Saturday, April 2, 2011

is lookin lik a kid called "younger"?

well, dis topic or wad is dis thin juz reli mess my mind.. d whole friday.. =( so juz put as my tittle of d day since is s/thin i rmb.. =P well, let me start from d start..
thursday was ntg much.. friday mornin wear sport shirt to skul, saw angeline, she told me she will nt stay bek for st.john club meetin/class/activity dat day.. and left me n pei wen, bt wenn was half duwan go.. bt d laz, still gt.. i noe for her, she hv to go since she nid koko marks, which is important to her.. since her bm is gud n cn go in uni, y nt? =) i wish her d bez since she is a fren which i reli pt my respect s/time to her in study, bcuz she is lik a bomb, untill d very laz sec, den oni explode.. =) so mean, untill spm, u will nt noe hw many a she will gt for sure! lik pmr, end up all A's.. o_O wad a scary great bomb she hv, i oso wan.. =D
anyway, thins happen, dat i 4gt.. i noe i tok s/time wif chia wen after add math class cuz i teach her add math after d add mt class when she ask me to.. n den heard dat her father is a supplier to my fathers company, duno hey know each other anot.. =/ bt i ask today my dad duno.. n well, samo gt wad.. oh yea, d chess competition thin.. well, clement came find us chess club competitor... n well, he rmb me, lol.. hope he don't.. n he ask me hu samo join.. n i was lik, he gv ppl d form n he dun rmb.. ><" and i oni noe mia gt.. n den guy, duno.. he tell me he is nt any ajk or wad, bt end up bein push responsibility to tek d form from this n there.. so cham.. lol.. n den mia came bek at dat moment n i ask her hu is d guy hu join d competition in our class, n is chan song yang.. he gt join, bt me n mia, NO... so folo clement go find cik teh.. went out cuz no teacher.. find in office n teacher place, dun hv.. den we tek 3 floor each of us tek 1.. n well, i tek d ground floor since oni hv 5 class.. clement tek 2nd floor, n mia 1st floor.. bt no where to b found.. clement ask us to go down, n den i duno y, mia missin edi.. o.o wait awhile bt she din came down, n den clement say go canteen, went there n no1, so mean she nt in, n we gave up hope.. i went bek class, i saw yuki sit in my place tokin to wenn, well, luk lik d view from front was lik, 3 group in d bek there.. chattin.. =/ n well, i hv no comment.. i let my place for her, yuki i mean, mia was nt to b found, i tot she went bek class so i went to check on her, bt nt there, n i went ask for pei yi her sit n sat bside yuen yen, i noe they r d study type, so i ask yuen yen anythin to tok.. n she ask me same thin.. =/ i guess reli a lil same as pe yi style? well, i noe pei yi better den yuen yen, since i noe pei yi for 4 straight years, n so d topic i nid to tok wif yuen yen i reli nid to think.. lol.. n she say did i hear b4 dat jun git wan to call ex-bm teacher.. n actually, dat day we gt d rank in class.. well, at liz gt top 10, 6th place.. i noe is well, gud to me, bad to me, duno to me.. duno wad to express.. juz dat, s/time, i guess i din put effort on studies.. =( i noe i will nt b s/1 lik jun git hu from a student which once was nt a gud student in study gt high marks.. n pei yi which is a reli reli hardworkin n nice person.. =) their effort is d amount of their result.. reli reli s/thin i cnt do.. bt i juz cn't seem to hv d action to do it eventho i hv d thought of it.. wad a lazy person i am.. well, gt 6, seem lik my mum will tek me n my bro compare.. my bro was in d bek class, i am in d SECOND bez claz in form4, wad did she expect? ><" i mean, if i were him, i sure gt 1st anyway.. n he gt 6, mum was hapi dat she say is once in a lifetime succession.. i noe is nt his prob, is juz mine.. =/ s/time, my mum reli think i study gud n such, n she juz doesn't bother if i cn or nt, she juz threw me a limit A in exam.. juz lik PMR, she say i MUST hv AT LEAST 5 A in exam.. if nt dun even bother to go skul.. same goes for upsr.. n wad my bro gt is 1A, she din even say him.. i mean, i reli gt pressure n nid to gt at least 3A in exam, skul exam! shit! if nt she is so gonna kill me.. is serious!! my life will b ruin! bt still i noe d consequences, yet no determination to do so.. damn lazy.. argh!!so i am DOOM to b dead.. =)
oh, go off topic.. anyway, ltr mia came bek, say she found cik teh in her CAR!! dat is y me n clement din see her.. she is eatin in her car man! hu d heck noe dat... mia reli very geng.. bt we waste our time goin d whole skul n check, she is juz in her car wif air-con n such.. lol.. after dat we go n find clement, go find teacher, n she, nt in her car anymore, nt in d office oso.. so, juz gv up hope, bye bye.. monday juz pass up or anythin.. =( anyway, gotta say, haiz... lik mia say, humiliation..suck! y does it hv to b me.. bt they say hv nice meal lik for free? duno is real anot.. = =" juz chess oni.. first round sure die.. haiz.. do u nid to wish me luck? ><" if i am force to join? bt if mia is goin, den mayb i will think abt goin i guess.. =) bt she duwan go oso, so juz c luck.. haiz.. anyway, skip d part, i noe i came bek, d group change from 3 to 2? o_O well, wenn n yuki chg tokin to feline n shen teng, n well d other group din chg.. i mean d group in a area in d bek.. nt d guy side tho.. (sori to ppl hu read dis bt dun understand.. ><" bad at explainin loacatin..) n den it was gonna b bio, dat is oso y we all din go find cik teh anymore.. i noe mia oso join debate thin.. =) gud luck for her..
