[sori, juz din poz dis from draft.. edi write dat time.. next poz start from d chess day] =) so dun mistaken d date.. is 17 april dis poz..
hey! ok, juz wan to update nonsense.. where do i stop, let me see...... *checkin d laz past in blog*
kay, untill history.. i cn tell u after dat afternoon, ntg much reli came up, went usin com, den too bored, u noe, aimless in evithin nw, even d com i oso use lez den normal..? = =" it;s serious....... no manga updates nor anime.. dun feel lik watchin drama.. dun hv d energy to do anythin.. juz sit infront of d com, n juz surf youtube... zzz... waste time there.. duno y i duno when, few days bek, so aimlessly ntg to do, youtube-ING untill bcum listen to popular view K-pop... serious, no lie.. - -" i duno bt still, it;s weird! well, bt some is listen b4 de, juz nt reli interezted to noe much yet gt hear lar... nice den ok, lik dat... =) we 1 malaysia, me tryin 1 world... ok, kiddin..
go to d point.. is it sunday? i guez so... i forgot wad happen recently, bein confused wif days by chess! ok, left off wif sunday den.. mornin wake n go tuition.. Add mt subject, review d whole chp, so ntg much.. den bm ltr den cancel edi, so go bek early.. ltr dad late fetch me, bla bla...
went home, eat instant noodle, since they cook spegetti, dun lik.. blek.. =( bt my lil bro, tuk a bowl n another, more den 2 bowl he eaten.. serious... o_O bt still, does nt chg my thinkin to eat it anyway.. den ltr, send brian to tuition, his turn.. den we all, means me, sis, jeremy n dad went off to Nirwana memorial place.. my mum went there first, by fren's car i guez... - -" n den we are forced to go... i dun wan to, neither my sis.. they hv durian giveaway feast n my mum even invite my frenz parent.. i was lik, wad? i duwan to go, den she say nid.. = =" in d end, no1 go oso nid to go.. so, went there, was lik went b4, ntg much, juz ppl here n there... den saw mum, wif 2 aunts.. n their family.. 1 is auntie phang n another was auntie jasmine.. n well, cnt recognize auntie jasmine bt she noe us(we all).. bt we duno them.... - -" wad gud memories they hv, i dun rmb knowin them.. serious, n they say 3 years din meet edi... den ltr sit in a transport which is those type dat lik in golf court type of vehicle juz diff is cn hv more sit.. den we go to d christian place.. took some picture there, laz time oso tuk b4 d scenary.. den tuk my sis n lil bro, i dun tek myself.. =/ n den ltr go, den another place.. i duno where is it bt is buddhist one... bt nt d main one.. n den ltr pray a while, see around den ltr go c another place, all we went b4 wan.. den fin n we end our destination to d office.. den, we all wait, all so sien, n my sis tok wif me.. auntie phang went home, n auntie jasmine's children was so bored till they lay on d table, sleepin? n den me n sis chat n finally those adults were fin.. we all den go to eat durian.. n yea, i dun reli lik to eat durian actually, i mean i eat lar, bt........ not love to eat.. =/ so dat time i eat lil n pick lil bits from it n eat, n my sis will eat fin till see d seed, since she lik to eat durian.. me n jeremy is d same, other are all durian lover.. n den Uncle billy came, another relative i guess, n den we all wan to go bek to d car.. so auntie jasmine n her family, wif my mum go bek to our hse by their car.. dad n uncle billy finishin off d durian, we 3 went to d car... wait n wait den dad appear, evithin fin, den go bek.. on d way home, put some music on my fon via bluetooth d car's bluetooth, well, dad dun enjoy d song much.. mayb modern song? or mayb d speakers in mums car dun reli hv gud sound system.... n well, i dun reli care.. n went home, saw them, auntie jasmine n family... they hv a son n a daughter.. 2 oso younger den me.. den d boy noe brian, n was waitin for brian to cum bek from tuition.. den d girl was told by d parents dat she recently hv bad relation wif d parents.. n missed my mum? i duno wad, bt juz nvm... n den when brian went bek home, they ask brian remember d boy anot, n brian was lik, 'i duno"... he dun rmb till d end... n i oso dun rmb.. n den they say dat d boy luk so disappointed on his face.... n den d auntie say y we all dun rmb de, so bad hearted.. nt scold lar, in a sad mode.. n i answer we reli cnt rmb, easy forgotten, loss of memory.... still feel sori for them, i rlei dun rmb.. = =" n den they went bek, ntg special..aunt ltr come, den abt iphone thin, bla bla.. den ltr ntg much... sien.. i was lik, oo, den gt rdy n sleep... next day was chess!
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Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
aimless... dis is wad i am..
AIM.. wad a gud thin yet sometime is a dream.. impossible.. bt if there is no, is no end for ur normal life.. lik in a marathon, u will run w/out a destination... juz for ntg, juz to find an aim, d final destination.. if nt, u cn oni run untill u find it, or run till u end ur laz breath.. =(
when ppl are young, we use to dream.. mek impossible in our minds.. since we would nt hv enuf common sense.. lik bcum a scientist, doctor or astronuts.. bt when we live longer, all v noe, all we hv to do is to study hard for dat.. is nt an easy option to b one.. do u hv d potential? or it was juz sayin oni? cnt or cn? depend on d paper, wad grade u are.. study lik pile of mountain to get a piece of paper.. A? B?
Not evi1 cn do wad job that they lik, live to work, or do u work to live? but evi start from Noob.. yup, i agree.. yet, w/out d ethutiasm for it, will u? will u even hv d hapinez on doin it? is it tirin enuf? it juz luk lik a simple job, normal sulkin job juz to do for living.. to me.... is it an aim? many ppl's aim juz gone when they bcum adult.. many ppl lose their dreams, after dat.. juz live a normal life, work, eat n sleep..
i wish i would hv a dream.. an aim.. i was waitin for s/1 to cum out n tell me.. which cn gv me a hint i was capable in which path.. I, cnt decide.. i.. reli cnt.. =( i am too picky i guess.. nw all i wan was a dream, bt no1 was to cum tell me wad was it... no1 noe d future.. no1 knew except me, dis is wad usual ppl think.. bt i'm diff... =(
all i wan is a steady job, high incum, to help myself, n help my family, use those money to support my family.. support my brothers further studies.. eventho i noe they will lik, playin games n neglect their studies.. i duno nw, i wan an AIM nw.. do u hv any? do u reached urs? =)
when i c my frenz, they hv mayb aim i guez, or dreams.. bt me, i dun... =( i dun partically lik anythin.. i lik manga n stuff, bt i dun them as a job, is a hobby.. is in ART, n i dun reli wan to sacrifice my future for a hobby dat may juz laz worthwhile.. if i cn study science, i juz go for it.. bt ltr, hw am i gonna do? makin a path is hardwork.. =( haiz...
frenz which wanted to b psychologist.. i think is reli admirable.. cuz i noe d path for bein a doctor is hard.. =) n they hv aim lik dat.. or mayb seein a fren which hv potential in some thin in her future, it's reli admirable too.. well, mayb lik fisshy hu hv potential on design.. i mean lik doin in beauty salon.. facial such.. she reli hv knowledge on them... =) or mayb fren lik wenn which wan to b a psychologiz, evitime she say, i think is great to hv an aim.. even we cnt b sure for havin d confident goin down d path we once aim for, bt at liz, we dream b4.. =] at liz, went thinkin abt of.. eventho is out of our potential, bt at liz... lik my uncle say, aim for d star, yet eventho u cnt reach d star, eventually u still end up havin d moon.. =) i guess eventho is a gud words to encourage a person which well, cnt reli achieve his "star" he mention, which is 5A in SPM, bt mayb he cn b true.. bt still, no AIM.. wth.. haiz....... >_>" reli suck, when will i reli gt it?
arghh... i envy ppl hu hv potential on thins!! lik me, i dun hv.. terrible!! =( lik wenn hv potential on novel writin, damn gud.. fisshy was styling.. nice lar.. sis was, performance..! all dis ppl i noe which hv potential, reli reli reli... haiz.. too great jor.. =( d oni thin i think i am ok was draw.. yet, nt paint.. compare to mangaka, i still suck.. long time ago, usually we used to sing, n wenn, angeline, pei yi, cullyn, n other of them say i sing well, bt to me, i still suck compare to d winning singing champion sis i hv in my family.. i suck at dance oso, eventho i noe, i learn b4 hip hop or join dance club since i was 8 till 11.. i still suck.. n furthermore.. ppl around me juz hv talent for music.. n i was nt.. =( y am i such a lousy person... arghhhh!!!! frustrated.. no aim, uselez me...
i actually wanted to b a specialist surgeon.. yet, lez den 5 sec, i guess i cancel d thoughts.. cuz i think i'm afraid of blood, i dun think i am suitable enuf.. =( HAIZ!!!! any1 cn save me from dis uselez bin..? ><" rotten from uselessness.. =(
ok, nw crap tokin is over.. let's update wif d blog diary..
actually ntg much, juz lil den b4.. d poz b4 i think is d longez poz i EVER post in d blog... o_O wow, so many words, i myself read again oso.. haha.. i reli appreciate ppl hu read fin dat.. seriously!! =) thank you again..
thursday, ntg much, end skul, go to tesco.. den ltr go toilet, on d way, saw a trim cut, well d word say quick n my mum was kinda irritated wif my hair.. so push me along to it n cut.. cut shorter jor n layer it.. samo den ltr, go shoppin.. first thin i go buy stationary.. i wan to find a glue stick oso so hard.. = ='' all lousy brand...... arghh.. no choice so buy it.. buy a stack of examination paper.. for skul n tuition use.. a new mechanical pencil.. bt din use yet.. n correction tape refill, i duno where i throw d "body" for d refiller.. = =" suck.. and den samo er... =/ erm........... i haven mention dat they cut, nt reli reli gud.. well, d bez is still cut ownself.. bt d layer part still nid go salon lar... usually i go salon n cut.. =/ dis one cut untill, i duno hw to say, mayb i luk weird i guez... laz time i oso trim my hair myself.. n i rmb d next day fisshy is d first hu ask me did i cut my hair.. =) i was surprised... well, n i duno y i answer wrongly to her.. n ltr i juz forgot n try rmb it, n lucky i rmb wad she ask me juz nw.. cuz i tot se askin me another situation.. ><" lousy ear i hv.. haha... =D n den ar, nvr stay bek for d biology.. cuz, laz time go, oso meetin.. nw, they seem to hv change d day to tuesday.. so i guez mayb juz ok.. =/ wif 4A.. yet still, i dun feel lik goin oso.. my mum sure dun reli wan to fetch me.. n well, she meetin, no stay bek.. d thin i noe, it was well, we end at physic class ltr.. den it was a rocket competiotion which d rocket make out of bottle.. n well, is nice view in d 2nd floor... n our class even cheer so laod in there! haha.. bt too bad it's very late n v cnt c our claz present.. so is a gudbye, bt when cum out, mum nt there, duno where she is.. i noe wenn is kind enuf to stay bhind a while wif me.. i reli thanks her.. =) she reli is a kind fren.. n den ar.. den go tesco n such, i say edi.. ok, den no tuition, at home com a lil, sleep..
friday was normal, juz dat many thin is abt d mssd for chez competition.. goin to sefield skul next monday, d pressure!! =( u noe, lik goin to compete those pros in chez and i hv to b participatin for in d state comp of chess!! in seafield skul!! i never go there b4, nor even play gud at chess!! arghhh!!! =( d pressure, d tension... =( die in chezz pieces.. so scared nw after then, to hear a word................................... would u wan to noe wad is it?
friday gt pjk, went wear pjk for 2 days duno y.. and den add mt claz no electricity there.. wow.. n he call us to fin up our h/w, ltr gt d teacher orientation or s/thin.. duno.. den ltr no more.. and den, math was lik, omg, ,he call us go to d 2nd floor com room.. i duno wad name of d room is dat bt is com inside.. n he use projector.. reli, he dun nid so advance thin to teach those.. n well, juz copy den tok tok tok.. ntg much.. pjk was lik, wan play badminton bt no more racket.. so play skippin rope bt i duno hw to swing lik double dutch thingy.. so i pass it to ke xin n pei yi to do.. n d laz mia was slowly adaptin wif d 2 rope jumping.. i blif she cn mek it lil by lil.. =) n yuki was lik, woosh, swing so faz wif her hand n den jump jump jump lik walau.. cn even turn d rope when jump.. faz.. n me.... cnt.... =( sadly, i duno hw to jump, lol! juz skip skip den hop... end, tired.. after skul, den ltr st.john... den fin wif st.john, wait for mum to cum.. wow, so late.. wait wif angeline in d bus stop.. n i tell u, bus stop is reli a scary place to be.. many indians... which well, scary.. i dun mean any offense in other gud indians.. i mean lik dat time, angeline see b4 group of indians went bullying a clazmate in d bus stop there, so angeline was oso kinda scared.. n ltr her mum came, n she was callin for me to go.. i mean dun stay in d bus stop.. n i was lik call her to go to her mum there, dun worry.. pat her on her back n let her go, n say bye to her.. =) n den, went to wok n wait a lil bside d road under a tree.. den my mum cum, so late.. ltr was lik, go bek, usual thin n den use com.. bla bla.. ltr gt rdy for tuition... zzz...
d oni thin which is surprisin, is dat ai menn(tuition fren) said she had cut connection wif d triplet i used to noe.. ok, mayb u duno hu r they, sori... =( bt well, i was suprised cuz 1 of d triplet was once my primary bez fren, Chermaine.. n i was surprised which end their frenship was a guy.. she assume ai menn snatch her boyfren in her letter tellin ai menn she cnt b fren wif her, well, nt in d anger mode.. n ai menn was lik, angry? i duno, bt i nvr tot ppl reli chg alot.. =( after 4 years, does she hv to fight for a uselez guy? i mean i duno hu it is or wad, bt shouldn't they juz nid to put time in study den lovey dovey fight? - -" why ppl i noe chg when i am nt around them anymore... i reli duno they r d same ppl i used to noe anot edi... reli scared after goin to college, will my fren change too? =( well, depend d changes is gud or bad lar... haiz...
my mum used to tell me, "fren is nt reliable, they will nt follow u forever, u cn mek another new one anytime n anywhere u go".. n u noe, i always hate dis word she said, bt mayb i was too naive to think dat is nt, or mayb i juz duno... =( s/time, ppl's action reli cn hurt even juz a lil, i duno... i guez when u hurt others, others deserve to hurt u either.. so u reli cnt say selfish thin lik always b by my side n stuff.. bcuz well, dis is reality.. =( they hv their freedom, so walking away is unevitable... there is oni 2 option, plead them to accompany u, or... let them go, which, hurts u.. bt to me, i dun lik tying up s/1's free will, so for me, i let them do the choice, if they wan, i respect n gv a smile to them if they were anyway.. eventho is nt wad i felt in heart which reality was breakin from pieces to pieces of disappointment..... =( nt evi1 is perfect, so no1 is anyone's another.. mayb i am tokin crap here, bt oh well... bt still, why, no1 does noe wad i think in my mind, was it too complicated to noe? =( i wonder........ zzz... bt simple as dat, no1 noe.. since brain is juz me havin.. lol... so complicated thin, juz store in a side.. no energy to think anymore.... arghh!! oo.. n chemistry teacher on leave so d usual other chemistry which is kinda, lil nt-manly-guy which teach in girl private skul came on relif.. zz...
SATURDAY, which is today, gotta say no peace day.. from mornin is scream from dad n mum.. cnt sleep well.. n wake up, i noe mum was scoldin bro for refusin to go tuition.. n den saw me n scold me for doin d hse chores.. n den tok to sis a lil, bla bla.. i noe is i ask her i hv no aim, well, i write d post since mornin.. den leave n go n bek n go... n she tok untill d course of her college thingy.. study sure is hard! bt my question still does nt came to an answer.. ask a wrong person anyway.. =/ mum n dad went out, i noe they were furious on things.. haiz... = =" n den afternoon was instant noodle... all my other bro n sis eat dry noodle.. me eat noodle wif soup.. all d brand is "mee sedaap".. it also means "delicious noodle".. i duno hw many packet they hv eaten... = =" i oni noe they cook n cook n cook again n again.. - -" bt we all still skinny lik stick oni.. all..
i rmb chess comp was near, i on9 msn for some time.. bt mainly yea, on for playin wif mia, yet missed d chance ytd... i left my msn on9 n went off tuition, bt she juz on9 on dat time.. zz... bt nvm, b4 dat chat wif wenn, den after cum bek from tuition time is yuki tok to me.. ask her to send me some requested song from me via msn, den i ask to play game.. ended up playin a minesbomb oso so damn hard, i mean is nt d game, is d PATIENCE!! i'm lik wth.. we wait so loooooong n ended up gt prob!!! crap!!
and another thin, more worse den ever..!! which is..................................................................................... msn.... gt NO CHESS!!!! wth!!!!! =( ruin my mood when i knew dat.. suck... no chess, duno facebook gt anot.. bt i bet we cnt play there oso since mia dun hv account for facebook... haiz.. let's face doom on monday.. =) smile..
anyway, today walau, anger in d hse.. dun even dare to go out from d room.. = =" eventho is nt reli my prob, is bro or sis, bt still... bein drag in for ntg oso for sure.. n well, ntg much to say, oni gt lik b4 watch tv, saw discovery channel hv d history on rome thingy.. all fighters in d ancient, n den they dig out bones n fractures on it, damn cool when they made it to real life scene for d reason, hypothesis n motion.. n all was buried in York.. n my sis after watchin fin, she say, "I wan to go York to see, reli cool!". n oso we gt say, "this is wad history are, so damn cool! nt lik ours which hv soo many islam thin n tokin to great sacrifice they put on other country's civilisation.. = =" no offense, bt i juz think they put too much pressure n forced us to read them, is juz makin d side effect for us hatin it more den normal... seriously, i mean d studies of d history in college.. all was force to tek.. = =" for lettin us know hw great was islam? to know our status n placin which is under d islam ppl? i guez ppl usually thin too easy which reli cn c thru it too damn easy s/time.. n causin side effect.. for dislikin it.. i din reli say dat cuz i haven went to college yet bt almoz most of d ppl was dislikin dat subject in my sis skul! so is juz causin more worse, dun they even think dat should they b civilised too? so outdate which young ppl juz dislik it anyway, cn't they see dat? o_O wad weird thikin which lead many ppl dislikin to b part of d place here... i duno, bt dis is wad they all think... haiz.... = =" burden oni...
ok lar, end here... reli appreciate readin my post.. haiz.... thx for readin n ttfn~~!!
when ppl are young, we use to dream.. mek impossible in our minds.. since we would nt hv enuf common sense.. lik bcum a scientist, doctor or astronuts.. bt when we live longer, all v noe, all we hv to do is to study hard for dat.. is nt an easy option to b one.. do u hv d potential? or it was juz sayin oni? cnt or cn? depend on d paper, wad grade u are.. study lik pile of mountain to get a piece of paper.. A? B?
