnt tahan.. den we finally reached to the place to buy d ticket for d 'boat cruise', n still left another 30 min, so den we go to the nearby muzium dat is few hundred meres away, leg pain~~ i rmb dat time i sambil sms... o.o bt den we reach, d ticket we pay for is 3 student n 2 adult.. they dun bother.. d actual price for us should b 4 adult 1 child.. bt den there hv a student package dat is RM1 n mz wear skul uniform(v of course din wear), dat is cheaper den child.. bt d ppl nvr check.. haha.. i gt proof oso... n den oso visit d muzium.. cold.. outside hot.. den it time's up for d boat n we rushed there.. so den we sat at d side n i tuk some foto n video too.. n by the river oso cn spot moniter lizard if u cn see.. bt i cnt gt d chance to tek a pic of it clearly.. ><'' and later on we sat for the boat, and den i tuk some pic.. den suddenly there's s/one ask me to tuk a pic wif her, n i jz blur out after she tuk, n i told her she's pretty, n she say'u noe hw to speak english?', i'm lik yes, she den told me she's from irag or europe, nt sure... den after dat, we went bek to jonker street and my lil bro, jeremy cry insistin to ride on the beca, so my mum say d ppl too skinny to ride us so heavy ppl, den my bro dun wan wok.. den my mum wok along the street 'hang gai' and me, my 2 bro n dad went to ride.. we den stop our destination nearby our car parkin spot.. den i went to buy souveneirs n ltr reunite with mum to makan lunch in a laz time we went b4 wif my aunt n cousin, brandon de ols lukin shop.. den my mum oso buy nyonya sambal(nt bad larh) n we den went bek home... =) so i loaded some pic to share, as a thanks for readin till here anyway...

(i upload somehow is opposite the story from d back to front, u cn see front down to up)

a mini-waterfall when we pass by while we're headin bek

the place we eat our lunch in jonker street

a temple we came across when we stop after sittin d beca

the beca me n my lil'bro sit

okay, its me, yeah... -.-

the beca me n jeremy sit+ brian dat wan to squeeze in ltr(his is wif my dad in d bek wan)

another~~ =)

jeremy hand blockin down there.. lol.. in the boat

d foreigner dat wan to tek pic wif me(right de)

a boat de 'ceiling'

another boat~~

see d view of the castle?

tek in boat de view~~

the boat we'll b sittin then..

d ticket and d evidence of me as a pelajar.. (w/out uniform for rm 1)

suddenly bunch oof stident(indian) came to visit, lucky we fin jor)

a ship, mini lar.. in d ship musium..

in the ship musium

croc shaped.. =)

inside the ship musium

old time ship

the ship musium we went to...

the boat we're goin too sit

one of d view+beca in melaka

a view i took in d balcony at d apartment

same place, bt lukin down~~ the swimmin pool..

and dat's hw my day end in melaka(i think), jz din write some minor thin.. okay ba.. thanks for readin, haha.. i bet u'll hv to scroll so long.. thanks again.. =) and i still left my cameron highland trip.. hahahaha... n yet, i 4gt pmr.. ><"

yet, still dun gt it

eviday i had to face tuition from mornin n den afternun n i mz secretly ply d com while den my mum had control on it.. isn't there a formulae to tell me to slove a problem whenever consequences anyway?!?!? i'm so fed up s/time to face changes n prob, i want to sleep in peace(nt die larh..), i mean lik nt botherin abt the time i lack of sleep, nid laz min syudy, regret when fail in exam.. my life s/how is mess up wif my thought, think to do, bt nt action i put.. it suck.. >_>" i duno y b4 pmr, i'm dam bored till i even hv a record myself for writin a blog w/out leavin it behind my mind... haaha.. mayb pressure is s/thin dat kept u thought, bt also a motivation, a task to find a new solution to let it release from our lil mind, and big wonder... haha... jz imaginaring cn bring a new world to life bigger den d earth in a plce mayb u wouldn't see tru out the galaxy... mayb ppl thought exist s/where after the earth dat r so big we wouldn't noe.. okay, i think i'm talkin nonsence.. crazy edi.. due to too much stress i'm havin i guess w/out any work tho... >_>" i'm nw even thinkin abt imagination n stuff, i gotta b sick anyway.. - -' i gt ntg to write, bored, yt went my aunt hse n we hv bbq there, i from almoz 1 year din ply fb even bored till goin to play ps myself.. bt yet i luv d sotong my uncle cook.. haha.. =) den again my mum-n-bro incident happen again there and my mum dun care d situation n jz wok away n cal an end n wantin to go bek home, n we tuk some time to bring my bro dat doesn't wan to go bek home into d car.. today mornin i hv tuition on my lil bro, jeremy tuition centre there.. is lik = =''.. duno wad to say, no comment, bt the thin is dat when he was asked to explain abt d locus thingi, is lik he cal me to explain it. i'm lik-'u cal me to do sj den u r d teacher y u ask me?' n yet nvm.. den for myself i oso dun understand d laz question, i'm nt a teacher or anythin, i cum as a student.. den when i gv up, he jz say wad for nw lif aside, ltr oni think, is lik wad?! locus no nid 1 min if u noe d ans to explain n find d answer, is nt lik there's a formulae or anythin wad!? = =' he duno den say so, samo ask us to do.. = =""""""" =( and my dear wenn, dun worry, if u cnt 'xia shou', i'll help u to do it, even if u ask me to throw dat from a buidin to let u gt a chance to hv a new fon w/out any prob jor if u wan to.. haha.. ^o<>=( haiz... again a day to stress, den rez n never read, 2molo samo gt skul.. i duno cn wake up anot.. ><><" arghhhhhh~~~ tt samo nid tek day off... haiz... a duno wad to do liao... ><"""""