n yeah! i rmb went to add math class, never tot of, will b fooled in APRIL FOOL man.. = =" well, i am juz accidentally nt bein planned to gt into it, bt i gt into it.. >< is s/hw, i went up earlier.. so den, on d way up, i juz gt to b wif feline n shen teng they all.. so well, i was actually alone wan.. i juz wan to go to d 2nd floor to d add math class.. n we are in d first floor staircase.. so well, i juz din reli hear much abt the conversation, bt i noe they tok load, dat Yeap n ke xin wan to fool shen teng n feline i guess.. so they tok lik yeap n ke xin wan go find a person or wad, so dun folo them, juz go to d class in d 1st floor.. dun wait for them, they juz wan find ppl or s/thin.. i mean, huh? n i reli dun care much at first, n i juz wan to walk past them, so i go to d side n went up, well seriously.. i saw yuen yen n pei yi went to d 2nd floor into d class, for sure is there.. bt den, shen teng tell me dun go up, i duno wad is she up to, mayb she oso join them to fool or she wan to juz folo yeap n ke xin to find d person.. n i was lik, wad? d class was up, n she say is down there.. n i think she call feline to go to class first, no nid wait for her oso, wan to folo them to find dat person which i duno hu is it, i noe is their fren of cuz.. nt reli i wanted to noe anyway.. n i was lik thinkin, gt transfer to bio lab meh? = =" n well, i duno hw, bt i tok to feline.. i juz hv bad memory.. bt i for sure noe i tok to feline, n well, wan to ask her is d wrong class, juz dat time topic was d studies, pt in a side.. n she heard shen teng say n well, oso go to d class, mayb is it? n end up bein fooled, n d next moment, i cn c shen teng came n say, "so shameful" in chinese, which is her evitime words in her conversation.. i was lik, swt........ zzz.. bt well, april fool no surprise oso ntg nice in a positive view.. hv a april fool wif feline, thx to her too.. bcuz dis is juz normal to me, ntg reli big.. =) juz a lil laughter to them.. lol.. i mean i oso tok to feline untill forgt jor wad i wan ask her in d first place, since i seldom chat wif her, rare chance n well, forgot..  stupid me.. haha.. =D tj wan is bad, he tek oreo biscuit, n change d CREAM to TOOTHPASTE!! n was told dat there is a person eat it n spit d whole thin out in an instant, wad a frikin thin to do.. = =" if he does dat to me, i am so gonna kill him, lucky he did nt, bt his sis oso do d same.. anyway, n durin bio, is d potato experiment.. n i was juz into tok n d h/w stuff, din do.. juz help wif d purin sucrose solution thin.. and den after skul time, go bek class n is st.john time.. bt other student hu gt stay bek stay bek.. n den ar.. study type of wound in d class, say those "seniors" nid marchin, fisshy was instructin them.. =) and den 1hr ltr, me, wenn. jun git n chee liang went to bio lab, i saw garshini hu was juz goin bek, n lucky we made in time, n do d rez of d experiment for out group.. n our group is d oni 1 which hv no name.. = =" lucky i rmb d time which b4 i went doen, they dun hv any watches n call me to check on d time for them n they wrote 1.45.. lol.. anyway, do d experiment n gt d time, den wash up n d other group, oso jun git help out, oni left last which is nt complete wif no labelled thin, so din do.. bt d other groups washin leave it to them to wash.. is juz bcuz d experiment is bez advice to tek after 1 hr lik buk told n nt 1 day.. bt d class evi1 is gone.. so no choice, lucky gt go bek bio lab.. =)