Not evi1 cn do wad job that they lik, live to work, or do u work to live? but evi start from Noob.. yup, i agree.. yet, w/out d ethutiasm for it, will u? will u even hv d hapinez on doin it? is it tirin enuf? it juz luk lik a simple job, normal sulkin job juz to do for living.. to me.... is it an aim? many ppl's aim juz gone when they bcum adult.. many ppl lose their dreams, after dat.. juz live a normal life, work, eat n sleep..
i wish i would hv a dream.. an aim.. i was waitin for s/1 to cum out n tell me.. which cn gv me a hint i was capable in which path.. I, cnt decide.. i.. reli cnt.. =( i am too picky i guess.. nw all i wan was a dream, bt no1 was to cum tell me wad was it... no1 noe d future.. no1 knew except me, dis is wad usual ppl think.. bt i'm diff... =(
all i wan is a steady job, high incum, to help myself, n help my family, use those money to support my family.. support my brothers further studies.. eventho i noe they will lik, playin games n neglect their studies.. i duno nw, i wan an AIM nw.. do u hv any? do u reached urs? =)
when i c my frenz, they hv mayb aim i guez, or dreams.. bt me, i dun... =( i dun partically lik anythin.. i lik manga n stuff, bt i dun them as a job, is a hobby.. is in ART, n i dun reli wan to sacrifice my future for a hobby dat may juz laz worthwhile.. if i cn study science, i juz go for it.. bt ltr, hw am i gonna do? makin a path is hardwork.. =( haiz...
frenz which wanted to b psychologist.. i think is reli admirable.. cuz i noe d path for bein a doctor is hard.. =) n they hv aim lik dat.. or mayb seein a fren which hv potential in some thin in her future, it's reli admirable too.. well, mayb lik fisshy hu hv potential on design.. i mean lik doin in beauty salon.. facial such.. she reli hv knowledge on them... =) or mayb fren lik wenn which wan to b a psychologiz, evitime she say, i think is great to hv an aim.. even we cnt b sure for havin d confident goin down d path we once aim for, bt at liz, we dream b4.. =] at liz, went thinkin abt of.. eventho is out of our potential, bt at liz... lik my uncle say, aim for d star, yet eventho u cnt reach d star, eventually u still end up havin d moon.. =) i guess eventho is a gud words to encourage a person which well, cnt reli achieve his "star" he mention, which is 5A in SPM, bt mayb he cn b true.. bt still, no AIM.. wth.. haiz....... >_>" reli suck, when will i reli gt it?
arghh... i envy ppl hu hv potential on thins!! lik me, i dun hv.. terrible!! =( lik wenn hv potential on novel writin, damn gud.. fisshy was styling.. nice lar.. sis was, performance..! all dis ppl i noe which hv potential, reli reli reli... haiz.. too great jor.. =( d oni thin i think i am ok was draw.. yet, nt paint.. compare to mangaka, i still suck.. long time ago, usually we used to sing, n wenn, angeline, pei yi, cullyn, n other of them say i sing well, bt to me, i still suck compare to d winning singing champion sis i hv in my family.. i suck at dance oso, eventho i noe, i learn b4 hip hop or join dance club since i was 8 till 11.. i still suck.. n furthermore.. ppl around me juz hv talent for music.. n i was nt.. =( y am i such a lousy person... arghhhh!!!! frustrated.. no aim, uselez me...
i actually wanted to b a specialist surgeon.. yet, lez den 5 sec, i guess i cancel d thoughts.. cuz i think i'm afraid of blood, i dun think i am suitable enuf.. =( HAIZ!!!! any1 cn save me from dis uselez bin..? ><" rotten from uselessness.. =(
ok, nw crap tokin is over.. let's update wif d blog diary..
actually ntg much, juz lil den b4.. d poz b4 i think is d longez poz i EVER post in d blog... o_O wow, so many words, i myself read again oso.. haha.. i reli appreciate ppl hu read fin dat.. seriously!! =) thank you again..
thursday, ntg much, end skul, go to tesco.. den ltr go toilet, on d way, saw a trim cut, well d word say quick n my mum was kinda irritated wif my hair.. so push me along to it n cut.. cut shorter jor n layer it.. samo den ltr, go shoppin.. first thin i go buy stationary.. i wan to find a glue stick oso so hard.. = ='' all lousy brand...... arghh.. no choice so buy it.. buy a stack of examination paper.. for skul n tuition use.. a new mechanical pencil.. bt din use yet.. n correction tape refill, i duno where i throw d "body" for d refiller.. = =" suck.. and den samo er... =/ erm........... i haven mention dat they cut, nt reli reli gud.. well, d bez is still cut ownself.. bt d layer part still nid go salon lar... usually i go salon n cut.. =/ dis one cut untill, i duno hw to say, mayb i luk weird i guez... laz time i oso trim my hair myself.. n i rmb d next day fisshy is d first hu ask me did i cut my hair.. =) i was surprised... well, n i duno y i answer wrongly to her.. n ltr i juz forgot n try rmb it, n lucky i rmb wad she ask me juz nw.. cuz i tot se askin me another situation.. ><" lousy ear i hv.. haha... =D n den ar, nvr stay bek for d biology.. cuz, laz time go, oso meetin.. nw, they seem to hv change d day to tuesday.. so i guez mayb juz ok.. =/ wif 4A.. yet still, i dun feel lik goin oso.. my mum sure dun reli wan to fetch me.. n well, she meetin, no stay bek.. d thin i noe, it was well, we end at physic class ltr.. den it was a rocket competiotion which d rocket make out of bottle.. n well, is nice view in d 2nd floor... n our class even cheer so laod in there! haha.. bt too bad it's very late n v cnt c our claz present.. so is a gudbye, bt when cum out, mum nt there, duno where she is.. i noe wenn is kind enuf to stay bhind a while wif me.. i reli thanks her.. =) she reli is a kind fren.. n den ar.. den go tesco n such, i say edi.. ok, den no tuition, at home com a lil, sleep..
friday was normal, juz dat many thin is abt d mssd for chez competition.. goin to sefield skul next monday, d pressure!! =( u noe, lik goin to compete those pros in chez and i hv to b participatin for in d state comp of chess!! in seafield skul!! i never go there b4, nor even play gud at chess!! arghhh!!! =( d pressure, d tension... =( die in chezz pieces.. so scared nw after then, to hear a word................................... would u wan to noe wad is it?
friday gt pjk, went wear pjk for 2 days duno y.. and den add mt claz no electricity there.. wow.. n he call us to fin up our h/w, ltr gt d teacher orientation or s/thin.. duno.. den ltr no more.. and den, math was lik, omg, ,he call us go to d 2nd floor com room.. i duno wad name of d room is dat bt is com inside.. n he use projector.. reli, he dun nid so advance thin to teach those.. n well, juz copy den tok tok tok.. ntg much.. pjk was lik, wan play badminton bt no more racket.. so play skippin rope bt i duno hw to swing lik double dutch thingy.. so i pass it to ke xin n pei yi to do.. n d laz mia was slowly adaptin wif d 2 rope jumping.. i blif she cn mek it lil by lil.. =) n yuki was lik, woosh, swing so faz wif her hand n den jump jump jump lik walau.. cn even turn d rope when jump.. faz.. n me.... cnt.... =( sadly, i duno hw to jump, lol! juz skip skip den hop... end, tired.. after skul, den ltr st.john... den fin wif st.john, wait for mum to cum.. wow, so late.. wait wif angeline in d bus stop.. n i tell u, bus stop is reli a scary place to be.. many indians... which well, scary.. i dun mean any offense in other gud indians.. i mean lik dat time, angeline see b4 group of indians went bullying a clazmate in d bus stop there, so angeline was oso kinda scared.. n ltr her mum came, n she was callin for me to go.. i mean dun stay in d bus stop.. n i was lik call her to go to her mum there, dun worry.. pat her on her back n let her go, n say bye to her.. =) n den, went to wok n wait a lil bside d road under a tree.. den my mum cum, so late.. ltr was lik, go bek, usual thin n den use com.. bla bla.. ltr gt rdy for tuition... zzz...
d oni thin which is surprisin, is dat ai menn(tuition fren) said she had cut connection wif d triplet i used to noe.. ok, mayb u duno hu r they, sori... =( bt well, i was suprised cuz 1 of d triplet was once my primary bez fren, Chermaine.. n i was surprised which end their frenship was a guy.. she assume ai menn snatch her boyfren in her letter tellin ai menn she cnt b fren wif her, well, nt in d anger mode.. n ai menn was lik, angry? i duno, bt i nvr tot ppl reli chg alot.. =( after 4 years, does she hv to fight for a uselez guy? i mean i duno hu it is or wad, bt shouldn't they juz nid to put time in study den lovey dovey fight? - -" why ppl i noe chg when i am nt around them anymore... i reli duno they r d same ppl i used to noe anot edi... reli scared after goin to college, will my fren change too? =( well, depend d changes is gud or bad lar... haiz...
my mum used to tell me, "fren is nt reliable, they will nt follow u forever, u cn mek another new one anytime n anywhere u go".. n u noe, i always hate dis word she said, bt mayb i was too naive to think dat is nt, or mayb i juz duno... =( s/time, ppl's action reli cn hurt even juz a lil, i duno... i guez when u hurt others, others deserve to hurt u either.. so u reli cnt say selfish thin lik always b by my side n stuff.. bcuz well, dis is reality.. =( they hv their freedom, so walking away is unevitable... there is oni 2 option, plead them to accompany u, or... let them go, which, hurts u.. bt to me, i dun lik tying up s/1's free will, so for me, i let them do the choice, if they wan, i respect n gv a smile to them if they were anyway.. eventho is nt wad i felt in heart which reality was breakin from pieces to pieces of disappointment..... =( nt evi1 is perfect, so no1 is anyone's another.. mayb i am tokin crap here, bt oh well... bt still, why, no1 does noe wad i think in my mind, was it too complicated to noe? =( i wonder........ zzz... bt simple as dat, no1 noe.. since brain is juz me havin.. lol... so complicated thin, juz store in a side.. no energy to think anymore.... arghh!! oo.. n chemistry teacher on leave so d usual other chemistry which is kinda, lil nt-manly-guy which teach in girl private skul came on relif.. zz...
SATURDAY, which is today, gotta say no peace day.. from mornin is scream from dad n mum.. cnt sleep well.. n wake up, i noe mum was scoldin bro for refusin to go tuition.. n den saw me n scold me for doin d hse chores.. n den tok to sis a lil, bla bla.. i noe is i ask her i hv no aim, well, i write d post since mornin.. den leave n go n bek n go... n she tok untill d course of her college thingy.. study sure is hard! bt my question still does nt came to an answer.. ask a wrong person anyway.. =/ mum n dad went out, i noe they were furious on things.. haiz... = =" n den afternoon was instant noodle... all my other bro n sis eat dry noodle.. me eat noodle wif soup.. all d brand is "mee sedaap".. it also means "delicious noodle".. i duno hw many packet they hv eaten... = =" i oni noe they cook n cook n cook again n again.. - -" bt we all still skinny lik stick oni.. all..
i rmb chess comp was near, i on9 msn for some time.. bt mainly yea, on for playin wif mia, yet missed d chance ytd... i left my msn on9 n went off tuition, bt she juz on9 on dat time.. zz... bt nvm, b4 dat chat wif wenn, den after cum bek from tuition time is yuki tok to me.. ask her to send me some requested song from me via msn, den i ask to play game.. ended up playin a minesbomb oso so damn hard, i mean is nt d game, is d PATIENCE!! i'm lik wth.. we wait so loooooong n ended up gt prob!!! crap!!
and another thin, more worse den ever..!! which is..................................................................................... msn.... gt NO CHESS!!!! wth!!!!! =( ruin my mood when i knew dat.. suck... no chess, duno facebook gt anot.. bt i bet we cnt play there oso since mia dun hv account for facebook... haiz.. let's face doom on monday.. =) smile..
anyway, today walau, anger in d hse.. dun even dare to go out from d room.. = =" eventho is nt reli my prob, is bro or sis, bt still... bein drag in for ntg oso for sure.. n well, ntg much to say, oni gt lik b4 watch tv, saw discovery channel hv d history on rome thingy.. all fighters in d ancient, n den they dig out bones n fractures on it, damn cool when they made it to real life scene for d reason, hypothesis n motion.. n all was buried in York.. n my sis after watchin fin, she say, "I wan to go York to see, reli cool!". n oso we gt say, "this is wad history are, so damn cool! nt lik ours which hv soo many islam thin n tokin to great sacrifice they put on other country's civilisation.. = =" no offense, bt i juz think they put too much pressure n forced us to read them, is juz makin d side effect for us hatin it more den normal... seriously, i mean d studies of d history in college.. all was force to tek.. = =" for lettin us know hw great was islam? to know our status n placin which is under d islam ppl? i guez ppl usually thin too easy which reli cn c thru it too damn easy s/time.. n causin side effect.. for dislikin it.. i din reli say dat cuz i haven went to college yet bt almoz most of d ppl was dislikin dat subject in my sis skul! so is juz causin more worse, dun they even think dat should they b civilised too? so outdate which young ppl juz dislik it anyway, cn't they see dat? o_O wad weird thikin which lead many ppl dislikin to b part of d place here... i duno, bt dis is wad they all think... haiz.... = =" burden oni...
ok lar, end here... reli appreciate readin my post.. haiz.... thx for readin n ttfn~~!!
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
no time use com.. lil by lil, slowly bcums a mountain hill..
[dis post is continues day of post which is also saved in draft.. so it start from last monday 4th April 2011.. den ltr on some edit n add-on and on wednesday 6 April 2011 abt d motivation part was start being edited TODAY, 13 April 2011.. so pls understand n sori reli reli sori... ><" ]
sad.. dis pass few days, since monday, less time use com.. monday cum out from skul, i duno my aunt's number, n i went wif wenn to call my mum.. i took up bt no reaction, n i guess is edi out of function.. later yuki cum n ask why r v here, n den she heard of me n say isit i hear wrong, n went check d fon, den say gt np at all.. went n call mum, ring long n den finally pick, i ask wad is aunt's car, number, fon.. n in d end, she say i wan to close edi, bye bye.. shut.. nvr listen fin to wad i say.. d fon number even we hv 6 ear to listen yet cnt rmb.. =( no hand to write.. and den ended up rmb a number simply, call bt nt available, means no valid number i guess... =/ n den no choice, went out n den c my aunt cn c me anot, den juz go out, lik saw a similar car n den is her.. lol.. den inside hv her maid, cousin sis-Ashley, n cousin lil bro-Ivan(sleepin).. oso juz cum bek from skul/kindergarden.. den ltr when on d way, stop by a stall n aunt call her maid to buy 10 roti canai.. n i was thinkin 10 so many, wad is she wantin to do it for? bt i din think much, mayb keep for ltr or wadeva, hu noes.. n den went her hse, eat lunch, dat is roti canai.. d plate was plate lik bowl.. means side oso come up shaped.. so i took n cn see 1 big piece of it from top view.. n den lik usual ppl will noe, pour sambal/curry/dal into ur food n eat.. n when eat, tok somethings too.. n d stupid thin is, i was eatin piece by piece, bt i still feel y still left so much in d plate.. ><" n for sure, i had fin off more den half, bt i saw d plate, was left more den half, aroung 3/4... i was surprise n u noe, i even thought is it d roti canai expand lik burger gt close down lik shell type.. means lik oso gt expand wan.. den think not logical.. food is dead, cnt expand or particle will vibrate faster n distance wif each other increases when heat is absorbed.. no ar.. no science logic in there.. and i was eatin untill i reli cnt gt it.. was reli tiring, i mean cnt fin.. force myself to eat.. my aunt saw me n ask, "u cnt fin ar? 2 piece of roti canai u cnt fin?" n den i was lik.... stunned a while, n den say, 1st, i nvr eat b4 2 piece of roti canai one shot.. n second,...... i duno is 2 piece i was eatin untill u juz tell me 3 sec ago.. o_O n den my aunt was lik laughin n tell her maid n ashley oso.. say next time eat must see nicely 1st.. lol... nvr noe wad am i eatin.. n den d ltr was bath n den play playstation 2.. i noe we played some games, n den latest was d hotwheel racing car game.. reli, ntg to do.. =( n i noe i suck at cars, so she always, i mean ALL win over me.. walau! think abt win n lose, i even rmb mon chess club, play chess wif mia, omg, she is better den me, sure cn play in mssd for skul geh.. me, cnt.. no way.. =( sad, no1 will lose to me.. =( since i will b d moz worst chess competitor in tere, die~! =( k, usual, go bek den gt rdy for er.. tuition for bm.. din eat dinner, mum cum unexpectable early.. =)
WEDNESDAY- to tell u d truth, i dun reli rmb wad is up wif dat day, bt i noe dat d moz i rmb is when i went tuition.. go wif bro at 7.45pm.. bro class start at 8pm, mine at 8.30.. was listenin to my fon music n suddenly around 8.25pm, d tuition centre;s light system is boken down... no light except some very very dim backup light.. n when i was tokin bside Ajeeta, seriously, lookin at her face oso nt reli clear to see.. dark.. n classes were lik pause.. n den we went to c d physic class b4 is, dat is form 5 class.. n we saw d class was still continuing, juz dat they show d light on d board, n teacher still explanin.. lol, n we were lik, DOOM!! =( n later dat, times up, 8.30pm n we were lik, still sittin in d couch n chattin in d dark.. wow, n ltr d teacher came down n call us up, sayin d class muz go on.. n den we went in d class, wow, i tell u, DARK UNTILL, pitch black.. i cnt even see my finger.. = =" and we took handphones to shone around d class to find a place n sit.. wow, den we start playin wif shinin fons around.. LOL... ntg else to do in d dark.. n we were lik, doom for sure.. n d class b4, which is form 5 class was lik, hardworkin till cn even tek all fon n shone d board, STUDYIN!!! wth, we all was lik, nooooo~~!! =( anyway, bt we din reli use board, we sit there, n second, teacher is lik a devil, n ask each of us question.. we were all, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i tuk d light of my fon n shine on d notes, tryin to recall bek things.. n ppl were all, arghh~~!! n den when he ask my abt impulsiv formulae, i was lik...... i noe d defination, bt den d formulae, i was lik half sure.. noe is mv.... den ltr lucky another fren in d bek dat help n say minus mu.. n den i answer teacher "minus mu..........?" n teacher was lik, "y u nid to put in a question form ar? u must b sure abt d formulae untill nw edi..." s/thin lik dat.. ahaha.. awkward.. AND, dat whole time(mozly), in d dark, he was givin MOTIVATION for us to STUDY!! in d dark... seeing him tok, well, i noe cnt see clearly of cuz..
he say dis, IF u hv a girlfren, u go out together for 4 months! n when i NOW ask u hw to spell her name.. if her name is pronouns A-li-sa, would u even answer, "er.. a-l-l-y-s-a.. no, gt 1 "l" or 2? a-l-y-s-a? a-l-y-s-a?" or even her birthday, "er, i think somewhere around june lar... or mayb march?".. if answer lik dat after going out for 4 month, is embaress rite? infront of other u answer lik dat.. 4 months n u cnt remember.. ppl oso laugh at u.. AND, thus, THE EMBARESSMENT in which u 4gt ur gf name or b/day is d same as REMEMBERING d PHYSIC FORMULAE! n we are lik, wad? diff lar, sir.. den he replied, IS D SAME.. think abt it, u hv learn d formulae for 4 months, which is nw April, n u cnt even rmb wad is d formulae.. is d same.. n we all was lik.. lol........ - -'
den another 1, he say dat last year, he have a special case student.. dis boy have a Brain Tumor in his brain of cuz, duh.. n yea, is nt reli a gud thin.. he was once, being in a terrible coma n was almoz in d stage of declarin death by d doctor, yet miracle happen, he was lucky he woke bek up, but yet, he hv left a serious problem in his brain.. HE, cn remeber from his memory yet he dun reli rmb wad.. i duno hw to say, when he woke, he rmb his parent, bt he duno wad was their name.. when u use example on com, is lik his hard drive was ok, bt d RAM was broken.. he cnt rmb much of thin.. n his father, apparently is a neuro surgeon, n well, noe abt brain of cuz.. so when he was worried for his son's SPM (fyi, is malaysia major exam) n he went hiring specialist in each subject tuition teacher to teach his son..yet, he cnt rmb a single formulae for 3 weeks.. teacher said dat he once cry out juz cuz he cnt rmb n was apologizing dat he was still wantin to recall bek hardly yet he couldn't.. he was oso a music lover, so even after d coma, he still rmb d music keys n such cuz his love for music..? and so, d teacher gather together n made a plan for him, they use MUSIC to teach him.. =) eventho is hard for him to remember, bt i noe when my clazmate ask, 'sir, hw u use music to teach physic?", he reply, lik d collision, he use 2 notes collide each other, dat is physic.. =/ well, at liz he rmb vividly.. n he say dat d history subject tuition teacher even put effort on usin colour to made a personal special notes for him since his father oso said dat colour may help him in rmb better.. and u noe, his result in SPM? we gt a shock, a person hu cnt rmb a single formulae p=mv for 3 weeks cn gt... ehem... 9A AND 1B!!!!!! total 10 subject and he was lik, woosh, 9A!!! A+ i think!! walau, n we all was lik, reli, d story n d result, i mean endin, lik story buk oni.. = =" n den teacher say, if we gt worse den him even wif a normal brain, we reli is edi cn b disable edi.. lose d a person lik dat boy.. his father said when durin SPM, he din reli sleep n tuk all his time, givin 5 times d hardwork in studying.. woosh, after fin class, we were all sayin we felt so... little? or mayb kinda..... a lil loser or mayb lik a disable compare to dat boy, n yet, juz tok, bt nvr action.. = =" dis is wad lazy ppl think of.. we admit we are lousy den him, den fin.. haha.. ok, it cnt b lik dat.. it should b dat we oso muz put effort on study, bt well, depend.. =( i oso wan yet no determination to do so, so... =( any1 cn tell me somethin more efficient motivation den dis? =( oh well, kinda gt off early cuz still hv no light, den go bek, woo hoo~~ sleep.