today was specially mean for sun, 26 sep 2010 anyway.. =/ d sat part is oni d very front...

laz bt nt liz...

yup... it ends today, a start of tomorrow.. a week more to go, is pmr i noe... for some reason, i gettin lot of pressure every angle while i myself cn't even noe jor.. my mum, my mum anger sand-bag, my mum high expectation, target on result, my bm tuition, tt, bad in bm..... too tired to even c a luk... today was like whoosh, a simply do jor de tez... kh n geo, lot tembak, bang bang.. den fin go Zzz... den it end a day.. ytd mum mad at my bro(brian) n oso make me involve gettin marah for sittin there... i shouldn't hv sit there, so bad lck.. and when today skul end, my bro w8t for me in d skul gate due to ytd my mum say she will nt fetch us bek home bt she still appear n my bro turn bek when he saw the car.. and when we go in, mum oso scold me... bt lik no one even care abt other feelin, nor to think abt... i din gt angry at her, jz disappointment from her.. even wad she does, my bro jz too mad at my mum and tok bad abt her at her bek.. bt i still isn't puttin my anger into it a single wan cz i doesn't wan to let every1 unhapi, cz a small action hv a chance to chg a big situation.. if one's step back is to one's forgiveness... eventho ltr on she everytime hurt s/1 feelin n jz think ntg ever happen, even wad i wanted to say cnt to told out to her, i somehow hope my family will think more in others situation... even a simple thin aren there a solution? i reli dun gt why ppl doesn't think lik wad i do? nt to say i'm a right person everytime.. bt wad i mean is y doesn't some1 does s/thin while to think themself into others situation? i admit, is nt always right for wad i do, bt is better den hurtin ppl feelin.. a good man is someone who stands on one's shadow.. for me, i usually gt the thought evitime, bt usually i'll ignore wad i done, the usual me is s/one nt thinkin of the front view, bt w/out a sec to speak of.. and there's why if u may noe well, i'm a straightforward person dat usually hurt ppl feelin even i myself gt it.. i gt d feelin of them too.. i do regret bt den i would s/how nt turnin it bek, bcz i cnt chg time, n dat is a prob 4 me 2.. bt hopin dat my whole family would b more understandin specially those hot-tempered de lor... i gt abit oso lar... haha... i duwan after slamin d car door, next is the hse.. 0.0 it is possible.. = ='' nt a carefree life at all...................

if one's step back is one's forgiveness,
a good man is s/one hu stands on one's shadow,
a life will b meaningless w/out livin,
n d responsibility to luk after the plant of our family....

nw, i'm dead meat..-ball...

okay.. mayb nt meatball... bt i'm nt lyin.. i cn't gt to my geo n kh while its jz 2molo!!!! o.o n i try doin wad wenn suggested bt i'm lazy nia.. TT wad the heck is goin on wif my c2p brain!! arghhhhh~~~~ and yt nw(dis time nw) pei wen remind me to bring d borang to skul 2molo, haha, thank you so much!! and yt i still ended up in dis tragic situation dat i hop nt to b in... i ytd even sambil read geo untill 12++ midnite n yet, i still sambil main readin manga(1/2 prince) n finish den sleep... today sc oso OMG!! i jz hope cn gt a dis time den ok jor.. dis time is true... pls god ar.. i gt no other den to lose dis sc, mt n bi jor, pls dun gv me a b ar~~~~ sj pls improve eventho i haven know d result... ><"""" wenn again thanks, bt i duno i cn b lik u so geng mou... ><" very high nan du......... i will try.. pei fu pei fu... u're d bez.. haha.. den tuition few hrs ago n cum bek home, bt lazy still... n yt i felt after seein my primary frens blog, is lik.. i duno wad to say... in some way i envy her, n yet admire.. bt i love her style, nt d anime bt d drawin n pic she done... and oso let me think of my skul very wad... >_>'' their skul so nice n frenly(gua), nt lik ours so 'leng mo' de.. no colour at all... - -' nt to say nt gud, bt comparing, mayb skul life should b more better n nt to say lik wad we had currently... no offense, jz my personal opinion anyway.. bt if we do hv the potential on doin it, y don't we..? bt i guess is a no anyway.. there's impossible in it... lol... >_> still go bek to wad i'm doin, read... (n should i ply, mayb i will..(gua) bt i jz cn't stand d boredness... ><)