wait, i haven into d tittle point yet.. durin bio time, shen teng suddenly turn over to wenn, n i was askin wad abt it.. n den wenn told me abt d thin they chat abt.. gt 1 is er.. yuki came out wif d topic some ppl luk childish.. n well, wenn say shen teng say wenn lik 16, juz lik wad she is oso.. yuki was abt 14 lik dat.. and me.... 12... >_>" i understand.. i luk small, skinny.. =( n causes, a 12 word.. haiz... is gus dat well, ppl say luk "younger" lor.. bt 12? o_O well, i juz cnt tek it out of my mind, i was depressed of cuz.. = =" do i luk worst den my bro? haiz........ bt edi ok edi, dun care.. juz dat b4 i was told dat i was 14.. n i was lik, wad? my bro's fren ask me d tuition fren, n i was lik wad? i duno hu d heck is dat.. den he say, u nt same class meh? n i say, no, i am form 4! 16! n i ask u tot i was wad.. he answer: form 2 =14years old.. n i was lik, o...kay......... zzzz... anyway, mayb when i grow older, i would lik ppl say me younger, so nw mayb nt.. =/ i guess, bcuz nw d younger they mention is "child"... ><" am i childish anyway? specially me myself? attitude or my personality, or juz thinkin or action? juz s/time.? ok, nvm, lol...
i rmb d worst time was after skul, com~~!! n well, d "adopt" thin juz d b4 post in blog.. was solved after my aunt was ok wif her schedule a lil.. juz except for monday.. so d rez 3 was ok.. n pei yi offered me to her hse to hv lunch on mon n tue.. so i accept w/out thinkin.. nw, mon i duno do i hv to go anot.. i reli scared i reli bothered them.. ><" and actually i oso gt help from mia... bt after aunt thin, i guess i less 1 person to burden them.. =) i may cause unconvenient to ppl anyway.. =( specially wenn, i noe she will, juz her mum samo nis tek care of child n such, so i guess i dun reli dare to ask n to bother her since i reli bother alot.. =( bt d laz she still offer a hand next time she said.. n angeline hu oso wanted to help out eventho her hse was reli reli far away.. (to me, it is).. thank you for those fren, true fren.. =) wenn, mia, angeline, pei yi... u guys were awesome! <33 i reli reli touched by u guys.) and nw, c 1st..
ok, nw i must tell u d worst thin in APRIL FOOL DAY! is dat when i was com com com.. abt 5pm, i gt rdy for tuition eventho is start at 6.45.. so i oso play play play den.. din think den suddenly mum tell me d car come, i mean for tuition n i see d time was 5.40 lik dis..i was lik huh? is it wrong? n i double check wif my watch, d same.. is it d van so early fetch?? n i was scared to b late for van, since i hv trauma dat i cnt miss d van for tuition.. if nt my mum will definitely kill me.. n den i ask is it wrong time edi, i rush n gt rdy my buk n such, went down n up, n den finaly go down n saw ntg ouside.. i rush so tiring n end up "april fool" n dat time i reli wan to say out "wtf".. = =" she tek my moz weak point, i mean i wish lik hell, jump down from stairs n end up, bein fooled jor.. wad the heck!! shit man~~!! n den din reli eat, since i was fool.. sis was home edi, n she say she oso fooled by mum dat she drop thin bt nt.. n den car come, tuition lik sleep times, end... my com bcum old hag which is functionin damn slow, gt prob..
oh, n i forgot to mention, b4 goin bek, i noe i end up early 30 min.. so went to kacau wenn, n was reli reli reli hungry dat time.. since is till 2pm.. and den her mum was cookin, i noe is juz botherin if i oso tek there, so callin n see mum come is better den makin them doin more job.. and so while waitin, wenn play piano, real life hearin reli nice, nt lik in mp3 or tv, different feel n sound.. =) n she teach me hw to play, juz a 5sec+ melody.. reli she play nice.. juz my mum dun gv me learn extra thin for sure..
n den today, satuday wan ar... en.. oso gt thin to write.. bt i think leave for tomolo wan.. too long post edi.. juz post forst... =)
thx for readin, reli thank you.. n ttfn!! =D hapi april fool for ppl ytd.. lol.. ok late april fool day!.. =)

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