THURSDAY! well, mozly forgot wad reli happen.. d major thin happen was well.. our english teacher went angry and well, drop her tears.. cuz of our claz? i duno hw to say, eventho we r d second bez class, well, kinda lik monkeys in cage, some... girls are lesser den boys.. so, well.. -.-" did nt expect dat dis teacher, well, she was one of d gud teacher list of mine, kinda lik her.. haha.. =D n went angry at us, well, den we all was lik in silent.. bt juz day b4, MATHS teacher was lik dat.. juz bcuz he say he will b waitin in d physic lab.. and we were in chemistry class n d teacher late to end class.. so abt 10 min later.. when we wanted to go up, he went down n den he scolded us dat he waited there n y din go up.. we all was lik, wow, he cn gt mad wan ar? i mean he does nt luk lik it.. we were carefree around him, seriously, his teachin is nt reli, nt reli gud.. =/ no1 reli listen...... zzz... anyway, 2 teacher ended up angry n well.. also cuz another prob dat day..
BIOLOGY class was lik havin extra classes after skul which originally is friday after skul for our class.. bt due to d time being clash wif st. john cub meetin, we all in our class 4 ppl n other 5 were forced to cnt tek cuz for reason.. d teacher was kind enuf to hv time to spare out on thurs skul ends.. yet me n wenn din reli noe abt it untill jun git came n ask we gt anot, n they say oni 3 ppl go oni.. =( den ltr think much, i was nt reli able to mek it cuz is my aunt fetch me.. yet, after d english teacher case, we were scared dat another unexpected easily mad teacher will b mad for nt cumin n cancel dis extra class thin... =/ and so, we made d dicision n i call for my mum in d nearby public fon in d skul b4 history class.. i ring her, luckily n we juz rmb d number since no time to tek pen n paper.. den ltr i ask mum wad is she doin, she say she was exam-ING... mean she is nw doin exam, i was thinkin, wow, u cn tek h/p.. =/ anyway, call my aunt n reli sori to hv to chg time.. den ltr after skul , went to d lab, never think dat.. teacher din cum n went for meeting!!!!! n arghh!!! i mean b4 pei wen forgot to call her mum, after skul call edi gt prob wif d fon, stupid.. n den no choice, i went to bother her hse again.. reli thx to her.. n her mum was kind enuf to hv me tek lunch there.. =) reli nice.. they are all gud ppl... hehe.. i somehow admire wenn to hv so nice lunch eviday, nt lik me, haiz...... =( ok, gt to say after dat, boro wenn h/p to call.. u noe wad.. forgot d NUMBER!! n well, oni gt 4 possobility number.. for sure start wif 01x.. center is either 239 or 329.. bek is 4 number is either x75x or x57x.. so mean 4 possibilities which is 01x239x75x, 01x239x57x, 01x329x75x or 01x329x57x.. lol... so i call d first one.. n ended up, a guy answer, i duno wad he say, bt is nt aunt, n i say sori wrong number.. den i call d second wan.. nvr think dat b4 pickin up, edi i cloz down, cuz gt caller ringtone which my aunt fon dun hv when i call b4.. so is wrong oso.. den i call d third wan, n den lucky!! CORRECT! den she say was ok n came fetch me.. was reli sori din gt to eat what she leave for my meal, bt lucky my aunt was ok wif it.. =) and den well, use com.. no internet lar.. see variety show.. ntg else.. den mum come lil early den expected, i reli din eat dinner b4 in my aunt's hse actually, in dis past 3 days, duno she will b feelin cuz to hv prepare another my portion yet i went home.. =( anyway, still thank her sooooo much! my cousin oso.. n well, my fren too.. =D lik wenn, pei yi, angeline n mia which is so great to offer a helpin hand when i'm in need.. =P
Anyway, ltr still hv time, mum went sayin abt her exam she FAILED, but PASSED.. wad i mean, she actually fail her exam paper which juz another 7 mark.. 63 mark, din gt 70.. so she was d oni 1 n she say she cnt see clearly since she hv long-sighteness.. n den ltr d teacher heard n well, open a lil n say he will ask lik oral test, so if answer correct den gv marks.. cuz my mum say she had sacrifice kinda much for d 4 day n again nid to re-sit for d exam.. so ltr den mum passed.. after dat, she called glasses shop n well, i oso go together after she fetch me from my aunt hse.. went there n i tuk my glasses, dat time i was wearin my contact lens so i juz close my eyes when they check on me.. i luv d cover of d case since d brand of my glasses is LEVI'S.. d popular brand for jeans, even d cover was also too! =3 cool~~!! din notice d brand when i first took it, juz noe i tek n well, kinda expensive, nw i understand cuz d brand huh.. my sis still lik d DIOR brand which cuz 799.. wow.. haha.. anyway, mum wear her white glasses n they teach mum hw to read wif it n wok wif it.. cuz d len is for long n short sight.. so hv a diff method to see wif it.. =/ 2-in-1 lens.. anyway, hv new glasses, hapi.. =) dat day no tuition, gud.. =D
FRIDAY!! seriously, again, i duno wad happen.. lets skip d part n well, st.john.. =/ walau.. we nid to go marchin.. o_O UNDER D HOT SUN!! BURNIN FIRE BURNIN ON D "ASSEMBLY" FLOOR... ok, joke away, reli hot, juz few min n den our head juz wan to burn wif fire edi.. hot untill... n den angeline wore baju kurong which is long sleeve n den my fren, which is d leader of st.john, fisshy in short was askin me to translate wad she say to english.. den i was lik, huh?? after she say, i ask whom i nid to translate her word to? n she point at angeline, n i was lik, huh? n angeline say, i noe chinese wor.. den so awkward.. lol.. bt later we lucky no nid edi, go bek class n learn?? anyway, learn wad stroke.. anyway, time flies, end, den gud bye... i forgot edi, i noe dat ltr dat day, wore my new glasses to tuition, well, i noe my parent say nt reli nice, dad say luk lik auntie, bro compare wif my mum n say white is better, my tuition fren, sashmiita say kinda odd.. lucky ai menn well say is better den b4, n shamala also say d same durin chemistry class.. =) bt still evi1 hv their point of view.. i noe i luk weird.. i juz lik wad i lik, i dun reli care many ppl hv or wadeva, is juz i lik black, simple lik dat.. ^^ my glasses b4 dat is also black wad.. =P anyway, dat nite, i noe wenn actually was thinkin abt cumin over my hse, bt still let her decide.. =) n well, i realize my eyes went red bside d pupils.. n i was reli gotten a lil shock.. duno is it wear contact untill lik dat... den i ask wenn, n she say better wif wearin glasses.. so well, hear wad she say, glasses..
SATURDAY!! ok, wore my glasses to skul! first time in dis year to SCHOOL!! well d last time was when i tek PMR result n d last b4 was April laz year... 2nd time wearin glasses to skul since laz year April.. anyway, mia say is cool, yuki say is cute den she say cnt say cute, cuz d meanin of cute is= UGLY BUT ADORABLE.. wth? she say is nice? or s.thin.. forgot.. wenn say she dun prefer dis kind of glasses, cn see she is those sweet sweet type.. well, she say many ppl hv lik dis i guess?? o_O i reli did nt even mind dat ever since till she say i oni realize, oo..... =D bt i din reli noe she think, i noe she say ok, mayb nt reli ideal kind of nice mayb, weird? ><" bt well, evi1 hv their taste.. =P still, i kinda bein uncomfident when ppl gv comment abt it.. =[ serious.. i sure mind d luks of me is weird anot.. =( well, cuz my parents oso laugh, i duno wad should i say.. lol? i actually dun reliw an to wear to skul after dat.. ><" since well, no comfident on wearin them.. dun lik bein laugh at... or bein.. weird?
anyway, saturday mornin, usual time was 6.20 car come n fetch me to skul, bt was late untill!! i wait n wait, oredi over 6.30am.. den untill 6.45am, rush my dad to fetch who is gonna fetch my lil bro to his skul at 7.20am.. no choice, he hv to go early.. bt went there, no ppl de.. very less.. n in d end.. i tell u, so damn lil ppl go to skul, specially d form 5 n form 3 n 4? bt our class was over half of d number cuz well, d purpose was to study biology.. in d end, we oni study physic! bio class ended up teacher in meetin, even moral class oso!! wow... n wenn decide to come my hse.. =D bt when we come out, cnt c dad car.. since mum car is in service.. den went to wenn hse since she wan to tek thin.. den go her hse, her mum was out wif her "thin".. den ltr wok bek n found dad's car, wenn boro mum h/p to call her mum.. d maid din tell her to wait at home for her mum.. so go to her hse n her mum pass a bag of food n thin.. den ltr my hse, well, i hv worse lunch ever.. soup oni.. = =" i duwan to eat.. den pei wen so gud.. haiz.. anyway, still eat a lil.. den ar.. went up, let wenn use my com after my update checkin fin.. den ltr she uses com n i nid to fin up readin d manga yuki boro, since i nid to return dat same day.. =) after bath, lay on bed, read n read, walau!! so tiring!! borin day~~!! bt after den fin edi.. 5 or 6 buk of manga.. den ltr chat wif wenn.. mozly abt yuki thin, since d party thin or wadeva, her present thin, frenz n such... bla bla bla.. bt i noe i was glad she listen my fren story.. =D when well, when we tok abt d yuki stuff, i rmb i hv dis big fight wif her n i once wrote mdg to her bt well, she din read, i went check thru does i still hv it on my account n YES!! found n read, bt many broken english.. walau... bt if i post her, i guess dis post is gonna b annoyingly LONG.. since nw is reli terrifyly long edi.. for sure.. =D all accumulate up bcum one.. haha.. n oso den i tok abt my fren stuff which i oso gt say b4 in blog of cuz... duno which bt got.. well, d sori for 1 fren which i kinda left her.. =( i noe she does nt care bt i still lik her, juz i dun deserve to ask her to b my fren again, so i guess hope she is hapi, dat's fine.. =) lik cindy, grace n chermaine was my claz fren in primary stuff.. bluntly sayin.. =D thanks to wenn.. =)
anyway, if possible, find another time to post d msg content n such.. =) n den ltr my aunt oso gt come.. sin think "screw" word is equal to "f*ck" word to some ppl.. do u think is d same?? o_O anyway, juz some iphone 4 download dat thursday but i forgot since i dun reli use d com much.. so missed d chance to.. anyway, eat bak kut teh.. =D den ltr ar.. go bek to d tok, den ltr around 11pm+ wenn's mum come n fetch her.. =) thanks for my bez fren to spend so long time wif me dat time when i was bored.. =) thank you~~!! if me, my mum sure duwan fetch me even i wan to.. well, lucky wenn understand.. =D
SUNDAY! i dunow ad happen dat day, bt i guess is nt a hapi day.. mum bad mood samo.. lol.. forgot wad happen dat nite.. bad mood oso... anyway, d laz she call me type 3 sheet of letter for her.. at nite.. den i was lik tell her if she cnt made it since she hv appointment on 1.20pm which i end skul at 1.10pm, i hv stay bek till 5.30pm, so dun nid to bother much, let her go early.. n i noe i dun hv luch on monday.. =( den i do letter for her, after finish, when i want to press d 'print preview" button to print oso, it bcum lag n wan me to terminate.. there was juz an 'ok' button, ntg else.. den i waited for it to unlag it.. so i din reli click anythin, juz wait, n u noe wad, it AUTOMATICLY OFF!!!!!! d whole com juz restart itself, wth!! n d whole letter i used time to do, GONE! n well, is reli reli late edi, n d other next day gt skul, so i went to bed..
MONDAY!! woke up, walau, eat bread.. den gt take to skul in a tupperware.. never tot of dat i seriously DID NOT BRING to skul, eventho i noe i will nt hv lunch which is full till 5.30pm!! =( bt wenn offer me biscuit in d break time.. thx.. =D well, many thin happen, all i noe is thinkin abt d party thin, wan or duwan.. i noe dat pei yi say do next year, den i say next year i duwan, gt trial exam for spm.. den ltr pei yi say, forever duwan edi lar.. den yuen yen say, duwan duwan edi lar.. hahaha.. =D bt still thinkin.. =( headache.. n durin physic class in lab, wenn call me to tell mia abt her opinion, since well, we noe wad she may answer.. "i don't care"... hahahaha... wan den do, duwan den dun do.. mia was reli "herself".. =) dis is wad truely where she attract ppl.. being herself.. lol.. many frenz she noe.. anyway, fisshy oso gt heard abt it since she sat bside mia dat time.. =) fisshy suggez a muffin oni.. lol.. =D anyway, d laz no conclusion.. n den ltr bio class, bla bla.. i noe dat i was late to go bek class cuz well, nid to let my teacher to mark my buk.. she forgot d part.. and den samo er... wenn n other fren all left me bhind jor, so faz.. o_O wow.. anyway, go bek to class, reli surprise n yet a smilin face to my emotion cuz i hv a bag of well, lunch on my desk.. is my lunch~~!! touching.. =D yet well, cn c wenn nt in a reli gud mood, bt since i may nt b d perfect time n person to disturb her cooling down stage.. anyway, moral!! walau, i come bek to class, oni cn see she say some thin to other ppl den i duno wad cuz i juz cum bek.. den ltr d bek of my sit wad another chair n table, n another teacher is cumin to hv test on teacher.. wow.. n teacher hv early call us to prepare beforehand.. LOL! den anyway, so lil fake bt nvm.. juz dun lik d group thin n such.. lol.. n den samo wad ar.. wenn decide to go bek home forst since she wan to eat n oso tek buk for shen teng.. =) n den i go canteen, nvr tot yuki is bhind me, n den i went to angeline, we all sit together n eat.. i noe yuki eat alot n den she edi buy 3 bowl of fried mee hoon.. o_O anyway, she oso say abt pei wen, being emo after bio n thingy.. den she lik blamin me for nt tokin to her.. n den i say dat wenn is nt lik dat, i noe, i cn see it, bt she juz dun lik ppl to disturb her when she is bad mood.. i mean normally ppl do rite? omg, at liz read d mood.. i wanted to say to her lik dat.. n she juz dun listen n say eventho hw wenn was tokin to other, i MUST oso bother her n tok to her.. she call me to do dat.. n i was lik, wad?! i understand she say lik dis is bcuz she wanted to tek wenn as a "somethin" to show out wad she wanted to say abt me.. lik i din tok to her n use "wenn" situation n kinda blame me.. n i was lik, turn so long, still oso bcuz of urself.. she dun reli understand... = =" i went simply gv her a random answer of y wenn lik dat n dat she hv no reason to say samo, n dat conversation bcum dead.. =/ duwan to tok much abt it n i kinda irratated in heart, bt well, surprisingly, i usually din show out on my hse, i was lik acting normal.. weird.. bt think bek i gt mad i lil of her words.. juz thinkin bek.. bt dat time i din show out, lol.. usually i dun reli wan to show out thin i was thinkin whithin 0.1second in my mind if i was nt reli wantin to tell.. lik dat situation.. b4 she even wan to say wad, i juz kinda estimate wad she wanted to go to n i gv a reason which stop her from anythin goin more deeper which may cause me bein unhapi yet i duno y, i dun reli lik showin my thinkin to her.. =/ usual i will juz gv her a poker face, or a silly smile.. usual, unlez if i reli was interested if she say s/thin nt bcuz she wan me to listen on her tokin much.. ><" i reli felt sori bt dis is me.. i duwan to hear her negative thinkin.. bt still, mia oso say she was threating her cruely, i was oso feelin more sori for her.. i duno.. ><" s/hw, even mia say she duwan to spoilt yuki, i juz.. kinda pity her.. =( haiz......... is dat even right to do, i duno?? is their choice.. bt to me, i do my own way, if i think is wad i think, den i felt lik doin my way.. bt yet, i oso felt sori for her, juz dat compremisin wif her negativeness is so nt me... = =" anyway, i duwan to b an emo.. see d situation, i reli dwan to think much.. anyway, freakin tired... spbt was lik, walau!! 1st time so tiring!! clean d whole room.... = =" anyway, gotta say is dis even a bad choice anyhw?? duno.. den chess, den tok.. go bek, den tuition... add mt n bio, gotta tell u, i startin to lack of sleep n i was half asleep at d tuition centre, din reli noe wad was teacher teachin.. when i gt bek to myself, say my box which suppose d answer was 3 bcome x+bla bla bla y n such... duno where d number come from.. den fin bcum biology.. dun even understand.. cnt concentrate!! ARGHH!!!! den go bek, sleep! no time to use com, reli tiring, oni cn hv sleep at 10.30pm after fin tuition..