and yt dis late nite i came n edit bek wad had happed jz den, mum was so unreasonable from wad angle it is.. even when i'm nt d one hu cz, still end up blaming all... and i cnt done anymore of d geo.. very tired today..><""" i wan to shut my eyyes jor.. daily battery inside of me wan to fin liao... >< oh yea, my mum duno y cz brian snatch d fruit dad cut, den ltr mum angry n say we(me n bro) no apreciate her effort and say wad she do.. etc.... den i do hsewok she oso mz scold me say nvr say den duno wan, cal is her 'gong lao'.... = ="" swt dao ta...!!

sejarah!! mt....

third day of skul exam n was lik woosh, hard... = ='' d sejarah no nid to say jor.. hope to gt better marks den b4... ><" haizz... hope so... i ytd whole day tot today was sc exam manatau is sj n mt, n i was lik playin n readin some sj as bek up when i nid to confront my mum... ltr when wenn ask me abt today tt, i was lik feelin weird y is she askin to bring sc even after fin tez... n den i check on d jadual n lik, WHAT THE toot!! i was lik playin n suddenly tellin me is sejarah dat i'm afraid of... o.o so i jz kept startin readin my sj and d laz i ended up reading b4 d whole except for form 2 laz chp... >_>" anyway, dis term mt is lik damn... i'm shocked i myself never done finish in time n i jz tembak, bang, bt for me my instict is nt gud as yuki at all.. 'kek sam'... i hv no comment... i'm lik dazed in a side of my mind... and tomolo is sc bt i haven touch it yet, nt to say i'm ok wif it bt i'm more worry for my geo.. o.o i haven touch nt even once.. o.o so nw start read teks.. hope cn read fin tonite... and 2day oso let mum scold, den givin me pressure... sad... she duwan giv me buy internet thin, so wad de... den nag....... den say me wad wad... den ltr lik ntg happen lik dat, mek ppl lik wanna dun bother her, bt den ltr she sure say n scold me... more worst so for thinkin dat part, i still choose nt to do it so naive, think 'wisely' b4 react... lol... den ltr is tt.. dat teacher(siew) reli... i duno hw to say... wan say den say, he dun blif us den wad for say, ask edi cal us promise den say duwan to say jor, from d start den dun blif us den dun say mar.. wad for he do dat in d start... den ltr say he cal us for comfirmation dat we wan or nt, we edi say we wan n promise bt den lik dat oso nid to... D=<>_> hw cn he so lik dat wan.. is he hu duwan to say n samo say if no pik up mean we duwan.. when we say we duwan jor..? c2p... >_>'' think oso nt hapi... untill nw still w8t for his cal, ltr again nag jor... bt so long haven even gt any.. another 1 week plus till PMR!! omg... i'm lik still playin lik wad... arghh... cz i too sien... my mind oni noe hw to say, duno hw to do.. dat is also one my my bad-habit dat i myself hate too... ><"""
wenn sure u will b great n score a in pmr at geo, kh n sj de... c oso noe jor, u genius lieh.. o.o yk oso mt lik better den me so i dun think her tembak is lik wad she said, she reli does tembak many corect, gt so qiao ma? jz lik d tj in sj... bt today he din cum hor... yalor.. sj n mt he nvr tez... yk n wenn u 2 sure so geng de lar.. dun even say u're nt.. dat is everyone point of view... =X yup.. it's a fact.. o.o dun deny it.... hope 2molo science will b ok... ><"""

the End of d 2nd day~~

today went ok while ytd readin sj sambil readin manga till 10pm++.. n d laz i ytd din hv tt and i jz read 2 chp of it in d whole day.. play a fool.. haha.. today was english exam n chinese paper 2.. well b1 is ok except for paper 2 dat i wrote wrongly with my answer writin two of the stand.. damn... =.=' i reli very unhappy abt it.. and chinese is lik i duno wad to say jor.. jz hope cn gt a b.. and yet 2molo is sc exam n i haven even read fin my sj.. wad the.. haiz... ><" so nw still lazy to read.. untill nw on blog.. lazy is one of my bad habit.. anyway, hopin 2molo hv no tt n sc will b easy as a pie then..(bt i have a feelin it will nt).. sj and geo!! TT i even played sdo and lucky the rain disconnect for me if nt i duno when willi stop playin it... o.o and dat is also when my mum wan go kl to c najib(our pm) dat is on 2.30 he cum n mum due to fetch us so late.. when she gone, me n my 1st younger bro, brian play com n den my rum suddenly being lock in d inside.. and when i cal my mum, she told me where is d key n her condition is walau.. there very heavy rain n d placeis very jam, so mum decide to turn bek laz min bt her car gt tayar pancit n couldn't do anythin while the rain is so heavy outside.. den cal toyota service cum eventho is rainin... haha... hope dis tez lead to a bright future with flyin coulours....... >< pray to god..