TUESDAY!!!!
wad a serious stupid freakin day.. from mornin, lil sick bt ntg much.. go to skul, tok lik usual n den durin class, i was so damn SICK dat my headache, stomachache n feelin cold n such.. walau, i even hv goosebumps!! untill d bm 2 period class, mt teacher juz came n well, weird enuf, he's class is after break time, bt nw is juz long b4 break time, he come n tok lik usual, nt reli evi1 care, bt he oso gt d teacher's teast lik d moral class ytd.. den ltr i reli feel very very sick dat very instant dat i reli wan to go home, i was so sick enuf dat it killed me n my tears juz drop.. lucky no1 see except wenn i guess.. but ltr a lil vomit i guess, durin d mt time i went to d toilet n den still sick, bt ok lil by lil.. den ltr on is better edi.. i mean still feel sick bt well, is better den d sooooo damn sick stage, at liz cn hide d luks from my face.. =) i think my lack of sleep cause dis situation happen.. = =" LACK OF SLEEP!! 11pm+ on sun sleep, 5am wake, 10.30pm sleep, 5am++ wake.. damn it.. no nap or time to even do dat.. den chemistry do some experiment, walau, i rmb d ammonia so damn smelly!! kill ppl, i nw oso still cn rmb in my nose.. ><"" wad a terrible smell.. anyway, ltr dat, is maths n den actually is d teacher's being test n den he was actually teachin d SAME thing durin d BM period which no teacher class.. ALL D SAME THIN, he even gv us answer beforehand so dat ltr on, we juz nid to raise our hand n reply his question, folo d answer.. LOL!! so FAKE lor!! haha... anyway, tuesday nt much.. go bek, den use com a lil, bt din reli went lukin forward to any readin for manga, i oni noe TWGOK anime hv season 2 realease, went n watch, den so bored, AND D MOST GREAT PART IS, finally d anime i wan it to b release have been RELEASE!!! woohoo...!! went youtube to watch first.. newly post.. haha.. =3 hw long i waited for dat.. d manga i read till d latez update edi.. =D is nt TWGOK anime i mention b4 lar.. it is the world bez hatsukoi.. =) duno nvm, juz sayin.. i noe u dun watch, moz of u guys.. =P anyway, cnt wait for ep 2.. mwahahahaha... bt den... got bored after dat.. no manga updates arrival, ntg!! den i went to watch bek pure luv romantic well, which is oso in youtube.. since i was bored.. yet i was STILL BORED!! den use abt less den 2 hours of com, wow, i went to SLEEP while waitin for d laging of my com.. mayb google crome have been crashed, makin d com reli headache.. lol... well, i went to sleep n since i was tired n sick today, wow, wake up reli lazy n went for bm tuition.. =( tuition lalalala.. den fin... go bek, den use a lil com.. den sleep... =(
TODAY!!!! which is well, WEDNESDAY!! go to skul, well, feel a lil lil lil sicky bt ntg reli.. nt reli big deal, juz nvm.. dun think too much.. n well, d sad part was, pei wen din cum.. to b exact, pei wen is d ONLY person din cum in our class today.. but duno y, i felt lik duwan to handle tokin to any1... u noe, i wasn't quite reli much thinkin abt pei wen din cum, seriously, i noe she din cum, bt s/hw, mayb i noe her lar, i guess thinkin she mayb sleepin late in her hse, lol!! n well, i dun reli mek such big deal wif a person bside anyway.. dat's y wad i wan to say is, when yuki cum durin recess, i noe wenn din cum, bt duno y juz din reli put in my mind, seriously, nt forget lar.. n i was lik, she was starin at me, sittin at her place, closing me so near, eatin her thin, n i was well, into my essay so no time to bother other stuff reli.. juz dat she tok negative stuff lik form 4 life is hard for her, specially frenz dun tok much to her.. den she say example lik yuri/celia/cynthia or wadeva... =) say wad msn on till 10pm, suddenly will nid to off cuz d reason is once being told dat she hv to do add-mt exercise.... n i was lik, so?? = =" den she say laz time celia is cn tok untill 12am over oso gt, nw samo nid to do exercise at 10pm++.. well, i dun reli care is true anot she is doin bt stayin up till over midnite evitime, wad she wan? form 4 life, i wan to sleep at 8pm oso cnt.. = =" does she hv too much time to spare or s/thin? i reli duno, n thus endin up sayin wad extra negative thin abt fren thingy which i was listenin yet she was thinkin i am nt botherin her.. ==" i am doin my essay till d math class, which is b4 d english class.. wow.. finally! yet another h/w cum up... haiz.... summary.. bt i din do.. =P wait till 2molo.. haha.. n oso pei yi went to library boro a 'o' level essay buk which is so damn think, more den 300++ of essay example.. yet, i hv check thru more den half of d buk, d story was nt so nice, juz grammer n word were great, bt no so cathchy in attention which well, nt wad i seek for.. well, mia oso understand dat.. hope there is a buk lik dat exist.. anyway, girls are informed to wear pjk to skul for 2 days.. n well, 2molo gt biology claz, yet, i dun reli feel lik goin.. =( fisshy oso din go, d oni girl was me n wenn.. first, i may cause wenn's inconvenient for stayin bek.. =( second, i duno wad my mum will response, an angry or bad mood face? i wonder... see first.. bt 80% i dun reli feel lik goin anyway.. kinda think, a lil no use.. =( i mean nt to say i very pro or wadeva, no ar, is juz dat i think when she teach, i dun reli listen much.. =( n d oni think is dat she discuss.. no more.. should we even go?? ok, n oso durin bc class, mia was sittin bside me n yan jun infront of mia.. playin chess.. wow, yan jun is better den me alot more times.. if he is a girl, i think he deserve to take my place to go to mssd.. well, we noe dat we are goin SEAFIELD to compete.. walau!! damn nice skul, duno hw it will luk lik.. =) from primary time many of us edi noe seafield was a pretty skul n our skul hv a student went it too!! anyway, we oso gt 8 in cash?? why nt more.. = ="
anyway, skip d more part.. oni noe bla bla... skip skip... time over, went bek home, i met ke xin n hv a tok.. i nw oni knew she stay wif lim jun git geh.. n she cn oni c her parents once in a while.. i guess she is reli a understanding person for her family.. her family in kelantan so far away.. =/ berdikari..
anyway, mum cum n den i cn see she had tuk her pure white jade statue of 'guan yin' from d purchase offer of Nirvanna promotion... wow, reli big!! nice.. n well, she say she will leave for me mozly, n well i replied if i hv a new home, i will tek it.. bt den when she say abt my sis, i juz tell dat if she insist on takin it, i dun mind anyway.. actually my hse gt another 1 which is oso a big statue(nt lik giant lar, juz higher den d height of a big buk) for decoration in d hall of another 'guan yin' made from crystal, if u cum my hse u will see.. soo i guess either i will tek 1, so i dun reli mind if she wan to choose a new n big one of cuz.. 2 oso nice.. =) so let her choose oso cn, unlez i cnt hv either 2, den i will voice out, nw, carefree stage.. lol!
eat hamburger on the way bek.. n den ar.. ntg much, use com.. n den after d checkin of updates bein done, is BLOG!!! i went to continue writing d unfinished blog which i left for DAYS!!!! dat oso being saved in my draft for DAYSSS!!!! n nw i start writing from d last wednesday tuition part.. write untill sooooo damn long.. duno wad to say.. haha... n i tuk HOURS n still left todays post being hang b4 i could fin i hv to go to tuition.. so den, today tuition physic.. mozly ask question at first, today he oso gv us d form 5 class test paper.. n d paper wrote 100% there!! full marks n he say is so happy to c dat, lukin in it mek hapi.. n den oso another hu gt 98% too.. eventho is juz chp1, bt i guess is reli very gud.. many stucture form question.. anyway, den is givin use exercise.. in d last, i n another guy fin the exercise n we are allowed to go bek.. i saw ajeeta being beat by d teacher in her hand from a marker pen cuz she din read nice d question.. =( kesian.. bt den i tot we early go bek, bt is atually late edi.. d ppl hu cnt do fin in there is more n more late.. so went down, van edi there waitin, wow, still nobody other den 2 of d ppl hu are free to go id out of d centre.. n den i was lucky i fin faz enuf.. o_O
OKAY FIN POST!! FINALLY! DAMMIT!! yay~~~~!!!!! thanks for readin.. tuk DAYS to fin juz dis 1 long post.. if u read fin untill here, i am reli grateful if u reli reli do!!!! =D n so, thank you very much!! ttfn!! =D sori for d loooooooong post!! haha.. d proof of u r kind enuf to reli read so much crap, thank you! ttfn!!
ps: dis pos is juz some continue in draft, so if there is any changes between time or s/time, do understand.. lol.. =)
sad.. dis pass few days, since monday, less time use com.. monday cum out from skul, i duno my aunt's number, n i went wif wenn to call my mum.. i took up bt no reaction, n i guess is edi out of function.. later yuki cum n ask why r v here, n den she heard of me n say isit i hear wrong, n went check d fon, den say gt np at all.. went n call mum, ring long n den finally pick, i ask wad is aunt's car, number, fon.. n in d end, she say i wan to close edi, bye bye.. shut.. nvr listen fin to wad i say.. d fon number even we hv 6 ear to listen yet cnt rmb.. =( no hand to write.. and den ended up rmb a number simply, call bt nt available, means no valid number i guess... =/ n den no choice, went out n den c my aunt cn c me anot, den juz go out, lik saw a similar car n den is her.. lol.. den inside hv her maid, cousin sis-Ashley, n cousin lil bro-Ivan(sleepin).. oso juz cum bek from skul/kindergarden.. den ltr when on d way, stop by a stall n aunt call her maid to buy 10 roti canai.. n i was thinkin 10 so many, wad is she wantin to do it for? bt i din think much, mayb keep for ltr or wadeva, hu noes.. n den went her hse, eat lunch, dat is roti canai.. d plate was plate lik bowl.. means side oso come up shaped.. so i took n cn see 1 big piece of it from top view.. n den lik usual ppl will noe, pour sambal/curry/dal into ur food n eat.. n when eat, tok somethings too.. n d stupid thin is, i was eatin piece by piece, bt i still feel y still left so much in d plate.. ><" n for sure, i had fin off more den half, bt i saw d plate, was left more den half, aroung 3/4... i was surprise n u noe, i even thought is it d roti canai expand lik burger gt close down lik shell type.. means lik oso gt expand wan.. den think not logical.. food is dead, cnt expand or particle will vibrate faster n distance wif each other increases when heat is absorbed.. no ar.. no science logic in there.. and i was eatin untill i reli cnt gt it.. was reli tiring, i mean cnt fin.. force myself to eat.. my aunt saw me n ask, "u cnt fin ar? 2 piece of roti canai u cnt fin?" n den i was lik.... stunned a while, n den say, 1st, i nvr eat b4 2 piece of roti canai one shot.. n second,...... i duno is 2 piece i was eatin untill u juz tell me 3 sec ago.. o_O n den my aunt was lik laughin n tell her maid n ashley oso.. say next time eat must see nicely 1st.. lol... nvr noe wad am i eatin.. n den d ltr was bath n den play playstation 2.. i noe we played some games, n den latest was d hotwheel racing car game.. reli, ntg to do.. =( n i noe i suck at cars, so she always, i mean ALL win over me.. walau! think abt win n lose, i even rmb mon chess club, play chess wif mia, omg, she is better den me, sure cn play in mssd for skul geh.. me, cnt.. no way.. =( sad, no1 will lose to me.. =( since i will b d moz worst chess competitor in tere, die~! =( k, usual, go bek den gt rdy for er.. tuition for bm.. din eat dinner, mum cum unexpectable early.. =)
WEDNESDAY- to tell u d truth, i dun reli rmb wad is up wif dat day, bt i noe dat d moz i rmb is when i went tuition.. go wif bro at 7.45pm.. bro class start at 8pm, mine at 8.30.. was listenin to my fon music n suddenly around 8.25pm, d tuition centre;s light system is boken down... no light except some very very dim backup light.. n when i was tokin bside Ajeeta, seriously, lookin at her face oso nt reli clear to see.. dark.. n classes were lik pause.. n den we went to c d physic class b4 is, dat is form 5 class.. n we saw d class was still continuing, juz dat they show d light on d board, n teacher still explanin.. lol, n we were lik, DOOM!! =( n later dat, times up, 8.30pm n we were lik, still sittin in d couch n chattin in d dark.. wow, n ltr d teacher came down n call us up, sayin d class muz go on.. n den we went in d class, wow, i tell u, DARK UNTILL, pitch black.. i cnt even see my finger.. = =" and we took handphones to shone around d class to find a place n sit.. wow, den we start playin wif shinin fons around.. LOL... ntg else to do in d dark.. n we were lik, doom for sure.. n d class b4, which is form 5 class was lik, hardworkin till cn even tek all fon n shone d board, STUDYIN!!! wth, we all was lik, nooooo~~!! =( anyway, bt we din reli use board, we sit there, n second, teacher is lik a devil, n ask each of us question.. we were all, OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! i tuk d light of my fon n shine on d notes, tryin to recall bek things.. n ppl were all, arghh~~!! n den when he ask my abt impulsiv formulae, i was lik...... i noe d defination, bt den d formulae, i was lik half sure.. noe is mv.... den ltr lucky another fren in d bek dat help n say minus mu.. n den i answer teacher "minus mu..........?" n teacher was lik, "y u nid to put in a question form ar? u must b sure abt d formulae untill nw edi..." s/thin lik dat.. ahaha.. awkward.. AND, dat whole time(mozly), in d dark, he was givin MOTIVATION for us to STUDY!! in d dark... seeing him tok, well, i noe cnt see clearly of cuz..
he say dis, IF u hv a girlfren, u go out together for 4 months! n when i NOW ask u hw to spell her name.. if her name is pronouns A-li-sa, would u even answer, "er.. a-l-l-y-s-a.. no, gt 1 "l" or 2? a-l-y-s-a? a-l-y-s-a?" or even her birthday, "er, i think somewhere around june lar... or mayb march?".. if answer lik dat after going out for 4 month, is embaress rite? infront of other u answer lik dat.. 4 months n u cnt remember.. ppl oso laugh at u.. AND, thus, THE EMBARESSMENT in which u 4gt ur gf name or b/day is d same as REMEMBERING d PHYSIC FORMULAE! n we are lik, wad? diff lar, sir.. den he replied, IS D SAME.. think abt it, u hv learn d formulae for 4 months, which is nw April, n u cnt even rmb wad is d formulae.. is d same.. n we all was lik.. lol........ - -'
den another 1, he say dat last year, he have a special case student.. dis boy have a Brain Tumor in his brain of cuz, duh.. n yea, is nt reli a gud thin.. he was once, being in a terrible coma n was almoz in d stage of declarin death by d doctor, yet miracle happen, he was lucky he woke bek up, but yet, he hv left a serious problem in his brain.. HE, cn remeber from his memory yet he dun reli rmb wad.. i duno hw to say, when he woke, he rmb his parent, bt he duno wad was their name.. when u use example on com, is lik his hard drive was ok, bt d RAM was broken.. he cnt rmb much of thin.. n his father, apparently is a neuro surgeon, n well, noe abt brain of cuz.. so when he was worried for his son's SPM (fyi, is malaysia major exam) n he went hiring specialist in each subject tuition teacher to teach his son..yet, he cnt rmb a single formulae for 3 weeks.. teacher said dat he once cry out juz cuz he cnt rmb n was apologizing dat he was still wantin to recall bek hardly yet he couldn't.. he was oso a music lover, so even after d coma, he still rmb d music keys n such cuz his love for music..? and so, d teacher gather together n made a plan for him, they use MUSIC to teach him.. =) eventho is hard for him to remember, bt i noe when my clazmate ask, 'sir, hw u use music to teach physic?", he reply, lik d collision, he use 2 notes collide each other, dat is physic.. =/ well, at liz he rmb vividly.. n he say dat d history subject tuition teacher even put effort on usin colour to made a personal special notes for him since his father oso said dat colour may help him in rmb better.. and u noe, his result in SPM? we gt a shock, a person hu cnt rmb a single formulae p=mv for 3 weeks cn gt... ehem... 9A AND 1B!!!!!! total 10 subject and he was lik, woosh, 9A!!! A+ i think!! walau, n we all was lik, reli, d story n d result, i mean endin, lik story buk oni.. = =" n den teacher say, if we gt worse den him even wif a normal brain, we reli is edi cn b disable edi.. lose d a person lik dat boy.. his father said when durin SPM, he din reli sleep n tuk all his time, givin 5 times d hardwork in studying.. woosh, after fin class, we were all sayin we felt so... little? or mayb kinda..... a lil loser or mayb lik a disable compare to dat boy, n yet, juz tok, bt nvr action.. = =" dis is wad lazy ppl think of.. we admit we are lousy den him, den fin.. haha.. ok, it cnt b lik dat.. it should b dat we oso muz put effort on study, bt well, depend.. =( i oso wan yet no determination to do so, so... =( any1 cn tell me somethin more efficient motivation den dis? =( oh well, kinda gt off early cuz still hv no light, den go bek, woo hoo~~ sleep.
THURSDAY! well, mozly forgot wad reli happen.. d major thin happen was well.. our english teacher went angry and well, drop her tears.. cuz of our claz? i duno hw to say, eventho we r d second bez class, well, kinda lik monkeys in cage, some... girls are lesser den boys.. so, well.. -.-" did nt expect dat dis teacher, well, she was one of d gud teacher list of mine, kinda lik her.. haha.. =D n went angry at us, well, den we all was lik in silent.. bt juz day b4, MATHS teacher was lik dat.. juz bcuz he say he will b waitin in d physic lab.. and we were in chemistry class n d teacher late to end class.. so abt 10 min later.. when we wanted to go up, he went down n den he scolded us dat he waited there n y din go up.. we all was lik, wow, he cn gt mad wan ar? i mean he does nt luk lik it.. we were carefree around him, seriously, his teachin is nt reli, nt reli gud.. =/ no1 reli listen...... zzz... anyway, 2 teacher ended up angry n well.. also cuz another prob dat day..
BIOLOGY class was lik havin extra classes after skul which originally is friday after skul for our class.. bt due to d time being clash wif st. john cub meetin, we all in our class 4 ppl n other 5 were forced to cnt tek cuz for reason.. d teacher was kind enuf to hv time to spare out on thurs skul ends.. yet me n wenn din reli noe abt it untill jun git came n ask we gt anot, n they say oni 3 ppl go oni.. =( den ltr think much, i was nt reli able to mek it cuz is my aunt fetch me.. yet, after d english teacher case, we were scared dat another unexpected easily mad teacher will b mad for nt cumin n cancel dis extra class thin... =/ and so, we made d dicision n i call for my mum in d nearby public fon in d skul b4 history class.. i ring her, luckily n we juz rmb d number since no time to tek pen n paper.. den ltr i ask mum wad is she doin, she say she was exam-ING... mean she is nw doin exam, i was thinkin, wow, u cn tek h/p.. =/ anyway, call my aunt n reli sori to hv to chg time.. den ltr after skul , went to d lab, never think dat.. teacher din cum n went for meeting!!!!! n arghh!!! i mean b4 pei wen forgot to call her mum, after skul call edi gt prob wif d fon, stupid.. n den no choice, i went to bother her hse again.. reli thx to her.. n her mum was kind enuf to hv me tek lunch there.. =) reli nice.. they are all gud ppl... hehe.. i somehow admire wenn to hv so nice lunch eviday, nt lik me, haiz...... =( ok, gt to say after dat, boro wenn h/p to call.. u noe wad.. forgot d NUMBER!! n well, oni gt 4 possobility number.. for sure start wif 01x.. center is either 239 or 329.. bek is 4 number is either x75x or x57x.. so mean 4 possibilities which is 01x239x75x, 01x239x57x, 01x329x75x or 01x329x57x.. lol... so i call d first one.. n ended up, a guy answer, i duno wad he say, bt is nt aunt, n i say sori wrong number.. den i call d second wan.. nvr think dat b4 pickin up, edi i cloz down, cuz gt caller ringtone which my aunt fon dun hv when i call b4.. so is wrong oso.. den i call d third wan, n den lucky!! CORRECT! den she say was ok n came fetch me.. was reli sori din gt to eat what she leave for my meal, bt lucky my aunt was ok wif it.. =) and den well, use com.. no internet lar.. see variety show.. ntg else.. den mum come lil early den expected, i reli din eat dinner b4 in my aunt's hse actually, in dis past 3 days, duno she will b feelin cuz to hv prepare another my portion yet i went home.. =( anyway, still thank her sooooo much! my cousin oso.. n well, my fren too.. =D lik wenn, pei yi, angeline n mia which is so great to offer a helpin hand when i'm in need.. =P
Anyway, ltr still hv time, mum went sayin abt her exam she FAILED, but PASSED.. wad i mean, she actually fail her exam paper which juz another 7 mark.. 63 mark, din gt 70.. so she was d oni 1 n she say she cnt see clearly since she hv long-sighteness.. n den ltr d teacher heard n well, open a lil n say he will ask lik oral test, so if answer correct den gv marks.. cuz my mum say she had sacrifice kinda much for d 4 day n again nid to re-sit for d exam.. so ltr den mum passed.. after dat, she called glasses shop n well, i oso go together after she fetch me from my aunt hse.. went there n i tuk my glasses, dat time i was wearin my contact lens so i juz close my eyes when they check on me.. i luv d cover of d case since d brand of my glasses is LEVI'S.. d popular brand for jeans, even d cover was also too! =3 cool~~!! din notice d brand when i first took it, juz noe i tek n well, kinda expensive, nw i understand cuz d brand huh.. my sis still lik d DIOR brand which cuz 799.. wow.. haha.. anyway, mum wear her white glasses n they teach mum hw to read wif it n wok wif it.. cuz d len is for long n short sight.. so hv a diff method to see wif it.. =/ 2-in-1 lens.. anyway, hv new glasses, hapi.. =) dat day no tuition, gud.. =D
FRIDAY!! seriously, again, i duno wad happen.. lets skip d part n well, st.john.. =/ walau.. we nid to go marchin.. o_O UNDER D HOT SUN!! BURNIN FIRE BURNIN ON D "ASSEMBLY" FLOOR... ok, joke away, reli hot, juz few min n den our head juz wan to burn wif fire edi.. hot untill... n den angeline wore baju kurong which is long sleeve n den my fren, which is d leader of st.john, fisshy in short was askin me to translate wad she say to english.. den i was lik, huh?? after she say, i ask whom i nid to translate her word to? n she point at angeline, n i was lik, huh? n angeline say, i noe chinese wor.. den so awkward.. lol.. bt later we lucky no nid edi, go bek class n learn?? anyway, learn wad stroke.. anyway, time flies, end, den gud bye... i forgot edi, i noe dat ltr dat day, wore my new glasses to tuition, well, i noe my parent say nt reli nice, dad say luk lik auntie, bro compare wif my mum n say white is better, my tuition fren, sashmiita say kinda odd.. lucky ai menn well say is better den b4, n shamala also say d same durin chemistry class.. =) bt still evi1 hv their point of view.. i noe i luk weird.. i juz lik wad i lik, i dun reli care many ppl hv or wadeva, is juz i lik black, simple lik dat.. ^^ my glasses b4 dat is also black wad.. =P anyway, dat nite, i noe wenn actually was thinkin abt cumin over my hse, bt still let her decide.. =) n well, i realize my eyes went red bside d pupils.. n i was reli gotten a lil shock.. duno is it wear contact untill lik dat... den i ask wenn, n she say better wif wearin glasses.. so well, hear wad she say, glasses..
SATURDAY!! ok, wore my glasses to skul! first time in dis year to SCHOOL!! well d last time was when i tek PMR result n d last b4 was April laz year... 2nd time wearin glasses to skul since laz year April.. anyway, mia say is cool, yuki say is cute den she say cnt say cute, cuz d meanin of cute is= UGLY BUT ADORABLE.. wth? she say is nice? or s.thin.. forgot.. wenn say she dun prefer dis kind of glasses, cn see she is those sweet sweet type.. well, she say many ppl hv lik dis i guess?? o_O i reli did nt even mind dat ever since till she say i oni realize, oo..... =D bt i din reli noe she think, i noe she say ok, mayb nt reli ideal kind of nice mayb, weird? ><" bt well, evi1 hv their taste.. =P still, i kinda bein uncomfident when ppl gv comment abt it.. =[ serious.. i sure mind d luks of me is weird anot.. =( well, cuz my parents oso laugh, i duno wad should i say.. lol? i actually dun reliw an to wear to skul after dat.. ><" since well, no comfident on wearin them.. dun lik bein laugh at... or bein.. weird?
anyway, saturday mornin, usual time was 6.20 car come n fetch me to skul, bt was late untill!! i wait n wait, oredi over 6.30am.. den untill 6.45am, rush my dad to fetch who is gonna fetch my lil bro to his skul at 7.20am.. no choice, he hv to go early.. bt went there, no ppl de.. very less.. n in d end.. i tell u, so damn lil ppl go to skul, specially d form 5 n form 3 n 4? bt our class was over half of d number cuz well, d purpose was to study biology.. in d end, we oni study physic! bio class ended up teacher in meetin, even moral class oso!! wow... n wenn decide to come my hse.. =D bt when we come out, cnt c dad car.. since mum car is in service.. den went to wenn hse since she wan to tek thin.. den go her hse, her mum was out wif her "thin".. den ltr wok bek n found dad's car, wenn boro mum h/p to call her mum.. d maid din tell her to wait at home for her mum.. so go to her hse n her mum pass a bag of food n thin.. den ltr my hse, well, i hv worse lunch ever.. soup oni.. = =" i duwan to eat.. den pei wen so gud.. haiz.. anyway, still eat a lil.. den ar.. went up, let wenn use my com after my update checkin fin.. den ltr she uses com n i nid to fin up readin d manga yuki boro, since i nid to return dat same day.. =) after bath, lay on bed, read n read, walau!! so tiring!! borin day~~!! bt after den fin edi.. 5 or 6 buk of manga.. den ltr chat wif wenn.. mozly abt yuki thin, since d party thin or wadeva, her present thin, frenz n such... bla bla bla.. bt i noe i was glad she listen my fren story.. =D when well, when we tok abt d yuki stuff, i rmb i hv dis big fight wif her n i once wrote mdg to her bt well, she din read, i went check thru does i still hv it on my account n YES!! found n read, bt many broken english.. walau... bt if i post her, i guess dis post is gonna b annoyingly LONG.. since nw is reli terrifyly long edi.. for sure.. =D all accumulate up bcum one.. haha.. n oso den i tok abt my fren stuff which i oso gt say b4 in blog of cuz... duno which bt got.. well, d sori for 1 fren which i kinda left her.. =( i noe she does nt care bt i still lik her, juz i dun deserve to ask her to b my fren again, so i guess hope she is hapi, dat's fine.. =) lik cindy, grace n chermaine was my claz fren in primary stuff.. bluntly sayin.. =D thanks to wenn.. =)
anyway, if possible, find another time to post d msg content n such.. =) n den ltr my aunt oso gt come.. sin think "screw" word is equal to "f*ck" word to some ppl.. do u think is d same?? o_O anyway, juz some iphone 4 download dat thursday but i forgot since i dun reli use d com much.. so missed d chance to.. anyway, eat bak kut teh.. =D den ltr ar.. go bek to d tok, den ltr around 11pm+ wenn's mum come n fetch her.. =) thanks for my bez fren to spend so long time wif me dat time when i was bored.. =) thank you~~!! if me, my mum sure duwan fetch me even i wan to.. well, lucky wenn understand.. =D
SUNDAY! i dunow ad happen dat day, bt i guess is nt a hapi day.. mum bad mood samo.. lol.. forgot wad happen dat nite.. bad mood oso... anyway, d laz she call me type 3 sheet of letter for her.. at nite.. den i was lik tell her if she cnt made it since she hv appointment on 1.20pm which i end skul at 1.10pm, i hv stay bek till 5.30pm, so dun nid to bother much, let her go early.. n i noe i dun hv luch on monday.. =( den i do letter for her, after finish, when i want to press d 'print preview" button to print oso, it bcum lag n wan me to terminate.. there was juz an 'ok' button, ntg else.. den i waited for it to unlag it.. so i din reli click anythin, juz wait, n u noe wad, it AUTOMATICLY OFF!!!!!! d whole com juz restart itself, wth!! n d whole letter i used time to do, GONE! n well, is reli reli late edi, n d other next day gt skul, so i went to bed..
MONDAY!! woke up, walau, eat bread.. den gt take to skul in a tupperware.. never tot of dat i seriously DID NOT BRING to skul, eventho i noe i will nt hv lunch which is full till 5.30pm!! =( bt wenn offer me biscuit in d break time.. thx.. =D well, many thin happen, all i noe is thinkin abt d party thin, wan or duwan.. i noe dat pei yi say do next year, den i say next year i duwan, gt trial exam for spm.. den ltr pei yi say, forever duwan edi lar.. den yuen yen say, duwan duwan edi lar.. hahaha.. =D bt still thinkin.. =( headache.. n durin physic class in lab, wenn call me to tell mia abt her opinion, since well, we noe wad she may answer.. "i don't care"... hahahaha... wan den do, duwan den dun do.. mia was reli "herself".. =) dis is wad truely where she attract ppl.. being herself.. lol.. many frenz she noe.. anyway, fisshy oso gt heard abt it since she sat bside mia dat time.. =) fisshy suggez a muffin oni.. lol.. =D anyway, d laz no conclusion.. n den ltr bio class, bla bla.. i noe dat i was late to go bek class cuz well, nid to let my teacher to mark my buk.. she forgot d part.. and den samo er... wenn n other fren all left me bhind jor, so faz.. o_O wow.. anyway, go bek to class, reli surprise n yet a smilin face to my emotion cuz i hv a bag of well, lunch on my desk.. is my lunch~~!! touching.. =D yet well, cn c wenn nt in a reli gud mood, bt since i may nt b d perfect time n person to disturb her cooling down stage.. anyway, moral!! walau, i come bek to class, oni cn see she say some thin to other ppl den i duno wad cuz i juz cum bek.. den ltr d bek of my sit wad another chair n table, n another teacher is cumin to hv test on teacher.. wow.. n teacher hv early call us to prepare beforehand.. LOL! den anyway, so lil fake bt nvm.. juz dun lik d group thin n such.. lol.. n den samo wad ar.. wenn decide to go bek home forst since she wan to eat n oso tek buk for shen teng.. =) n den i go canteen, nvr tot yuki is bhind me, n den i went to angeline, we all sit together n eat.. i noe yuki eat alot n den she edi buy 3 bowl of fried mee hoon.. o_O anyway, she oso say abt pei wen, being emo after bio n thingy.. den she lik blamin me for nt tokin to her.. n den i say dat wenn is nt lik dat, i noe, i cn see it, bt she juz dun lik ppl to disturb her when she is bad mood.. i mean normally ppl do rite? omg, at liz read d mood.. i wanted to say to her lik dat.. n she juz dun listen n say eventho hw wenn was tokin to other, i MUST oso bother her n tok to her.. she call me to do dat.. n i was lik, wad?! i understand she say lik dis is bcuz she wanted to tek wenn as a "somethin" to show out wad she wanted to say abt me.. lik i din tok to her n use "wenn" situation n kinda blame me.. n i was lik, turn so long, still oso bcuz of urself.. she dun reli understand... = =" i went simply gv her a random answer of y wenn lik dat n dat she hv no reason to say samo, n dat conversation bcum dead.. =/ duwan to tok much abt it n i kinda irratated in heart, bt well, surprisingly, i usually din show out on my hse, i was lik acting normal.. weird.. bt think bek i gt mad i lil of her words.. juz thinkin bek.. bt dat time i din show out, lol.. usually i dun reli wan to show out thin i was thinkin whithin 0.1second in my mind if i was nt reli wantin to tell.. lik dat situation.. b4 she even wan to say wad, i juz kinda estimate wad she wanted to go to n i gv a reason which stop her from anythin goin more deeper which may cause me bein unhapi yet i duno y, i dun reli lik showin my thinkin to her.. =/ usual i will juz gv her a poker face, or a silly smile.. usual, unlez if i reli was interested if she say s/thin nt bcuz she wan me to listen on her tokin much.. ><" i reli felt sori bt dis is me.. i duwan to hear her negative thinkin.. bt still, mia oso say she was threating her cruely, i was oso feelin more sori for her.. i duno.. ><" s/hw, even mia say she duwan to spoilt yuki, i juz.. kinda pity her.. =( haiz......... is dat even right to do, i duno?? is their choice.. bt to me, i do my own way, if i think is wad i think, den i felt lik doin my way.. bt yet, i oso felt sori for her, juz dat compremisin wif her negativeness is so nt me... = =" anyway, i duwan to b an emo.. see d situation, i reli dwan to think much.. anyway, freakin tired... spbt was lik, walau!! 1st time so tiring!! clean d whole room.... = =" anyway, gotta say is dis even a bad choice anyhw?? duno.. den chess, den tok.. go bek, den tuition... add mt n bio, gotta tell u, i startin to lack of sleep n i was half asleep at d tuition centre, din reli noe wad was teacher teachin.. when i gt bek to myself, say my box which suppose d answer was 3 bcome x+bla bla bla y n such... duno where d number come from.. den fin bcum biology.. dun even understand.. cnt concentrate!! ARGHH!!!! den go bek, sleep! no time to use com, reli tiring, oni cn hv sleep at 10.30pm after fin tuition..
TUESDAY!!!!
wad a serious stupid freakin day.. from mornin, lil sick bt ntg much.. go to skul, tok lik usual n den durin class, i was so damn SICK dat my headache, stomachache n feelin cold n such.. walau, i even hv goosebumps!! untill d bm 2 period class, mt teacher juz came n well, weird enuf, he's class is after break time, bt nw is juz long b4 break time, he come n tok lik usual, nt reli evi1 care, bt he oso gt d teacher's teast lik d moral class ytd.. den ltr i reli feel very very sick dat very instant dat i reli wan to go home, i was so sick enuf dat it killed me n my tears juz drop.. lucky no1 see except wenn i guess.. but ltr a lil vomit i guess, durin d mt time i went to d toilet n den still sick, bt ok lil by lil.. den ltr on is better edi.. i mean still feel sick bt well, is better den d sooooo damn sick stage, at liz cn hide d luks from my face.. =) i think my lack of sleep cause dis situation happen.. = =" LACK OF SLEEP!! 11pm+ on sun sleep, 5am wake, 10.30pm sleep, 5am++ wake.. damn it.. no nap or time to even do dat.. den chemistry do some experiment, walau, i rmb d ammonia so damn smelly!! kill ppl, i nw oso still cn rmb in my nose.. ><"" wad a terrible smell.. anyway, ltr dat, is maths n den actually is d teacher's being test n den he was actually teachin d SAME thing durin d BM period which no teacher class.. ALL D SAME THIN, he even gv us answer beforehand so dat ltr on, we juz nid to raise our hand n reply his question, folo d answer.. LOL!! so FAKE lor!! haha... anyway, tuesday nt much.. go bek, den use com a lil, bt din reli went lukin forward to any readin for manga, i oni noe TWGOK anime hv season 2 realease, went n watch, den so bored, AND D MOST GREAT PART IS, finally d anime i wan it to b release have been RELEASE!!! woohoo...!! went youtube to watch first.. newly post.. haha.. =3 hw long i waited for dat.. d manga i read till d latez update edi.. =D is nt TWGOK anime i mention b4 lar.. it is the world bez hatsukoi.. =) duno nvm, juz sayin.. i noe u dun watch, moz of u guys.. =P anyway, cnt wait for ep 2.. mwahahahaha... bt den... got bored after dat.. no manga updates arrival, ntg!! den i went to watch bek pure luv romantic well, which is oso in youtube.. since i was bored.. yet i was STILL BORED!! den use abt less den 2 hours of com, wow, i went to SLEEP while waitin for d laging of my com.. mayb google crome have been crashed, makin d com reli headache.. lol... well, i went to sleep n since i was tired n sick today, wow, wake up reli lazy n went for bm tuition.. =( tuition lalalala.. den fin... go bek, den use a lil com.. den sleep... =(
TODAY!!!! which is well, WEDNESDAY!! go to skul, well, feel a lil lil lil sicky bt ntg reli.. nt reli big deal, juz nvm.. dun think too much.. n well, d sad part was, pei wen din cum.. to b exact, pei wen is d ONLY person din cum in our class today.. but duno y, i felt lik duwan to handle tokin to any1... u noe, i wasn't quite reli much thinkin abt pei wen din cum, seriously, i noe she din cum, bt s/hw, mayb i noe her lar, i guess thinkin she mayb sleepin late in her hse, lol!! n well, i dun reli mek such big deal wif a person bside anyway.. dat's y wad i wan to say is, when yuki cum durin recess, i noe wenn din cum, bt duno y juz din reli put in my mind, seriously, nt forget lar.. n i was lik, she was starin at me, sittin at her place, closing me so near, eatin her thin, n i was well, into my essay so no time to bother other stuff reli.. juz dat she tok negative stuff lik form 4 life is hard for her, specially frenz dun tok much to her.. den she say example lik yuri/celia/cynthia or wadeva... =) say wad msn on till 10pm, suddenly will nid to off cuz d reason is once being told dat she hv to do add-mt exercise.... n i was lik, so?? = =" den she say laz time celia is cn tok untill 12am over oso gt, nw samo nid to do exercise at 10pm++.. well, i dun reli care is true anot she is doin bt stayin up till over midnite evitime, wad she wan? form 4 life, i wan to sleep at 8pm oso cnt.. = =" does she hv too much time to spare or s/thin? i reli duno, n thus endin up sayin wad extra negative thin abt fren thingy which i was listenin yet she was thinkin i am nt botherin her.. ==" i am doin my essay till d math class, which is b4 d english class.. wow.. finally! yet another h/w cum up... haiz.... summary.. bt i din do.. =P wait till 2molo.. haha.. n oso pei yi went to library boro a 'o' level essay buk which is so damn think, more den 300++ of essay example.. yet, i hv check thru more den half of d buk, d story was nt so nice, juz grammer n word were great, bt no so cathchy in attention which well, nt wad i seek for.. well, mia oso understand dat.. hope there is a buk lik dat exist.. anyway, girls are informed to wear pjk to skul for 2 days.. n well, 2molo gt biology claz, yet, i dun reli feel lik goin.. =( fisshy oso din go, d oni girl was me n wenn.. first, i may cause wenn's inconvenient for stayin bek.. =( second, i duno wad my mum will response, an angry or bad mood face? i wonder... see first.. bt 80% i dun reli feel lik goin anyway.. kinda think, a lil no use.. =( i mean nt to say i very pro or wadeva, no ar, is juz dat i think when she teach, i dun reli listen much.. =( n d oni think is dat she discuss.. no more.. should we even go?? ok, n oso durin bc class, mia was sittin bside me n yan jun infront of mia.. playin chess.. wow, yan jun is better den me alot more times.. if he is a girl, i think he deserve to take my place to go to mssd.. well, we noe dat we are goin SEAFIELD to compete.. walau!! damn nice skul, duno hw it will luk lik.. =) from primary time many of us edi noe seafield was a pretty skul n our skul hv a student went it too!! anyway, we oso gt 8 in cash?? why nt more.. = ="
anyway, skip d more part.. oni noe bla bla... skip skip... time over, went bek home, i met ke xin n hv a tok.. i nw oni knew she stay wif lim jun git geh.. n she cn oni c her parents once in a while.. i guess she is reli a understanding person for her family.. her family in kelantan so far away.. =/ berdikari..
anyway, mum cum n den i cn see she had tuk her pure white jade statue of 'guan yin' from d purchase offer of Nirvanna promotion... wow, reli big!! nice.. n well, she say she will leave for me mozly, n well i replied if i hv a new home, i will tek it.. bt den when she say abt my sis, i juz tell dat if she insist on takin it, i dun mind anyway.. actually my hse gt another 1 which is oso a big statue(nt lik giant lar, juz higher den d height of a big buk) for decoration in d hall of another 'guan yin' made from crystal, if u cum my hse u will see.. soo i guess either i will tek 1, so i dun reli mind if she wan to choose a new n big one of cuz.. 2 oso nice.. =) so let her choose oso cn, unlez i cnt hv either 2, den i will voice out, nw, carefree stage.. lol!
eat hamburger on the way bek.. n den ar.. ntg much, use com.. n den after d checkin of updates bein done, is BLOG!!! i went to continue writing d unfinished blog which i left for DAYS!!!! dat oso being saved in my draft for DAYSSS!!!! n nw i start writing from d last wednesday tuition part.. write untill sooooo damn long.. duno wad to say.. haha... n i tuk HOURS n still left todays post being hang b4 i could fin i hv to go to tuition.. so den, today tuition physic.. mozly ask question at first, today he oso gv us d form 5 class test paper.. n d paper wrote 100% there!! full marks n he say is so happy to c dat, lukin in it mek hapi.. n den oso another hu gt 98% too.. eventho is juz chp1, bt i guess is reli very gud.. many stucture form question.. anyway, den is givin use exercise.. in d last, i n another guy fin the exercise n we are allowed to go bek.. i saw ajeeta being beat by d teacher in her hand from a marker pen cuz she din read nice d question.. =( kesian.. bt den i tot we early go bek, bt is atually late edi.. d ppl hu cnt do fin in there is more n more late.. so went down, van edi there waitin, wow, still nobody other den 2 of d ppl hu are free to go id out of d centre.. n den i was lucky i fin faz enuf.. o_O
OKAY FIN POST!! FINALLY! DAMMIT!! yay~~~~!!!!! thanks for readin.. tuk DAYS to fin juz dis 1 long post.. if u read fin untill here, i am reli grateful if u reli reli do!!!! =D n so, thank you very much!! ttfn!! =D sori for d loooooooong post!! haha.. d proof of u r kind enuf to reli read so much crap, thank you! ttfn!!