omg... tez..

ytd i done some sj revision, bt nt revision at all.. i luk thru the manga n stopped by one of my fav on hold liz dat is shinobi life dat hv update of vol 8.. after readin some time, i sambil c d buk(few page) n sambil read d manga(all fin), n den i go bek my rum n check thru some notes.. den i sleep.. den next mornin, i woke up at 2am and check thru my dun-4gt-note dat is on standby on my fon wallpaper.. i jz kept seeing time flew n slept bek till 4am++ around 5am.. i woke up n tek a cold bath n think of revising my bm, bt den i stop on checking my contact.. time flies... bla bla bla... 6.20am auntie cum fetch.. same as the skul days.. n went to skul.. w8t 4 perhimpunan.. lazy to read.. den go dataran jaya there oni start readin, go bek class read every novel de persoalan, nilai, etc bt jz nvr read dao pengajaran part.. n when paper 2 on bm came out pengajaran on tingkatan 1 n 3.. lol! bt i tembek.. abt d same as nilai.. bt d bahagian B abt givin pendapat for d 'rumah terbuka' very hard, i jz simply write jor.. bm paper 1 ard oso, as usual.. bc paper 1 is d laz and jz after fin tez bm 1 a few min ltr, tj cum n tok to me when i am revision(lz min) n tok abt wan chap gor meh, kong ming deng, anime black s/thin shooter.. nt sure.. den i half hear no hear.. o.o den he ltr go edi(finally, ty) n bla bla bla.......... tez over n hard... duno hw to do.. when after skul mum fetch i mek a sceduale for myself fr dis week on studyin bt i jz duwan to tt.. = ='' i haven even done wad t.sabrina cal me to do.. i dun care larh!!!! i hope gt no tt ltr bt lik cnt.. - - and i duno y i sam gt time to goo blog.. very sien mar... o.o tomoro bi and bc, hope cn gt gud marks ba........ ><"

-today was 20.10.2010, monday at 4.22pm

=) yumi

2day is d end n 2molo restart...

today very rush.. ytd i went for tt, den bek nid entertain my aunt for d lantern festival party in my hse.. bt ltr on they watch ghost movie and i'm too bored n slept.. is lik 4gt d time for d rez of dat day n when my mum cal me n my sis dat r asleep to go bek our rum n i'm too tired to move my brain n went up my rum n see d clock is pass midnight.. n too tired to see.. and i knew 2molo i hv tt in d early mornin n hv a nother tt at afternoon n den i jz couldn't move another inch of my brain n kept sleepin n lazy to tek my fon or charge in dat was inside my bag and beside d door, few hundred cm away.. n when i woke up, i gt a fright, wad time is it.. n it's 7.30am n i rushed to wash up n chg, went down n ask for fud to eat.. n found out my aunt n family stay for a nite at my hse ytd, den i gt a fon cal sayin is 9 n reply all my sms n check miss call den.. ltr on i went for tt jz after drinkin a cup of black coffee, n rush my dad to bring my, dat is 8.30.. den when i reached there, wenn oso reached jor.. den we went up n bla bla bla.. teacher den ask us wan makan bo.. den we cal for 'ca shao' pau.. he den 'da pao' bek n belanja us makan.. n den i eat a pau, drink a cup of hot-nt milo bt milo liked choc drink, half a i-dislike-d-smell fishball n two 'siu mai'.. =3 n den we tt... bla bla bla... o.o den cum bek my aunt still at my hse, watch csi, see my cousin lil sis, sabrina play ps(pet society in fb), makan, n den bm teacher late for class, n den jz nice late cum when i late eat till fin.. den tt, fin, giv h/w, stress, ntg to say, i wan to read buk bt cnt read.. ><><><><><><><><"""""""""""" y no1 understand........... TT my mum samo giv me so many tuition... haiz... 2moloo wan tez jor.. i hope my bm gt improvemnt bt i dun lik d bm teacher anyway(skul de, tt gt lil), n bc too.. omg my bc haven read yet.. = =' jz gud luk 2molo lar.. haizzz.......... disappointing.. >< haha....