ps: dis pos is juz some continue in draft, so if there is any changes between time or s/time, do understand.. lol.. =)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
do wishes come true?n glasses is good for u.. =)
from ytd poz, said dat i will poz ytd stuff 2day.. so, here it is.. cuz ytd late nite oni update.. so write from 12am till 2am.. tired.. so oni delay 1 day lar.. haha...
ok, this year, i have things i wanted.. i mean many bt d most i wanted, i pray to god if i can.. =) well, juz for certain thin dat i cnt get bt i reli wan among d many many many thin.. n few of d moz wanted thin i wan, is a new glasses.. =) dat reli reli cnt gt if there isn't a chance.. nt to mention, a new headfon..(well, dat case is i cn buy myself..) n erm... i noe i hv many, bt d most i wanted, which i wanted to put on my birthday list dat kind, is lik dis... whixh is s/thin i usually wanted..
and let's say, i hv it moz of it.. =) to say it clearly, i gt a new glasses!! =D yay~~! ok, i noe ppl lik er, those hu dun reli wear will nt gt it, since no1 lik to wear glasses? well, laz time i don't lik, bt since few years bek, start wearin 24/7.. never tek off except time when i go sleep or bath.. cuz i cnt c a thin when i dun hv glasses.. i mean wearin it is normal to me, glasses is a NEED to me, nt a WANT.. so i reli nid to hv them, wear them evitime, my habit.. i guess i start wearin bek glasses 14/7 oso cuz of pei wen influence, tho i guess she duno.. shh.. haha.. i tell u, think bek of myself, i reli is STUPID man! lik some ppl, they dun wear glasses cuz mayb is nt nice, or nt suitable, nt comfortable.. reason lik dat, u cn say, i oso.. start wearin glasses since i was 10.. actually, my degree was juz mere 100 oni.. i think i was cuz wearin my mum's which is abt 100 degree too n found out was pretty clear.. [warnin: dun folo! u will regret, ppl hu din wear glasses MUST NOT wear other ppl glasses for fun or try out..!!] n went makin 1 wif my bro too.. i guess is juz simply lik cnt c board den wear.. lik dat, so is lik dun reli need a glasses oso cn to wok or see.. bt lil by lil, when time i din brin my glasses to skul, since i was a nt reli havin likin to wear them, i usually juz pt a side when i need them.. so my fren hu sat bside me hv her glasses too.. n u noe, i always wear hers to see clearly d board.. n her degree was.. ehem... 400... i cn see clearly.. = =" weird.. and den slowly, time pass.. till i was 13.. my attitude for glasses were, dun wear except for when needed dat kind, so i guess is ntg if i dun wear since i cn c nicely road n such, juz small words in board den i use it.. bt i guess i was wrong later.. glasses is s/thin eventho u r juz mere 100 degree, u MUST wear all d time.. n for my case, let me continue why.. when i was 13, i rmb i hv a cake decoration competition wif my 2 fren, yuki n tj.. n i rmb i brought my glasses wif me too.. of cuz when i nid to see d ingredient on d board which we hv to folo instruction too.. and well, when we were startin, extra thin was lik a burden n i kept thin in a side of cuz.. i took of glasses when i dun need them, i juz go wif d competition, is normal action, bt seriously.. i dun reli tek notice on my glasses since is juz an extra to me.. i can see fine.. n den, fin competiition, well, we gt 3rd place, n were d oni freshman in skul hu won among all skul contestant dat time.. was reli grateful to our class teacher dat time.. and we share d cake wif d classmate, well, is they all force us to gv them, or mozly was juz tek them from us.. d malays... = =" bt nvm.. and den i realize ltr after in class, i din tek bek my glasses.. ><" i forgotten untill teacher ask us to copy thin in board.. i went bek to d catering room n check all drawers, bt is nowhere to b found.. n den, d glasses is ntg to me.. lik dat.. =/ bt i dun care oso, since i wad juz 100+ degree, still cn see, dun nid nvm.. after when form 2, went makin a new one, well, my current one oso in short.. d black n light brown.. if u noe me or c pic, u will noe.. n oso, my attitude din change.. eventho i knew my degree went up to 200+! wow, so faz.. =D ok, ntg to b hapi abt, is s/thin i oso dun reli regret dat time, stupid.. actually, when i din use glasses even in normal time, eyesight will INCREASE for sure! bt ppl hu gt 100+ will nt understand wad will it end up to.. reli, even nw, my bro hu is still 100+, dun wear.. n even i was 200, i oso dun care.. n den i met wenn, hu wear glasses too.. =) i mean yuki oso wear of cuz, bt her case was, i duno hw to say, she is weird dat i duno hw to explain... = =" anyway, n once i rmb durin kh time, i ask her b4 when we were waitin in line to gt in d class.. we hv a tok n i curiously wan to ask, y does she hv to wear glasses evitime eventho is abt 250++ for her if i nvr rmb wrong.. n well, i oni she answer me reli simple, bcuz to see clearer, better, n more in her habit edi.. n den she said she oso dun say she lik to wear, bt was a need to wear.. n den when she cn afford, she will go for laser surgery.. n glasses time will b over.. eventho is juz a normal simple answer, i reli think abt it much.. n i thought long n realize myself hw dumb to treat my glasses lik an extra.. nt lik wenn so gud, she reli is my example.. i reli learn from her many thin, eventho is juz a lil thin, she reli chg me, eventho i admit after my thinkin alot thin oso.. my brain juz move ok? and i think abt d time i wore other glasses, dat is dumb, i realize nt wearin evitime, dat is stupid, i realize i din reli care to bother to wear evitime, dat is reli brainless.. n i reli wear it d next day, after thinkin alot dat bcuz i din wear, i increased my eyesight day by day, lil by lil, worse n worsen.. even juz increase by 0.05, after 20 day means 1 degree.. after 2 months 3 degree.. 1 year, 18 degree!! lil by lil, is serious! even juz 0.05!! so lil oso cn increse reli bad!! bt usually is more den dat, mean faster if u dun wear..!! i start wearin d glasses all time next day, n they all, frenz ask me, y u wear glasses today lik i am a weird 1 day to turn up wearin glasses to skul.. well, is weird to me bt i try my bez to tek care of my eyes too.. =) n i was reli glad i met wenn oso, if nt i duno nw hw many degree oni i will die to wear.. eventho i noe she mayb 4gt, bt s/time minor stuff, i reli think alot.. juz mayb din say i guess.. dat time i reli made a big decision to start my day to wear it evitime.. nt easy to made me to do dat.. well, mayb i reli think too much.. bad i guess.. even lil stuff ppl say i oso will lik dat.. n they all will nt even noe abt it after dat.. cuz is juz lil matter, hu even bother to rmb oso normal.. lol.. =) i think i am a weirdo.. ><" so s/time gt much thinkin, is nt gud.. cuz will b hurt even small matter ppl dun even realize.. =( my sis oso say, "u think alot, think too much".. my thinkin is nt those think too much lik always think dis n dat, negative thin bla bla... is dat when a matter came, s/hw lik a date analysis or s/thin, lik ways n ideas or plan to go.. duno hw to explain.. juz lik 1 of it, example lik d glasses thin.. dat kind, n my sis oso say me lik dat.. =/
anyway, i kinda think i was tokin crap till here.. haven say d main point.. = =" nw i realize.. think too much, tok too much, say too much.. lol........ zz.. actually my day is lik dis wan.. early mornin, sis come my room n bother me, i was sleepy n sleepin, suddenly barge in.. = =" n den go edi lar.. and den after mornin, wake up, saw sis, call me to wake brian for his tuition.. went up n wake him, refuse to wake.. went down tell sis n she went up, 2 bro come down.. mum n dad den came bek.. eat breakfaz... den mum say dat she wan to hv contact lens.. n cuz her glasses broke.. her attitude for glasses is same lik me when i was 10, n bro.. refuse to wear.. n den she ask sis to wan go anot.. cuz sis oso say she cnt c her lecturer word in board.. n den i say i wan oso.. since i hv experience in contact lens.. i wearin for a year edi, if u duno.. =) and den i wan a glasses edi, since mayb laz year, bt i noe is bez nt dat time so i dun reli hv much feelin to chg, n den dis year, i reli wanted to hv a glasses n oso headfon n other few thin dat i pray god s/time if i were hv a chance, pls gv me to hv them.. =) i even wish if cnt, i hope my b/day present for next year will b them.. well, oso depend any1 noe wad i wan.. =( no1 understand me much.. bt to say d ppl hu hv same likin is my sis, den wenn.. so when there is thin to choose, i guess i will leave it to them to choose is oso fine wan.. lik i ask my sis to help me buy a card holder, she gt find, bt haven buy.. n she ask me wad type i want, n i say i blif ur sense for wad i lik, n i reli cn let her choose... since wad she choose will b 90% my type.. she understand.. n well, she noe wad is pretty to me n wad i will lik it.. juz 90% oni.. d rez 10% is s/time, reli hard to say, gt diff oso.. =) i dun mean understandin me or wadever, is lik er.. hw to say, to choosin sense of thin, lik pretty, cute n such things, which her sense of it is 90%, or actually 95% lik me.. =P wenn oso very same de.. 80%++? =) specially d doll bear n "dog".. reli reli reli nice.. bt i duno my taste is her taste anot? ><" haiz.... does nt include lik idol or wad, lik manga or anime, drama or idol i dun mean them ar... n oso food oso dun include dat type.. duno u guys understand wad i wan to say anot.. sad.. i bad at explainin.. ><" aiya, if dun understand nvm.. juz dat d "taste" on thin.. =) lik which is pretty n cute to us, nice lookin n such in our eyes.. =) bt if u mention manga n such, diff lar har.. =) ok, wad i wan to say.. crappin again.. ok, den we go out, brian does nt wan to go, bt was forced to by mum.. went up to tuition, den we go to d nearby optical shop, bt went in, ask a lil n they say d lens will nid to book first oni cn get.. and den my mum cnt n go other place.. den dad was wantin to tek picture for his japan thin, duno wad is it, i noe is nid to hv photo.. and den went to a photographer shop n tek.. den mum ask d boss n c gt any optical shop nearby.. n den she say infront of d shop gt 1 is she always go, reli good.. bt gt other places oso lar.. juz she recommended there.. and den d boss gt 2 child there playin.. n end up whole curtain drop by d 2 small kid, wow.. whole curtain thin drop lik dat.. lol.. play untill lik dat.. den fin wif d picture, wok across d road n reach d shop.. d size is half of a shop.. another half is wif a flower shop.. when my mum saw it, she ask 1 thin, "y so small wan?" to d boss hu recommended us goin there.. lol.. and went went in, gt a banner of cool stylish contact lens from korean brand.. i saw gt skull, or even leopard design.. lol.. and den i went in first to check.. cuz i was oni 1 among my mum n sis hu wear glasses.. so she took my glasses to check d degree, den went in d "dark room" to check my current eyesight degree.. den ltr i gt worsen a lil.. both eye bcum 300 nw.. =/ she told me my vision is weak, bt sis vision is better.. n i ask, wad does it mean, i gt wear glasses all d time.. n she explain, she say dat my vision is weak in a sense dat eventho i hv 300 degree shortsightedness, i will nt 100% see it clearly.. bt my sis can.. so is somethin lik cnt help even wif d glasses.. so mean i MUST evitime wear glasses.. =/ cnt afford to look w/out glasses.. lol.. lucky i gt i guess.. n i saw d plastic frame which is nice n my sis oso say so, n i ask mum i wanted it.. my mum was lookin for contact n ended up by d ppl there recommendation n she choose glasses.. she first wanted to buy wif a clip on sun glasses.. den ltr i gt took out b4 black n white frame to try on.. she saw d white, which i guess dun fit me, n on d table there.. she liked it n ask abt it.. n mum say i cn buy when i say i wanted d black one.. i was reli hapi she was in a good mood.. n dat time my sis is testing her eye sight degree.. sis came out n she buy contact lens.. they ask wan glasses n sis say no nid first.. she ltr say dat if reach 200 oni buy.. lol.. = =" n oso cuz b4 d first shop, she saw a reli nice glasses frame, which cost 799!! dior brand.. reli damn nice.. sweet.. bt expensive.. = =" anyway, mu decide to buy d white frame, n me d black, sis contact.. n mum oso buy a sun glasses which oso cn wear for ppl hu oso wear glasses together.. very nice lookin n damn convenient which u dun nid to buy a specially made sunglasses! =) anyway, dat shop reli is gud.. lol! next time mayb go there evitime better.. lol.. =D anyway, mine monday cn gt, bt i dun think i will tek faz.. wait till mum fin wif hers.. n den coz lot there, bt satisfied.. reli dang hapi! =) n i gt to noe solution for contact lens hv increased.. sad.. =( lucky gt samo.. nw increased price more den 20! =/ mayb future nid to use wisely.. lol.. den go bek, brian time was 1pm over n dat time we reach there 1 is 1.30pm.. d tuition centre was closed n brian is nowhere to b found, dad went n buy fried koropok n pisang goreng.. n den sis call home, brian is at home edi.. hw? uncle fetch him bek.. which uncle, din say.. =X anyway, bla bla bla... n i watch tv for d rez of d day.. wow, i din touch d com.. cuz my com luk lik is aging n tek more den 3 second to even open a start button! = =" seriously.. ytd after fin post, too damn slow n close d com.. when i wan to press d shut down button.. wait for min n haven even pop up.. i was reli frustrated n tired n i dun care, i guess i close it in an "alternative" way.. =X press d button on d cpu, off.. den plop, sleep.. [dun folo dis action, will harm com!! save com from evil ppl!! (lik me)] anyway, i was dang tired, n closin a stupid com nid use so dang looooooong time.. = =" no patience.. bt well, skip those crap.. n watch some series of "no limits", felt is nt bad.. den some random show on tv, mocie n such.. music n so on.. i rmb i watch b4 CSI 3 straight hours for miami, NY n d csi case.. 3 episode.. lol...den i oso gt watch d korean version of naughty kiss... well, duno hw to say, i juz watch since i am free.. =/ n wenn say is nice, so since gt do n i am there, juz watch.. lol.... n den ltr went out n go eat "bak kut teh".. =D den ltr gt go IOI ltr.. so after fin eatin, my sis is slow as ever.. evi1 fin, oni left her dat still hv half of her bowl.. haha.. n den on d way oso gt share my earfon wif her which link my fon.. ok, IOI.. went there wif no reason actually.. n i plan to go popular cuz i wan a headfon! n i noe no more offers, bt still nvm, i go for it.. =P den i bought n cost my 29.. den i left 21 in hand.. den cross over a bag shop, saw a 5 dollar pouch.. or s/thin... which i cn tek in as a pencilbox.. since i saw my fren in tuition oso hv.. so i buy a different type, dat is black.. n den sis saw d one which is same as my fren in tuition.. den cost 5 n left 16.. sis saw a purse dat is reli nice! coz 29.90.. n she hv 20 in hand.. i lend her 10.. n den go bek to jusco to where my family is.. buy more den 200 in a single receipt, gt 3 free bag.. =) den we went home.. juz lik dat.. i went manga there bt ntg.. n samo yuki help me buy, my supplier.. so wait till 2molo, nid to sign her list.. laz time owe her 10.. n nw 3 buk i think.. if nt wrong mean 23.50.. =( money bb.. anyway, end my day lik dis.. go bek home, watch a ghost movie, the unborn.. halfway i scared i cnt sleep ltr.. sleep alone, so went use com.. after checkin update in thin. start update blog.. use 2hr plus.. = =" dat is y s/time i duno y i lazy to update, use hours.. too much blabbin i guess... =X
today den ntg much.. oso watch d episode of no limits in tv.. after ytd com incident, dun feel lik playin com.. watch 3 episode straight, den fin.. went up n use com, update blog.. straight away.. n halfway, mum call us to eat dinner, go down.. den fin eat, play badminton wif bro out d road.. cuz b4 play in d hse, shuttlecock drop on d roof top.. =/ play some time n den use com, update.. wow.. i use HOURS to fin dis post.. if i read again juz use few min oni.. = =" phew.. anyway, end lik dis.. nid call pei yi.. i forgotten.. 2molo stay bek at skul, den go bek mayb to wenn hse awhile.. =) ltr inform her, nid tok to pei yi first.. =D they all are great fren!! thank you again!! mia n angeline too!! =P ty.. tirin, 2day nid tek much rest.. ><" arghh...
thanks for readin.. reli thanks.. n ppl hu hv bad eyesight, even juz lil, pls tek care of ur eyes!! wear glasses 24/7!! bt oso cn wear contact lens lar.. i juz wear for skul n some occation.. usually dun wear, even ytd go ioi oso lazy nia.. glasses still d bez.. =) n yea, dun b lazy to wear! k, bye~~!! ttfn.. =D
ok, this year, i have things i wanted.. i mean many bt d most i wanted, i pray to god if i can.. =) well, juz for certain thin dat i cnt get bt i reli wan among d many many many thin.. n few of d moz wanted thin i wan, is a new glasses.. =) dat reli reli cnt gt if there isn't a chance.. nt to mention, a new headfon..(well, dat case is i cn buy myself..) n erm... i noe i hv many, bt d most i wanted, which i wanted to put on my birthday list dat kind, is lik dis... whixh is s/thin i usually wanted..
and let's say, i hv it moz of it.. =) to say it clearly, i gt a new glasses!! =D yay~~! ok, i noe ppl lik er, those hu dun reli wear will nt gt it, since no1 lik to wear glasses? well, laz time i don't lik, bt since few years bek, start wearin 24/7.. never tek off except time when i go sleep or bath.. cuz i cnt c a thin when i dun hv glasses.. i mean wearin it is normal to me, glasses is a NEED to me, nt a WANT.. so i reli nid to hv them, wear them evitime, my habit.. i guess i start wearin bek glasses 14/7 oso cuz of pei wen influence, tho i guess she duno.. shh.. haha.. i tell u, think bek of myself, i reli is STUPID man! lik some ppl, they dun wear glasses cuz mayb is nt nice, or nt suitable, nt comfortable.. reason lik dat, u cn say, i oso.. start wearin glasses since i was 10.. actually, my degree was juz mere 100 oni.. i think i was cuz wearin my mum's which is abt 100 degree too n found out was pretty clear.. [warnin: dun folo! u will regret, ppl hu din wear glasses MUST NOT wear other ppl glasses for fun or try out..!!] n went makin 1 wif my bro too.. i guess is juz simply lik cnt c board den wear.. lik dat, so is lik dun reli need a glasses oso cn to wok or see.. bt lil by lil, when time i din brin my glasses to skul, since i was a nt reli havin likin to wear them, i usually juz pt a side when i need them.. so my fren hu sat bside me hv her glasses too.. n u noe, i always wear hers to see clearly d board.. n her degree was.. ehem... 400... i cn see clearly.. = =" weird.. and den slowly, time pass.. till i was 13.. my attitude for glasses were, dun wear except for when needed dat kind, so i guess is ntg if i dun wear since i cn c nicely road n such, juz small words in board den i use it.. bt i guess i was wrong later.. glasses is s/thin eventho u r juz mere 100 degree, u MUST wear all d time.. n for my case, let me continue why.. when i was 13, i rmb i hv a cake decoration competition wif my 2 fren, yuki n tj.. n i rmb i brought my glasses wif me too.. of cuz when i nid to see d ingredient on d board which we hv to folo instruction too.. and well, when we were startin, extra thin was lik a burden n i kept thin in a side of cuz.. i took of glasses when i dun need them, i juz go wif d competition, is normal action, bt seriously.. i dun reli tek notice on my glasses since is juz an extra to me.. i can see fine.. n den, fin competiition, well, we gt 3rd place, n were d oni freshman in skul hu won among all skul contestant dat time.. was reli grateful to our class teacher dat time.. and we share d cake wif d classmate, well, is they all force us to gv them, or mozly was juz tek them from us.. d malays... = =" bt nvm.. and den i realize ltr after in class, i din tek bek my glasses.. ><" i forgotten untill teacher ask us to copy thin in board.. i went bek to d catering room n check all drawers, bt is nowhere to b found.. n den, d glasses is ntg to me.. lik dat.. =/ bt i dun care oso, since i wad juz 100+ degree, still cn see, dun nid nvm.. after when form 2, went makin a new one, well, my current one oso in short.. d black n light brown.. if u noe me or c pic, u will noe.. n oso, my attitude din change.. eventho i knew my degree went up to 200+! wow, so faz.. =D ok, ntg to b hapi abt, is s/thin i oso dun reli regret dat time, stupid.. actually, when i din use glasses even in normal time, eyesight will INCREASE for sure! bt ppl hu gt 100+ will nt understand wad will it end up to.. reli, even nw, my bro hu is still 100+, dun wear.. n even i was 200, i oso dun care.. n den i met wenn, hu wear glasses too.. =) i mean yuki oso wear of cuz, bt her case was, i duno hw to say, she is weird dat i duno hw to explain... = =" anyway, n once i rmb durin kh time, i ask her b4 when we were waitin in line to gt in d class.. we hv a tok n i curiously wan to ask, y does she hv to wear glasses evitime eventho is abt 250++ for her if i nvr rmb wrong.. n well, i oni she answer me reli simple, bcuz to see clearer, better, n more in her habit edi.. n den she said she oso dun say she lik to wear, bt was a need to wear.. n den when she cn afford, she will go for laser surgery.. n glasses time will b over.. eventho is juz a normal simple answer, i reli think abt it much.. n i thought long n realize myself hw dumb to treat my glasses lik an extra.. nt lik wenn so gud, she reli is my example.. i reli learn from her many thin, eventho is juz a lil thin, she reli chg me, eventho i admit after my thinkin alot thin oso.. my brain juz move ok? and i think abt d time i wore other glasses, dat is dumb, i realize nt wearin evitime, dat is stupid, i realize i din reli care to bother to wear evitime, dat is reli brainless.. n i reli wear it d next day, after thinkin alot dat bcuz i din wear, i increased my eyesight day by day, lil by lil, worse n worsen.. even juz increase by 0.05, after 20 day means 1 degree.. after 2 months 3 degree.. 1 year, 18 degree!! lil by lil, is serious! even juz 0.05!! so lil oso cn increse reli bad!! bt usually is more den dat, mean faster if u dun wear..!! i start wearin d glasses all time next day, n they all, frenz ask me, y u wear glasses today lik i am a weird 1 day to turn up wearin glasses to skul.. well, is weird to me bt i try my bez to tek care of my eyes too.. =) n i was reli glad i met wenn oso, if nt i duno nw hw many degree oni i will die to wear.. eventho i noe she mayb 4gt, bt s/time minor stuff, i reli think alot.. juz mayb din say i guess.. dat time i reli made a big decision to start my day to wear it evitime.. nt easy to made me to do dat.. well, mayb i reli think too much.. bad i guess.. even lil stuff ppl say i oso will lik dat.. n they all will nt even noe abt it after dat.. cuz is juz lil matter, hu even bother to rmb oso normal.. lol.. =) i think i am a weirdo.. ><" so s/time gt much thinkin, is nt gud.. cuz will b hurt even small matter ppl dun even realize.. =( my sis oso say, "u think alot, think too much".. my thinkin is nt those think too much lik always think dis n dat, negative thin bla bla... is dat when a matter came, s/hw lik a date analysis or s/thin, lik ways n ideas or plan to go.. duno hw to explain.. juz lik 1 of it, example lik d glasses thin.. dat kind, n my sis oso say me lik dat.. =/
anyway, i kinda think i was tokin crap till here.. haven say d main point.. = =" nw i realize.. think too much, tok too much, say too much.. lol........ zz.. actually my day is lik dis wan.. early mornin, sis come my room n bother me, i was sleepy n sleepin, suddenly barge in.. = =" n den go edi lar.. and den after mornin, wake up, saw sis, call me to wake brian for his tuition.. went up n wake him, refuse to wake.. went down tell sis n she went up, 2 bro come down.. mum n dad den came bek.. eat breakfaz... den mum say dat she wan to hv contact lens.. n cuz her glasses broke.. her attitude for glasses is same lik me when i was 10, n bro.. refuse to wear.. n den she ask sis to wan go anot.. cuz sis oso say she cnt c her lecturer word in board.. n den i say i wan oso.. since i hv experience in contact lens.. i wearin for a year edi, if u duno.. =) and den i wan a glasses edi, since mayb laz year, bt i noe is bez nt dat time so i dun reli hv much feelin to chg, n den dis year, i reli wanted to hv a glasses n oso headfon n other few thin dat i pray god s/time if i were hv a chance, pls gv me to hv them.. =) i even wish if cnt, i hope my b/day present for next year will b them.. well, oso depend any1 noe wad i wan.. =( no1 understand me much.. bt to say d ppl hu hv same likin is my sis, den wenn.. so when there is thin to choose, i guess i will leave it to them to choose is oso fine wan.. lik i ask my sis to help me buy a card holder, she gt find, bt haven buy.. n she ask me wad type i want, n i say i blif ur sense for wad i lik, n i reli cn let her choose... since wad she choose will b 90% my type.. she understand.. n well, she noe wad is pretty to me n wad i will lik it.. juz 90% oni.. d rez 10% is s/time, reli hard to say, gt diff oso.. =) i dun mean understandin me or wadever, is lik er.. hw to say, to choosin sense of thin, lik pretty, cute n such things, which her sense of it is 90%, or actually 95% lik me.. =P wenn oso very same de.. 80%++? =) specially d doll bear n "dog".. reli reli reli nice.. bt i duno my taste is her taste anot? ><" haiz.... does nt include lik idol or wad, lik manga or anime, drama or idol i dun mean them ar... n oso food oso dun include dat type.. duno u guys understand wad i wan to say anot.. sad.. i bad at explainin.. ><" aiya, if dun understand nvm.. juz dat d "taste" on thin.. =) lik which is pretty n cute to us, nice lookin n such in our eyes.. =) bt if u mention manga n such, diff lar har.. =) ok, wad i wan to say.. crappin again.. ok, den we go out, brian does nt wan to go, bt was forced to by mum.. went up to tuition, den we go to d nearby optical shop, bt went in, ask a lil n they say d lens will nid to book first oni cn get.. and den my mum cnt n go other place.. den dad was wantin to tek picture for his japan thin, duno wad is it, i noe is nid to hv photo.. and den went to a photographer shop n tek.. den mum ask d boss n c gt any optical shop nearby.. n den she say infront of d shop gt 1 is she always go, reli good.. bt gt other places oso lar.. juz she recommended there.. and den d boss gt 2 child there playin.. n end up whole curtain drop by d 2 small kid, wow.. whole curtain thin drop lik dat.. lol.. play untill lik dat.. den fin wif d picture, wok across d road n reach d shop.. d size is half of a shop.. another half is wif a flower shop.. when my mum saw it, she ask 1 thin, "y so small wan?" to d boss hu recommended us goin there.. lol.. and went went in, gt a banner of cool stylish contact lens from korean brand.. i saw gt skull, or even leopard design.. lol.. and den i went in first to check.. cuz i was oni 1 among my mum n sis hu wear glasses.. so she took my glasses to check d degree, den went in d "dark room" to check my current eyesight degree.. den ltr i gt worsen a lil.. both eye bcum 300 nw.. =/ she told me my vision is weak, bt sis vision is better.. n i ask, wad does it mean, i gt wear glasses all d time.. n she explain, she say dat my vision is weak in a sense dat eventho i hv 300 degree shortsightedness, i will nt 100% see it clearly.. bt my sis can.. so is somethin lik cnt help even wif d glasses.. so mean i MUST evitime wear glasses.. =/ cnt afford to look w/out glasses.. lol.. lucky i gt i guess.. n i saw d plastic frame which is nice n my sis oso say so, n i ask mum i wanted it.. my mum was lookin for contact n ended up by d ppl there recommendation n she choose glasses.. she first wanted to buy wif a clip on sun glasses.. den ltr i gt took out b4 black n white frame to try on.. she saw d white, which i guess dun fit me, n on d table there.. she liked it n ask abt it.. n mum say i cn buy when i say i wanted d black one.. i was reli hapi she was in a good mood.. n dat time my sis is testing her eye sight degree.. sis came out n she buy contact lens.. they ask wan glasses n sis say no nid first.. she ltr say dat if reach 200 oni buy.. lol.. = =" n oso cuz b4 d first shop, she saw a reli nice glasses frame, which cost 799!! dior brand.. reli damn nice.. sweet.. bt expensive.. = =" anyway, mu decide to buy d white frame, n me d black, sis contact.. n mum oso buy a sun glasses which oso cn wear for ppl hu oso wear glasses together.. very nice lookin n damn convenient which u dun nid to buy a specially made sunglasses! =) anyway, dat shop reli is gud.. lol! next time mayb go there evitime better.. lol.. =D anyway, mine monday cn gt, bt i dun think i will tek faz.. wait till mum fin wif hers.. n den coz lot there, bt satisfied.. reli dang hapi! =) n i gt to noe solution for contact lens hv increased.. sad.. =( lucky gt samo.. nw increased price more den 20! =/ mayb future nid to use wisely.. lol.. den go bek, brian time was 1pm over n dat time we reach there 1 is 1.30pm.. d tuition centre was closed n brian is nowhere to b found, dad went n buy fried koropok n pisang goreng.. n den sis call home, brian is at home edi.. hw? uncle fetch him bek.. which uncle, din say.. =X anyway, bla bla bla... n i watch tv for d rez of d day.. wow, i din touch d com.. cuz my com luk lik is aging n tek more den 3 second to even open a start button! = =" seriously.. ytd after fin post, too damn slow n close d com.. when i wan to press d shut down button.. wait for min n haven even pop up.. i was reli frustrated n tired n i dun care, i guess i close it in an "alternative" way.. =X press d button on d cpu, off.. den plop, sleep.. [dun folo dis action, will harm com!! save com from evil ppl!! (lik me)] anyway, i was dang tired, n closin a stupid com nid use so dang looooooong time.. = =" no patience.. bt well, skip those crap.. n watch some series of "no limits", felt is nt bad.. den some random show on tv, mocie n such.. music n so on.. i rmb i watch b4 CSI 3 straight hours for miami, NY n d csi case.. 3 episode.. lol...den i oso gt watch d korean version of naughty kiss... well, duno hw to say, i juz watch since i am free.. =/ n wenn say is nice, so since gt do n i am there, juz watch.. lol.... n den ltr went out n go eat "bak kut teh".. =D den ltr gt go IOI ltr.. so after fin eatin, my sis is slow as ever.. evi1 fin, oni left her dat still hv half of her bowl.. haha.. n den on d way oso gt share my earfon wif her which link my fon.. ok, IOI.. went there wif no reason actually.. n i plan to go popular cuz i wan a headfon! n i noe no more offers, bt still nvm, i go for it.. =P den i bought n cost my 29.. den i left 21 in hand.. den cross over a bag shop, saw a 5 dollar pouch.. or s/thin... which i cn tek in as a pencilbox.. since i saw my fren in tuition oso hv.. so i buy a different type, dat is black.. n den sis saw d one which is same as my fren in tuition.. den cost 5 n left 16.. sis saw a purse dat is reli nice! coz 29.90.. n she hv 20 in hand.. i lend her 10.. n den go bek to jusco to where my family is.. buy more den 200 in a single receipt, gt 3 free bag.. =) den we went home.. juz lik dat.. i went manga there bt ntg.. n samo yuki help me buy, my supplier.. so wait till 2molo, nid to sign her list.. laz time owe her 10.. n nw 3 buk i think.. if nt wrong mean 23.50.. =( money bb.. anyway, end my day lik dis.. go bek home, watch a ghost movie, the unborn.. halfway i scared i cnt sleep ltr.. sleep alone, so went use com.. after checkin update in thin. start update blog.. use 2hr plus.. = =" dat is y s/time i duno y i lazy to update, use hours.. too much blabbin i guess... =X
today den ntg much.. oso watch d episode of no limits in tv.. after ytd com incident, dun feel lik playin com.. watch 3 episode straight, den fin.. went up n use com, update blog.. straight away.. n halfway, mum call us to eat dinner, go down.. den fin eat, play badminton wif bro out d road.. cuz b4 play in d hse, shuttlecock drop on d roof top.. =/ play some time n den use com, update.. wow.. i use HOURS to fin dis post.. if i read again juz use few min oni.. = =" phew.. anyway, end lik dis.. nid call pei yi.. i forgotten.. 2molo stay bek at skul, den go bek mayb to wenn hse awhile.. =) ltr inform her, nid tok to pei yi first.. =D they all are great fren!! thank you again!! mia n angeline too!! =P ty.. tirin, 2day nid tek much rest.. ><" arghh...
thanks for readin.. reli thanks.. n ppl hu hv bad eyesight, even juz lil, pls tek care of ur eyes!! wear glasses 24/7!! bt oso cn wear contact lens lar.. i juz wear for skul n some occation.. usually dun wear, even ytd go ioi oso lazy nia.. glasses still d bez.. =) n yea, dun b lazy to wear! k, bye~~!! ttfn.. =D
Saturday, April 2, 2011
is lookin lik a kid called "younger"?
well, dis topic or wad is dis thin juz reli mess my mind.. d whole friday.. =( so juz put as my tittle of d day since is s/thin i rmb.. =P well, let me start from d start..
thursday was ntg much.. friday mornin wear sport shirt to skul, saw angeline, she told me she will nt stay bek for st.john club meetin/class/activity dat day.. and left me n pei wen, bt wenn was half duwan go.. bt d laz, still gt.. i noe for her, she hv to go since she nid koko marks, which is important to her.. since her bm is gud n cn go in uni, y nt? =) i wish her d bez since she is a fren which i reli pt my respect s/time to her in study, bcuz she is lik a bomb, untill d very laz sec, den oni explode.. =) so mean, untill spm, u will nt noe hw many a she will gt for sure! lik pmr, end up all A's.. o_O wad a scary great bomb she hv, i oso wan.. =D
anyway, thins happen, dat i 4gt.. i noe i tok s/time wif chia wen after add math class cuz i teach her add math after d add mt class when she ask me to.. n den heard dat her father is a supplier to my fathers company, duno hey know each other anot.. =/ bt i ask today my dad duno.. n well, samo gt wad.. oh yea, d chess competition thin.. well, clement came find us chess club competitor... n well, he rmb me, lol.. hope he don't.. n he ask me hu samo join.. n i was lik, he gv ppl d form n he dun rmb.. ><" and i oni noe mia gt.. n den guy, duno.. he tell me he is nt any ajk or wad, bt end up bein push responsibility to tek d form from this n there.. so cham.. lol.. n den mia came bek at dat moment n i ask her hu is d guy hu join d competition in our class, n is chan song yang.. he gt join, bt me n mia, NO... so folo clement go find cik teh.. went out cuz no teacher.. find in office n teacher place, dun hv.. den we tek 3 floor each of us tek 1.. n well, i tek d ground floor since oni hv 5 class.. clement tek 2nd floor, n mia 1st floor.. bt no where to b found.. clement ask us to go down, n den i duno y, mia missin edi.. o.o wait awhile bt she din came down, n den clement say go canteen, went there n no1, so mean she nt in, n we gave up hope.. i went bek class, i saw yuki sit in my place tokin to wenn, well, luk lik d view from front was lik, 3 group in d bek there.. chattin.. =/ n well, i hv no comment.. i let my place for her, yuki i mean, mia was nt to b found, i tot she went bek class so i went to check on her, bt nt there, n i went ask for pei yi her sit n sat bside yuen yen, i noe they r d study type, so i ask yuen yen anythin to tok.. n she ask me same thin.. =/ i guess reli a lil same as pe yi style? well, i noe pei yi better den yuen yen, since i noe pei yi for 4 straight years, n so d topic i nid to tok wif yuen yen i reli nid to think.. lol.. n she say did i hear b4 dat jun git wan to call ex-bm teacher.. n actually, dat day we gt d rank in class.. well, at liz gt top 10, 6th place.. i noe is well, gud to me, bad to me, duno to me.. duno wad to express.. juz dat, s/time, i guess i din put effort on studies.. =( i noe i will nt b s/1 lik jun git hu from a student which once was nt a gud student in study gt high marks.. n pei yi which is a reli reli hardworkin n nice person.. =) their effort is d amount of their result.. reli reli s/thin i cnt do.. bt i juz cn't seem to hv d action to do it eventho i hv d thought of it.. wad a lazy person i am.. well, gt 6, seem lik my mum will tek me n my bro compare.. my bro was in d bek class, i am in d SECOND bez claz in form4, wad did she expect? ><" i mean, if i were him, i sure gt 1st anyway.. n he gt 6, mum was hapi dat she say is once in a lifetime succession.. i noe is nt his prob, is juz mine.. =/ s/time, my mum reli think i study gud n such, n she juz doesn't bother if i cn or nt, she juz threw me a limit A in exam.. juz lik PMR, she say i MUST hv AT LEAST 5 A in exam.. if nt dun even bother to go skul.. same goes for upsr.. n wad my bro gt is 1A, she din even say him.. i mean, i reli gt pressure n nid to gt at least 3A in exam, skul exam! shit! if nt she is so gonna kill me.. is serious!! my life will b ruin! bt still i noe d consequences, yet no determination to do so.. damn lazy.. argh!!so i am DOOM to b dead.. =)
oh, go off topic.. anyway, ltr mia came bek, say she found cik teh in her CAR!! dat is y me n clement din see her.. she is eatin in her car man! hu d heck noe dat... mia reli very geng.. bt we waste our time goin d whole skul n check, she is juz in her car wif air-con n such.. lol.. after dat we go n find clement, go find teacher, n she, nt in her car anymore, nt in d office oso.. so, juz gv up hope, bye bye.. monday juz pass up or anythin.. =( anyway, gotta say, haiz... lik mia say, humiliation..suck! y does it hv to b me.. bt they say hv nice meal lik for free? duno is real anot.. = =" juz chess oni.. first round sure die.. haiz.. do u nid to wish me luck? ><" if i am force to join? bt if mia is goin, den mayb i will think abt goin i guess.. =) bt she duwan go oso, so juz c luck.. haiz.. anyway, skip d part, i noe i came bek, d group change from 3 to 2? o_O well, wenn n yuki chg tokin to feline n shen teng, n well d other group din chg.. i mean d group in a area in d bek.. nt d guy side tho.. (sori to ppl hu read dis bt dun understand.. ><" bad at explainin loacatin..) n den it was gonna b bio, dat is oso y we all din go find cik teh anymore.. i noe mia oso join debate thin.. =) gud luck for her..
n yeah! i rmb went to add math class, never tot of, will b fooled in APRIL FOOL man.. = =" well, i am juz accidentally nt bein planned to gt into it, bt i gt into it.. >< is s/hw, i went up earlier.. so den, on d way up, i juz gt to b wif feline n shen teng they all.. so well, i was actually alone wan.. i juz wan to go to d 2nd floor to d add math class.. n we are in d first floor staircase.. so well, i juz din reli hear much abt the conversation, bt i noe they tok load, dat Yeap n ke xin wan to fool shen teng n feline i guess.. so they tok lik yeap n ke xin wan go find a person or wad, so dun folo them, juz go to d class in d 1st floor.. dun wait for them, they juz wan find ppl or s/thin.. i mean, huh? n i reli dun care much at first, n i juz wan to walk past them, so i go to d side n went up, well seriously.. i saw yuen yen n pei yi went to d 2nd floor into d class, for sure is there.. bt den, shen teng tell me dun go up, i duno wad is she up to, mayb she oso join them to fool or she wan to juz folo yeap n ke xin to find d person.. n i was lik, wad? d class was up, n she say is down there.. n i think she call feline to go to class first, no nid wait for her oso, wan to folo them to find dat person which i duno hu is it, i noe is their fren of cuz.. nt reli i wanted to noe anyway.. n i was lik thinkin, gt transfer to bio lab meh? = =" n well, i duno hw, bt i tok to feline.. i juz hv bad memory.. bt i for sure noe i tok to feline, n well, wan to ask her is d wrong class, juz dat time topic was d studies, pt in a side.. n she heard shen teng say n well, oso go to d class, mayb is it? n end up bein fooled, n d next moment, i cn c shen teng came n say, "so shameful" in chinese, which is her evitime words in her conversation.. i was lik, swt........ zzz.. bt well, april fool no surprise oso ntg nice in a positive view.. hv a april fool wif feline, thx to her too.. bcuz dis is juz normal to me, ntg reli big.. =) juz a lil laughter to them.. lol.. i mean i oso tok to feline untill forgt jor wad i wan ask her in d first place, since i seldom chat wif her, rare chance n well, forgot.. stupid me.. haha.. =D tj wan is bad, he tek oreo biscuit, n change d CREAM to TOOTHPASTE!! n was told dat there is a person eat it n spit d whole thin out in an instant, wad a frikin thin to do.. = =" if he does dat to me, i am so gonna kill him, lucky he did nt, bt his sis oso do d same.. anyway, n durin bio, is d potato experiment.. n i was juz into tok n d h/w stuff, din do.. juz help wif d purin sucrose solution thin.. and den after skul time, go bek class n is st.john time.. bt other student hu gt stay bek stay bek.. n den ar.. study type of wound in d class, say those "seniors" nid marchin, fisshy was instructin them.. =) and den 1hr ltr, me, wenn. jun git n chee liang went to bio lab, i saw garshini hu was juz goin bek, n lucky we made in time, n do d rez of d experiment for out group.. n our group is d oni 1 which hv no name.. = =" lucky i rmb d time which b4 i went doen, they dun hv any watches n call me to check on d time for them n they wrote 1.45.. lol.. anyway, do d experiment n gt d time, den wash up n d other group, oso jun git help out, oni left last which is nt complete wif no labelled thin, so din do.. bt d other groups washin leave it to them to wash.. is juz bcuz d experiment is bez advice to tek after 1 hr lik buk told n nt 1 day.. bt d class evi1 is gone.. so no choice, lucky gt go bek bio lab.. =)
wait, i haven into d tittle point yet.. durin bio time, shen teng suddenly turn over to wenn, n i was askin wad abt it.. n den wenn told me abt d thin they chat abt.. gt 1 is er.. yuki came out wif d topic some ppl luk childish.. n well, wenn say shen teng say wenn lik 16, juz lik wad she is oso.. yuki was abt 14 lik dat.. and me.... 12... >_>" i understand.. i luk small, skinny.. =( n causes, a 12 word.. haiz... is gus dat well, ppl say luk "younger" lor.. bt 12? o_O well, i juz cnt tek it out of my mind, i was depressed of cuz.. = =" do i luk worst den my bro? haiz........ bt edi ok edi, dun care.. juz dat b4 i was told dat i was 14.. n i was lik, wad? my bro's fren ask me d tuition fren, n i was lik wad? i duno hu d heck is dat.. den he say, u nt same class meh? n i say, no, i am form 4! 16! n i ask u tot i was wad.. he answer: form 2 =14years old.. n i was lik, o...kay......... zzzz... anyway, mayb when i grow older, i would lik ppl say me younger, so nw mayb nt.. =/ i guess, bcuz nw d younger they mention is "child"... ><" am i childish anyway? specially me myself? attitude or my personality, or juz thinkin or action? juz s/time.? ok, nvm, lol...
i rmb d worst time was after skul, com~~!! n well, d "adopt" thin juz d b4 post in blog.. was solved after my aunt was ok wif her schedule a lil.. juz except for monday.. so d rez 3 was ok.. n pei yi offered me to her hse to hv lunch on mon n tue.. so i accept w/out thinkin.. nw, mon i duno do i hv to go anot.. i reli scared i reli bothered them.. ><" and actually i oso gt help from mia... bt after aunt thin, i guess i less 1 person to burden them.. =) i may cause unconvenient to ppl anyway.. =( specially wenn, i noe she will, juz her mum samo nis tek care of child n such, so i guess i dun reli dare to ask n to bother her since i reli bother alot.. =( bt d laz she still offer a hand next time she said.. n angeline hu oso wanted to help out eventho her hse was reli reli far away.. (to me, it is).. thank you for those fren, true fren.. =) wenn, mia, angeline, pei yi... u guys were awesome! <33 i reli reli touched by u guys.) and nw, c 1st..
ok, nw i must tell u d worst thin in APRIL FOOL DAY! is dat when i was com com com.. abt 5pm, i gt rdy for tuition eventho is start at 6.45.. so i oso play play play den.. din think den suddenly mum tell me d car come, i mean for tuition n i see d time was 5.40 lik dis..i was lik huh? is it wrong? n i double check wif my watch, d same.. is it d van so early fetch?? n i was scared to b late for van, since i hv trauma dat i cnt miss d van for tuition.. if nt my mum will definitely kill me.. n den i ask is it wrong time edi, i rush n gt rdy my buk n such, went down n up, n den finaly go down n saw ntg ouside.. i rush so tiring n end up "april fool" n dat time i reli wan to say out "wtf".. = =" she tek my moz weak point, i mean i wish lik hell, jump down from stairs n end up, bein fooled jor.. wad the heck!! shit man~~!! n den din reli eat, since i was fool.. sis was home edi, n she say she oso fooled by mum dat she drop thin bt nt.. n den car come, tuition lik sleep times, end... my com bcum old hag which is functionin damn slow, gt prob..
oh, n i forgot to mention, b4 goin bek, i noe i end up early 30 min.. so went to kacau wenn, n was reli reli reli hungry dat time.. since is till 2pm.. and den her mum was cookin, i noe is juz botherin if i oso tek there, so callin n see mum come is better den makin them doin more job.. and so while waitin, wenn play piano, real life hearin reli nice, nt lik in mp3 or tv, different feel n sound.. =) n she teach me hw to play, juz a 5sec+ melody.. reli she play nice.. juz my mum dun gv me learn extra thin for sure..
n den today, satuday wan ar... en.. oso gt thin to write.. bt i think leave for tomolo wan.. too long post edi.. juz post forst... =)
thx for readin, reli thank you.. n ttfn!! =D hapi april fool for ppl ytd.. lol.. ok late april fool day!.. =)
thursday was ntg much.. friday mornin wear sport shirt to skul, saw angeline, she told me she will nt stay bek for st.john club meetin/class/activity dat day.. and left me n pei wen, bt wenn was half duwan go.. bt d laz, still gt.. i noe for her, she hv to go since she nid koko marks, which is important to her.. since her bm is gud n cn go in uni, y nt? =) i wish her d bez since she is a fren which i reli pt my respect s/time to her in study, bcuz she is lik a bomb, untill d very laz sec, den oni explode.. =) so mean, untill spm, u will nt noe hw many a she will gt for sure! lik pmr, end up all A's.. o_O wad a scary great bomb she hv, i oso wan.. =D
anyway, thins happen, dat i 4gt.. i noe i tok s/time wif chia wen after add math class cuz i teach her add math after d add mt class when she ask me to.. n den heard dat her father is a supplier to my fathers company, duno hey know each other anot.. =/ bt i ask today my dad duno.. n well, samo gt wad.. oh yea, d chess competition thin.. well, clement came find us chess club competitor... n well, he rmb me, lol.. hope he don't.. n he ask me hu samo join.. n i was lik, he gv ppl d form n he dun rmb.. ><" and i oni noe mia gt.. n den guy, duno.. he tell me he is nt any ajk or wad, bt end up bein push responsibility to tek d form from this n there.. so cham.. lol.. n den mia came bek at dat moment n i ask her hu is d guy hu join d competition in our class, n is chan song yang.. he gt join, bt me n mia, NO... so folo clement go find cik teh.. went out cuz no teacher.. find in office n teacher place, dun hv.. den we tek 3 floor each of us tek 1.. n well, i tek d ground floor since oni hv 5 class.. clement tek 2nd floor, n mia 1st floor.. bt no where to b found.. clement ask us to go down, n den i duno y, mia missin edi.. o.o wait awhile bt she din came down, n den clement say go canteen, went there n no1, so mean she nt in, n we gave up hope.. i went bek class, i saw yuki sit in my place tokin to wenn, well, luk lik d view from front was lik, 3 group in d bek there.. chattin.. =/ n well, i hv no comment.. i let my place for her, yuki i mean, mia was nt to b found, i tot she went bek class so i went to check on her, bt nt there, n i went ask for pei yi her sit n sat bside yuen yen, i noe they r d study type, so i ask yuen yen anythin to tok.. n she ask me same thin.. =/ i guess reli a lil same as pe yi style? well, i noe pei yi better den yuen yen, since i noe pei yi for 4 straight years, n so d topic i nid to tok wif yuen yen i reli nid to think.. lol.. n she say did i hear b4 dat jun git wan to call ex-bm teacher.. n actually, dat day we gt d rank in class.. well, at liz gt top 10, 6th place.. i noe is well, gud to me, bad to me, duno to me.. duno wad to express.. juz dat, s/time, i guess i din put effort on studies.. =( i noe i will nt b s/1 lik jun git hu from a student which once was nt a gud student in study gt high marks.. n pei yi which is a reli reli hardworkin n nice person.. =) their effort is d amount of their result.. reli reli s/thin i cnt do.. bt i juz cn't seem to hv d action to do it eventho i hv d thought of it.. wad a lazy person i am.. well, gt 6, seem lik my mum will tek me n my bro compare.. my bro was in d bek class, i am in d SECOND bez claz in form4, wad did she expect? ><" i mean, if i were him, i sure gt 1st anyway.. n he gt 6, mum was hapi dat she say is once in a lifetime succession.. i noe is nt his prob, is juz mine.. =/ s/time, my mum reli think i study gud n such, n she juz doesn't bother if i cn or nt, she juz threw me a limit A in exam.. juz lik PMR, she say i MUST hv AT LEAST 5 A in exam.. if nt dun even bother to go skul.. same goes for upsr.. n wad my bro gt is 1A, she din even say him.. i mean, i reli gt pressure n nid to gt at least 3A in exam, skul exam! shit! if nt she is so gonna kill me.. is serious!! my life will b ruin! bt still i noe d consequences, yet no determination to do so.. damn lazy.. argh!!so i am DOOM to b dead.. =)
oh, go off topic.. anyway, ltr mia came bek, say she found cik teh in her CAR!! dat is y me n clement din see her.. she is eatin in her car man! hu d heck noe dat... mia reli very geng.. bt we waste our time goin d whole skul n check, she is juz in her car wif air-con n such.. lol.. after dat we go n find clement, go find teacher, n she, nt in her car anymore, nt in d office oso.. so, juz gv up hope, bye bye.. monday juz pass up or anythin.. =( anyway, gotta say, haiz... lik mia say, humiliation..suck! y does it hv to b me.. bt they say hv nice meal lik for free? duno is real anot.. = =" juz chess oni.. first round sure die.. haiz.. do u nid to wish me luck? ><" if i am force to join? bt if mia is goin, den mayb i will think abt goin i guess.. =) bt she duwan go oso, so juz c luck.. haiz.. anyway, skip d part, i noe i came bek, d group change from 3 to 2? o_O well, wenn n yuki chg tokin to feline n shen teng, n well d other group din chg.. i mean d group in a area in d bek.. nt d guy side tho.. (sori to ppl hu read dis bt dun understand.. ><" bad at explainin loacatin..) n den it was gonna b bio, dat is oso y we all din go find cik teh anymore.. i noe mia oso join debate thin.. =) gud luck for her..
n yeah! i rmb went to add math class, never tot of, will b fooled in APRIL FOOL man.. = =" well, i am juz accidentally nt bein planned to gt into it, bt i gt into it.. >< is s/hw, i went up earlier.. so den, on d way up, i juz gt to b wif feline n shen teng they all.. so well, i was actually alone wan.. i juz wan to go to d 2nd floor to d add math class.. n we are in d first floor staircase.. so well, i juz din reli hear much abt the conversation, bt i noe they tok load, dat Yeap n ke xin wan to fool shen teng n feline i guess.. so they tok lik yeap n ke xin wan go find a person or wad, so dun folo them, juz go to d class in d 1st floor.. dun wait for them, they juz wan find ppl or s/thin.. i mean, huh? n i reli dun care much at first, n i juz wan to walk past them, so i go to d side n went up, well seriously.. i saw yuen yen n pei yi went to d 2nd floor into d class, for sure is there.. bt den, shen teng tell me dun go up, i duno wad is she up to, mayb she oso join them to fool or she wan to juz folo yeap n ke xin to find d person.. n i was lik, wad? d class was up, n she say is down there.. n i think she call feline to go to class first, no nid wait for her oso, wan to folo them to find dat person which i duno hu is it, i noe is their fren of cuz.. nt reli i wanted to noe anyway.. n i was lik thinkin, gt transfer to bio lab meh? = =" n well, i duno hw, bt i tok to feline.. i juz hv bad memory.. bt i for sure noe i tok to feline, n well, wan to ask her is d wrong class, juz dat time topic was d studies, pt in a side.. n she heard shen teng say n well, oso go to d class, mayb is it? n end up bein fooled, n d next moment, i cn c shen teng came n say, "so shameful" in chinese, which is her evitime words in her conversation.. i was lik, swt........ zzz.. bt well, april fool no surprise oso ntg nice in a positive view.. hv a april fool wif feline, thx to her too.. bcuz dis is juz normal to me, ntg reli big.. =) juz a lil laughter to them.. lol.. i mean i oso tok to feline untill forgt jor wad i wan ask her in d first place, since i seldom chat wif her, rare chance n well, forgot.. stupid me.. haha.. =D tj wan is bad, he tek oreo biscuit, n change d CREAM to TOOTHPASTE!! n was told dat there is a person eat it n spit d whole thin out in an instant, wad a frikin thin to do.. = =" if he does dat to me, i am so gonna kill him, lucky he did nt, bt his sis oso do d same.. anyway, n durin bio, is d potato experiment.. n i was juz into tok n d h/w stuff, din do.. juz help wif d purin sucrose solution thin.. and den after skul time, go bek class n is st.john time.. bt other student hu gt stay bek stay bek.. n den ar.. study type of wound in d class, say those "seniors" nid marchin, fisshy was instructin them.. =) and den 1hr ltr, me, wenn. jun git n chee liang went to bio lab, i saw garshini hu was juz goin bek, n lucky we made in time, n do d rez of d experiment for out group.. n our group is d oni 1 which hv no name.. = =" lucky i rmb d time which b4 i went doen, they dun hv any watches n call me to check on d time for them n they wrote 1.45.. lol.. anyway, do d experiment n gt d time, den wash up n d other group, oso jun git help out, oni left last which is nt complete wif no labelled thin, so din do.. bt d other groups washin leave it to them to wash.. is juz bcuz d experiment is bez advice to tek after 1 hr lik buk told n nt 1 day.. bt d class evi1 is gone.. so no choice, lucky gt go bek bio lab.. =)
wait, i haven into d tittle point yet.. durin bio time, shen teng suddenly turn over to wenn, n i was askin wad abt it.. n den wenn told me abt d thin they chat abt.. gt 1 is er.. yuki came out wif d topic some ppl luk childish.. n well, wenn say shen teng say wenn lik 16, juz lik wad she is oso.. yuki was abt 14 lik dat.. and me.... 12... >_>" i understand.. i luk small, skinny.. =( n causes, a 12 word.. haiz... is gus dat well, ppl say luk "younger" lor.. bt 12? o_O well, i juz cnt tek it out of my mind, i was depressed of cuz.. = =" do i luk worst den my bro? haiz........ bt edi ok edi, dun care.. juz dat b4 i was told dat i was 14.. n i was lik, wad? my bro's fren ask me d tuition fren, n i was lik wad? i duno hu d heck is dat.. den he say, u nt same class meh? n i say, no, i am form 4! 16! n i ask u tot i was wad.. he answer: form 2 =14years old.. n i was lik, o...kay......... zzzz... anyway, mayb when i grow older, i would lik ppl say me younger, so nw mayb nt.. =/ i guess, bcuz nw d younger they mention is "child"... ><" am i childish anyway? specially me myself? attitude or my personality, or juz thinkin or action? juz s/time.? ok, nvm, lol...
i rmb d worst time was after skul, com~~!! n well, d "adopt" thin juz d b4 post in blog.. was solved after my aunt was ok wif her schedule a lil.. juz except for monday.. so d rez 3 was ok.. n pei yi offered me to her hse to hv lunch on mon n tue.. so i accept w/out thinkin.. nw, mon i duno do i hv to go anot.. i reli scared i reli bothered them.. ><" and actually i oso gt help from mia... bt after aunt thin, i guess i less 1 person to burden them.. =) i may cause unconvenient to ppl anyway.. =( specially wenn, i noe she will, juz her mum samo nis tek care of child n such, so i guess i dun reli dare to ask n to bother her since i reli bother alot.. =( bt d laz she still offer a hand next time she said.. n angeline hu oso wanted to help out eventho her hse was reli reli far away.. (to me, it is).. thank you for those fren, true fren.. =) wenn, mia, angeline, pei yi... u guys were awesome! <33 i reli reli touched by u guys.) and nw, c 1st..
ok, nw i must tell u d worst thin in APRIL FOOL DAY! is dat when i was com com com.. abt 5pm, i gt rdy for tuition eventho is start at 6.45.. so i oso play play play den.. din think den suddenly mum tell me d car come, i mean for tuition n i see d time was 5.40 lik dis..i was lik huh? is it wrong? n i double check wif my watch, d same.. is it d van so early fetch?? n i was scared to b late for van, since i hv trauma dat i cnt miss d van for tuition.. if nt my mum will definitely kill me.. n den i ask is it wrong time edi, i rush n gt rdy my buk n such, went down n up, n den finaly go down n saw ntg ouside.. i rush so tiring n end up "april fool" n dat time i reli wan to say out "wtf".. = =" she tek my moz weak point, i mean i wish lik hell, jump down from stairs n end up, bein fooled jor.. wad the heck!! shit man~~!! n den din reli eat, since i was fool.. sis was home edi, n she say she oso fooled by mum dat she drop thin bt nt.. n den car come, tuition lik sleep times, end... my com bcum old hag which is functionin damn slow, gt prob..
oh, n i forgot to mention, b4 goin bek, i noe i end up early 30 min.. so went to kacau wenn, n was reli reli reli hungry dat time.. since is till 2pm.. and den her mum was cookin, i noe is juz botherin if i oso tek there, so callin n see mum come is better den makin them doin more job.. and so while waitin, wenn play piano, real life hearin reli nice, nt lik in mp3 or tv, different feel n sound.. =) n she teach me hw to play, juz a 5sec+ melody.. reli she play nice.. juz my mum dun gv me learn extra thin for sure..
n den today, satuday wan ar... en.. oso gt thin to write.. bt i think leave for tomolo wan.. too long post edi.. juz post forst... =)
thx for readin, reli thank you.. n ttfn!! =D hapi april fool for ppl ytd.. lol.. ok late april fool day!.. =)
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